recession

After Xu Yunqing got into the car, he was very silent.Tao Liyang held his hand, but he didn't break free, but he didn't turn his head, he just looked outside.On the window glass, his lifeless profile was reflected.

The atmosphere in the car was too weird. After several failed attempts to strike up a conversation, the driver drove the car very fast and returned to the city soon.

At this time, it happened to be the rush hour for get off work. After turning into the inner ring road, the road became congested, and it took a long time to drive one meter away.Xu Yunqing's frown became tighter and tighter. At the two intersections away from the hotel, he stopped again due to traffic jam.He suddenly opened the car door and ran out.

"Yunqing!" Tao Liyang was caught off guard, stunned, and rushed out to chase him.The driver stopped him anxiously: "Sir, you haven't paid yet."

"You don't need to look for it." Tao Liyang was so devastated that he randomly fished out a few banknotes from his coat pocket and stuffed them into his hand, and followed Xu Yunqing to catch up.

In just a short while, Xu Yunqing had already run across a street corner, the corners of his clothes fluttered like sails that were about to sail away and could not be grasped.He ran so fast that Tao Liyang* couldn't catch up with him at all.But his steps were vain, and he almost stumbled halfway.Standing upright against the wall, he ran forward again.

It was impossible for Tao Liyang to shout his name loudly on the street, so he had to follow him closely.Fortunately, Xu Yunqing didn't run too far. Seeing him entering the hotel, Tao Liyang breathed a sigh of relief.He hurried to catch up again, forgot to take the elevator, and ran to the door of the room on the sixth floor in one breath.

The door was wide open, and Tao Liyang took a breath and walked in, calling him but did not answer.Wiping the sweat off his brow, he looked around the room.The bathroom door was closed, Tao Liyang reached out to twist it, and it was locked from the inside.

Tao Liyang knocked on the door, he was anxious, but his voice was still steady: "Yun Qing, can you come out first?"

"I'm fine...Leave me alone for a while, don't come in." Xu Yunqing's voice sounded extremely hoarse, like worn-out gears, "I took a bath, I was stained with ashes in the cemetery, I feel uncomfortable... ...It will be fine in a while, it's okay, it's really okay..."

He was quite incoherent, and he turned on the shower while speaking.The sound of the water was so loud that it drowned out all other sounds, but for a moment or two, Tao Liyang still suspected that he heard the suppressed crying.

Xu Yunqing stayed in the bathroom for a long time, and the sound of water never stopped, Tao Liyang was worried that he would bore him.When I couldn't help but intend to knock on the door again, the bathroom door finally opened.He stood barefoot, didn't wipe the water on his body at all, his whole body was wet, he was wrapped in a bathrobe indiscriminately, water droplets kept rolling from his hair and eyelashes.

Tao Liyang hugged him with great relief, and then bent down to put on slippers for him, not minding that his shirt was completely wet.Xu Yunqing was listless, his lips were white, but his eyes were red, allowing Tao Liyang to lead him back to the bed, leaning against him meekly, letting him wipe the water from his hair.

It was night, and the room was a little cold.Tao Liyang raised the temperature by two degrees, wrapped Xu Yunqing in a blanket, and hugged him including the quilt in his arms.He dried Xu Yunqing's hair, combed it gently with his fingers, and asked him in a low voice: "Would you like something to eat? I ordered sweet porridge, and brought it to you?"

"I'm not hungry, you can eat by yourself." Xu Yunqing shook his head, exhausted, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep."

He slid down from Tao Liyang's arms, turned around and closed his eyes, covering his face with the quilt.Tao Liyang sat on the edge of the bed and watched him for a while, Xu Yunqing was really tired, and soon fell asleep.Tao Liyang pulled his quilt down a little, leaned over and kissed him between the eyebrows.Turn off the lights, close the door and go out quietly.

The porridge just arrived on the table was still steaming, and the unique sweetness of lotus seeds and red beans wafted in the room.Tao Liyang looked like he didn't have any appetite, so he dumped everything into the trash can.After thinking about it, I called the convenience store again and ordered milk and cocoa powder to be delivered.

After finishing all this, he turned on the computer, hesitated for a moment, and recalled Su Liang's resume to read it again.

Su Liang in the photo, the old man I saw today, Xu Qiming's face on the tombstone, and Xu Yunqing's red eyes flashed alternately in his mind... Anger, sadness, no emotion can describe his feeling at the moment, and finally Everything turned into helplessness.

Tao Liyang turned off his resume, replied to two urgent emails, and went back to the bedroom.Xu Yunqing was still asleep.Tao Liyang lay down and hugged him from behind, but he just hummed unconsciously.

The bedroom was silent, the temperature had already risen, but Xu Yunqing's hands were still cold.Tao Liyang held it lightly, and stuck it to his heart. In the darkness, with a little light penetrating in, he could see the blurred outline of Xu Yunqing's sleeping face.Tao Liyang was also a little tired. Watching him, slowly, a little bit of drowsiness welled up.

He slept very lightly, half dreaming and half awake, he felt Xu Yunqing's hand struggling uneasy.She woke up instantly, and before she could speak, Xu Yunqing turned over and sat up.

"Yunqing." Tao Liyang hurriedly sat up, "What's wrong?"

Xu Yunqing was a little dazed, and after a while, he turned his head to look at him: "Tao Liyang?"

"it's me."

Xu Yunqing didn't speak, and lay back in silence.Tao Liyang leaned over to press the corner of the quilt for him, and hugged him again.Xu Yunqing didn't say a word, but Tao Liyang knew that he was not asleep, and the body in his arms was trembling slightly all the time.I don't know how long it took before Xu Yunqing finally calmed down. Just when Tao Liyang thought he was falling asleep again, Xu Yunqing's slightly cold hand gently touched his forehead.

The sense of touch was constantly magnified in the darkness. Xu Yunqing's fingertips slid from Tao Liyang's eyes, nose bridge, to his lips, stayed for a moment, and then touched Tao Liyang's body.His movements were slow and soft, and after realizing that there was no hidden meaning in them, Tao Liyang was stunned for a moment, took Xu Yunqing's hand that had touched his waist, and said softly: "Okay, stop making trouble."

"Don't you want to?" Xu Yunqing looked up at him, with an untimely innocence in his tone, "But I think, you should just help me."

He pressed against Tao Liyang tightly, while talking, he leaned over and gently bit Tao Liyang's Adam's apple.He is as familiar with Tao Liyang's body as Tao Liyang is familiar with his. Even if one hand is held and cannot move, he can still control the other easily.

Tao Liyang's breathing became heavier quickly, but his brows were still slightly frowned, and his tone became more serious: "Yun Qing, be good, don't make trouble."

"No trouble." Xu Yunqing kissed him stubbornly.

Skin to skin, Tao Liyang could obviously feel Xu Yunqing's reaction with a slight tremor.Tao Liyang knew that this should not be done, and it was not what Xu Yunqing was really looking for.But it did soften up.Sighing silently, she rolled over and pressed him down.Gritting his teeth, he pushed aside his messy skirt, and his lips fell on Xu Yunqing's throat, chest...

Xu Yunqing was keenly aware of his intentions, resisted, said no vaguely, and tried to push Tao Liyang's shoulder away, like a stranded fish, extremely disturbed.Tao Liyang ignored it, and firmly grabbed Xu Yunqing's hand and pressed it on top of his head, not allowing him to refuse his comfort.

When everything was finally coming to an end, Xu Yunqing finally broke free from his restraint.Tao Liyang didn't want to hide from the beginning to the end, sat up, and wiped off his cheeks with the back of his hand nonchalantly, which was inevitably wet with sweat.In the darkness, Xu Yunqing could vaguely see him staring at him with red eyes. Tao Liyang touched the tissue on the bedside, but before touching it, Xu Yunqing opened his hand forcefully.Tao Liyang knew why he was angry, so he didn't talk bluntly, with a gentle tone: "Are you alright?"

"Not enough." Xu Yunqing took a quick breath, stared at him for a few seconds, and suddenly said angrily.At the same time, without waiting for Tao Liyang's reaction, he put one hand on his shoulder and sat on his lap

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Xu Yunqing exerted brute force, and suddenly the pain was so severe that his face turned pale.Tao Liyang actually felt uncomfortable too, frowning and trying to push him away.Xu Yunqing had already put his arms around his neck first.

He took a light breath of cold air and bit his lower lip.Looking at Tao Liyang, the anger in his eyes turned into grievance, and he leaned over to kiss him fawningly: "Tao Liyang, I'm cold."

Tao Liyang originally didn't want to be at this time, but he couldn't stand Xu Yunqing's repeated teasing.He can easily seduce him in any situation.Not to mention that it has reached such a point... Finally, he stretched out his hand to wrap Xu Yunqing's back, and give him whatever he wants...

Xu Yunqing was particularly thirsty for pain tonight.They all know the source of such a gaffe, it seems that only pain can make everything appear real now.But Tao Liyang couldn't bear to make him hurt, so he was extremely gentle, and stroked his thin shoulders to comfort him... Xu Yunqing's enthusiasm was almost strange, and he was tireless or too tired to keep him.When Tao Liyang was about to leave her, Xu Yunqing hugged his waist desperately.

"Don't go." He whispered in his ear hoarsely.

When everything was over, the corners of his lips curled up.

That wasn't a real smile, Tao Liyang touched his thin back, and just wanted to move away, but Xu Yunqing still clung to him, and said the same words: "Don't go, that's it."

Tao Liyang sighed silently, and could only cuddle up with him quietly for a while, kissing his cheek: "May I take you to take a bath?"

"No." Xu Yunqing shook his head.

"Be good. Be obedient, I won't leave, I'll carry you there." Tao Liyang whispered.

Xu Yunqing looked at him: "What if I don't."

"Then I'll carry you there later. Otherwise, what else can I do?" Tao Liyang smiled helplessly, stroked his hair, and kissed his ear, "But it's been too long, I'm afraid you will get sick. "

Xu Yunqing stuck it up to kiss him, then bit the tip of his tongue lightly, and sat up after a while: "Okay."

He made a fuss, and his whole person was so docile and outrageous.Tao Liyang carefully cleaned up for him, changed the sheets, and carried him back.Don't forget to make him a cup of hot cocoa.

Xu Yunqing snuggled into his arms and finished drinking, her pale complexion turned ruddy.

"Sleep for a while." The warm aroma of cocoa diffused in the room, Tao Liyang took away the cup, "I will sleep with you."

Xu Yunqing nodded, facing him, closed his eyes, but opened them again to look at him after a while.

Tao Liyang smiled, covered his eyes, and comforted him softly in his ear: "I'm right here, I won't leave you. No one will leave."

He noticed Xu Yunqing's eyelashes trembling slightly under his palm, moved his hand slightly, and saw a drop of water rolling out from under his tightly closed eyelids.Tao Liyang stuck to him, swallowed the tear, touched Xu Yunqing's hand and clasped his fingers tightly: "It's all right. Go to sleep."

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