recession

He poured a glass of soda water, leaned against the corner of the table in a daze, and soon heard the phone ring.Tao Liyang stared at the name on the caller ID and gritted his teeth and didn't answer, the ringing rang for a long time before it stopped.Tao Liyang rested his chin on the back of his hand and counted every second in his heart. When he was about to count to six hundred, the door rang.

He originally wanted to delay for a while, but he couldn't bear it, so he got up and opened it quickly, as if the people outside the door would leave in a second.

It's not necessarily true that he left, Tao Liyang looked at Xu Yunqing outside the door, and this thought slipped through his mind.Xu Yunqing glanced at him and gently pushed his ribs, then walked in sideways and closed the door.

The room was extremely quiet for a while, and no one spoke.

Xu Yunqing sat down on the sofa, took Tao Liyang's remaining half glass of water and sipped it.The light shone on the side of his face, and there was a light cyan color under his eyelids, and he looked very tired.

Tao Liyang sighed, seeing that a small piece of the back of his shirt collar was wet, he went to the bathroom to get his own towel, and stood behind him across the sofa to gently wipe his hair that was not completely dry.

"very tired?"

"It's okay, I'm a little tired after shooting for several months." Tao Liyang rubbed his earlobe with his fingertips, Xu Yunqing smiled, "Director Du is too tough."

On this topic, they talked a few words along the short meeting held tonight, and then fell silent tacitly at a certain moment.

"It's basically dry." Tao Liyang touched his hair, "If you still feel uncomfortable when you sleep, turn on the cold wind for a while..."

He didn't finish his sentence, because Xu Yunqing held his wrist with his backhand, and pressed against his pulse: "I..."

"I know what you're going to say." Tao Liyang interrupted him softly, "I said earlier that there is no need between us."

So Xu Yunqing didn't continue, looked up into his eyes, and after a while, let go of his hand and slowly hooked his neck down until it could touch Tao Liyang's lips.

Tao Liyang tasted a very light lemon aroma, which was the soda water just now.He didn't like the taste very much, so he saved this bottle for last.But now after tasting it from Xu Yunqing's mouth, I feel that there is nothing better than this.

This shallow kiss lasted for a long time, until the two had difficulty breathing before they separated.Tao Liyang rubbed the tip of his nose, then went around and sat down beside him: "I was actually wondering just now whether you will come over or not."

Xu Yunqing smiled: "Didn't I come?"

"Aren't you afraid of being seen now?" Tao Liyang said.

Xu Yunqing froze for a moment, grabbed his hand, but avoided his question, just smiled and said: "I don't come here, what should I do if my boyfriend can't coax me well?"

"I'm not a little girl, so I don't need you to coax me." Tao Liyang couldn't deny that he was a little angry, but when he saw Xu Yunqing, his anger disappeared: "I didn't force you to come here. You don't want others to know I can understand and cooperate, but I just think there is no need to be so nervous..."

"I understand." Xu Yunqing said.

Tao Liyang groped for Xu Yunqing's hand. His fingers were long and thin, with well-defined joints. The thin layer of skin seemed to touch the bones. He said warmly, "Then why did you panic like that? At the director's place just now, I just want to remind you that there is a Dao, your reaction is that big. Are you worried that I will do something to you in public, so you don’t believe me?” He tried to use a relaxed tone: “Yun Qing, we have known each other for 12 years, and we all know that we are familiar, normal There won't be any problems with your contact. Even if you hooked up in front of others before, you obviously didn't mind, so you must be covering up like this recently, trying to cover it up?"

"It's not that I don't believe you." Xu Yunqing paused for a long time before saying, as if he didn't know how to express it, "Of course I believe you, but in this matter, I don't trust everyone except you... Besides, before It was before, we had nothing before, of course I wasn’t worried, but now I have ghosts in my heart, so I..."

He didn't continue talking for a long time.

Tao Liyang looked at the slightly apprehensive and flustered look he explained to himself, and secretly sighed in his heart, but smiled on his face: "Why do you have ghosts in your heart? You can only have me in your heart."

Xu Yunqing was stunned for a moment, looked into his eyes and hummed: "Of course I have you in my heart."

Tao Liyang stared at him for a few seconds, Xu Yunqing was silent for a moment, then raised his head with great difficulty as if he wanted to continue explaining, Tao Liyang reached out and clasped the back of his neck, and kissed him again.

The kiss was much more intense than before, and they parted just in time before the situation got out of hand.

Still panting a bit, Xu Yunqing glanced at him, hesitated for a moment, then leaned over again, just as he was about to touch the hem of his shirt, Tao Liyang grabbed him.

"Don't." Tao Liyang took his hand to his lips and kissed, "Although I really want to, but if you delay like this, you won't be able to leave for a while, or can I let you stay tonight?"

Xu Yunqing froze as expected, Tao Liyang knew that he was not unwilling, but more because he was afraid of being discovered.He smiled before Xu Yunqing's complexion became even uglier: "Just kidding, I checked the schedule. Isn't your first shoot tomorrow at four o'clock in the morning? I don't want to torment you. I'll let you go today, let's Let's wash up and go to sleep."

"Li Yang." Xu Yunqing called his name softly.

"It's all right." Tao Liyang said, "It's my fault today, I'll pay more attention in the future..."

Xu Yunqing leaned over and hugged him: "I know it's my problem, don't take everything on yourself."

"It's okay, let's have half of each person, don't fight. I forgive you for the half, and you don't need to use beauty tricks, although it is effective." Tao Liyang smiled and stroked his back up and down.

Xu Yunqing leaned against his ear and smiled silently: "Then you can not answer my call next time, okay?"

"Scared you?"

"Yeah. I'm going to be scared... I'm scared of a lot of things, so don't scare me anymore, okay?"

When Xu Yunqing spoke, the hand holding him was unconsciously tightened, and Tao Liyang couldn't breathe for a moment. For some reason, he felt that Xu Yunqing who said this sentence to him should feel the same at this time.

"Okay." Tao Liyang answered him softly, "I promise, there will be no next time. No matter when, even if there is a quarrel, we will answer it—but let's try not to quarrel. Live a good life."

They hugged quietly like this for a while, Tao Liyang was worried that he was tired from filming today, and had to go to the studio early tomorrow morning, even though he was reluctant, he still broke free from this gentle vortex, and took his hand towards the door Go: "Go back to sleep. It's been a hard day, and I have to coax my boyfriend while I'm busy filming. But let me tell you first, next time you want to coax me, it won't be so easy."

Xu Yunqing kissed him again: "Then coax you better next time..."

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly stopped, Tao Liyang followed his gaze and looked over, it was the half-opened curtains in the living room, which they all forgot just now.

"Yunqing." Tao Liyang reacted quickly and said, "We are on the eleventh floor, and the opposite side is full of trees and no buildings, so we won't be photographed."

"I know." Xu Yunqing said, but it could be seen that his expression was not as good as before.

Tao Liyang didn't know what to do for a while: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't pay attention today. But there should be no problem here, don't worry... From now on, the curtains here will not be opened, and the same will be the case at our house. "

"It's okay, I know I won't be photographed, I just... probably have a conditioned reflex..." Xu Yunqing forced a smile, as if to prove what he said, he touched Tao Liyang's lips again. touched.After parting, he opened the door and said, "I'm leaving, you should rest early too. See you on the set tomorrow."

Tao Liyang stood by the door, and only went back to the living room after hearing the door next door open and close.He glanced at the curtains, walked over and planned to close them, but after a pause, he took a cigarette and went to the balcony to smoke.

The light next door was turned on, I don't know what Xu Yunqing was doing, maybe less than a minute apart, Tao Liyang felt that he missed him a little bit, and he didn't know how he endured it for such a long time before, fortunately they still have a long time in the future...

Thinking of this, Tao Liyang lowered his eyes, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a small wound on the back of his hand.Yes, it should have been cut by the splashed fragments of the glass today. It was very shallow, and only a little blood came out, which had solidified.But now when he looked at the blood, he suddenly felt that it was like a little fire, which disturbed his calm mood again.

In fact, he still can't understand Xu Yunqing's nervousness, but he can't help but feel distressed, and he thinks that maybe he really has too much heart, maybe he should find a way to give Xu Yunqing more sense of security...but Can it be done, will they really have a long future...

The phone rang at this moment, it was Xu Yunqing's voice.

"Good night," he said, his voice no longer audible.

Tao Liyang exhaled, his mood gradually settled down again, he shook his head and threw out all the thoughts that shouldn't be there, looked at the light from the next door, smiled, and replied to him: "Good night."