Brother Christine

Humid, hot, stuffy.

On both sides of the wide road, there are two rows of green shade with wilted leaves. On the congested road section, the dark blue Porsche with the word "Shanghai" starting with the word "Shanghai" follows the long queue with flashing car mirrors, stop and go.

In the car, the air conditioner is on, and the radio reports that the temperature in Pudong today is 30.5°C, cloudless, light breeze, and strong ultraviolet rays. It is recommended to take sun protection, prepare parasols and sunglasses when traveling...

The person in the driver's seat wears a GUCCI half-shirt with crimson lettering, the same style of black sweatpants underneath, and white sneakers that step on the clutch pedal. The hand resting on the steering wheel has a ring on the ring finger, which is reflected in the Glittering in the sun.He wears a bullet necklace engraved with complex patterns. If you look closely, you can find two uppercase Italian Roman pattern font "H" hidden in the pattern.

Hu Hao didn't look too much at what this man was wearing today, and he didn't dare to look at his expression. He just sat obediently on the passenger seat, lowered his head, and turned the ring of the same style on his hand back and forth. arm.

The smooth lines of the body, the bulging muscles are just right, masculine charm without being rude, and the thick and long veins are sprayed in the wrist, which is where he often uses it as a pillow.

The car was quite quiet, especially after the radio stopped, the air was so cold that it sank, and it was so congested that people couldn't breathe.

Or maybe someone is angry.

Now he didn't even dare to look out of the corner of his eye anymore, Hu Hao turned his head out of the window knowingly, to see the thriving pan-fried bun shop at the east side of the road across a green belt of bushes.

"Hungry?" Sensing his movements, the people behind glanced at him, suppressed their temper, and asked him, "Turn around the front later and try it?"

"No, I don't want to be crowded with people," Hu Hao opened the window without looking back, "I'll make fried noodles with shredded chicken when I get home, and there are prawns and crabs in the refrigerator. An egg soup, just the two of us, is cooler than staying here."

"Your hands are not sharp, don't worry about these trivial matters, I'll make you whatever you want to eat," Xing Lu looked at his right hand wrapped in a white bandage, his frowning eyebrows stretched helplessly, and his tone softened a bit: " I asked for leave for you from your news agency, you should rest at home for two days before going to work."

"Huh?" Hu Hao looked back at him, raised his eyebrows, "Are you asking for leave? Who did you find?"

"Editor Zhao from your group, don't you have his business card on your desk?" Xing Lu looked at him, stayed for a few seconds, and then stretched out his hand to straighten his slightly messy hair: "Listening to the voice is very easy to talk about." He also told you to take a good rest."

"Oh," Hu Hao shook his hand, "He didn't ask who you are?"

"I asked." Xing Lu pinched his face, "I said I am your brother."

"Yeah." Hu Hao smiled.

They have been together for such a long time, their work is not in the same field, and there are not many common friends in life. There are only a handful of people who know their affairs, and most of them are in Beijing.When they get along normally, they always call each other by their first names, and the common neighbors upstairs and downstairs only treat them as ordinary friends, but when they close the door and live in a world of two, when they can't help it, two people will talk to each other. Pure mind to please the other party, say some nice words.

Hu Hao had no place to live. After graduating from university, he came to Shanghai with Xing Lu, found a job that matched his major, and started living together.

This is the place where Xing Lu was born and grew up. His parents are technicians engaged in scientific research. They travel around all the year round and spend more time on the plane than at home. Parents are more like familiar strangers, and they follow his uncle in everything.

He followed his uncle to become a fitness instructor, followed his uncle to find a boyfriend to live with, and followed his uncle to live and die. On the New Year's Day, he took his boyfriend who had just successfully proposed to go home to meet his parents.

23 years ago, the elder brother and sister-in-law hated their younger brother, and 23 years later, the parents, who were so regretful that their only son was misled by his uncle, almost vomited blood.

Xing Lu's parents are sensible people. Knowing this, no one can blame his uncle, and they dare not blame their son who has long regarded them as strangers. They can only minimize the work outside, ask more about their relatives, and make up for the debt owed to their son in the early years. affection.

The house has long been prepared for the son's wedding room, and the couple usually don't come over to cause trouble for them. The family only gets together every year during the New Year's festival. Xing Lu drove Hu Hao to go through the scene, and finish the New Year's greetings early , Come home early.

Hu Hao only followed Xing Lu, and wherever Xing Lu went, his home would be there.

He had no family since his father got into a car accident when he was ten years old. After his mother divorced his father, the men he married didn't trust her and didn't give her a dime. He refused to recognize her, and later wanted to marry an old man and wait for someone to die to share the inheritance. As a result, the old man didn't go to get a certificate with her at all, and the will announced after his death didn't mention a word about her distribution. The corpse was dug out of the grave.

But Hu Hao didn't feel how pitiful his mother was.A person has hands and feet, but in this life, he only wants to live by a man. He has been tricked time and time again by others, and he is still so unwilling to make progress.

There used to be a man who really loved her, gave her rich clothes and food, celebrity status, gave her a worry-free life, and trusted her completely. He was willing to take the stars and moons for her and do everything. But she chose to cheat and betray for a momentary stimulus. Thinking that she has found true love, she doesn't even care about her own son, and wants to go with others in a chic and unrestrained way, wandering the world.

He was still young at that time, and his father had an accident in the second year after his mother left. As the only heir, he was targeted by the board of directors who had long been eyeing him.Uncles and uncles have three relatives and four old friends, all of whom are vying for his custody.

He chose his father's confidant, but he lived alone and did not live in that person's house.

He is a sunny and cheerful kid who is also a little stupid and knows how to be grateful.

He only let the group see this.

At night, he sat in front of the computer and searched for social news about his father's accident. He stared at the pool of blood, at the remains of his closest relatives who were mosaiced, and looked at the red and blue fonts like copying The title "Chairman Lin's Group died in a car accident, the police found out that the brakes failed! Accidental or man-made?!" flashed over and over again in the mind of those old people at the funeral who pretended to cry and smile. Constantly twitching and trembling.

Gu Ying curled up in the dark night trembling young son, with scarlet eyes, cold hands that were ruthless, neither could hold a murderous knife, nor could he pierce a monstrous lie.

All he can do is to encounter the addiction that can bring him back to life, indulge, sink, and be intoxicated in the illusion of happiness and carelessness in the past, waiting from night to day, guarding despair until dawn.

He watched the cigarette butts burn out little by little, feeling himself being resurrected again and again.

On the first day of freshman year, it was his birthday.

The case of his father was overturned, and he did not let anyone who should go to prison go. After years of painstaking planning, he finally closed the net, and he got back what he deserved.

All day and all night, there is only one thing in his life.

He seems to have succeeded in revenge, but also seems to have lost a lot.

Lao Cheng shed a lot of tears on the way to send him to school, and kept nagging in his ears, regretting and regretting, saying that he was sorry for his father, sorry for him, and that he was too negligent to blame. He didn't expect that he would become what he is now.

He couldn't stop laughing, turned his head to the window, and smoked one cigarette after another.

This look.

What kind of look?

A duplicity pretender?

Does he have a choice?

After all the dust settled, he didn't feel relieved at all. That night he sent Lao Cheng away. He crouched under the big tree by the school gate and started smoking again.

There are always stars in the sky in summer, and this is the season when he is closest to his dad every year.

The blue mist entered his eyes, and the night became more and more blurred. Someone walked towards him, took a bottle of yogurt and a pack of tissues, handed them to him, and told him not to cry.

He glanced up at him, and the man smiled politely at him.

It was a high-profile attitude overlooking the weak, with some deliberate care in the smile, the composition of his appearance was greater than the sincerity shown in his actual actions, and the eyes looking at him were so lame that they were even a bit stupid and pretentious.

What is a teenager?

He is no longer, the person in front of him is.

Adults don't try to grow up.

As a result of habit, if the other party is stupid, he will also become stupid. He pinched his cigarette, wiped away his tears, took yogurt instead of a tissue, and shyly said that he was not used to it when he first came to school, and he was a little homesick.

It's horrible, but that's how he likes to pretend.

The other party seemed to be particularly keen on obtaining their own psychological satisfaction by helping others. After a short exchange, they exchanged each other's names and classes. The man was pleasantly surprised to find that they belonged to the same academy. Going to eat, Balabala had a lot of comforting words for him, like an eighth wife chanting scriptures, the more he listened, the more he wanted to laugh.

How can there be such a stupid person in this world?

This kind of person looks like he has both parents and was raised in the palm of his hand.

It's quite interesting. He hasn't made friends for a long time. After returning home at night, he lay on the bed with his stomach propped up, and the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously, thinking that the future might not be as sad as he imagined.

But the man forgot his name during the military training on the third day of school, and he couldn't help being a little annoyed. Later, when the man was injured, he shouted in the team to accompany him to the infirmary, but he didn't look his way.

Perhaps because he is used to this kind of treatment, he is not the only person who came to the school to meet him. After three days of busy work, he probably forgot his voice long ago.

When reorganizing the company, he deliberately stood behind him so that he could see him every day.

Naturally, they became acquainted again.

Because when we met for the first time, he acted "lonely, pitiful and pessimistic", due to self-cultivation, that person would take the initiative to invite him to eat together, and always give him an extra piece of snacks bought for the dormitory. He will also help him bring food and fetch hot water, chatting, the man advises him to eat all three meals, advises him to smoke less, like an old father, loves to nagging and preaching, and will also expose his love to show off his wealth, handsome and stinky By nature, he is stupid, clumsy and mentally handicapped. He does trivial things, but he wants to cry in many moments.

He thought, if he could do something for him, he would also be willing to go to the mountain of swords and sea of ​​fire.

At that time, during the military training, there was a very cold boy standing on the left.He is tall, fair-skinned, seldom talkative, and looks very clean. When he gets a little closer to him, he can smell the faint fragrance of bamboo leaves on the man's shoulders.

He also likes him very much, whether it's the shady and indifferent Lin Zheng behind him, or the sunny boy Hu Hao in front of him, as long as he stands beside that person, he feels that he is clean with him.

That boy's name is Shen Qing, Xing Lu likes Shen Qing, he only found out after being with him.

Before falling in love, he didn't think he was the kind of person who would like boys. He just happened to go to the bathroom one night and accidentally heard Xing Lu talking to his uncle on the phone from the balcony window.

Xing Lu said that after entering university, he met a boy he liked very much, but judging from the current situation, it seems that it is more appropriate to be friends with him than to chase after him. There is a sense of loss in his words, and he said that he had been ignorant for several years before, He has never tasted love, and he doesn't want too many people to know his secret. Maybe these four years have passed like high school, which is quite a pity.

He thought carefully about the kindness that person had treated him, and thought that he was the one who liked him. After struggling with insomnia all night, he went to confess to him the next day.

He thought that if he took the initiative, that person would not have so many embarrassments.

The man was dumbfounded after hearing his confession, and he looked dumbfounded and cute in surprise. He suddenly had an impulse, couldn't help but kissed him, grabbed a place, and refused to let go.

They got together in such a muddle, Xing Lu still treated him well as always, and even did more for him, but the man didn't kiss him often, and he didn't see from his eyes that his wish was not fulfilled He doesn't know where he is not doing well enough, but he enjoys his boyfriend's meticulous care for him, enjoys the ambiguity of their shared secrets, and the little love words that the other party tells him to make him happy .

At that time, he felt that he was the happiest person in the world, everyone treated him very well, he completely integrated into his new identity, and felt unprecedented release and happiness, when he thought of being loved by such a gentle person As he said that, bursts of warmth surged up in his chest.

He called Lao Cheng to give up those shit responsibilities that were tied to him, and to give up the right of inheritance. Lin Ying's mission has been completed, and now he only wants to be Hu Hao, he wants to be himself.

Then he found out.He found that Xing Lu liked Shen Qing.

Shame made him feel ashamed, but he was full of disappointment and grievance. He didn't care about that person's mood, and he changed back to Lin Ying. When that person tried to let go of the past and love him, His anger spread uncontrollably, and once again his eyes were red with revenge, and then he brutally violated|violated him.

He can no longer regard this man as his friend who repays his gratitude, he likes him, and he doesn't want him to run away.

Xing Lu seemed to be born with a good temper. After being tortured so cruelly by him all night, the first reaction after opening his eyes was to drag his scarred body, crawl over to hug him, and apologize to him cautiously.

He felt that Xing Lu didn't like him that much, at least he didn't like him like Shen Qing, otherwise he wouldn't be so polite to him like outsiders.

He asked Xing Lu why he always forgives me without principle, does he not care, or has he never cared about me?

Xing Lu said that it is human instinct, the first time you see you, you are crying, and the more times you see you laughing, the more afraid you will make you cry again.

He was stubborn by nature and didn't want to accept anyone's charity and pity. During the seven days of National Day, Xing Lu went home to reunite with his parents and uncles, but he was homeless and had nowhere to go. He only received a message from Lao Cheng at school about him. The news of my mother's remarriage.

The identity is different, and it is destined to be different from the same person. He finally saw it, had dinner with Shen Qing, and when Xing Lu came back, he told him not to force him, and broke up if he didn't want to. If he was not reconciled to the previous time, he also It doesn't matter if it was stronger last time.

Xing Lu panicked all of a sudden, the gift he brought fell to the ground, the first time he rushed over and hugged him so tightly, the first time he took the initiative to kiss his ear, the first time he asked him to wait in a low voice , let him give him another chance.

The person Xing Lu likes is the cold and taciturn Shen Qing, and the person he falls in love with is the brutal, oppressive and addicted Lin Zheng, and his identity is Hu Hao. He doesn't want to change back, so he just walks away with others He backed off and stalemate for a while, waiting for the other party to wear down enough temper and patience on him, and propose to break up with him.

That rainy night, Xing Lu stopped him when he was about to leave him alone again.

He thought that the other party couldn't bear his cold violence, and finally wanted to break up with him, but who knew that the other party suddenly asked him if he still liked him.

He froze for a moment, looked at the other person's nervous and expectant eyes, his heart was so soft that he returned his love without thinking.

"Then let's try," the man came down and took his hand, "I emptied my heart, leaving you alone, without any impurities, and I won't let you down again. I want you to always be happy." Happy, I want to start over with you, is that okay?"

He agreed.

It is natural to agree, no matter what the man says, he will agree.

If you love someone too much in your heart, you should agree to it without principle. There is a difference between being polite and pampering and indulgent, and he only understood that day.

That day, it was the second time they did it since being together for so long.When the man hugged him from behind, his naked chest pressed against his equally bare back, his fingers caressed his face over and over again, and together with warm kisses, they slid down his shoulders and landed on his back. The back of his neck, shoulders, and back...

The feeling of being deeply disturbed|chaotic was not very good at first, and it was still wrapped in a layer of oilcloth. He didn't know how Xing Lu tolerated him not wearing|wearing the condom and forced S in it. His boyfriend, really It is to indulge him to the limit.

"Baby...Baby is so good..." The man was still coaxing him in a hoarse voice, "Baby, can you cry nicely..."

"Brother..." Breathing was difficult, his lips wriggled with difficulty, and his voice was soft: "Brother..."

"Well, what else..."

"want……"

"What do you want?"

"Please... don't go..." Sweat broke out on his forehead, he hurriedly asked to stay, "Just, just inside...stay inside..."

"Where are you staying?"

"Stay...stay..." The voice-over suddenly broke into the dream, and after realizing this, Hu Hao suddenly closed his mouth and opened his eyes.

The car had already parked in the underground garage, facing the air conditioner's knees, and was pressed and protected by two big palms. He was covered with a thin black jacket, with sweaty head and dazed eyes. , facing the face of the man who bent over to stare at him.

His legs were stuck on both sides of the seat, which was a particularly awkward position, but Xing Lu didn't move after he woke up, looking at him with raised eyebrows, as if waiting for him to speak.

"Are you home?" Hu Hao dodged his eyes, pulled the underside of his clothes, and retracted his legs.

"Well," Xing Lu held his leg to prevent him from moving, then leaned down again, rubbing the tip of his nose against the nose of the person above and below him, his smiling eyes curved: "Did you just dream?"

"Yeah." Hu Hao held his breath and shrank his neck back.

"What dream did you have?" Xing Lu pushed away his bandaged hand and pressed it directly, "Tell me about it? Huh?"

"I..." Hu Hao looked up at him, and asked tentatively, "I told you, are you not angry?"

"That's another matter," Xing Lu sat on his lap, put his arms around his neck, bowed his head and kissed him, "You still have the nerve to mention it, disobedient! I haven't punished you yet!"

"Here, there's a camera here," Hu Hao grabbed his shoulder, half-pushed, and his voice became more and more ambiguous: "There's also...there's a light, let's go back, go home..."

"The little thing is about to rush out." Xing Lu didn't let him go, and pressed his belly with his fingers, "I won't cover this for you with my coat."

Hu Hao shivered, blushing and buried his head in the man's arms.

"Come on, come up!" Xing Lu hugged the man and adjusted his position, put the man on his lap, stroked his fingers into his waist, clasped his back with the other hand, and kissed him passionately, "It's been three days See you! Show me if you're hungry and thin!"

"Oh! The button, the button is broken..."

"Be good and scream better," he greedily sucked his tongue, pinched him a few times with his fingers, "I'll carry you home later and make delicious food for you..."

"Brother... brother... want to..."

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The car was packed, the air freshener was sprayed, the coat was tied around the waist, and the Panasonic trousers covered the waist, Xing Lu took the elevator into the house with someone on his back.

This neighborhood is a high-end residence, the property is expensive, and the housing price is ridiculously high. If Xing Lu's parents had the foresight to buy the house ten years earlier, he would come here to buy it after he graduated from university, at least it would be more expensive. 200 million.

Xing Lu is a young man with a slash, his main job does not count as a bonus, and his monthly salary is [-]. His side job is self-media, editing movies and videos, and his monthly salary is [-] to [-]. It depends on how busy you are with your professional work. After all, Lin Lin always counts as a person who earns a million dollars a year.

Hu Hao's job is relatively simple. He has just stepped into the society for less than five years, and his monthly salary is 30. However, he is young, and he will still have to live in the future, and even if he gave up the inheritance right back then, Lin's side still has him and his father. A total of [-]% of the shares are there, and this alone is enough for him and Xing Lu to live for a lifetime. The so-called work is nothing more than a selective social activity to pass the boring time.

Four days ago on Qixi Festival, the two made an appointment to go out for dinner after work. Hu Hao's side finished early, and they drove to Xing Lu's gym without saying hello. The big man, smelling of sweat all over his body, kept moving closer to Xing Lu's side. His hands and feet were not honest, and he kept touching his shoulders while his man was not paying attention to packing up the equipment.

This place is mixed with fish and dragons, and there are everyone. Out of professionalism, coaches who are not interested in that aspect will generally push them away politely. Hu Hao also knows, but the big man is obviously difficult to deal with. Looking at Xing Lu from a distance, he is very passive. Looking at it, he became angry, and because Xia Tian was very angry, he went to persuade the big man a few words, but he didn't listen, he swung his fist and started fighting with him.

He broke the bridge of the opponent's nose, accidentally hit the pull-up equipment, and fractured three fingers on his right hand. The big man was not a plain man, so he was dragged by his legs and wanted to throw him out. Xing Lu and a few others The frightened coach quickly stopped him.

It was the first time in the past few years that he was so impulsive, and he ran into a person who refused to give up. The other party refused to give up privately because he was injured. He asked Xing Lu to accompany him for a night, otherwise he would call the police and send him to the police station.

The people in the gym are very embarrassed. After all, this matter will lead to the police station, and they will not be able to do business in the future, but their colleagues will never follow the man's wishes. Xing Lu intends to chat with the man, and then Add some money, try to be selfish, Hu Hao laughed more and more coldly, strode over and punched someone in the eye, called the police and surrendered himself.

For three days, I didn't have time to bandage my hands properly, so I was locked up in the prison for three days!

Xing Lu was very angry about this matter, even though he was released on bail in advance through his relationship, his anger still did not decrease at all.

He's almost 27, and he's still so frizzy when he does things, and nothing else matters. If Hu Hao does such stupid things again in a place where he can't see, who will care? !

Hu Hao actually wanted to explain something to others, I am also a person of status, they will not let me have an accident when I am old, and I still have medical insurance, and the medical expenses can be reimbursed.

However, Xing Lu obviously didn't want to listen to him talking about this all the way, so he took him to take a bath as soon as he was out of the game, and put on new clothes to avoid bad luck. After entering the bedroom, he took a shower and changed into a set of home clothes before coming out.

Xing Lu was cooking in the kitchen. Recently, his superiors were afraid that the big man would come looking for trouble, so they asked him to stay home to avoid suspicion. There was plenty of time. At that time, a bunch of dishes Hu Hao ordered were included in today's lunch menu. Holding the refrigerator door with his waist, he took out the crabs inside.

Hu Hao went into the kitchen and took a look around, then stood in front of the sink, rolling up his sleeves to help.

"Let's go!" Xing Lu took the crab and closed the door, and waved him away: "Go to the living room and watch TV!"

"The TV is not as good as yours." Hu Hao stood motionless by the sink, and raised his healthy left hand towards the person, "I can help with one hand, I will wash the vegetables and pass the spoon to the plate for you."

"If you have to wait, just sit here and watch me," Xing Lu passed him, raised his hand and tapped his head, pulled a chair from the front hall and placed it by the kitchen door, and said: "Talk to me, I will give You braised prawns and steamed crabs."

"Can you come here alone?" Hu Hao muttered and stretched out his head to join him. "Won't you help me when I cook, I have to do something too."

"What are you doing?" Xing Lu looked back at him angrily, pushed someone to press him on the chair, and then went to soak the crabs, "You just sit here honestly, what's the fuss if you fold your hands?"

"Okay, okay," Hu Hao snorted, sitting on a chair and looking at the people walking back and forth in front of him, "I know I was wrong, don't be angry!"

"Not angry," Xing Lu lowered his head and cut some parsley, glanced at him from the corner of his eye, and asked, "I've been so busy these past two days, I forgot to visit you often, look at you, you are skinny, and your left hand is inconvenient. No one feeds you inside, are you hungry again?"

"Someone wants to feed me," Hu Hao clicked, "I can't eat."

"Excuse me?" Xing Lu smiled and turned back.

"I miss you so much," he also smiled, "waiting for you to save me."

"How did you know that I was saving you outside?" Xing Lu raised his eyebrows, teasing him: "The thing that could have passed in half a month, wouldn't it be better to keep you, a disobedient, in a small black room for a few more days ?”

"No, you don't want to," Hu Hao shook his head, and smiled at him with bent eyes: "Xing Lu, from the very beginning you came to save me."

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