the one who lives in my body

The corners of his mouth curled slightly, Xie Dongrong just stared at me silently, from his expression, I couldn't quite observe what he was thinking.

After a while, he finally said, "Tao Shu, you were really brainwashed by that old man."

I was speechless for a while, although I had expected that it would be difficult to persuade Xie Dongrong, but his undisguised sarcasm still sharply poked some kind of luck in my heart.

"How will you know if you don't try?" Wei Wei clenched her fists tightly, "Xie Dongrong, you promised that you will cooperate with me."

Tilting his head slightly, as if he was suddenly discouraged, the original calm and elegance on Xie Dongrong's face disappeared instantly, replaced by a tired laziness, he looked down and stared at me, "Tao Shu, I think you just want me to call you brother."

"I forgot, it seems that you have always wanted me to call you that." As if remembering something, Xie Dongrong smiled slightly, "You want to heal me, not to satisfy yourself desire?"

Sitting in the same place, as if imprisoned by Xie Dongrong's gaze, I couldn't move.

how to say?Although at this moment I can take the case and sternly reprimand him for his slander, after all, if one deliberately wants to conceal the things in one's heart, one can always succeed.

But I can't lie to myself after all, and I don't have the habit of lying.I think what he said makes sense.

I have said it many times before, in my initial conception, Xie Dongrong and I should get along as brothers. I imagined that he would pull my sleeve and call me brother softly, although later I I became that kind of relationship with Xie Dongrong, but that thought still pops up in my mind from time to time.

I think this may be due to my desire to be "respected". For a cute and outstanding boy like Xie Dongrong, if I can simply pamper him like a brother, even if he is not in close contact like a couple, he will Make me feel comfortable.

This may indeed be a selfish idea in my heart. I have been eager to implement it since the doctor proposed it, and even imagined that Xie Dongrong would be able to accept it and agree.

But, just like a man who claims to be strong but has only a small penis, when someone exposes the fig leaf of his skin without hesitation by some opportunity, my ugliness can no longer be hidden.

I want to enjoy Xie Dongrong's respect and the harmonious atmosphere of getting along, but I don't want to accept some special actions that go beyond that range.This is my selfish wish.

In fact, Xie Dongrong, who once hung me up, did the same to me, but for some reason, after being exposed by him, I couldn't help but feel ashamed.

Facing Xie Dongrong, my cheeks became slightly hot.

Xie Dongrong's eyes pierced like needles, with a hint of ridicule, he said, "Tao Shu, do you have any hobbies? Are you so obsessed with that title?"

"I just think this is the most reasonable way to deal with our relationship at the moment." Of course, I can't shrink back from him. Even though I feel guilty, I still pretend to be calm and output my views.

Xie Dongrong seemed to see at a glance that I was just slapping my face to make me fat. He tilted his head and sneered, "Do you enjoy that feeling? Do you want me to call you that?" His voice was very low, The tone is ambiguous again, at first glance, it sounds like it is full of strong, sexual hints.

I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, I just stared down at the planner on the table, of course, besides liking, there was also my trust in this method, because of family factors, it was impossible to completely cut off contact, so I had to talk to Xie Dongrong tried his best to maintain a stable relationship.

"Xie Dongrong, I'm talking to you seriously," looking up at him, "Do you think it's appropriate to talk about everything?"

Xie Dongrong spread his hands, "The relationship that has been in bed, but you don't say you are a brother? Tao Shu, don't you think this is ridiculous?"

Well, according to Xie Dongrong's current attitude, I realize that it seems impossible for him to accept this method.

"Tao Shu, do you know when I want to call you brother the most?" Xie Dongrong's voice was like a snake letter pasted in my ear, "When you are under me, the sound of calling is the best."

"This is the 'brother' I respect the most and is the most dignified." The moment I raised my eyes, I was facing Xie Dongrong's excited eyes. At that moment, a powerless anger surged in my heart. Playing and belittling me unscrupulously inside, it disgusts me...and pains me.

When I reached the schedule again, I realized that my fingers were so cold, "If you don't want to, forget it." Slowly, pulling things back, I felt a little embarrassed, but fortunately this The embarrassment did not show on the surface. In the three years since I left Xie Dongrong, I have gradually learned how to arm myself with calmness.

Feeling a little confused, I stuffed things into the bag, but found that I couldn't fit it in anyway, gritted my teeth in my heart, and almost cursed out loud——

"Tao Shu, bring that over for me to have a look again." Xie Dongrong's voice sounded abruptly.

When he looked at him in a blink of an eye, he looked a little impatient, but he still stretched out his hand, as if wanting to discuss again.

Passed the thing over again, Xie Dongrong took it, lowered his eyes, seemed to be looking at it seriously, and seemed to glance at it casually, and after 5 minutes, he said, "I can cooperate with you to try."

I don't think I'll ever understand how this man can always change his mind so quickly.

"Put on that expression, as if I'm bullying you." Xie Dongrong slanted one corner of his mouth, chuckled, and then turned his eyes away from me.

"If you are doing this just to accommodate me, then there is no point in trying." Speaking of which, I am a little discouraged, but deep down, I think that may really be a feasible solution, although it is mixed with me. selfishness...

Xie Dongrong put his arms around his chest, "It's okay, I happen to be curious too." He smiled when he said this, "If I call you brother twice, I can write it off...

After hearing what he said, I couldn't help correcting him aloud, "Actually, it's not just calling me brother twice."

After that, I explained a lot to Xie Dongrong, anyway, it is very simple to sum up, it is nothing more than getting along like real brothers.

Xie Dongrong listened with a smile, he seemed to find it very interesting, and later at night, he asked me to sit next to him, and whispered in my ear: "Brother."

I frowned, always felt itchy and strange, and the distance between him and me seemed a little too close, I told him this is not something that real brothers would do, but he smiled and said to me: "I didn't Brother, I don't know how to do what you want...Maybe you can teach me?"

This kind of Xie Dongrong made me feel very strange. I thought he would stab me, but in fact he didn't do that. He seemed to be really taking what I said to him very seriously. He didn't resist, but seemed to be enjoying himself Which is similar.

Except that I need to teach everything, everything else is fine.

After that, Xie Dongrong would chat with me every night, not too intimate, not offensive, and the front one would always be called "brother". Although I always felt a little strange, but fortunately, I was crazy before The act of sending things has finally come to an end, which I attribute for the time being to the benefits of this brotherly project.

In any case, as long as Xie Dongrong doesn't talk nonsense about pursuing me.

At the time, I really felt that way.

Until one day, the moving company filed in and delivered boxes of packed furniture to Room [-] in our dormitory, which had always been vacant.

I thought I was finally getting my second roommate.

But why is that minimalist table lamp so familiar?There is also the small alarm clock, I remember that it was an exquisite small clock made by a craftsman specially for the princess to fit Xie Dongrong's bedroom style.

Ten minutes later, when Xie Dongrong opened the bedroom door leisurely, my guess was confirmed.

Xie Dongrong turned his face, the moment he saw me, his eyes slightly curved, and he smiled: "Brother."

Although Xie Dongrong had been calling "Brother" on the Internet before, it was far less lethal than a face-to-face smile and a sweet "Brother".

I have to admit that my heart skipped half a beat at that moment. In fact, Xie Dongrong said earlier that I have a hobby, and I was reluctant to admit it, but at this moment I bowed my head.

Of course, along with the rise in my heart, is timidity.

How did he move in?

My body moved faster than my brain, and when I came back to my senses, I was already standing in front of Xie Dongrong.

The light from outside the door has been blocked by him, I raised my head, looked up at him, only felt that against the light, the color in his eyes seemed to have turned into dark blue in the deep sea, "Why are you here?" I heard myself pressing my voice , put it this way.

"Recently I'm learning related knowledge, and my mecha is also being produced. After comprehensive consideration, I'm here." Xie Dongrong looked at me with a smile on his lips, "But I probably won't be here all the time. Busy, one week, probably live here for... two or three days."

He leaned against the door frame, staring at me for a long time, I was stunned for a while, I don't know if I should be affectionate and think that the other party did this for me, I can't even ask similar words, I can only... accept ?

"What's wrong, brother?" Xie Dongrong raised his hand, and the touch of the corner of his mouth being gently stroked brought me back to my senses, "Why do you look so stupid?" Xie Dongrong smiled.

I frowned, raised my hand, and brushed away his touch, "What are you doing?" I thought my complexion might not be pretty.

Xie Dongrong didn't answer, just raised the hand that I brushed away, put the thumb and index finger together, and twisted it lightly, "Brother was eating a biscuit just now? He ran out without wiping his mouth."