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At night, not long after Wang Qianying fell asleep, she fell into the previous dream again.

In the dream, Wei Chunjuan and Wang Zaiquan had already divorced. Wang Qianying looked at her, who was still young, holding her mother's hand and leaving the home where she had lived for more than ten years. She never looked back, leaving only her almost 50-year-old father behind. Looking sadly at Xiao Qianying's leaving back, she sat in the yard slumped, smoking the dry tobacco that he basically didn't move much before.

Because Wei Chunjuan hated the smell of cigarettes, Wang Zaiquan quit smoking. It has been more than ten years, and now he is picking up again.

Wang Qianying still couldn't leave Wang Zaiquan too far. Every day in her dream, she was forced to follow Wang Zaiquan and watch what Wang Zaiquan did every day.

Wang Zaiquan, who lost his wife and daughter at home, went home and was busy making money every day. When he was resting, he took out the photo of his daughter and rubbed it, with a naive smile on his face, and then a burst of sadness.

When it was a rare holiday time, Wang Zaiquan took some eggs or new clothes or other delicious food to the place where Wei Chunjuan remarried to visit his daughter, but every time Wei Chunjuan stopped him and took the things. Did not see.Even so, Wang Zaiquan didn't give up, and drove over again and again, just for the possibility of "maybe meet Yingying".

Year after year, until Wei Chunjuan became pregnant, Wang Zaiquan, who was working outside, was a little flustered when he heard the news from the villagers.

This time, Wang Zaiquan behaved well. Instead of going to the village where Wei Chunjuan is now, he went to the high school where Wang Qianying was. However, he did not expect that the management of the high school was too strict and Wang Zaiquan couldn't get in at all.

Wang Zaiquan, who tried several times without success, found a girl in his village who was admitted to the same high school as his daughter Wang Qianying, and asked the girl to give Wang Qianying some money and a message.

Wang Zaiquan was very tired of being shut down again and again, but it was his daughter, and although she had some resentment towards him, it was still the daughter he had cherished for more than ten years.

Wang Zaiquan, who went back to work, went to Wang Qianying's high school again after more than half a year, but this time he heard the news from a girl in the village that Wang Qianying had dropped out of school, and her previous mobile phone was replaced, so she couldn't contact anyone at all. .And when I went to Wei Chunjuan, I only got a reply that I went to work in the city.

Wang Qianying, who was by Wang Zaiquan's side, saw her father's face getting older and grayer, her hair getting grayer and grayer, and the time after time she went to find him and returned disappointed, her heart hurt like a knife.

Why is her father completely different from what she remembered?Haven't you never looked for her before?Don't you want her anymore?Why do you know that you don't want to see him anymore, but you still don't give up?

Wang Zaiquan, who could no longer do much work, entered the nursing home and chatted with the old people who were also in the nursing home. The most talked about was his daughter.Although he spent a short time with his daughter, and although he hadn't seen her a few times since she grew up, Wang Zaiquan still liked to talk about his child with old friends.

This dream of being by her father's side ended when she put the [Memory Seal] sticker on her father a few days ago.

Wang Qianying looked at Wang Zaiquan's hands trembling with excitement after receiving her meeting call, and the happy smile on his face hurt Wang Qianying's face.After hanging up the phone, Wang Zaiquan, whose heart was beating a lot faster, carefully took out the money he had saved for a long time, put it in an opaque cloth bag with the utmost care, and then hurried out.

Seeing that she was stabbing her father's heart with words, Wang Qianying squatted on the ground, but couldn't shed tears.

Why is it like this?Why is it completely different from what she knows?She turned her father who loved her and loved her into a stranger.

Wang Qianying woke up from the dream, looked at the still bright sky outside, her eyes were blurred by tears, she wiped away the tears, but the next moment they still flowed down, she couldn't stop.

After going to work all day with red and swollen eyes, Wang Qianying returned to her dormitory, and the regret in her heart spread again.

When she didn't know that her father loved her, she could hate wantonly and scoff at Wang Zaiquan's paternal love, because she didn't feel it, so it didn't matter.But now seeing with her own eyes how much her father has paid for her and how much she loves her, this father's love that has completely disappeared makes Wang Qianying's heart sore and unbearable.

Back then when she refused to see her father and refused to let her friend give her her contact information, did her father feel the same way at that time?

After simply eating something to fill her stomach, Wang Qianying lay on the bed and took out her mobile phone to check the time.

Soon it will be time for their vacation. Since the shop owner can make Dad forget her, can he also make Dad think of her again?

With such a hope in her heart, Wang Qianying fell asleep again.

Seeing the resentment on the young mother's face in astonishment, Wang Qianying was a little at a loss. Is she... still dreaming?

'Just let you have a few dreams'

Thinking of the store manager's words, Wang Qianying was stunned. Does she still want to continue dreaming?

This time, Wang Qianying followed her young mother. On this day, Wang Qianying knew that this was the second day after her father and mother got married.

Because Wang Zaiquan married his wife, he left his work on the mountain for a few days and spent more time with Wei Chunjuan.It's just that Wei Chunjuan, who was kidnapped here and forced to marry an old man, doesn't like to see Wang Zaiquan at all, and always tries to get Wang Zaiquan to leave the house so that she can have a quiet time.

Because she had just arrived in this small village, Wei Chunjuan, who spoke a strong dialect and could not communicate well with the villagers, stayed in this dilapidated house all day, wondering what she was thinking all day.

After staying at home for a while, Wei Chunjuan didn't know whether it was because of wanting to drive away or for other reasons. Wei Chunjuan started to clean up the housework and gradually integrated into the family.

Not long after that, Wang Zaiquan followed the villagers to work in the city, and Wei Chunjuan was the only one left in the family.After Wang Zaiquan left, Wei Chunjuan looked relaxed, not to mention going out of the house more often, with more smiles on her face, although the people she communicated with were limited to a few neighbors in the surrounding street.

Not long after, Wei Chunjuan knew that she was pregnant, and Wang Qianying saw the moment of disgust clearly, and she stood there with chills all over her body, unable to move.Couldn't mother look forward to her birth at all?

Watching myself being born, watching my mother treat me indifferently when my father went out to work, when I was hungry or peeing and crying, I was never greeted by my mother's gentle coaxing, but an unceremonious slap.

I don't know if she was scared of being beaten, but since then, Xiao Yingying's crying frequency has decreased.

When Wang Qianying became sensible, under Wei Chunjuan's stick education, she was very obedient. Wei Chunjuan would do whatever she wanted. In half a step, the whole person is like a doll in Wei Chunjuan's hands, without many thoughts of her own.

Wang Qianying stared stiffly at how her mother had an affair with someone from a neighboring village before she went to school, how she ended two extramarital affairs and finally hooked up with her current stepfather.She didn't know how she felt when she heard her mother talking about her daughter to her lover, but suddenly she felt numb.

Wei Chunjuan divorced, Wang Qianying looked back at her sad father for a long time, and was forced to leave with her mother.

After remarrying, Wei Chunjuan was very energetic and cheerful all day long, except when facing her.Wei Chunjuan refused Wang Zaiquan's visit to her daughter, but Wang Zaiquan took everything that Wang Zaiquan brought, or ate it with her current husband, or gave it to her daughter in her own name, and never mentioned Wang Zaiquan's matter.

It was also from this time that Wei Chunjuan began to instill hatred for Wang Zaiquan in her 'puppet' daughter.

Wang Qianying, who has been obedient since she was a child, lived up to her expectations. From the beginning when she thought about her father to now, when she mentioned Wang Zaiquan's biological father, she felt disgusted and disgusted, which made Wei Chunjuan very satisfied.

Wang Qianying in the dream became more and more silent, almost numb with distress, but she was still in the dream but couldn't cry at all.

Behind Wang Qianying's first year of high school, her mother was pregnant, which made Wang Qianying at a loss. She became a little worried about gains and losses, and became more fond of following her mother than before, but she couldn't understand her mother's impatient expression and eyes.When she was a sophomore in high school, Wei Chunjuan told Wang Qianying that the family had no money, and after paying her tuition fees, there was not enough money to buy milk powder for her younger brother.

Therefore, Wang Qianying dropped out of school and went to a nearby small and medium-sized city to start working part-time in order to reduce the burden on her family.

Wang Qianying has never considered the possibility of having no money at home, because when she is at home, the food at home is very light, and meat and eggs are rarely eaten.But the truth was like a huge slap, slapping Wang Qianying's face fiercely.

Wang Qianying, who left home, knew it, but Wang Qianying, who was with Wei Chunjuan, could see clearly that when she was in school and boarding, although the family could not say that every meal was big, but it was absolutely difficult to say that eating a meal was difficult.Her stepfather can be considered a wealthy family in this village, and the houses are all spacious and beautiful new houses that have been renovated, so how could he be short of money?

Waking up from the dream, Wang Qianying was helpless. She felt that her whole life was like a joke.

As night fell, Wang Qianying began to dream again, but this time it was neither her father nor her mother, but a few friends who had played with him since childhood and the grandparents and aunts she was familiar with in the village.

These dreams are incoherent, most of them are very short-lived, but the content is all about her, or about Wang Zaiquan.

The only thing Wang Zaiquan can tell people in the village is that he was still a bachelor in his 30s, and after he got married, he cleaned up the dilapidated house bit by bit, and everyone in the village praised him, knowing that he loved his wife.But what people said in the later period was that his restless mother-in-law steals people in a fair way.

After getting divorced, most of the people who treated him were pitiful, and then it was said that Wang Qianying was with the wrong person.

In the village, everyone who knows Wei Chunjuan and Wang Zaiquan and knows about their relationship, there is no one who doesn't say, "Yingying is such a good girl, why did she follow her mother away, can she please her in the past?" 'of.

When Wang Qianying's friends talked about her, they shook their heads, and what they said most was "I really don't know what she thinks!"

It's not surprising that her father loves her so much, so she followed her mother to suffer.

She believed whatever her mother said, and she had no thoughts of her own. Her mother told her not to study, and she didn't even think about the future?

She used to say that she hated her younger brother, but now she really wishes she could keep her by her side every day.

I really don't know her logic.

I really don't know what she thinks.

Yes, what did she think at the beginning, why did she listen to her mother so much, why did she hate her father for no reason?Why did the younger brother who didn't like him so much at the beginning wish he could spend all his money on good things and give them to his younger brother?

All mother told her.My mother said that Wang Zaiquan treated her badly, that she no longer treated her as a daughter, and did not want her anymore, so she is very father.Mom said that this was his younger brother, his biological younger brother, and she had to take good care of her in the future, because she was an older sister, and as an older sister, she had to take care of the youngest and give good things to her younger brother.

Wang Qianying thinks her friends are right, she really doesn't have her own thoughts at all, she listens to her mother, listens to her mother, and listens to her mother in everything.

Listening to the words of her mother who dislikes and loathes Wang Zaiquan for her daughter, that's why she became what she is now.

She made her father forget her own, the only father in this world who loves her, because of her obedience, because of her lack of brain, she forgot herself.

Wang Qianying cried under the quilt, why did she become like this...

Regret did not disappear with the tears, but permeated her heart with her waking up, lingering.