Brother Christine

At the moment when he was stripped naked for a second, Jiang Xiao suddenly realized something. He suddenly opened his eyes, looked at the person who was lying on top of his head and stared at him with cold eyes, and opened his mouth eagerly: "Shen Qing, I didn't In other words, I just—”

"Brother," Shen Qing clamped his chin with a big hand and squeezed it twice, comforting him softly: "It's okay, what's mine is yours."

"Shen... Shen Qing!" His jaw was pinched to the point of dislocation, Jiang Xiao struggled vigorously, he opened his mouth with difficulty, trying to explain clearly: "I..."

"Hush..." Shen gently pinched Jiang Xiao's chin and raised it high, leaned over and closed his eyes to kiss him, coaxing softly: "Brother, at this time, you have to be good."

His tongue was held in his mouth, Jiang Xiao couldn't tell the pain, the lower half of his face was pinched so that it was not his own, he was forced to swallow the breath held in his chest just like that by the forceful kiss.

The brain is bewildered.

The callused palm was very thin, and Shen Qing's movements were gentler than his. The palm of the man floated over his shoulder like a cloud, soft and tender, and his cold fingertips slid across his neck. A thin stream of water flows along his collarbone, wrapping around the rapidly undulating gullies, flowing casually...

Jiang Xiao softened almost instantly.

The contact is dreamlike and unreal, people gradually become obsessed with intoxication, the delicate fragrance of bamboo floats and penetrates into every inch of burning hotness, and the breath is melodious like spring water melting, soothing the increasingly intense restlessness, and the thin white mist will make people feel Shrouded in a fuzzy and intertwined illusion...

Clouds and rains, dark fragrance and romantic.Where are you?Being in the clouds.

Darkness creates turmoil and desire, love and thoughts become demons and devour the marrow, ten years of delusional thoughts finally become Buddhas, and one night becomes obsessed with immortals, and togetherness is eternal life.

Long night, long.

……

……

The exhausted man was buried under the quilt, Shen Qing tilted his head, his eyes obsessively looked at the big dog lying in his arms, his usual majestic and arrogant appearance had long since disappeared, but now this man closed his eyes tightly , there was a blush between the handsome brows, and salty, wet and crystal-clear dew condensed on the thick and slender eyelashes.

he did.

There was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, Shen wiped his sweat lightly, then hugged his brother, leaned over and kissed the man's red hot ear, and said in a low voice, "Brother, who are you from?"

"You, your..." The dry hoarse voice was vague.

"name."

"Shen, Shen Qing..."

"Brother," Shen Qing continued to ask, "I was last night, okay?"

"Okay," someone moaned softly: "It's... really fucking... good..."

"Brother," Shen Qing kissed his brother's wet eyelashes, pinched Jiang Xiao's chin and lifted it up, saying, "Open your eyes and look at me."

His jaw was sore from being pinched, and Jiang Xiao's voice was terribly hoarse, he lifted his single eyelid, and gave Shen Qing a perfunctory look.

"Brother," Shen Qing smiled: "You look so cute when you blush."

"Get lost." Jiang Xiao lazily closed his eyes, stuffed his exhausted self into the brat's arms, and ate delicious food.

Shen gave a low laugh.

"Brother," Shen Qing brushed his messy hair for him, and said softly, "It's past five o'clock, and it's dawn."

"You bastard." Jiang Xiao said in a muffled voice.

"Brother," Shen Qing whispered to him, "fifteen, all of them are gone."

"Get out." Jiang Xiao buried his head.

"Brother," Shen Qing turned over and lay on Jiang Xiao's stomach, held his face in his hands, and said, "But I haven't loved you enough yet."

Jiang Xiao suddenly trembled.

"Brother," Shen Qing caressed his lips back and forth with her thumb, and said lazily, "I still want it."

Jiang Xiao's body stiffened, indicating that he could not hear.

"Brother!" Shen Qing was amused by the frightened man, she arched her head and came over, licking his face like a puppy.

"Shen Qing." Jiang Xiao finally opened his eyes and called him.

"Huh?" The puppy fiddled with his brother's handsome face back and forth with its paws.

"You," Jiang Xiao glared at him, "You fucking bastard."

The puppy gave a soft "hmm", got into the quilt and crawled all over the bed.

"Shen Qing," Jiang Xiao's whole body was itchy from being scratched, and he couldn't help laughing, "You always hug me like this, if something happens to me one day, what will you do?"

"Sacrificing love," the puppy crawled out and kissed his lips, and said, "Lie next to you."

"You dare." Jiang Xiao's voice suddenly became cold.

"I even dare to soak my brother." Shen Qing held his hand, put it on his lips and kissed it, and smiled slightly: "What else can I not dare?"

Jiang Xiao looked at him coldly.

Shen Qing tilted his head and smiled at him.

"Shen Qing," Jiang Xiao frowned and stared at him, "Be more serious."

"Brother," Shen Qing asked suddenly, "What if I die?"

"I will light fireworks and set off firecrackers," Jiang Xiao sullenly said, "I light firecrackers at the door every day to celebrate."

"That's the best," Shen Qing kissed him again: "You still have a lot of things to do."

Jiang Xiao put his arms around Shen Qing's waist, put him in his arms, put his lips on his forehead, and hugged him tightly.

"I won't let you go." Jiang Xiao said.

"You have ideals, you have to continue studying, you have to find her in a farther place, you still have to earn a lot of money, live in a big house, you have to take care of your father and mother, and you have to provide for them until the end of their lives," Shen Qing also hugged She hugged him and pressed her head against his chest: "Jiang Xiao, you have many things, I only have one you."

"Dad and Mom," Jiang Xiao paused, lowered his head and said softly, "They all love you."

Shen Qing hugged him and did not speak.

"Shen Qing," Jiang Xiao patted him on the shoulder, and said in a low voice: "I didn't hide this from you, she did mention it to me before, but it was just mentioned, look at her post Everything is mailed in two cans, and the address is still looking for you, if you look through the message records between me and her, you should know that we haven't talked recently, isn't she preparing it for you."

"Then why don't you let me eat?" Shen Qing asked with her eyes closed.

"Because I'm a little jealous." Jiang Xiao kissed him.

"Really?" Shen Qing didn't open her eyes.

"Otherwise?" Jiang Xiao scratched his chin disapprovingly.

Shen Qing suddenly looked up at him.

Jiang Xiao met Shen Qing's eyes.

"Jiang Xiao," Shen Qing stared at him, "Are you tired?"

Jiang Xiao and him looked at each other without answering.

"Change the password for your phone." Shen Qing broke away from his embrace, got up and turned her back to Jiang Xiao, and sat on the bedside to get dressed: "The old password is too easy to guess."

"Shen Qing," Jiang Xiao frowned and looked at him: "No matter what I do, I always have you in my heart."

"Don't change the computer password," Shen Qing said to herself, "I will use it soon."

"I won't change it," Jiang Xiao hugged him from behind, arched his head and rubbed his face: "I won't change anything, what's mine is yours."

"I didn't delete the message records." Shen gently pushed Jiang Xiao's head away, bent over to tie his shoelaces: "She wants to contact you again, don't wear clothes."

"Shen Qing, don't make trouble," Jiang Xiao put his arms around his waist and clinged to him, lying on the man's back and kissing his neck: "Shen Qing, baby, don't be angry with me, okay?"

"Looked at my jokes all night." Shen Qing turned around and grabbed Jiang Xiao's hair, lifted his head to the side, and looked at him: "You still lie to me, how old do you think I am?"

"Fuck!" Jiang Xiao's scalp hurt for a while, and he finally got a little angry. He stared at the person who was making trouble by the bed with a dark face: "I said you are fucking out of your mind? Is this father lying to you or loving you? ,you do not know?"

Shen glanced at him lightly.

Jiang Xiao cursed fiercely.

"You're showing off." Shen Qing said lightly.

"I did it on purpose!" Jiang Xiao lifted the quilt angrily, and stared at him with his head raised: "Cool!"

Shen Qing said "oh", then turned around and floated out to wash up.

The door was shut with a click, and someone covered in red marks stared quietly at the door for three seconds, and couldn't help but cursed again.

"Fuck!" Jiang Xiao turned over with a thud and rolled himself up under the quilt, rolling his head and kicking furiously in a storm: "You bastard bastard bastard bastard bastard!!"

Nervous like an epileptic, the long leg kicked fiercely into the void at the end, and slammed into the railing at the end of the bed. Jiang Xiao felt a heavy muffled sound from his leg bones, and at the same time bounced back The reaction force directly hit the back of the hip from the calf, and the shock caused the little flower somewhere, which had been tossed all night sour and swollen, to split a few love|pain unspeakable sourness.

The big long worm that seemed to be alive and well as if returning to the light suddenly curled up into a ball, Jiang Xiao suppressed a muffled groan, and squeezed out two words between his teeth:

brute.

This morning, when he ran to name people in his freshman year, Shen Qing stood alone at the end of the line, and no one came to steal his hand again.

Rumor has it that the head of the Sports Department of their University M, who is physically strong, suddenly asked for leave this morning and was ill in bed, and according to the man surnamed Zhou, on the way to the playground in the morning, he also bumped into a black figure that looked exactly like Brother Xiao, and flashed across the central crossroad He crossed the avenue, limped and galloped towards the East District Hospital as if a firecracker had been lit on his buttocks.

The members all speculated that their minister must have gone to buy antipyretics again.After all, Brother Xiao is well-known throughout the school for his life-threatening studies. He was quite irritable at first, but when he was not happy with his studies, he often got angry and had a fever, which is normal, normal.

Shen clicked softly.

Antipyretics may not be available, but I have to go to the anorectal department.

After the morning exercises, Shen Qing went to the cafeteria to pack two servings of millet porridge and vegetarian steamed buns, and went back to the dormitory to finish eating in two or three bites, not caring what kind of angry eyes the person lying on the bed looked at him, and packed up the two meals in the morning. He picked up the textbooks for one class, and then took his Doraemon mug, ready to go to the library to be on duty.

Jiang Xiao squirmed and crawled to the head of the bed before he left the door, took a bowl of porridge in his hands, and hummed "Thank you".

Shen Qing didn't return.

Then, at the moment when he turned out of the door, he heard a violent curse from someone behind him.

Shen Qing: "..."

Last night was so beautiful, he didn't want to make any noise now, so he automatically ignored Jiang Xiao, slammed the door and left.

I didn't intend to quarrel with him in the first place, "fifteen times" is not something everyone can easily get over, and he vented his anger in other ways, his brother is a fertile piece of fat Tian, ​​he actually wanted to work hard.

It's a pity that his brother is always so ignorant, he gave him a chance, and his brother still said "I'm doing it for your own good" with sincerity and sincerity.

Why does a person who is zero have no self-consciousness at all?

So what if he admits it, it's not like he doesn't know that his mother prefers his brother.

His brother knew what was going on and still kept it from him, didn't he understand that this would only make him more unhappy?

Shen Qing felt that Jiang Xiao was ill.

In the dormitory, after the people left, Jiang, a semi-disabled person, lay paralyzed on the bedside, scanning the news with a bun in his mouth.

It's only 07:30 now, and if he doesn't go to the sports department in the morning, he has to clean up the dormitory.Just when the person slammed the door and left, Yaoji sent a message to ask him to help him carry a schoolbag for class, Jiang Xiao glanced at the chat records between Shen Qing and their mother last night.

After one night, he saw the conversation between the mother and son with his own eyes, and his breathing tightened accordingly.

With this fucking way of responding, Shen Qing was merciful in not strangling him to death last night.

But Shen Qing's eccentricity is so good that he still somehow feels... cool?

Jiang Xiao touched his chin, which was still lingering from the pain, edited a "sausage is on sale at the school, no need to post it" and sent it to someone, and then saw that under the news that was suppressed, Shen Qing sent One of his posts:

Brother, come back quickly, I have something to tell you.

Jiang Xiao quickly took the opportunity to hug his thigh:

-what's up?

The other party replies in a second:

- Do. You.

Jiang Xiao: "..."

Why on earth did he feel that this kid was immortal?

As soon as the phone rang, Jiang Xiao glanced at the caller ID, immediately grabbed the two buns left in the bag and choked them in his mouth, then answered the phone while chewing, his voice was indistinct: "Hello, Mom."

"Xiao Xiao," Shen Jing heard that the other party's voice was not clear, and asked, "Are you having breakfast?"

"Well," Jiang Xiao changed his position and continued to lie down, saying, "It's quite busy."

"Then let me make a long story short," Shen Jing asked: "The sausage is for you. Didn't you say to let the post last night? Why don't you want it again today?"

"Trouble," Jiang Xiao opened his eyes and said nonsense, "The people in the four of us are all quite sloppy, things are piled up everywhere, and we can't put so many jars away."

"Then I'll put it in a big bottle next time," Shen Jing asked, "I'll just put one in, and the other one should be free?"

"No need," the buns were stuffed too much, Jiang Xiao chewed so hard that his jaw hurt, he couldn't help hissing, and said with difficulty: "Too, too troublesome."

"Then I..."

"Mom," Jiang Xiao interrupted, "It's really unnecessary."

"That's fine." Shen Jing paused and said, "Then hang up first."

"Hey, mom," Jiang Xiao choked the contents of his throat suddenly, and said, "Shen Qing said last night that he was homesick, so give him a call..."

"It's okay," Shen Jing hurriedly said as if he was in a hurry, "He's just a little promising, and he'll be fine after a while. I'm going to have class soon, so I'll hang up first."

Jiang Xiao hesitated to speak, his eyes stayed on the name on the caller ID for a few seconds, and finally he said "um".

The phone was hung up, and Shen Qing didn't send him any more messages. Jiang Xiao threw his head back on the bed a little annoyed, and raised the phone to look through the chat records between him and his father.

His dad didn't talk to him last night.

Empty message box, only one "You do it yourself".

Jiang Xiao stared at these five words for a few seconds, then clicked on his father's profile picture and zoomed in.

It was a yellowed old photo taken by Shen Jing when he was young.

A gentle and demure fair girl with eyebrows and eyes that are almost exactly the same as Shen Qing's now. Her eyes are dark and lively, and the light in her eyes flickers. Anyone who sees her will be moved.

The girl actually didn't know a man named Jiang Jifeng, but his father admired him for many years.

His father went to college back then, and Shen Qing's mother hadn't finished high school yet, and was forced to drop out of school by her family in the countryside. She went on blind dates, got married, raised a family, farmed the land, and had children, and then relied on a forged technical secondary school diploma. , Take the relationship and become a teacher in the village school of Murakami.

Shen Qing told him that his mother hated him a little because he didn't cry when his father died.

Shen Qing didn't know about the past between their parents, Jiang Xiao didn't have the heart to tell him.

That woman who has been robbed of her entire life, who was taken as a reproductive tool before she was an adult, who was unable to resist the fate of poverty and finally had to succumb, didn't she just hate her son in her heart?

The reason why she wailed for a dead husband was just because the man in the family was gone, the women in the village had no support, and being a widow caused people to gossip. She was crying for her own life.

My life is miserable.

My life is so miserable.

At the funeral, that woman never cried a word about Shen Qing's father.

When Jiang Xiao was a child, she always couldn't understand why a woman who cried to death at her ex-husband's funeral could turn around and live in her new husband's house, and spare no effort to please her new husband's disobedient son?

She married two men, which one does she love more?

Is this kind-faced woman who looks a bit vicissitudes a good person or a bad person?

He later realized that no one actually loved that woman, but his father, Jiang Jifeng, was willing to give the pair of orphans and widows a solid shoulder to rely on at such a fatal time, and what Shen Jing did to him and his father Everything is just gratitude.

In fact, his father didn't love quietness as much as he imagined, but his father always thought that he was deeply affectionate.

The man couldn't see it himself, but Jiang Xiao could.

When his father was eating at the dinner table, he always liked to stare at Shen Qing.

Knowing father Mo Ruozi, he has gradually realized since high school that his father actually doesn't like Shen Qing's character, no man is willing to please an ignorant son of an outsider for decades, all the accommodation and tolerance, But it was all for the woman he loved.

His father always catches up with Shen Qing in this way, his father catches up with Shen Jing when he was young.

His father just missed the tranquility of the past, and then married his obsession for many years to realize his dream.

Shen Jing is just married to a reliance, it doesn't matter who the reliance is, she only needs a stable one.

People live for themselves, but they are always used to moving themselves in the name of loving others.Really willing to give up all of himself to love only one person wholeheartedly, Jiang Xiao has only seen Shen Qing in his life.

He knows, but he can't say it.

He couldn't tell his father that the cold boy he had been trying so hard to please, actually had as much admiration for him in his heart as a parent and child for their own father.If he said it, his father would relax, Shen Qing was a very sensitive person, while his stepfather was a stupid and honest man, if his words crossed the line a little, he would hurt his stepson's heart like hurting his own son.

A son will forgive his ignorant father, but a stepson will not.

He also can't tell Shen Qing, because a lonely child who is hated by many people needs a father who tolerates and spoils him unconditionally.

He actually knows a lot of things, but he can only hold back.

After he applied to M University for the college entrance examination, the 5 yuan scholarship from above was handed out. His father was very happy. For the first time in so many years, he didn't bring Shen Jing and Shen Qing, and he just dragged him outside to a restaurant.

He was also happy, thinking that his father was going to tell him something gratifying and appreciative, such as wishing his son Jackie Chan would come true. During the dinner, the father and son looked at each other and smiled.

At that moment, he really wanted to hold his father and cry.

He was really struggling.

His dad handed him the menu and asked him to order casually. He ordered a bunch of his dad's favorite dishes, but he didn't want to talk about outsiders.He has too many things in his heart that he wants to tell his dad. It is rare for his dad to listen to him like this. Why does he mention things that make him unhappy?

At that time, regardless of township or province, major media networks were reporting his affairs. "Provincial No. [-] Scholar" was a title that would shine, and his father always had a proud smile on his face, so he was a little smug Tell his dad about his future plans and plans.

He said that he knew that the price of goods in the big capital was high, so he told his father not to worry about his living expenses. He boasted that he could get the first grade in the exam casually, and no one would dare to take the scholarship except him. Having lived in the dormitory for so many years, he is the best at interpersonal relationships. It is a matter of minutes for him to integrate into the new group. He told his father not to worry. He also said that he is the provincial champion and will not be worse than other students in the M university. Where to go, he is very happy to go to university without being dragged down by other subjects, and now he can learn the English he wants to learn. When he graduates and has a future, he also wants to take his dad to go abroad for fun.

In fact, he still wanted to tell his father that he must stand out. He wanted to go to his own mother and let his mother see how well her abandoned son and husband were doing now.

But he didn't mention his mother because his father didn't like it.

He talked a lot of nonsense, and his dad listened to him with a smile on his innocent face. He talked a lot, then bent down and filled him with a glass of wine. How do you plan to spend the money you paid for buying an apartment here?"

He took his father's drink and clinked glasses with his father.

He poured it all down his throat, choking until tears filled his eyes.

Seeing his red eyes, his father thought he was angry and unwilling, so he immediately changed his mind and said that he just asked casually, comforting him not to think too much.

He cried and laughed directly.

How should he explain to the man opposite him who hasn't looked at him seriously for a long time, why is he crying?

He resented Shen Jing and Shen Qing, but he never dared to hate his father, who was his only relative, and he would defend this person in his heart.

He married a woman he didn't love, and gave birth to a son with a temperament completely different from his own. His father was actually very unlucky.

His mother is a strong and ambitious woman. In contrast, his father's honesty and honesty have become cowardly and useless. His father has always been unable to hold his head up in front of his mother, and his pride and self-esteem as a husband have been severely punished by his mother. There is not a single word left, his father blames his mother.

Blaming his mother, and also blaming him who was nothing like him, Shen Qing always felt wronged, but Jiang Xiao actually envied him.

At the very least, Shen Qing's money was decisively intercepted by his mother to repay the mortgage before he touched his hands. It was simple, direct and frank, not as happy as his father giving him a sugar-coated cannonball and finally stabbing him in the heart?

How many years did his father live in the old-style building at home, and he didn't even repair it once, so why would he want to buy a house?

It's just that the woman he was guarding was too insecure.

His father was always so self-impressed and self-giving that he was too embarrassed to ask for anything else from him.

His father always hoped that he could be more sensible, and he always followed the tacit understanding between their father and son again and again.

So he was silent.

He is Shen Qing's elder brother who has been obsessed with him for ten years, he is Shen Jing's first stepson to please, and he is still a good son whose father has placed high hopes on him and must be sensible.

He is too many identities, he is not even himself.

He still hoped that everyone would go well, even though he had already foreseen the ending when he promised Shen Qing.

The author has something to say:

If you don’t understand their family relationship, you can ask me~

If you understand everything, then I won't explain~

The table asked me about the ending, I haven’t written it there yet~ Anyway, HE is right~

Thank you little angel Gu Beizhao for mine yesterday~

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