General regrets the original [rebirth]

Xiao Qi was up and down in his heart, and Min Yu'an was the same, but he was different from her.

Min Yu'an didn't think about what was there or what wasn't.

She calmed down, suppressed the ecstasy, which she usually did.

Then he grasped Xiao Qi's hand hanging in the air, and asked, "What about me?"

Double entendre.

One: Where have you put me?

I said why this life is different from the very beginning. It turns out that you have been reborn a long time ago, but you don’t have me at all in your heart. There is only your elder sister. You want to hide away from her and stay away from right and wrong. Have you ever thought about me?

Or is it nothing that I am in your heart?

Second: Why can't I be found in your story?

Whether it's famine or fleeing for your life, killing enemies on the battlefield, or besieging the imperial city, the name that appears most is Min Mingzhe, where am I?

Do you hate me, or do you think that journey of marriage is a disgrace to you?

Xiao Qi's breath stagnates, or... Can't escape?

She skipped it on purpose, because she didn't want to face her incompetence, and she didn't want Min Yu'an to know her incompetence, and she didn't even have the ability to protect her.

Xiao Qi wanted to struggle again, pretending to be puzzled and said: "What about you?"

However, Min Yu'an would never let her hide in this matter.

Min Yu'an thought about it for a while, and decided to ask the second meaning first, and then ask the first one after he figured out Xiao Qi's true thoughts.

Because if she asked Xiao Qi why he didn't come to find her, she would definitely expose the fact that she was also reborn, and she didn't dare.

In fact, I was still afraid, afraid that she would dislike her past.

Xiao Qi has the ability to be trapped in the prince's other courtyard, but he has no power to be manipulated by others.

I used to be married to someone else, and I am not the innocent little girl in your eyes at all.

I am dirty.

The heart is also dirty.

Treat you, can only calculate, all lies.

Is there any trace of me in your heart in the previous life?

Or is the current relationship all dependent on my calculations in this life?

The love cheated by lies and calculations is like a mirage, it is so real that it is within reach, but if you really reach out and touch it, you will find that it is nothing.

Everyone knows that to build a house, you need to lay a good foundation, but the bottom bricks are all low-quality and mixed with impurities. This house will definitely fall down if pushed.

People's hearts are complicated and can't be seen through, so they speculate, so they are afraid.

Min Yu'an held her hand tightly, trying to draw some strength from it.

"I'm asking, why is there no me in your story?"

Sure enough, did you still ask?

Xiao Qi gave up struggling, and began to talk about the past that he deliberately ignored just now, with a low voice: "Yes, but, I'm sorry for you."

sorry?

Min Yu'an was really puzzled this time, why did he say sorry?

"I failed to protect you well. In my previous life, you didn't choose a son-in-law early. Instead, you were sent to the Liao Kingdom to marry each other that year." As soon as these words came out, Xiao Qi immediately looked at Min Yu'an's face.

But Min Yu'an has no other skills, only the skill of not changing his face when Mount Tai collapses in front of him, he has been trained extremely proficiently, Xiao Qi was in vain, he couldn't see any changes, so he could only continue talking.

"I was ordered to send you off."

"At that time, you liked to cry, and you shed tears at every turn, so I had no choice but to coax you with candy. That was all the candy on my body. I gave it all to you, and I felt a little distressed." Xiao Qi smiled, He seemed to recall a very sweet thing, "But the road always has an end. It seems that in the blink of an eye, we arrived in Liao Kingdom."

The soft and cute little princess grew up in no time.

"I thought about helping you escape, but you didn't want to, you said, you have someone you like, and you don't want to see him sad."

"So I held back, so after I went back, I trained desperately and attacked the city of Liao Kingdom desperately."

"I want to take you home." Her voice was hoarse and extremely weak.

"But he became a bird in a cage, a useless person, unable to control his own destiny, and died without accomplishing anything."

Xiao Qi finally cried out when he was awake: "I'm sorry, because I'm incompetent, I dare not tell you, I'm sorry. If I can be better and win more battles, don't you..."

There is no need to make love.

"Okay," Min Yu'an let go of the big stone in his heart and comforted her, "It's not your fault, don't blame yourself."

I never, never thought it was your fault.

"It's wrong, it's the way of the world, it's the incompetent and stupid king from generation to generation, how can you save such a mess?"

Min Yu'an stroked Xiao Qi's hair, summoned up his courage and asked, "Then you...do you like that me? That is, the me in my previous life."

The trembling of his hands stopped, Xiao Qi raised his head and looked at her, tears made his black eyes more beautiful and sincere: "I like it, I like it." It turned out that I fell in love with you before I realized it.

If I could have found out earlier, enlightened earlier, and been braver, and recklessly reckless in the Liao Kingdom, and simply disobeyed the order, would there be a different ending?

But I didn't understand it at that time, and I didn't understand it, which was the biggest mistake.

After getting a reply and relying on him, Min Yu'an confidently asked what he wanted to ask the most: "Then why didn't you come to me? Since you like it, why didn't you come to me after rebirth?"

If you come looking for me, you won't waste two years in vain, we can get along for two more years.

that would be nice?

Xiao Qi's lips moved a few times, and he said in a low voice: "As you said, you have someone you like, I dare not... stab in."

I am happy with you.

But the simple four words are the most difficult to say.

Because I like it, I take it into consideration, for fear of disturbing your original marriage.

Min Yu'an lost his anger, and hated iron for not becoming steel: "The person I like is you!"

Xiao Qi was at a loss and couldn't believe it.

"Just like you, I have lived a new life. The person I said in the tavern at that time was you."

Xiao Qi was really dumbfounded this time.

She was very sure that she didn't talk about the tavern, Min Yu'an was really just like her!

She will not be afraid of her, afraid of her, or dislike her, because she is just like her.

So how much did the two people who are new to love miss?

Min Yu'an had had enough of thinking about this and that, and confided in one breath: "From the beginning to the end, there is no one else, I only like you, because I am afraid that you will be burdened, and I am afraid that you will be troubled, so I only choose you." Didn't say it."

But in the end, the ambiguous words turned into fishbone, and they were stuck between the two of them for a whole life.

She has mixed emotions.

Xi she knew Xiao Qi's heart, it turned out that not all her efforts were useless, Xiao Qi's love was not cheated by her.

Angry at myself for pretending to be smart, so that the ending that could have been perfect ended in tragedy,

"I went to the Liao Kingdom, and life was worse than death. After a few years, Min Mingzhe personally conquered the Liao Kingdom and destroyed the Liao Kingdom. I was homeless, and I stayed in front of your grave... for half my life." Min Yuan said calmly Talking about the experience that made her extremely painful, just to let Xiao Qi know who his favorite person is.

When Min Yu'an mentioned the grave, Xiao Qi's heart beat like thunder.

—that old woman she saw in her dream was indeed her little princess.

How did this make Xiao Qi tell Min Yu'an that the grave you guarded is not mine?

It was too cruel.

Min Yu'an: "Could it be that my heart is pleasing to you, why am I here?"

Xiao Qi hugged her: "I'm sorry...for your hard work."

The fact that Xiao Qi wanted to hide was already clearly revealed.

Min Yu'an quickly realized and found out the difference between the two people's experience: "You died in Wan Mucang in the Prince's other courtyard, why is the grave at the border?"

Min Mingzhe is so good?Relocate your grave?

Xiao Qi couldn't hide it anymore, so he could only tell the truth: "That's not my grave, it's just an empty grave that Min Mingzhe made to cover up people's eyes and ears, in order to transfer me to the capital."

He buried me in the royal mausoleum.

It's ridiculous to say that at the beginning, I was in the north and you were in the capital, but in the end, I was in the capital and you were in the north.

Fate is really an unpredictable thing.

"It's not your... grave?" Min Yu'an murmured again.

So, she sacrificed an empty tomb.

The years she wasted, those sleepless nights of tossing and turning, the words she said in front of the grave all day long, the wedding dress she wore before she died... Min Yu'an once firmly believed that her The general can hear her own words, so she can survive by deceiving herself like this.

Just now, she was still thanking God for his mercy.

But now, it's all fake.

She was able to live a new life, presumably because God thought she was too miserable and pathetic, and it was just a charity.

Min Yu'an lost his mind and lost all strength.

Everything I've believed in for a long time is a lie.There is nothing more cruel than this.The things she talked about for comfort and the fate she accepted were all man-made, and everything was Min Mingzhe.

Xiao Qi looked at her worriedly, everything will be fine, right?

But he didn't dare to act rashly, for fear of shocking her, the current Min Yu'an might need to calm down by himself.Saying it yourself is just adding salt to the wound.

If Min Yu'an could figure it out on his own, he wouldn't be so paranoid.

After a long time, Min Yu'an smiled softly: "Okay, very good, Min Mingzhe, Min Mingzhe, you are really my good brother!"

The laughter was desolate, getting louder and louder, and there were tears in the corners of her eyes.

Min Yuanteng got up and went out, Xiao Qi hugged her tightly: "Don't go, good boy, don't be angry, Min Mingzhe doesn't know anything yet, it won't help if you go to him. He already has retribution, don't go Take care of him, okay?"

Min Yu'an struggled several times to no avail, Xiao Qi's great strength was used in the right place this time, and he refused to let go no matter what, Min Yu'an collapsed in Xiao Qi's arms exhausted.

She cried: "Why...my whole life is just a joke from beginning to end!"

Xiao Qi used his arms to support her: "It's not a joke, I know it, I saw it, I saw you."

Min Yu'an's crying stopped for a moment: "?"

Xiao Qi: "The last time I was seriously injured and unconscious in the northwest, I saw it. I saw your green brick and tile house, the commoner's countryside, you went to my grave with a jug to chat, you sewed a wedding dress, you said, if there is an afterlife, You have to show me the wedding dress once."

The woman cried harder, beating in her arms as if venting her anger.

The corners of Xiao Qi's lips curled up slightly, but he didn't feel any pain, instead it was numb and itchy.

With a soft voice, she said slowly: "I know everything. Now I will answer you."

"I regret it. I should have been smarter and snatched you as my wife back then."

"It's not too late now. I'm here to marry you. You are wearing a wedding dress. You are so beautiful. I love you so much."

"But I was too stupid when I got married. I didn't even understand my own thoughts. I wasted a good night. Let me make it up for you again, okay?"

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