like her

After that day, the little dirty boy began to avoid Ruan Gai.

For various reasons behind closed doors.

At that time, Ruan Gai's own state was also not right. She couldn't communicate with her family, the unhappiness at school, the incomprehension of professional knowledge, and all the bad points seemed to transfer to her at this moment.

Her whole mood collapsed.

At the same time as she was breaking down emotionally, something was wrong with He Lele.

She really wanted to ask her what was wrong, but she didn't know how to ask.She was afraid that if she spoke up, it would be negative energy.

She is afraid that all the causes and consequences are because of her.

But who knows, I didn't open my mouth at that time, that is, I won't have the opportunity to say anything in the next many years.

He Lele left very suddenly.

He didn't even have time to say goodbye to Ruan Gai face to face.

Probably around the time of New Year's Day, Zheng Bo took a letter to her, saying it was from He Lele.

Ruan Gai held the letter and didn't know how to open it for a moment.

The person who was chattering suddenly left, and suddenly there was news of her.That overwhelm trapped her.

Said it was a letter by post, but there was no stamp or postmark.

Apparently stayed before leaving.

It's just that no one broke it.

The envelope is sky blue.

He Lele said that there is no color as beautiful as blue.

Like the sky and the sea, they are all the colors of freedom.

When she said this, Ruan Gai was quite surprised.

How could such literary words come out of her mouth.

But in fact, everyone has an unknown side.

After Nguyen Gai got that letter, she kept it in her diary.

She didn't know how to look at it.

Because even if you look at it, it won't change anything.

She didn't dare to open it until after New Year's Day and before New Year's Eve, when she was really the only one left.The paper is very concise, just write a few words:

"Sister Gai, let's take the exam together, okay?"

Without explaining anything, a promise of a reunion was given.

Ruan Gai dropped the letter at this time and rushed to Brother Zhou's small shop at the entrance of Laojie.

She remembered that for a while, He Lele and Brother Zhou were quite close.

Brother Zhou will definitely hear from her, right?

Only to find that the small shop was also closed.

There is a sign on it that reads:

"Closed. Reopening pending."

Ruan Gai froze in place.

Overwhelmed.

Only then did she slowly begin to believe it.

Literally everyone left her.

No one ever told her.

Is it because she has no weight and is not worth telling?

What went wrong is what she didn't do well.

Everyone will leave her?

That was No. 20, the little dirty boy left for eight days, one day short, and it became a day to form a habit.

She couldn't help it, and wanted to talk to someone, but there was no one around.She opened the letter He Lele left for her.

If you want to talk, tears will flow first.

She squatted at the corner of the empty old street after midnight.

The mind went blank.

She really doesn't know what's going on.

I just remember that He Lele lost the mp3, and some people in the class suspected that she took it, as if she had touched a sensitive nerve deep in her heart; the little dirty boy often asked her some strange things, and she gave the answer, but none of them answered. Not what she wanted; both grandma and mother told her that going to health school was very suitable for girls.

She wanted to try to resist, but she had no strength.

She desperately wanted to move forward, and stubbornly straightened her back.

But she found that she had lost those very important existences to herself.

She realized later that if she was not so stubborn and extreme, not so duplicity, whatever she thought in her heart, expressed concern if she cared, expressed concern if she cared, and didn't go head-to-head with her family, wouldn't she? Wouldn't her adolescence be so bad?

Wouldn't the people around her leave her one by one?

But at that time, how would I know what to do in order to be comprehensive and step by step.

Youth, young at that time.

It was originally bitter, dark, sensitive, and twisted.

Even uneasy.

It is very lucky to meet some people and teach myself some things at this stage.

Even after they all leave, the one who stays will suffer unprecedented gossip.But hidden deep in my heart, there is still a glimmer of hope.

Hope is always the one who walks ahead.

Will lead myself to meet again.

After all, Ruan Gai didn't know exactly when the little dirty boy and the others left Lin Town.

Just like when He Lele left, no one noticed.

When he realized it, the people who were by his side had disappeared.

For many years to come, Ruan Gai dared not think of this feeling of powerlessness at night.

At that time, Lao Mo and Lao Lin also left.

The house next door became vacant overnight.

The secret base that belonged exclusively to her has also become nothingness.

Ruan Gai knew that this day would come, and she also knew that the little dirty boy would leave here and go to a bigger and farther place.But she didn't know that all of this came so suddenly.

Suddenly, she couldn't bear it.

She thought that at least she could grow up with her a little longer.

In other words, she can grow up with her.

It will be possible in the future, but not now.

One day after New Year's Day, she tidied up her room.

In the pocket of a dress, she felt something hard. That dress was worn by her before, and she went to the old street with the little dirty boy.

I don't know why, but when I think of this, my nose feels sore.

She reached out and fumbled for something in her pocket.

It is a small pink cloth bag.

It seemed to contain a small object.

This is not your own thing, right?

Seeing the pink one, Nguyen Gai hesitated for a while.

Then take it apart-

For a few minutes, Ruan Gai couldn't move.

Inside the pink cloth bag was a pure white MP3.

It's the same as He Lele's.

It reads in lowercase:

"Gai Gai's New Year's gift, but I won't tell you, you have to find out by yourself."

No date written.

I don't know which day it is.

The font can be seen to be written by Lao Lin, who teaches history.

This is a gift prepared in advance.

Ruan Gai suddenly felt that he was suffocating.

In the past, she thought that if you are sad or unhappy, you should cry, but until now, she knows that when you are really very, very sad, you can't actually cry.

There is a feeling of heartache that spreads from the bottom of your heart to your whole body.

In the end, it will devour you.

Can't move.

Ruan Gai also found himself completely changed after that.

The author has something to say:

These chapters are transformed

Although not as sweet as before

But it's a normal transition

The reason has also been answered in the reader's comments

Life is not only sweet but also bitter collides with each other

Such a life is wonderful

This is a realistic story

everything is built on life

I hope it can become a salvation for friends who like this story and have experienced such an experience

thank