EKG Life's Mask

My memories, my memories seem to always stay in dreams, so I never want to believe, whether it is the death of my parents or the fact that the murderer is Fengshuo.Even now, maybe all I think in my heart is to escape, but the words that have been spoken from the mouth of my elder brother make me unable to escape.

I love being with Windshine, and even when I lie to myself that it's just something I did to kill him, I can still feel that I want to be with him.Even if Feng Nu died by his hands, my parents also died by his hands. As long as such a thought floats from the depths of my head, I will feel my teeth itching from hatred, but even so , but I still couldn't kill him...

What should we do?I didn't know it for a long time, maybe it was because I didn't know that I put my memory into a small container like a box, and then hid it in the deepest part of my head!But in the end, the key to open that small box turned into a smile from Feng Shuo...

When I opened my eyes, I saw the top of the room as I saw before fainting.Beside me, a trace of sight staring at this side made me unable to ignore it.

I turned my head to look over there, but all I saw was Feng Shuo sitting there alone.

Should it be said that it is really good that he is not human, or should he be said why he is not human?I always feel that what I want to see more at this time is not his gaze staring at this side, but his tired figure who has been waiting by my side all night...

"Chiyue? That's great, finally woke up! The doctor even said you're fine, how does this seem to be fine? Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll ask Xiaoer to do it for you."

I looked at Feng Shuo's smiling face looking at this side, so sincere, but all I felt was a series of falsehoods.

"The next time we meet, we will be enemies, and then, from today...you will no longer be Chi Yue..."

The person who looked at me indifferently and said these words, 11 years later, looked at me with such a gentle face and called me "Chiyue"?hehe!Why is it that looking at this face at this time, what I feel in my heart is only bitterness and piercing pain, but not the warmth before?

"Red Moon?"

As if he didn't understand why I showed such an expression at this time, Feng Shuo tilted his head and asked me.

"It's okay, I'm not hungry."

As I said that, I turned my head away and continued to sleep with my back facing Fengshuo.

"Red Moon..."

There was a hint of disappointment in that tone, but even so, he didn't say much, and asked too much.

"I see, then call me when you have something to do!"

Saying so, the voice of Feng Shuo standing up sounded from behind...

"Brother..." I asked, "Have you gone back?"

"Hmm!" Feng Shuo said, "It seems that it came out secretly. After all, with your current situation, he couldn't let his subordinates know that you were here, so he went back before you woke up. "

"He..." I continued to ask, "What else did he say?"

Feng Shuo paused a little when he heard this, as if he was thinking about what to say, or as if he just couldn't remember it for a while, but which one it is, I actually have a bottom line in my heart.

"He told me to tell you to rest well," said Windshield.

"is it?"

I felt a faint smile on the corner of my mouth, even though I knew that Feng Shimmer couldn't see it from this angle.

"You really don't know how to lie!" I said, "Actually, even if you don't tell me, I can imagine it. Even so, are you unwilling to say it?"

As if knowing that it was impossible not to speak out, Feng Shuo gradually opened his mouth.

"He told you to do it yourself..."

The moment I heard it, the original smile turned into a self-mockery at this time.

"Do it for yourself? Hehe..."

After that, he even laughed out loud as if he couldn't control himself...

"It's good to do it for yourself..."

I muttered quietly like this, but there was never a word from Fengshuo...

"Wind Flicker..."

Although there are still too many hesitation in my heart, but even so, I still opened my mouth.

"Did you really kill your father?" I asked.

"Red Moon..."

Feng Shuo's strong gaze seemed to be able to pierce my head directly, but even so, I just waited quietly for him to speak.Even all of that, at this time, I have clearly remembered.

"You remember?" Feng Shimmer asked.

"Am I asking you now or are you asking me!"

I don't know why, but at this moment, I actually felt a flame ignited in my heart.I suddenly lifted the quilt and stared at him, but he just looked at me without saying a word...

"From today...you are no longer 'Chiyue', that's what you told me back then!" I opened my mouth and said.

"Red Moon..."

"But now you're standing in front of me like this again?"

I still stared at Feng Shuo, waiting for his answer, but even so, he always faced me with only that face that couldn't speak.

"Why do you come back to see me again? Aren't we nothing? I betrayed you, hurt you, and then... you also killed all my family members except my eldest brother, didn't you? I finally... It is easy to set a seal in his head, so that all the things about you are hidden in the deepest part of his head, but why? Why do you appear again? Why does it remind me of everything in the past? Take away my family at once, what about all of me? I am not Chiyue anymore, am I? What do you want me to be so that you are satisfied?"

Facing my scolding words, Feng Shuo never said a word, and at this moment, it seemed that he couldn't even look at me.However, compared to the harm his appearance brought me, what makes me feel more uncomfortable is precisely this sight that seems unable to face me.

If possible, at this time, I want to see him tell me more, because after 11 years, he still feels that he can't let me go, and then, the name Chiyue has always been reserved for me, if If this is the case, even if I am completely turned into a traitor of Xin Nomura, a real devil, and a person who one day can only face his elder brother with swords, I can still feel that none of these are actually true. What.Wasn't I the one who was sorry for him at first?Then, my father was only affected and implicated because of my stupidity...

I don't want to evade my responsibility by saying that I was still a child at that time and didn't understand such things, so it doesn't matter if I am asked to take responsibility. I am willing to do the elimination of difficult scenes, but even so, he still... said nothing, left me nothing...