The gentleman, he is spoiled

After returning to the dormitory, Lu Qiubei's mind was in a mess, and Yin Shuyu's words before leaving kept lingering in his ears

"I won't mention it again in the future."

To be honest, isn't this result just as he wished, but why does he feel even worse in his heart, the lonely back of that guy when he left really makes people feel...distressed.

While I was in a daze, there was a message on WeChat, it turned out to be Qiao Huan's brother

—Do you have time tomorrow? I have something I want to ask you for help.

-What's up?

— Let’s talk about it in detail.

Lu Qiubei looked at his phone and frowned suspiciously. What kind of help would someone from that kind of family need him, an ordinary student, to help with.

Early the next morning, someone came to pick him up to Qiao's old house, but to be honest, his mind is full of that guy surnamed Yin.

Will he never come to find himself again?

Is it true that you can't even be friends?

Thinking about it, he scratched his hair irritably, he really wanted to rush to that guy and beat him up.

Why are you so pretentious, you guys, but you just got rejected once in your confession, so you just lost your voice!

Just think of his free time, and he's at the place.

It was the middle-aged man from yesterday who led him the way.

"You can go in." The middle-aged man gave a slight signal in one direction and left.

Lu Qiubei was still in a daze until now, he knocked on the door twice

"Mr. Joe?"

"Come in." A voice came from inside.

Lu Qiubei pushed the door open and went in, startled by the sight in front of him.

Let me go, it turns out that rich people build their gardens on their roofs.

"Didn't sleep well last night?" Qiao Shuo walked up to him with a concerned tone.

"Ah...I stayed up half the night programming." Lu Qiubei smiled.

Wasn't it because of Yin Shuyu, I didn't sleep well, I didn't sleep all night, okay!

"Rest early in the future." Qiao Shuo gently scratched the dark circles under Lu Qiubei's eyes with his fingers.

"I...I know." Lu Qiubei was at a loss for what to do with his operation, and stepped back.

Qiao Shuo hooked the corners of his lips, and continued to approach him in a leisurely manner, "Is this flower pretty?"

Hearing this, Lu Qiubei turned his attention to the flowers. At this time, the sun was neither arrogant nor impatient, and the wind blew from time to time, making the blue and translucent beautiful.

"Blue hyacinth," Lu Qiubei sniffed with his eyes closed, "I feel refreshed."

"You know him?" Qiao Shuo's usually calm eyes flashed a light.

"Well, I don't know much about flowers, but I really like this blue hyacinth." Lu Qiubei scratched his head embarrassedly.

"By the way, Mr. Qiao, what did you ask me to do?" He asked again.

"I know you like computer programming. I can send you to study abroad. I can meet all your requirements. I can give you whatever you want." Qiao Shuo carefully watered the flowers.

"Mr. Qiao... what do you mean?" Lu Qiubei was stupefied as if someone had stumped him.

"Stay with me." Qiao Shuo continued.

"Ah?" Lu Qiubei's pupils dilated in shock, "Mr. Qiao...I am...a man."

"I'm not blind yet." Qiao Shuo said with a smile.

"Then let me tell you clearly, I don't like men." Lu Qiubei said seriously.

"There can be no sex between us, as long as you stay with me." Qiao Shuo said.

"Hey, didn't I say, what kind of conditions are you looking for? As for it?" Lu Qiubei was helpless.

"I just want you." In Qiao Shuo's eyes, the desire for Lu Qiubei was vividly revealed.

Lu Qiubei was so choked that he was speechless. Just this, he even said that he could skip the step of going to bed. Based on what he has experienced in this period of time, if he agrees now, he will be carried directly to the bed in the next second. up.

"Mr. Qiao, we have only known each other for two days, and I don't think I have a stunning appearance." Lu Qiubei tried his best to deal with the embarrassing situation rationally and objectively, "I guess For a moment, what makes you like this is nothing more than that you treat me as another person."

"Qiubei, you are too polite and reserved to me." Qiao Shuo pursed her lips tightly.

"I've already said, we haven't known each other for more than 48 hours, how can I be casual with you." Lu Qiubei specially emphasized the last few words.

Qiao Shuo was stunned

"You are really different from him..." He smiled wryly, as if suddenly discouraged.

"People are different from each other," Lu Qiubei said.

"Can you go somewhere with me?" Qiao Shuo's tone suddenly became a lot more tired, as if revealing the truth under the disguise.

"Okay." Lu Qiubei, who was by accident, agreed.

This time, there were only two people on the road. They drove for about three hours before arriving at the destination. Looking at the desolate surroundings, to be honest, Lu Qiubei almost thought that Qiao Shuo was going to kill people and throw away the corpses in order to destroy them.

In fact, it was not the right place yet, the two of them got out of the car and started to walk again.

Almost subconsciously, Qiao Shuo gently grabbed Lu Qiubei's arm and dragged him sideways into the road, even if there was no car, he did the same.

But Lu Qiubei knew in his heart that these small details were not for him.

After arriving at the destination, Lu Qiubei was completely dumbfounded. The mountains and plains in front of him were full of blue hyacinths, which looked like a blue sea from a distance. It was shocking enough to describe it. In fact, it made him One of the reasons for the shock wasn't just the sea of ​​hyacinths, it was just that this season was not the season to plant blue hyacinths, and it was difficult enough for Qiao Zhai to grow them.

"This...how did this work?"

"It's just a mirror image." Qiao Shuo's smile was very weak.

"What do you mean?" Lu Qiubei asked.

"These flowers don't last more than a week, but they die and are transplanting new ones," Qiao Shuo's coat was blown up, "I didn't think it would be nothing."

"I'm going, such a large-scale transplant!" Lu Qiubei was shocked. He didn't count how much manpower and financial resources a transplant would cost, and he had to keep supporting it.

"It's windy." Qiao Shuo took off his coat and put it on Lu Qiubei's body. The black suit made him look much thinner.

"Mr. Qiao... Do I really look like him?" Lu Qiubei's tone was rare and gentle.

"Until just now, I thought he was really back." Qiao Shuo took off his glasses and put them in his pocket.

Lu Qiubei opened and closed his mouth, really not knowing what to say.

"I once raised a very beautiful canary. I built a gorgeous golden cage for him. I will give him what he wants and what he doesn't want. As the saying goes, I wish I could put all the stars in the sky. Take it off and hold it in the palm of your hand and give it to him," Qiao Shuo said calmly, with a slight smile on his lips, "but my canary never said the word love to me, even if it was a lie. He won't lie to me."

"But Mr. Joe, even if you keep an identical canary, he will never be the same one."

Although he was laughing, Lu Qiubei could fully feel the sadness in his bones.

"He also likes to call me Mr. Qiao. He also has two beautiful canine teeth. He also likes blue hyacinths. His name is Shen Yan, my...canary." When Qiao Shuo mentioned this name, His expression finally changed, the sadness was no longer hidden, it was vividly expressed on his face and eyes.

Lu Qiubei is not talking anymore, he is willing to be a listener at this moment.

"Actually, he never asked me for anything, but he only asked for one thing, which is this kind of flower." Qiao Shuo's voice was very soft, as if he was falling into a memory, "The first time we met, he laughed Then tell me, Mr. Qiao, can we go to see the hyacinths together, the blue ones."

"At that time, I thought, this smile is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life. It has the magic power to make people own it, and I did that." Leng, "The second time, when he won the gold medal in the international design competition, he walked up to me with the trophy in his hands and asked me with a smile, Mr. Qiao, can you take me to see the blue hyacinths? His smile is shining, making me feel that even in hell, this smile is enough to dispel the darkness."

Lu Qiubei was infected by him, and in this blue sea of ​​flowers, he actually saw another self that everyone was looking forward to.

"The third time, at the end of his life, he was lying on the hospital bed, the big blue and white hospital gown was loosely wrapped around him, it looked so ill-fitting, and his smile was no more to dispel the darkness The ability to turn pale and shattered," Qiao Shuo bent over to pick a petal, and his voice began to tremble, "This time he said, A Shuo, I want to take you to see blue hyacinths, all over the mountains and plains..."

"But he died in the severe winter when there were no more flowers." Qiao Shuo's expression was calm, but his heart was turned upside down.

"Mr. Qiao, I... can I ask him if he is..."

"Leukemia," Qiao Shuo said, "I don't know how to love someone. I just want to know that he has never been free by my side. I think he hates me."

"Mr. Qiao, you love him but don't understand him at all." Lu Qiubei's tone was inexplicably sad, "He said he loved you a long time ago."

Qiao Shuo was stunned

"What's the meaning?"

"Haven't you really checked the flower language of the blue hyacinth?" Lu Qiubei asked.

"It's life." Qiao Shuo said.

"This is just the superficial meaning, and there is a deeper meaning," Lu Qiubei said slowly after a pause, "I am very happy to see you."

Snapped!

It was as if something was shattered in the chest cavity, and the sharp fragments pierced into Qiao Shuo's heart fiercely, and all the internal organs were in pain like being pulled.

"He asked you for the blue hyacinth at the three most important moments in his life." Lu Qiubei's eyes even turned red, "so every time he asks you if you want to go see the blue hyacinth with him." When I was in the letter, I was actually telling you that I was secretly in love with you."

"Really...really?" Qiao Shuo said mechanically, as if a big bloody hole had been dug open in his heart, and he was sprinkled with salt, even numb from the pain, his tears hit the ground hard, even the neckline was wet "Shen Yan... If there is really such a thing as a next life...you will never meet me again..."

"Never again..."

......

When Lu Qiubei went down the mountain, his eyes were still red. He really couldn't imagine how humble that Shen Yan was in liking Qiao Shuo.

When he got to the road, he saw a man leaning against the car and kicking stones with his head down. To be honest, he really ran over.

"You...why are you here?" Lu Qiubei asked with a straight face.

"Passing by." Yin Shuyu didn't look up.

"Fart, how do you get around in this barren mountain?" Lu Qiubei pinched his chin, "Follow me from the morning, young master."

"You are crying! What did he do to you!" Yin Shuyu was anxious.

"Come on, I didn't do anything," Lu Qiubei smiled.

"Then why did he let you down by yourself?" Yin Shuyu asked.

"I told him that my idiot young master was freezing underneath, so he let me down." Lu Qiubei said.

Yin Shuyu froze for a moment, not knowing what to say.

"I've been thinking about it all night, I don't like men," Lu Qiubei said seriously, "But who made you a man."

"Then how about I go to Thailand to change my personality?" Yin Shuyu said with a smile.

"Don't bother, I'll fix it for you directly." Lu Qiubei glanced down at him.

"Fuck, you are so cruel to your boyfriend." Yin Shuyu said

The two smiled at each other for a while before stopping.

On the way back, Lu Qiubei roughly talked about what happened just now, and a question kept surrounding him, "Since Shen Yan likes Mr. Qiao so much, why did he express his love so obscurely? I really don't understand. .”

"If I had known early on that I had an incurable disease, I would never have mentioned the word love to you," Yin Shuyu said.

"Come on, a disaster like you is designated to stay for a thousand years." Lu Qiubei gave him a blank look, but there were mixed feelings in his heart.

In fact, before he left, he wanted to say something to Qiao Shuo, but after thinking about it, he still didn't say it. Regarding his last sentence, if there is really a next life, Shen Yan will definitely rush to him regardless of his own life, even if his life is about to die. At the end, even if I can't say I love him, I still want to be by his side

......

No one knows that a person was buried under the sea of ​​blue hyacinth flowers in the suburbs

No one knew that that day, the person who could turn the entire political circle of the capital upside down with just a touch of a finger, knelt in the sea of ​​blue hyacinth flowers and cried so embarrassingly, so heartbreakingly.

Mr. Qiao, do you want to go to see the hyacinths together? The blue ones.

Mr. Joe, can you take me to see blue hyacinths?

Mr. Qiao, I want to take you to see the blue hyacinths all over the mountains and plains.

Mr. Joe, I love you...

I've been secretly in love with you...too bad you won't know...