EKG Life's Mask

The eldest brother has not woken up since he was lying on the bed. Although he has been told that his life is not in danger, his heart is still fluttering.The same goes for Feng Shuo, since she was taken away by Shen Xiao, there has been no news.

"Even if it's a corpse, he must be by my side. I will never let you get close to him again..."

At that time, he seemed to have said such a thing, so, does it mean that Feng Shuo died after that?Could it be that Shen Xiao had already killed him?

I always feel that if I stay in a quiet place, I will only be left with random thoughts in my head. At this time, I can feel more relaxed when I am with my eldest brother.

It seems that it is not quite right to say that it is easy, as if what I think in my heart is always different from the truth.Just looking at the eyes that have not been opened until now, the original worry about Feng Shuo in my heart is transferred to the elder brother.And then, at that time, the appearance of exposing my back to Shen Xiao, obviously in the midst of a duel, is even more lingering in my head...

"Eh... ha!"

As if he finally took a breath, the eldest brother's eyes suddenly opened, and then there was a feeling as if air was continuously entering his nasal cavity...

"Brother! Are you alright!"

Asking like this, I hurriedly stepped forward and sat beside him.

"Feng Sui..."

Saying so, he stretched out his hand to support the edge of the bed...

"You still don't move!" I quickly grabbed his shoulders to prevent him from getting up.

"Are you hungry? You have been in a coma for several days. If you don't wake up again, I don't know what to do..."

"lethargy?"

As if he still didn't understand his own situation, the eldest brother looked up in a daze, and after a while, he slowly said, "I'm not dead yet..."

"Of course I'm not dead!" I said, "If I die, can I still see me?"

Originally, I thought that it would be fine even if it was just in front of my elder brother, at least don’t let myself look uncomfortable, but unexpectedly, I found that I couldn’t say anything in front of my elder brother except what I needed to say. come out……

"I... I'm going to make some porridge, wait for me for a while, don't sleep! I'll be right back!"

Saying so, I stood up as if running away and walked outside...

"Fengshuo...is he dead?"

I couldn't help but pause for a moment when the voice suddenly came from the elder brother's mouth.

"I don't know..." I said, "After that, for some unknown reason, Shen Xiao, who was originally crazy, suddenly calmed down, and then left with Feng Shuo..."

"Is that so..."

Saying so, the eldest brother looked up again, but he didn't know what he was looking at...

"Brother...can I ask you a question?"

Obviously I was thinking of running away just a second ago, but at this moment, I feel surprised and don't want to leave right away.The things I want to know are piled up as high as a hill in my heart, making it impossible for me to take a step forward.

"..."

The eldest brother didn't answer, but still stared blankly at the top.

"Why did you save me?" I asked.

"..."

The eldest brother still didn't answer, but his eyes were slightly shaken...

"Brother said...you have your dream, I think, it is because of this, so even when I was young, my father always helped me, and my brother didn't care. I believe, that's because, my brother really I feel that I just need to realize my dream, and then, you really don’t want to fight for the family business. But, now... If you have to say it, say that it destroyed your dream I’m not an exaggeration, you said you hated me, didn’t you? But you took revenge on Feng Shuo with all your hatred, and even stepped forward when I was in danger, why?”

After listening to what I said, the eldest brother didn't react at all and stayed alone in silence, and didn't speak for a long time.Just when I thought that my elder brother was not going to answer me and was going to turn around and go out, my elder brother opened his mouth again...

"Where did you hear my words..."

In this way, a cold sentence came from the mouth of the elder brother...

"People are selfish...it should be like this..." The elder brother said: "Although I didn't think much about it at that time, but now that I think about it, isn't it good for me that you live? Even if you inherit it now It doesn’t seem too late for the family business. If you want to leave the village to pursue your own dreams, you can also leave after you inherit it. But at that time, if you died directly, you always felt that such a thing It all turned into empty words."

"No..." I said quietly: "Brother, you didn't say that, at that time! You didn't tell me that..."

The eldest brother didn't speak. I don't know if he couldn't say it, or he didn't say it on purpose.

I hurried to his bedside, expecting him to look into my eyes.

"Maybe you don't remember it yourself, but you did say it at that time, because I am your younger brother... big brother..."

But even after I said that, his face was still looking up coldly...

"Why can't big brother be more frank? He obviously has a hot heart, and there are things and people he cares about, but he always wraps his heart tightly, as if he doesn't want anyone to see it. Forever They all show a cold expression in front of others..."

"..."

"Brother, you hate me, don't you? Because I stopped your pursuit of your dreams, and because I threw troublesome things to you without authorization, that's why you didn't want to show kindness to me in the past 11 years." But why? You obviously hate me, but you still force yourself to instill in yourself the mentality that you love me? Then, why do you pretend to be like that and say such things when you love me so much? ?”

The eldest brother still didn't say a word, just stared blankly at the top...

"Brother, you... what is your dream?" Maybe I already know that no matter what I say, I can't shake my heart!At this time, such a sentence came out of my mouth.

"my dream……"

Finally... After talking so much, as if something finally hit a certain point in his heart, his mouth finally began to mutter like this.