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This matter is over, Luo Qingqiu's eye acupuncture has temporarily come to an end, and he has won a silver reward, it is time to prepare to return to Shuzhou.

After asking Gongsun Ce for leave, Luo Qingqiu left.

I was walking alone as a girl, and she was a little bit guilty. Fortunately, nothing unexpected happened along the way, and I arrived in Shuzhou safely.

Cloud to the building.

Luo Qingqiu stood at the door, smiling.

After a long journey, it finally arrived.

"Miss Luo?" Someone called her, it turned out to be a shop assistant, "Are you back?!"

Luo Qingqiu nodded: "I'm here to find Miss Feng."

"Miss Feng is off today."

"Oh, thank you."

Luo Qingqiu followed his memory and went to the house that Jiangnan had donated before.

Raising his hand to knock on the door, footsteps sounded, and the door was opened.

"Sisi!"

"Qingqiu!"

Immediately afterwards, there was the scream of girlfriends meeting.

Feng Siyu pulled Luo Qingqiu into the house, first hugged, and then said: "You came so soon? I thought it would be a few days."

"I miss you, so I can't wait to come."

"How is it? Is the journey going well?"

"It went smoothly. It's a pity that there are no planes and trains here. It will take a long time to go this way."

"Have you eaten yet? Let's go out and chat while eating."

"it is good."

Feng Siyu took Luo Qingqiu to a restaurant, ordered a few dishes, and chatted again.

"Kaifeng...what does it look like?" Feng Siyu asked.

"It's just... the way it looks like in the Qingming Shanghe Tu. It's quite lively, and it's not the same as the hurried bustle we have there. It's a very lively and happy kind of bustle."

Seeing that Feng Siyu was really imagining the scene seriously, Luo Qingqiu said: "Sisi... I'm in Kaifeng now, and I'm already familiar with it. Come to Kaifeng, I'll introduce you to a job, and you will get used to it soon. "

Feng Siyu thought for a while, but still shook her head: "Qingqiu, I really... don't have the courage to change the status quo."

"Forget it then." Luo Qingqiu didn't want to force Feng Siyu, "That's pretty good."

"Qingqiu, how are you and Zhan Zhao?"

"It's pretty good, I'm getting acquainted gradually. It can be considered... some friendship."

"For so long, is it just some friendship?"

"Otherwise?" Luo Qingqiu asked back.

"...Don't you, like him?"

Luo Qingqiu smiled: "I like him, but between us, there can only be friendship."

"Why?" Feng Siyu was puzzled.

"I like him, so I naturally choose to respect him. From the earliest time I knew he had a sweetheart, I just wanted to be his friend." Luo Qingqiu thought that Feng Siyu knew it before.But in fact, when Feng Siyu knew that Luo Qingqiu still liked Zhan Zhao, he thought she still wanted to give it a try.

"Then...why did you go to Kaifeng?" Feng Siyu became confused again.If it's just for a friendship, is this friendship more important than that between me and Luo Qingqiu?

"..." Luo Qingqiu didn't know how to explain, "I want to be by Zhan Zhao's side and see him often because I like him, not because I want him to like me too, can you understand?"

Feng Siyu thought about it seriously, then shook his head.

Feelings are the most difficult thing to describe in words.What's more, when it comes to the love between men and women, Feng Siyu seems to have always been relatively slow.In junior high school, when most little girls first fell in love, Luo Qingqiu also had someone he liked.But when she was talking to Feng Siyu, Feng Siyu told Luo Qingqiu in person that she was very surprised, what exactly was liking.What is the difference between liking about love and liking parents, liking puppies, and liking a good-looking notebook?Even Luo Qingqiu asked Feng Siyu what kind of marriage she wanted in the future, and her answer was that she was afraid of love and marriage.Because I can't imagine the sweetness brought by love at all, only the laziness of the husband and the trivialities of life.

Now at the age of sixteen or seventeen, Feng Siyu still doesn't seem to be enlightened.

It is really difficult to explain a kind of love that does not ask for anything in return and enjoys it with Feng Siyu like this.

"That is, when you like someone, just the unilateral liking itself will make you feel happy. Because liking is a very beautiful emotion, just having this beautiful emotion is a thing that makes you feel happy." You can raise the corners of your mouth." Luo Qingqiu suddenly felt that he seemed to be better at unrequited love all along, Zhan Zhao was like this, and he liked a boy before, and it seemed to be the same.Even Luo Qingqiu felt that there was a long but beautiful unrequited love when he could no longer remember it.

"One-sided liking, but no return for a long time, will you be happy?"

"...My situation is quite different from this. If I hope that the other party will return, but it is too late to get what I expect, I will naturally feel a little distressed. But in the matter of Zhan Zhao, I already know that it is impossible to have If you repay, naturally you won’t be entangled with it.”

"Why can't there be a return? His sweetheart is gone, and he has been alone for a long time, so he will always see you."

Luo Qingqiu thought about it, and said to Feng Siyu: "I only found out when I was in Kaifeng Mansion. Zhan Zhao really has a deep affection for the girl who left. That girl died for him, listen Said that after that, Zhan Zhao was just a walking dead for a long time, numb to the point of no emotion. Although I didn't see that scene with my own eyes, fortunately, it was like this. If I saw it with my own eyes, I would definitely be sad too." Luo Qingqiu Recall what Wang Qinghe told her.

Sometimes she would think, that girl could die for Zhan Zhao, and Zhan Zhao was so sad after she died, they must have loved each other deeply, so why didn't they stay together when they were still fine?

No matter why, it is not possible now.Regarding her death, apart from being sad, Zhan Zhao must also have regrets, regrets that he didn't let her be his wife while everything was in time.No matter what happens in the future, at least we once had each other.

Sometimes Luo Qingqiu would laugh at herself, why is she thinking about these nonsense?None of this has anything to do with her.Even if she and Zhan Zhao become good friends, she probably won't have the chance to mention this to him in this life.Even if Zhan Zhao didn't mind, she couldn't bear it.

Feng Siyu seemed to understand, and said: "That's right. But... don't you want to marry Zhan Zhao for the rest of your life? It's not worth it."

Luo Qingqiu laughed "puchi" and said, "What are you thinking? How can there be so many exaggerated feelings, every day clamoring not to marry forever. If I really meet the right person, I won't be limited by my unrequited love .”

"Then, apart from Zhan Zhao, who is a suitable person?"

Luo Qingqiu thought for a while: "That is, people who like me, treat me well, and cherish me. Of course, before choosing someone else, I will force myself to let go of my feelings for Zhan Zhao, which is unfair to others. Only now, There is no need for me to have trouble with myself. But it is not certain, when the really suitable person in my life appears, I will like him, and I will naturally let go of my liking for Zhan Zhao." What Luo Qingqiu said was To be honest, she is not that impulsive and likes to say "a lifetime".She only knows that she likes it now, and no one knows what will happen in the future.

"Can you really let go?" Feng Siyu expressed his doubts.Luo Qingqiu is only 17 years old, but he has liked Zhan Zhao for six years, can he let go?

"Yes. Have you forgotten? I liked that boy before, but after not seeing him for a long time, I slowly faded away and let him go. Later, I saw his latest photos, and he was completely different from the one I liked in my impression. I will seal up that relationship in my youth." Even though he said that, Luo Qingqiu knew that it was different.Ever since she liked Zhan Zhao, she had never seen him in the first six years, didn't she still like him?That boy was just a momentary throbbing when he was young, but Luo Qingqiu could tell that it was a completely different feeling from liking Zhan Zhao.The first time she saw the real Zhan Zhao, Luo Qingqiu's reaction at that time, she has not found an explanation until now.She's lived 17 years and she's never felt like that.

"Hmm..." Feng Siyu also felt that it was different, but he couldn't refute it, "Then, I hope so."

After eating, Luo Qingqiu wanted to pay the bill, but was stopped by Feng Siyu: "You can't earn a lot of money in Kaifeng Mansion, so save it."

Luo Qingqiu said with a smile: "Although it is so, but not long ago, I got a large reward."

Although taking advantage of this time, Feng Siyu had already settled the bill, and when he heard what Luo Qingqiu said, he still wondered: "Reward money? What reward money?"

"It was just before I left the house, so I didn't mention it in the letter. I met Renzong!"

"Have you seen the emperor?!"

Luo Qingqiu signaled Feng Siyu to whisper, and then said: "Of course, so, living in the capital is still beneficial! Maybe there is a chance to meet the emperor."

"He left the palace?"

Luo Qingqiu shook his head: "It was the case I wrote in the letter that attracted the emperor's attention. I brought up the 'human meat bun' again, so the emperor wanted to see me."

"Then...as the emperor, is there anything special about him?"

"Hmm... She has a good temperament, but if you want to say it's special, there's nothing special about it. People, aren't they all like that?"

Feng Siyu nodded, thinking it made sense.Although I have never seen the emperor, I have also seen photos of the emperors in the later Qing Dynasty on the Internet, and it is really nothing special.However, the emperors of the Song Dynasty are naturally more valuable than the emperors of the Qing Dynasty.

"Speaking of which, Renzong and I also said a few words."

"What?"

Luo Qingqiu told Feng Siyu the episode of rewarding silver, and Feng Siyu said enviously: "Your life is really wonderful." She didn't have the courage, and she was afraid that something unexpected would happen instead of being wonderful, so she was willing to be mediocre.

"This is not very exciting. From our point of view, the emperor is also a human being. So, this is just a small matter in dealing with people." When Luo Qingqiu questioned Renzong, it was also very natural Yes, I blurted out without much struggle or nervousness.