recession

When Tao Liyang woke up, he heard Xu Yunqing calling outside.

He put on his nightgown and went out, first glanced at the time, and waited for Xu Yunqing to end the call before saying: "I thought you went to the set."

"It rained in the morning, and it's still raining, so I can't take pictures."

Xu Yunqing changed his clothes early in the morning, opened the curtains as he spoke, and took a look outside.In this season, there are catkins in the air, mixed in the spring rain and flying obliquely from a distance, reflecting the sunlight, but it is a little unclear.

"It looks smaller, so I guess it will stop. The director said to wait until the place is done."

He closed the curtain again, turned around and saw that Tao Liyang's shoulders exposed from the neckline still had tooth marks left by him last night.Can't help feeling a little hot, walked over to gather his clothes, and muttered in a low voice: "I don't even put on my clothes well."

"What?" Tao Liyang was a little confused at the beginning and didn't hear clearly, so he grabbed his hand and caught a glimpse of the redness in Xu Yunqing's ear, and suddenly understood.

They were obviously not young, and they had already been so familiar with each other's bodies, so for a moment, they both felt a little shyness that they didn't deserve.Tao Liyang licked his lower lip, but he didn't let go of his hand, and he didn't speak.Until the intertwined fingertips began to sweat a little, they looked at each other, turned their faces away and smiled again.

"I called you to disturb you?" Xu Yunqing asked after a while.

Tao Liyang shook his head: "I planned to do it too."

"Then go wash up and come over to have breakfast...lunch." Xu Yunqing stroked the slightly raised hair on his temples, and smiled softly, "I originally planned to leave it on the table for you, since you woke up, just come with me .”

The hotel where Xu Yunqing stayed had a nice environment, but the restaurant wasn't very welcoming.He guessed that Tao Liyang wouldn't like it either, so he ordered delivery from a nearby Hangbang restaurant that he had eaten several times.Ordered early, the food was a bit cold.While Tao Liyang was washing and changing, he threw it into the microwave to heat it up again.

"Aren't you leaving soon?" Xu Yunqing said after eating a spoonful of shrimp.

"Don't go, wait for you to finish. Anyway, we are writing scripts, and we write the same everywhere." Tao Liyang sat opposite him, thought about it and said, "I may have to go back to N City to hold two script seminars in the middle. Depending on the situation, we should It’s only a day back and forth. Let’s talk about it later.”

Xu Yunqing nodded noncommittally, and asked him, "What are you doing today?"

"Do you have a night show tonight?" Seeing Xu Yunqing nodding, he said, "Then I'll go back to the hotel across the street to write a manuscript. If you can't sleep after the show tonight, or whenever you want to see me, call me. I'll come with you anytime."

Tao Liyang said it logically, and picked up a piece of cloud ear, but Xu Yunqing caught the chopsticks.

"what happened?"

"Why is it so troublesome." Xu Yunqing frowned, "Can't you just move here and live with me?"

Tao Liyang was startled, and neither said yes nor no, he just smiled: "Why? I want to hide in a golden house."

"How cute are you?" Xu Yunqing ignored his joke.

Looking at each other for two seconds, Tao Liyang put down his chopsticks and said seriously: "Yunqing, it's easy for me to move here, but it's impossible for me not to go out."

"I didn't tell you not to go out." Xu Yunqing looked at him, not very polite, "No one restricts your personal freedom. What's the difference between moving here and living opposite you."

"This floor is full of people from your crew, and most of them know me. I'm here every day, what should I do if I'm bumped into? How do you explain it?"

"You never cared about this." Xu Yunqing said quickly, with a little indescribable emotion in his tone.

After hesitating for a moment, Tao Liyang nodded and answered him softly: "I don't care."

The implication was obvious, and silence spread across the dining table.Xu Yunqing frowned, gritted his teeth and stared at him for half a minute, then suddenly put his chopsticks on the table and stood up.

"Sit down." Tao Liyang said.

Xu Yunqing pretended not to hear, turned his head to look aside, his expression was not angry, but closer to sad, and the blue veins on his fair forearm were beating slightly.

Tao Liyang turned around after a few thoughts, and still smiled: "Are you going to fight or lift the table? It's fine to fight, but you can't beat me, and I feel bad. If you lift the table, I have to stay away. This suit is still Yours. If you want to fight...can we go back to bed and fight?"

Xu Yunqing pursed her lips tightly.

Tao Liyang said with a good temper: "But can you sit down and finish your meal first, I don't want you to go to filming in the afternoon hungry."

Xu Yunqing glanced at him, stood in a stalemate for a few seconds, pushed the dishes to Tao Liyang's side, and dragged the chair beside him to sit down.

"Sit by me and tell me earlier, you'll scare me." Tao Liyang smiled and pinched the back of his neck, took a white porcelain bowl and filled him with a bowl of water shield soup.

"Tao Liyang, don't always be like this."

He handed over the soup, but Xu Yunqing didn't pick it up. Instead, he took his hand and took a deep breath: "I understand what you mean, and I also know that you don't want to move here because you care about my emotions. But you came here specially to accompany me. Mine, if it's true as you said, I'll call you and let you go when you're free...Then who am I and who are you?"

Tao Liyang lowered his eyes, he could feel that Xu Yunqing was very uncomfortable now.He wanted to say a joke to cheer him up, but Xu Yunqing's tone was serious, and what he said was inappropriate.

"I regretted it very much for a while." Xu Yunqing looked up at him, and said slowly, "I'm not kidding you, from the time when I slept with you in the crew of "Reverse Journey" until we broke up. There was not a day in the middle that I didn't regret. But I'm not regretting being with you. I'm regretting that I was not ready at all, so I agreed to you hastily. So much so that I had to watch you make compromises for me, but because of my cowardice, I couldn't do anything. "

Tao Liyang said helplessly in a low voice: "Yun Qing, don't say such things."

"That's the truth." Xu Yunqing said stubbornly, "It was my fault, but you, the only victim, refused to blame me."

He hooked Tao Liyang's finger and smiled: "You are too tolerant to me and have no principles at all. Of course you won't blame me for anything. But it does exist, and I have no way to make it up."

Tao Liyang looked straight into his eyes, leaned over and touched his forehead comfortingly: "It's okay, take your time, I don't need you to prove anything in a hurry."

Xu Yunqing shook his head with a complicated expression: "I'm not afraid to tell you. I'm still afraid. I have nightmares at night, I dare not open the curtains, and I don't think much about what others should do after they know our relationship. But...but, compared to Losing you or continuing to make you wronged and accommodated, I feel that maybe the rest is not so important."

"You won't lose me, and I won't be wronged." Tao Liyang stroked the back of his hand.

Xu Yunqing interrupted him: "Then I will be wronged for you."

His expression was rare and serious, Tao Liyang was startled for a moment, and reached out to touch his face, Xu Yunqing rubbed against his palm meekly, and said softly for a long while: "Liyang, I don't deny it, I rely on you, and I rely on you. I don't care about the bed, anyway, as long as it's you, it doesn't matter. But that doesn't mean anything. "

He paused for a moment, took Tao Liyang's hand to his lips and kissed it, with a frank expression: "I am willing to be your woman, but I am also your man. Not only do you love me, but I also love you."

Tao Liyang couldn't tell what it was like, his heart was a little swollen, he smiled silently, and held his hand instead: "Of course you are."

"You are my boyfriend, I want to see you, there is nothing shameful about it, right?" Xu Yunqing continued.

These words were not addressed to Tao Liyang, but more like he was asking himself.After finishing speaking, he nodded affirmatively, and said with determination: "This floor is full of insiders, so let's pass it on. Let's be careful not to be photographed—it doesn't matter if you are photographed, there is always a solution ...Don't protect me all the time, let me go forward because of you and because of us."

He said so much in one breath, at the end, he touched his nose a little embarrassedly, and smiled: "So are you willing to move here to live with me?"

Tao Liyang thought to himself, these words sounded like a marriage proposal, but Xu Yunqing's tone was solemn and serious. He didn't have any other answers, so he laughed: "I am willing."

The author says:

First of all, I would like to apologize to everyone. I originally planned to finish about 67 chapters of "The Decline", but after reorganizing the outline two days ago, I found that it may take a little more space to explain the remaining few things clearly.

It’s okay to insist on ending within the original length, but it will appear rushed. I don’t want this article to have the feeling of desperately following the plot line in order to end. I hope to advance more naturally, so I finally decided to add a few chapters.Of course, these chapters are not all pure sweet daily life, and there are indeed some things that have not been finished. (I know that you probably don't remember anything else, but if I write it out, you will find that there is really something else...)

But it's not far from the end.Recently, I will try to be as fast as possible, and update every other day if the situation permits.Anyway, this is somewhat inconsistent with my original statement.But I definitely didn't mean to deceive everyone. It was my miscalculation, so I still say sorry.