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Chapter 36 [Sudden awakening]

In the past two months, Luo Qingqiu has been very uneasy in his heart.

The yamen she asked to deliver the letter has not returned, and it is not known whether it has been delivered or not.On Zhan Zhao's side, I don't know what's going on.

When Bao Zheng and his party came back, it was a sunny day.

In the golden autumn season, the fallen leaves are in succession, reflecting the dazzling sunshine.

Luo Qingqiu hurried out, and saw the last of the team, the Five Rats of Trapped Sky Island, there were only four of them.

Xu Qing had a jar in his hand, and all four of them had white on their bodies.

Luo Qingqiu felt a little vain under her feet, so she still couldn't change anything.What was supposed to happen, happened as promised.

Luo Qingqiu cast her eyes on Zhan Zhao, and she saw that Zhan Zhao's figure was a bit thin.Bai Yutang's death, Zhan Zhao's sorrow will not be less than that of the four mice on the empty island.

Thinking of what he heard about Zhan Zhao's behavior when Yang Liaolan died, Luo Qingqiu was very worried.Will Bai Yutang's death be another extremely heavy blow?

They first went to Kaifeng Mansion to settle the case, and then separated.Luo Qingqiu immediately went to Zhan Zhao to see if he was okay.

When he stepped into Jin Zhao's room, Zhan Zhao looked up at Luo Qingqiu, but he didn't greet her with a smile as usual.

"It's all my fault." Luo Qingqiu said.

Zhan Zhao looked at her in surprise.

"I asked Big Brother Zhang to send you a message, but I don't know where he sent it. I'm afraid that something happened on the way, it was delayed, and I haven't returned until now. If I had found someone else, maybe all this could have been avoided. "

"What news?" Zhan Zhao was puzzled.

"If I knew that you were going to Xiangyang, I would have told you in the morning. I knew that Bai Yutang would die in Xiangyang."

Zhan Zhao's expression changed a few times, regretful, remorseful, and in the end he just said, "It can't be your fault."

"No, I'm also blaming myself. I knew what was going to happen, but I couldn't stop it. I still let the tragedy happen." Luo Qingqiu felt a little out of breath.She clearly wanted to save someone, but in the end, she found that she was powerless.

"Miss Luo," Zhan Zhao said in a low voice, "Even if you come from the future, there are still many things that you cannot change."

Luo Qingqiu could see Zhan Zhao's sadness.Bai Yutang has such a willful personality, but he ended his young life early before he had time to enjoy life. Even others would sigh, let alone Zhan Zhao, who had a close relationship with him.

Although Bai Yutang was a bit willful and uninhibited, but such a romantic and flawless person, his life was lost like this, even Luo Qingqiu couldn't bear it in his heart.She and Bai Yutang had known each other for a while. The last time they met, she was still a personable person in Bai Yisheng, but now there is not even a dead body.

Moisture came out of Luo Qingqiu's eyes, and he didn't want Zhan Zhao to see it, so he endured it and went back, and said to Zhan Zhao: "Life, old age, sickness and death are always going to be experienced in one's life. Bai Wuye's life is very arbitrary, and he deserves it." okay."

Zhan Zhao heard this and said: "Indeed, Brother Bai has been doing what he wanted to do all his life, and he never restrained himself. I probably don't regret it."

"So, we living people, don't feel sorry for him."

When the four mice returned to the empty island, Zhan Zhao and Luo Qingqiu both went to see them off.

The four mice wanted to bury Bai Yutang on Xingkong Island, so they actually came to send Bai Yutang off.This farewell, I am afraid it will be a farewell forever.

Bai Yutang fell into the copper grid formation, leaving no body behind.What was left was only that jar.Luo Qingqiu bowed to Bai Yutang's corpse.They didn't get along very much, and they didn't seem to be very happy.But after all, Luo Qingqiu has known about Bai Yutang since modern times.Although Bai Yutang's wantonness was not what she liked, but Luo Qingqiu admired him for being able to live out his own personality.Luo Qingqiu still hopes that he can go well all the way.

She thought, if she knew that the story about the Sky Tower would still happen, she should be more friendly when getting along with Bai Yutang.

Looking at the backs of the four mice, sentimentality came to my heart again.Luo Qingqiu looked at Zhan Zhao again, his gaze seemed to be far away.

Back in Kaifeng Mansion, Zhan Zhao's eyes are still empty.

"Master Zhan, are you... all right?"

Zhan Zhao nodded: "It's okay."

Looking at his expression, Luo Qingqiu knew that he was definitely not "no problem".Zhan Zhao is a person who attaches great importance to emotions, and it is not so easy to get out of the shadow of his friends leaving.

"Come with me." Luo Qingqiu said.

She took Zhan Zhao into the kitchen and asked Zhan Zhao to sit down.

"Are you...?" Zhan Zhao was puzzled.

"Just wait." Luo Qingqiu didn't explain, but just got busy.

Soon, a bowl of hot noodles was brought to the table.There is a whole egg lying in the noodles, and the green onion is also sprinkled.

"I just missed the time to eat, let's have a bowl of noodles." Luo Qingqiu said softly.In the hot air, Zhan Zhao saw that she was still wearing an apron, and turned around to clean up the pots and stoves.

At that moment, something seemed to loosen and collapse in Zhan Zhao's heart.

Suddenly, Zhan Zhao really wanted to pour out his helplessness and depression to Luo Qingqiu.It's not the kind of revealing like before, but telling her that he actually has a vulnerable side.

Zhan Zhao suddenly felt that he really wanted to spend his life with Luo Qingqiu like this.

He was taken aback by his own thoughts.

Luo Qingqiu had finished packing and sat opposite him.Because of Bai Yutang's departure, Luo Qingqiu's face was still a little sad, but the way she looked at her was indeed like gentle water waves.

How much Zhan Zhao hopes that every meal he has is accompanied by such eyes.

Zhan Zhao suddenly discovered that he liked Luo Qingqiu.Because Luo Qingqiu can bring him a sense of peace of mind.

Although it took a moment to realize it, but thinking about it carefully, it seems that Zhan Zhao has had a different feeling for Luo Qingqiu since a long time ago, but he has never noticed it.He would tell Luo Qingqiu about Yang Lianlan, and he would tell him how much he missed Yang Lianlan, maybe because he had already fallen in love with her.Luo Qingqiu is much younger than Zhan Zhao, but Zhan Zhao can really feel the warmth and relaxation of home when he is beside Luo Qingqiu.

The way he feels about Luo Qingqiu now seems to be the way he felt about Yang Lianlan many years ago.

Luo Qingqiu is not quite the same as Yang Liaolan. She comes from the future, knows more, has more ideas, and is more daring to express herself than Yang Liaolan.But they seem to have the same liking for Zhan Zhao, and when Zhan Zhao gets along with them, he also feels at ease.Zhan Zhao even appreciates Luo Qingqiu's specialness and confidence from the future.

Zhan Zhao was a little confused, he did have feelings for Luo Qingqiu.But what about Yang Liaolan?

He clearly loved that girl, and that girl died to save him.But now, he actually fell in love with another girl.

This seems to be nothing, Yang Liaolan has become a thing of the past, he can let her go and fall in love with someone else.But he couldn't let her go.Thinking of Yang Liaolan's frowns and smiles at the beginning, Zhan Zhao still feels very at ease and warm, just the feeling of wanting to join hands with her for the rest of his life.But at the same time, he felt the same way about Luo Qingqiu.Isn't this equivalent to being unfaithful to feelings?

Zhan Zhao disdains those men who have three wives and four concubines, at least those who say they are sincere to their wives and concubines.There is only one true heart, and it can only be given to one person in this life.Since he has chosen Yang Liaolan, he should not think of others.

Luo Qingqiu is very good.When he was sad, she made him feel at ease and warm.She said that she likes herself, but she also said that she would respect her feelings for Yang Liaolan.Zhan Zhao originally thought that with the passage of time, it would become more and more difficult for him to fall in love with other women, and he would only stay in memory.But he didn't expect that he actually fell in love with a woman again.

However, there is already a Yang Liaolan.

Since Zhan Zhao has chosen to keep his feelings in the dust, he can't let himself develop like this.

Zhan Zhao pushed the noodles in front of him forward: "Thank you girl, but I still have some things, girl can eat by herself."

From then on, Zhan Zhao tried his best to avoid Luo Qingqiu.

Not only did he not meet each other, Zhan Zhao also made himself try not to think of this person.No matter how deep the relationship is, if you don't mention this person for too long, it will naturally fade away.

However, since you have already discovered your inner feelings, it is not so easy to bury them.I didn't realize that I used to get along with each other often, but ever since I started hiding, Luo Qingqiu's face, her words, and the meals she cooked always appeared in Zhan Zhao's mind inexplicably.

Yes, even if you hide, you can still eat the food she cooks, can't you?Also in the Kaifeng mansion, how can I hide completely.

Zhan Zhao was a little at a loss.Many years ago, Yang Liaolan said she liked him, but he also refused and avoided.But at that time, he refused because he was afraid of delaying her.He could not tell her his feelings, but he could express them to himself, he could have them.But now, he himself had to restrain himself, not to have such feelings.

At the same time, Luo Qingqiu soon realized that something was wrong with Zhan Zhao.

Why, suddenly started avoiding her?

Didn't she just make him a bowl of noodles?It's not that I haven't done it before.When she made that bowl of noodles, she also wanted to tell Zhan Zhao with the most life-like thing that even though there is birth, old age, sickness and death, life still has its loveliness.Why since then, seeing Zhan Zhao in the mansion, Zhan Zhao has to quicken his pace.Seeing her, he just nodded quickly, unlike before, stopped and smiled and called "Miss Luo".He seemed very reluctant to see himself, and didn't want to have any contact with himself.Is he mad or what?At first she planned to ask Zhan Zhao to clarify, but Zhan Zhao refused to speak more than three words to her.After trying many times, Luo Qingqiu decided to retreat first and make Zhan Zhao complete for a while.Maybe after Zhan Zhao hid for a long time, he would figure it out and tell her the reason.

Hidden by Zhan Zhao, Luo Qingqiu had nothing to do, so he had to go find Feng Siyu.

But unexpectedly, Feng Siyu didn't know what he was busy with during this time, and he rarely had free time.Asked what she was up to, she didn't say anything.

Luo Qingqiu was very helpless, he didn't understand why he was suddenly abandoned.

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry, Mr. Bai Wu.

Deja Vu Yan Returns

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