General regrets the original [rebirth]

do not die……

It was not the first time Xiao Qi encountered such a thing, but she didn't improve at all, only helpless.

In the previous life, when the Liao people beat them back steadily, the older generals took the lead and died one by one.

At that time, she was also like this, she had no image at all, crying and begging them not to die, but in the end, she could only take on the heavy burden.

That's when she started showing her cold face.Because there are no elders who tolerated her and taught her to fight and martial arts, those generals who patted her on the shoulder and said Xiao Xiao, why don't you gain weight, are all dead.

But now, Xiao Qi saw that at the end of their dream, they were no longer the smiling faces of the past. They had many wounds on their bodies, soaked in blood.

Their eyes were resentful and their faces were terrifying, as if they were about to rush up and drag themselves down at any moment, and a pair of invisible hands were pulling them.

His mouth kept opening and closing, Xiao Qi listened carefully and heard them say: Why are you still alive?We were all killed by you, all because of you, all your fault.

Someone was tugging at her trouser legs, and her ankle was tightly grasped.Xiao Qi got goose bumps all over his body, she looked down.

Seeing that Zhang Xiuyong's face lost his usual refined temperament, there were several blood holes in his chest, and blood was still spraying out, every time he opened his mouth, endless blood gushed out from his mouth and nose.He said, General, I died so wrongly, why didn't you protect me?

They just stared at Xiao Qi closely.And Xiao Qi, unable to move, could only stand in place.

Xiao Qi wanted to say I'm sorry, she wanted to say I don't want to, I'd rather be the one who died.

But she couldn't say it in the end.

No matter how she defends and comforts herself, what is wrong is wrong.Although these people were not killed by her, they were all related to her.

Because of incompetence, because she couldn't protect them.

After so many years in the army, Xiao Qi is still that little beggar who can only wait for the sentence of fate.

Whatever God said, she had to do. She was powerless to refute, and she had no right to refuse.

She hated herself so much.So I thought, or forget it.In the world, there seems to be nothing worth nostalgic for.She lives only to harm people.

No one who got close to her ended well.Sister is like this, and so is Min Yu'an.

If she died, Sister would live happily ever after.Lin Hanbai will take her place, she is much more amusing than herself.

And Min Yu'an... Little princess, I feel a little jealous when I think that she will marry someone else.

Will she be sad?Will you be very angry?Because he had promised her that he would take her to the battlefield.But he used such a trick.

sorry.

Xiao Qi could only spit out such pale words.

I'm sorry for others, and I'm sorry for you too.

***

Min Yu'an heard that the words in this man's mouth finally changed, from "don't die" to "sorry", as she said this, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.

Min Yu'an leaned over slightly, touching her tears with his lips.

Salty.

Min Yu'an stroked Xiao Qi's hair with his fingertips, knowing that she couldn't hear her, he murmured: "You have never been sorry to anyone, don't embarrass yourself like this, you have a clear conscience. Please, wake up, please, survive..."

I beg you to live.

Countless people are praying like this, expecting God to listen to their prayers and pull those whose life and death are uncertain from the brink of death.

But it was just futile.

Min Yu'an stayed by her bed for three days and three nights.

Feed water and medicine, wash body and wash.People who are in a coma can't control their excretion. Min Yu'an doesn't dislike her at all, and does his best to take good care of her.

I have seen it many times.Every time I leave an order, it depends on the destiny.

It is said that man's fate is destined. At such a time, there is too little that manpower can do.So I can only rely on the illusory heaven, and hope that this time I will really have such good luck.

Rong Chu said that her body was fine, but she didn't want to wake up.

Min Yu'an just thought, don't I have anything worth your nostalgia for me?

People are really humbled to the dust sometimes.I beg you to wake up, I don't want those things extravagantly anymore, even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter, I just ask you to wake up.

***

Xiao Qi just stood like this, staring at the expressions on their faces, the more he watched, the more sad he became, until there was a voice from behind: "General, I'm sorry."

Who said what she thought?

Xiao Qi turned his head, the scene in front of him changed rapidly, the picture of the ghosts like Shura's hell was gone, what attracted his eyes was a lush green forest, the sun was shining brightly, and the spring was just in time.

An old woman with white hair knelt down in front of a tomb, holding a jug of wine in her hand and pouring it in front of the tombstone.The wine was clear, Xiao Qi sniffed, but couldn't smell it, inexplicably felt that it must be a good wine, what a pity, why throw it away.

The old woman was dressed in a brown cloth, plain but clean and pleasing to the eye, with a touch of extravagance.

She spilled all the wine in the jug on the ground in front of the tombstone, and then put the lid on the jug.

"I guess I don't have much time left, I can't be with you every day," the hoarse old voice came from her mouth, and Xiao Qi felt sad for no reason, "Tell me about you, if you married me back then, why would you be here today? You don’t even have a grave? No children, no one to throw you a basin, when I die, it will be strange to see that your grave doesn’t grow grass!” At the end of the sentence, there was a little bit of resentment and tenderness?

An old woman in her seventies and eighties who can't even walk can say such things, it should make people feel cold.

But Xiao Qi actually felt that what she said was reasonable, and he could hear some regrets from these words.

Why is she here?Who is this old woman?Xiao Qi was at a loss, doubts overwhelmed all previous emotions.

When she was thinking, the old woman said again: "Okay, I'll go back today, there's still something to do at home, I have to hurry up and do it. I'll come see you tomorrow."

The tone seemed to be saying goodbye to an old friend, and made an appointment to meet next time.People who didn't know thought she was talking to a person. If you can say such a thing to a grave, who is sleeping here?

The old woman walked tremblingly with a jug on crutches.

Xiao Qi wanted to follow the old woman to see who lived in the grave, but he was dragged by an invisible force, only a few steps away.

She did not give up trying to break through this invisible bondage, and she was exhausted and sweating profusely, but it was just a useless effort.

Xiao Qi swayed along with the old woman, fearing that the old woman would not walk stably and fall down. Fortunately, although she walked slowly and shaky, she did not fall down.

Finally, I followed the old woman to a farmhouse. When I said it was a farmhouse, I was wronged by the word "farmhouse". At most, it could be regarded as two tile-roofed houses.

The door is not locked.

That's right, there's no need to lock it in such a dilapidated appearance, even thieves would look down on it.

Entering the yard, there are vegetables and fruits planted on both sides.The old woman put the wine jar on the ground, went to the yard to pick a vegetable melon, washed it and started cooking.

Light a fire and burn wood.The steamed steamed rice buns with steamed noodles were steamed over water. She picked up a kitchen knife and sliced ​​the vegetables and melons. A few drops of oil dripped into the pot. Maybe the chimney was blocked. , as if to cough out the lungs.

When the old woman finally came to her senses, she threw the vegetable melon into the pot. The white flesh of the melon was already stained black and burnt.The old woman sprinkled a pinch of salt in, flipped the spatula a few times, and put the pot on the plate.

On the plate with two gaps, there are fried vegetables and melons.In this way, she took a stool and sat down on the edge of the stove, using the countertop as a table, holding a cornbread in one hand, and eating with chopsticks in the other.

Xiao Qi couldn't take it anymore.

Does this old woman have no family?Xiao Qi felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

Xiao Qi tried to touch the old woman, even cooking for her, but in vain, she couldn't touch her, and even everything in the house seemed nothing to her.

Xiao Qi could only watch the old woman swallow the tasteless food, and mechanically wash the dishes, boil water, wash, wash, and dry.

Then the old woman went back to her room, took out a red robe from the box, and lit a candle to sew it.

Xiao Qi went over to take a look, this robe looked like a wedding dress, but it was much simpler and the pattern was rough.

Just a little finishing work, the old woman sewed for a long time, from early in the day to late at night.

The old woman looked at her work again and again, and nodded with satisfaction.

For some reason, Xiao Qi could only see the side face of the old woman, no matter how she changed her movements, she couldn't see her face clearly.

The old woman put the robe back into the box beside the bed, turned off the light, and lay down.

Also just lie down.

Xiao Qi didn't feel sleepy, and he couldn't stay away from the old woman, so he could only disturb her offensively.

The old woman tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, sighed a few times, changed her sleeping position again, finally fell asleep, woke up again after a while, and then repeated the above steps.In just a few hours, Xiao Qi counted, and the old woman repeated it four times.

Xiao Qi has developed the habit of listening to the chirping of birds for many years in the army to tell the time. When the first bird chirping sounds in the morning, it means Mao time is approaching.

But the old woman got up early before the bird chirped.

Breakfast is gruel and corn bread, and a small plate of chopped pickles from the jar.

Xiao Qi felt uncomfortable seeing it, so he simply took a look at the decorations in the yard, seeing what he couldn't see.

Looking at it, I feel some different charm.

The house is simple but very clean. This is all thanks to the diligence of the old woman. She started cleaning after eating and washing the dishes. When the already clean house became cleaner, the old woman went out with a pot of tea.

Xiao Qi also followed and returned to the grave yesterday.

The old woman sat for a whole day, drank tea from time to time, and chatted with the owner of the grave.

In fact, there is nothing to say, but what I ate and did today, it is very boring, but the old woman's voice has a kind of magical power, which can calm Xiao Qi down.

In the evening, the old woman was on her way back again, and when she reached the door, a small stone was thrown on the old woman's back.

The child smiled innocently and maliciously: "Old woman, are you sitting on the grave again? Talking to a dead person is really crazy!"

Xiao Qi clenched his fists for an instant, wanting to teach these brats a good lesson, but saw that the old woman didn't go back home and was not affected at all.

Xiao Qi was dragged away by that invisible force, his hands were hanging down feebly, but the anger in his chest did not decrease at all.

"Don't you feel like they are bullying you like this!" She shouted at the old woman.

Xiao Qi also didn't understand the reason, why he would be distracted by an old man, he clearly didn't want to live, but he still complained about the old woman.

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