Grumpy Hot Search [Entertainment]
Chapter 150
Have you ever had a nightmare?
He tried his best to escape from the heavy cage, but finally found that he was still trapped in the locked cage, and the fog and shadows were all dead ends, and he never left.
Day after day, year after year, without end, without hope.
That is,
Endless nightmare.
Dan Hong felt that she was trapped in such a nightmare, and there were new revelations about her every day.
In order to maintain his image, Feng Han couldn't kill her.
But you can push her into the endless hell and cut off all the possibility of her turning over.
And once someone made a move, other maggots would come after smelling it, grinning grinningly and rushing to share the remaining rations.
Power struggle, capital game.
The wall falls and everyone pushes it down, as it has been in ancient times.
In just a few days, she has seen all sorts of tricks, taking meaning out of context, avoiding important things and neglecting minor ones, turning a deer into a horse, embezzling a flower into a tree... Those who hate her, those who are jealous of her, and those who hate her, almost no one does not come to step on her.
In the first few days, she was still in a daze, but her physical reaction was intense day by day, tears were always in her eyes, and her cheeks were always moist.
I am afraid every day, whether there will be new material, which will turn into fresh knives and stab her heart that has already been smashed into mud.
After a while, she gradually recovered, the anesthetic passed, and she was finally able to cry out loud in pain.
In the next few days, she stopped crying, and her mind, which was paralyzed by the great pain, gradually became clearer, and she could give herself some psychological hints.It's just that no matter what she tells herself, those rumors can only be passed on from mouth to mouth, and they can't really hurt her.
She still couldn't resist, the physical reaction she gave directly: trembling, retching, shortness of breath, and no matter how many clothes she wore, she couldn't resist the chill from the bottom of her feet to her spine.
This kind of sequelae will be accompanied for a lifetime. After many years, when Tan Hong sees anyone who is attacked by a group, it will cause the same physiological reaction, regardless of whether the attacked person is right or wrong, good or evil, She didn't even dare to watch.
And bound her in the shadows were people she had never harmed, or even heard of.
These people have never commented on her new works, have never shown their faces on her Weibo, and some of them have only heard of her name, and even glimpsed what she looks like when scrolling through social platforms. Eye.
She never harmed them, never provoked them...
What resentment what?
To force her to come here?
it's sin
is a felony.
For a whole month, she didn't go out, didn't turn on the lights, she ate when she was hungry, and slept when she was extremely tired.
She piled the kettle and instant noodles next to the bed, but she hardly even got out of bed.
No one lifted the cloth strip stuffed in the bottom seam of the rolling shutter door, and the sun did not visit for a whole month.
She has always liked the light, watching the endless colors of the morning clouds when she wakes up, and leaning against the door at dusk to watch the sunset.In spring, you can see the old pavilion soaked in the sun, in summer, you can see the stratus clouds splashing on the clear stream, in autumn, you can see the chrysanthemum garden, which is golden and black, and in winter, you can see the thousands of mountains and the snow at dusk.
Ten steps have different colors, and every day has different scenery.
But now, she was terrified and disgusted.
It's dark and dark here, and I can't see the environment clearly. It's as if there is a protective film between her and the outside world, blocking all wind, frost and swords, hiding everything, hiding everything, she doesn't want to see anyone, anyone Don't come to see her either.
When the heart-wrenching pain gradually weakened into fine-grained pain and stressful sequelae, she also began to hate and complain.
She believed that she did use her connections to replace Kong Jianger, but there was a reason for that. Kong Jianger was the first to be a villain and hurt Yu Ci with her connections.
But no one cares about the cause. On the Internet, all the details are magnified, and the walls are overwhelmed by everyone. The keyboard man only knows: You can't make any mistakes.At a level that they themselves cannot achieve, they demand that everyone in the world become a saint without blemish.
Or even if it is like that, it will be sprayed with a sentence: Who can show it to be so good.
No one ever wants to know the boring truth, they just want to hold on to the g. point that excites them when the wall is falling and everyone is pushing, rolling over other people's bloody bodies, twisting their ferocious faces, and stacking endlessly high.tide.
Therefore, the gentleman's evil is low, and all the evil in the world belongs to him.
She also thought about calling Yu Ci, and told her rationally that Yu Ci was still on the set, and that Ju Xing's movie would soon be in mid-November, but now, it was only early October.
But by the time she realized it, the phone had been beaten to death.
Dan Hong looked at the roof shrouded in darkness, feeling the heaving and falling of her chest.
She sat up very slowly, with the quilt in front of her. This angle could barely capture a bit of the dark sky, draw a faint line in the air, and finally returned to darkness.
The drowsy brain can't tell whether it's the early morning glow or the twilight at night. It's like the sky and the earth conjoin, the sun and the moon are in the same dust, time goes back, and you see the beginning of ancient times, and the darkness.
The bed was messy, and she raised her head from the waste paper towel in the instant noodle box, brushed up the messy hair in front of her eyes, and stared at the darkness in front of her for a long time.
A thought solemnly emerged from the bottom of my heart, becoming more and more profound and vivid.
She heard it say:
"I want, save myself."
**
The instant noodles by the bed had already been eaten, and Tan Hong lifted the quilt, fumbled for the slippers in the dark, stood up and fell to the ground with a soft knee before taking two steps.
She stood up tremblingly, enduring the numb pain, and went to the metal table and chairs with faltering steps and squatted down. Trembling, she went to unpack the package, but stopped when she was pouring out the seasoning package.
Ten minutes later, Da Hong was fully dressed, holding a canvas bag containing 10 yuan, and stood in front of the shutter door.
The moment the door was closed, there was a loud noise, and Da Hong instinctively flinched, and then closed the door neatly.
The light of the street lamp hurt her eyes, but her steps forward were not hindered by it.
The night falls gently, and the long-lost fresh air is inhaled into the lungs through the trachea, as if all the ailments have been removed, and the whole body is relaxed.
She lowered her head and turned out the sound of her cell phone, which had been silent for a month. The first sound was the reminder of new news on Weibo.Di Hong froze all over, and quieted her voice again.
"It's okay, it's okay, take a little bit, it will get better..."
Muttering to cheer herself up, she put on her mask and fisherman hat, and walked towards the end of the road.
***
Yuci has been having nightmares lately, feeling a little uneasy.
Just when Rong Xi came to visit the class and asked about it, she told the truth about her situation.
"You are putting too much pressure on yourself," Rong Xi handed over some cooperation proposals he had compiled recently to Yuci, and said, "I will take care of everything for you, and you don't need to do anything except perform tricks well." think."
"Is there anything important going on outside recently?" Yu Ci asked casually as he opened the title page of the plan handed over by Rong Xi.
"It's nothing." Rong Xi lowered his eyes and took a sip of tea.
Yu Ci nodded, then remembered something, and asked, "How is Da Hong recently? Has she finished filming that scene?"
"The filming is over." Rong Xi smiled, "Do you think it's you? TV dramas are all fast food culture, how do they compare with movies?"
"That's not true. There are also TV dramas that are carefully crafted."
Seeing that Yuci was about to refute, Rong Xi quickly echoed a few words to indicate that there was not much time, and asked Yuci to finalize the plan as soon as possible. When the film was finished, he had to start participating in the cooperation with various brands.
Yu Ci kept his expression on his face, and carefully read each page. Rong Xi was a very responsible manager. Although the degree of freedom she gave was not high, she could manage everything in an orderly manner according to Yu Ci's intentions.
"Aren't these a few brands that I have been cooperating with? Why did you come to me suddenly?" Yuci raised his head and asked in confusion.
Rong Xi glanced casually, his eyes fixed on Yu Ci's eyes, and his tone was calm: "Dian Hong has obtained the exclusive full-line endorsement rights of XX, so we can no longer cooperate with these. And you are now steadily rising, and the starred "Zi Xu Jie" is famous overseas, and Ju Xing's "Eighteen-story Madhouse" is currently being filmed. It is also the type that brands appreciate in all aspects. The appearance is unique and has oriental charm. Now it is a hot fashion darling .Wait for you to finish, but I will be busy."
Yu Ci heard these words, but she only grasped one important point. The brand XX has been mentioned by Dahong once, and it belongs to the top luxury, and there are very few artists who can be favored.When she heard that Dahong had won the exclusive full-line endorsement of this brand, she was more than half relieved.
In fact, she doesn't really care about these things, but it is enough to know that Da Hong is doing well now.
When Rongxi was standing at the elevator entrance and was about to leave, a little assistant called her out timidly.
"Sister Rong Xi, why didn't you talk to Yu Ci about Da Hong?"
She came to change shifts with Yuci's other life assistant. She just got off the ground, so of course she knew about the big news.
Rong Xi frowned and turned around.
The pale light shone on her delicate makeup, making the little assistant tremble in cold sweat.
"Do you know what movie Yuci is filming now?"
"Know...know."
"No, you don't know." Rong Xi's face was as cold as ice, "Do you know what is the most important thing to Yu Ci?"
"I...I know." The little assistant trembled her lips and lowered her eyebrows, completely daring to look at the woman who suddenly turned into Shura in front of her.
"No you don't know."
"Sister Rongxi, I, I..."
"You just need to know one thing."
"what's up?"
Rong Xi looked at the thin girl who was already sweating on her forehead, and the delicate lip line outlined by the dark ox-blood paste slightly raised, "You just need to know that it will affect Yuci's emotions and make her unable to act with peace of mind." as a result of--
You can't afford it. "
***
The thick and rolling stratus clouds finally couldn't hold their strength, and the pouring rain fell from the sky, splashing loud drums and music on the uneven concrete floor, blocking the way for pedestrians to return.The traffic lights at the crossroads and the signboards and plaques of each store and store shone dimly through the rain curtain. The whole world seemed to be shrouded in thick fog, and everywhere you looked was gray and gloomy.
After buying groceries, Di Hong borrowed an umbrella from the vegetarian noodle shop she frequented, thanked her three times before going out with the umbrella, and walked into the rainy sky.
She began to learn how to cook. Although it was unpalatable, she also tried to make her nutrition balanced. As long as the weather was fine, she would take out the quilt she slept on and expose it to the sun. For a long time, until she fell into a deep sleep, the sun still came to her dream.
It turns out that life doesn't need to be too complicated, and I can take good care of myself.
It's been a long, long time since she read the news, swiped Weibo, and when someone mentioned it in the streets, she would still speed up her pace and run away.It was a thorn in her heart, pierced into the flesh and blood, with scars formed on it, and she couldn't feel it when the heart was beating wrapped around it, but as long as she opened it a little, blood would flow again, and the pain was unbearable.
There is no way to reduce the money day by day. She dare not look for a job for fear of revealing her identity.So I had to find a nearby elementary school childcare job. This trusteeship center was opened by a middle-aged couple. The four-story villa was equipped with beds, tables and chairs, and a clean kitchenette.They don't care who Di Hong is, as long as Di Hong can pick up the guests' children from school safely every time after school, and help them do some homework after dinner, they can stay and work for a long time.
The salary is not high, but it is barely enough to make ends meet. In addition, Da Hong is struggling now, and she can still save some money.
She bought a Yuci doll on a second-hand trading app with the salary advanced by her boss. The original owner climbed the wall, and this abandoned 20cm real doll has her new home.
When Dian Hong held her in his arms for the first time, he looked at her carefully for a long time, crying and laughing like a fool.
"Really, it doesn't look like it at all. Why are the eyes so round, they should be phoenix eyes flying sideways."
He was disgusted, but most of the money he saved was replaced by this doll's new clothes.
Even if she eats poorly and dresses poorly, she is always generous to Shang Yuci, as if she is still the rich and noble girl who can spend a lot of money for her sweetheart.
This doll is now in her canvas bag, and she didn't know if it was wet when she just came out of the trusteeship center. She wanted to get home as soon as possible to dry it, so as not to get wet and take care of it.
When passing a corner that he passed by every day on his way to and from get off work, the sound of thunder billowed behind him, and purple lightning and white light split half of the sky.
Da Hong's whole heart constricted, it's almost winter, why is it still thundering when it rains?
Not daring to stay too long, she quickened her pace and walked towards the shelter that could accommodate all her joys and sorrows.
"Meow——"
Suddenly, a shrill meow stopped Da Hong's footsteps.
"Is there a cat?" She stopped in the rain and looked around to find the source of the sound.
"Meow - meow - -"
Two more meows joined in, one more miserable than the other, and then more meows followed one after another, piercing the rain curtain and piercing the red eardrums.
Following the sound, he turned left and right and didn't know where he was even covered by the thick rain curtain, but the moment he saw the scene in front of him, he had no time to pay attention to him.
Four kittens were meowing around a motionless big cat soaked in the rain. They all had injuries, and the one with the most serious injury was the big cat whose eyes had been closed.
The kittens hugged him anxiously, the fur on their bodies was all glued together by the rain.
Dianhong first took the umbrella to cover the cats, then took off her long coat and wrapped them in one by one. The rain seeped through the thin shirt and felt a chill on her back. Dianhong shivered, but insisted on using it. Umbrellas cover the cats.
Those kittens had been wandering for a long time, and had obviously been hurt by humans. When they saw Da Hong approaching, they bared their little tiger teeth at her. Da Hong didn't care, and only wrapped them in a coat lined with thin wool.
The big cat's body was already cold and stiff, and Da Hong carefully helped him move to the middle, and it was at this moment that she realized that it was actually a male cat.
He is the father of the kittens.
Generally, kittens are taken by mother cats, especially for this kind of stray cats. It is very rare that the father cats also help take care of them. There is a high probability that this litter of cats was originally a domestic cat.
Kittens are underage, where is their mother?
The answer is chilling just thinking about it.
Dan Hong checked the big cat's injuries. The left femur was broken, the spine was broken, the right leg was disabled, and the right half of the face was directly sunken... This father protected his child until his death.
Hot and cold are intertwined on the cheeks, and there is still a mournful cry in the ear, mixed into the rain in the late autumn, enough to wipe out all the warmth in the world.
The kittens were still hugging the big cat unwillingly, and the food they brought was piled up next to it, but the big cat would never be able to eat it.
You don't have a dad either?
Let me love you for your father.
Dan Hong took the cats home, wrapped them in towels, and carefully dried their hair with the lowest setting of the hair dryer. She didn’t have much experience in bathing cats, and there was a dedicated person in charge of all the cats they picked up before. The process, but I have also heard that kittens will be very noisy when they blow their hair.
But these few were afraid that they were drenched in the rain and cold. They meowed a few times at first, but now they are all huddled in the blankets and let others play with them.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's fine with me."
Da Hong said in a warm voice, while turning on her mobile phone, she wanted to remind the landlady if she had bought the cat food and cat milk powder she specified.In fact, there is still some raw meat in the small refrigerator that she plans to cook at night, and she can also cut some to feed them, just thinking that it is better to eat something warm when it is raining.
Hei's manuscript popped up again, and Da Hong was stunned. The kitten under her palm probably sensed the master's pause, and gave a "meow" with her milk, calling back Da Hong's thoughts.Dan Hong smiled slightly, reached out to scratch her chin, heard the kitten's comfortable purr, crossed out the news without paying attention, and opened the landlord's auntie's WeChat interface.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door, and it was the voice of the landlord's aunt.
"Little girl, is it convenient for you now?"
Di Hong quickly responded, "Come on, come on!"
The shutter door opened, and there were two backlit figures standing outside.One is the landlady's aunt, and the other is a teenager in a white suit.
Dan Hong invited the person in, and after the boy nodded to her, he carried the medicine box to check the injuries of the cats.
"Oh girl, I met this young man in the supermarket. You sent me a picture. I couldn't find it in the supermarket, and I didn't hear about the pet hospital you mentioned. Then this young man knew Then he said that he had them all over the place, and when he heard that your cat was injured, he insisted on asking me to take him to have a look. I'm sorry, little girl, I was going to give you a call..."
The landlord's aunt was explaining eloquently, and Da Hong hurriedly said: "No, I just need to see a doctor. They are all injured, and I didn't know what to do at first."
"Jiujiujiu~~"
At some point around the boy, three chubby little birds appeared, with spots like raccoon cat patterns on their bodies. Da Hong had never seen this kind of bird before, so he leaned over to look at it.
But seeing that the three little birds were not afraid of the cat as their natural enemy, they chirped happily a few times, and jumped onto the boy's shoulder lightly.
The boy took the time to touch their heads, and then stopped, tilting his head curiously to watch the boy heal the cats.
The young man was skillful in his techniques, and he had already dealt with it in a short time.The four kittens were wrapped in blankets, licking the cat milk powder prepared by Dahong, and they were so cute that it made people feel distressed.
Di Hong held the wallet and walked over: "Thank you very much today, how much do I need in total? If... If it is too expensive, I may not be able to pay it at once, but I have a job, I can write an IOU, and I will definitely pay it." .”
The young man stood up and looked Da Hong from head to toe: "You live here?"
Di Hong was embarrassed by her question, but she still nodded and said, "Yes."
The boy was silent for a while, then pointed to the kittens who started to eat cat food: "Four, do you plan to raise them?"
Di Hong still nodded and said: "Yes."
The teenager frowned: "Do you know how much it costs to raise a cat? Can you... afford it?"
Di Hong lowered her head, speechless.
Suddenly something started to arch her leg, and Da Hong looked down, and saw that it was a dirt dog with a limped right hind leg.
When the boy saw the dog, his forehead twitched: "Is this also yours?"
Dan Hong nodded, knelt down and hugged it in his arms, and rubbed his chin: "I met him on Shixin Street, his leg was broken, and it was very difficult to walk a step, it was getting colder and colder, I was worried that he would suffer But in winter, I brought him back."
When she met this dog, Da Hong was still on her way to find a job. She saw the dog limping along the street, every step seemed to kill her, she hesitated for a long time, and looked at the dog. The dog was about to disappear around the corner, so she rushed to the nearby convenience store, bought a sausage worth RMB [-], chased after the dog, broke the sausage bit by bit, and sprinkled it in front of the dog.
The dog ate the sausage and followed her.
Later, came to her home.
Di Hong didn’t have any spare money to buy special dog food for him, so he only shared a little of his own food. The dog was not picky about food, and Di Hong enjoyed eating everything. At first, Di Hong had no money to buy meat, so the dog followed suit. Been vegan for a week.
Just like this, one person and one dog cuddled together until today.
The boy watched Tan Hong lead the dog to greet the four newly adopted kittens, and didn't know what to say for a while.
It was the first time he saw such a person, who lived in a house temporarily converted from a garage, ate the cheapest food, wore clothes found on the street, but had to bring disabled animals home. He would rather work hard by himself than credit. Heal them and give them a shelter from the wind and rain.
What exactly is such a person planning?
A business card was handed to Da Hong, who was taken aback for a moment, forgetting to reach out to take it.
The young man didn't mind, and said, "My name is Jing Lan, and my contact information is on the business card. If you need my help in the future, just ask."
Then, without waiting for Di Hong to reply, she directly stuffed the business card into Di Hong's hand, and strode away.Di Hong hurriedly caught up from behind: "I haven't given you money for medical treatment yet!!"
"No more." Jing Lan waved his hand, and a round-spotted bird on his shoulder flapped its wings and flew to Da Hong, who quickly held it up.
"That's what I was supposed to do."
Di Hong was taken aback for a moment, not understanding what he meant, but she heard Jing Lan urging her again: "Flow hard, don't you come back?"
As soon as the words fell, the bird in the palm of the hand "cuckooed" a few times at the red, spread its wings and circled above the house for a circle, and then disappeared into the twilight of the first break of the thunderstorm together with the figure in the white suit.
Unbeknownst to Da Hong, Jing Lan stopped for a long time when she left the street and reached the corner.
Jing Lan also didn't know that the woman who lived in the small room at the end of the street and kept warm with the disabled cat and dog was once a wealthy daughter of many stars.
She used to be extremely poor and extravagant, she was also jealous of evil, she was "bullying others", and she was also doing good deeds.
He once blew up more than 100 marketing accounts and devoted himself to seeking justice for a father. He also spent tens of thousands of dollars to rescue an old horse that was abandoned by the crew in a scenic spot and almost died of illness.
Now she has no money and no name, and she is nothing but mud.
Still can't help but let other beings suffer while she can, if only she can.
When the time comes, we must benefit the world;
When you are small, do your best.
Whether she lives in the nine heavens or falls into the dust, she will always be a true nobleman.
The perfume she loves varies from top to bottom, from sweet to bitter to smoky.
The only pure and cold fragrance follows from the beginning to the end.
Just like her childlike heart--
Ups and downs, ups and downs, nothing changes.
***
The later days were better than before, Jing Lan would often bring some imported pet food, and he also took care of the big cat's funeral, confiscating a penny from Da Hong.In terms of pets, it can be regarded as saving Dahong a lot of expenses.
When the big cat was cremated, Jing Lan and Di Hong waited quietly outside with the two kittens in their arms. It was a sunny day, and Di Hong stood there in a daze. Only the temperature in her arms made her feel that she was still alive. .
Dan Hong refused to bury the ashes of the big cat, but set up a high platform in her garage and offered it high.
I don't even know where my father's cemetery is, so I can't bear to see the cats leaving such regrets.
She thought, if she still had a chance to earn enough money to buy a house in this life, she would set up a small room to store these.
The busy day was finally over, Dian Hong settled down the cats and dogs, and after washing up, she went to bed with the Yuci doll.
The bright screen of the phone turned on, and Da Hong opened the APP that she often reads.
It is a website that brings together many writers and readers, where they weave the most private and magnificent dreams that belong to them and their favorite CP.
In this dreamlike world, she and Yuci also have a share.
Every time she reads those, she can delude herself into fantasizing that in another dimension or another parallel time and space, she and Yu Ci are in love with each other, in various identities, in various ways, walking got together.
This is her only spiritual destination since she fell into despair.
The phone rang suddenly, and Da Hong froze after seeing the name of the caller, and then sat up quickly to answer the call.
"Hello? Grandma Sun, ah, I'm sorry, something happened to me this month, and I may not be able to send money to you in the future. It's not convenient for me to move now, so I can't come here..."
She always has the highest level of guard against people in Vanity Fair, but she is extremely kind to the weak.
She comes from a noble family, and few people of her generation have such thoughts and behaviors as her, all of which come from her mother.
Di Hong's mother would take Di Hong with her every one to two months and drive to the most remote mountainous area by herself.Donating to schools, repairing bridges and repairing roads, supplying scarce materials, etc. are all easy to do. She will even repair houses with the people she brought, supervise the construction, and even personally help those who have been trapped in the mountains since birth. The children here give lectures, take them to play games, tell them about the outside world, and plant the seeds of dreams in the hearts of the children.
After her mother passed away, Da Hong followed this kind of ceremonial kindness.
Every one to two months, I will take a few bodyguards to a remote and poor area.Learn from your mother and help those in need.And it's not just for others to do it, the newly built school also has a floor that she knocked down by herself;
This is her nostalgia for her late mother, and it is also a kind deed following her innate goodwill.
It takes ten years to do it.
Rain or shine, never stop.
Later, she entered the entertainment circle, but never participated in charity activities, and it didn't matter that she left an image of not paying attention to charity in others' hearts.She does all these things in secret, no one knows that she has done so much in obscurity, and she doesn't care whether others praise her and sing praises for her kind deeds.
Everything a person does in this world is for his own heart.
But now she has really fallen into a situation where she can't protect herself, and she can't do the routine work every two months.
"Oh, it's not this, it's not this, something happened to Little Jasmine!!" Grandma Sun's voice was anxious on the phone, and Da Hong hurriedly comforted her.
"Mother-in-law, don't worry, tell me slowly what happened to Little Jasmine."
There is not only one village that Da Hong went to. In the past, he would hire a special person to collect information on these areas, and then choose to visit a certain area every month.
But when the name of Little Jasmine was mentioned, Da Hong still had a little impression.That little girl has a pair of big eyes. She once pointed at the stars in the sky with her hand and told her that when she grows up, she wants to study astronomy and study the mysteries of the starry sky.
The little girl did what she said, and she was among the best in her exams every time, and she also supplemented her knowledge in her spare time. Since Da Hong didn't understand astronomy, she asked the children of her peers who were in this industry to help her get an astronomical telescope and some Instruments that she could not understand and had never seen before, plus a box of thick professional books.
Little Jasmine was very happy, and specially handmade a gift for her. It was a model of the solar system made of cardboard and plastic. I don’t know what kind of paint was used, but it can still glow at night.The model has always been treasured and preserved on the treasure shelf in Dahong's study room. It is a girl's dream and a grateful heart.
"Old Pi, the one who killed a thousand swords, deserved to be drunk and drowned himself! What should we do if he harmed his niece? Oh, little Jasmine, she is a girl. How could she suffer such a thing? What kind of thing!! She is only 12 years old, why is her life so miserable..."
Grandma Sun burst into tears on the other end of the phone: "Xiaohong, benefactor girl, you must save Little Jasmine, the doctors here say she can't look good...she's only 12 years old , so big, let her live..."
Dian Hong asked while comforting her, and roughly understood what happened. It was Little Jasmine's third uncle who was drunk and committed a heinous crime against Little Jasmine. He fell into the pool and drowned, leaving both parents dead. , Little Jasmine who was seriously injured.
The medical resources in Grandma Sun's mountain village were limited, and she couldn't see Little Jasmine's illness. The girl was dragged like this for a few days, and the wound was already seriously infected, endangering her life. Fortunately, Da Hong didn't change her phone.
Tan Hong immediately jumped out of bed, opened her wallet, which was not very big, and counted, thought for a moment, and said to the other end of the phone: "I'll be over soon."
Then she found out the business card that Jing Lan had left behind, and dialed the phone number.
After 10 minutes, Jing Lan appeared in front of the rolling shutter door, and took Da Hong's cats and dogs into the car properly.
"Don't worry, I will take good care of them." Jing Lan promised Da Hong.
Dan Hong is actually not willing to bother Jing Lan. She was the only one who helped others in the past, but now she is down and out, and she is not used to accepting help from others openly.
But she really has limited power now, and she has to do some things, so she can only owe favors first.
"That... there is one more thing."
Jing Lan had already planned to leave, but when she saw that she still had something to do, she stopped and waited quietly.
"Can I rent a car from you for a day?"
The remote mountain village is a place that planes and high-speed trains cannot reach. You can only drive up the mountain road with nine bends and eighteen bends.
Jing Lan not only provided the vehicle for free, but also found two medical staff to accompany Da Hong.Dian Hong herself took five barrels of instant noodles, two coats and all the cash and rushed to the small mountain village that was almost isolated from the outside world overnight.
After sixteen hours, she finally received Little Jasmine. Fortunately, Jing Lan allocated two medical personnel and medical supplies to her, allowing Little Jasmine to be carried on a stretcher to a place with the ability and equipment to treat her.
After everything was done, it was already six o'clock in the morning of the third day.
It's not the first time I've heard of such a tragedy, but Da Hong just felt distressed, and she suddenly thought of Yue Ying.
The girl who has artistic talent and dreams, but her life ends in her best years.
There is too much helplessness and too much irreversibility in this world.
She suddenly felt very powerless, as if her entire soul was exhausted.
All the cash and the money brought by Little Jasmine's elders were not enough to pay for the treatment.After Jing Lan heard about it, she rushed over and paid the rest of the fee.
But Da Hong still felt powerless.
Without the help of well-meaning people, she can only sit here now, watching a young life that hasn't had time to bloom be exhausted little by little.
She suddenly thought of Yu Ci, and she suddenly wanted to know whether the period Yu Ci once said, the days when life was worse than death, was the same as her now?
Did Yu Ci also feel her despair, life would be better than death?
She took out the 20cm Yuci doll from her bag, and the little doll looked at her with eyes embroidered with stars. Da Hong touched the doll's face and pressed it tightly into her arms.
The money owed to others must be repaid, the life that you want to save must be saved, and you must stand up again, face the sun directly, and live with dignity.
Days like this are really hard...
The darkness is like a long corridor with no end in sight.I don't know how long it will last...
But Yu Ci can make it through, why can't she make it through?
It's really tough, but who said she can't?
Their souls have always been matched and equal.
It doesn't matter if you say you have a strong desire to survive, or you don't want to be reconciled,
Even after experiencing life and death, even if he is accused by thousands of people and reviled by thousands of people.
Being thrown at the end of the long corridor, I felt extremely painful, extremely hated, and extremely lonely.
It will eventually get up according to instinct, and move towards the exit bit by bit towards the road in memory.
Human beings are always stronger than imagined.
how ridiculous
how sad
how pitiful
How respectable.
This,
It is life.
Watching pearls in the daytime, shining brightly and hiding Huaguang;
In the dark night, we know that the pearl is dazzling,
second to none.
He tried his best to escape from the heavy cage, but finally found that he was still trapped in the locked cage, and the fog and shadows were all dead ends, and he never left.
Day after day, year after year, without end, without hope.
That is,
Endless nightmare.
Dan Hong felt that she was trapped in such a nightmare, and there were new revelations about her every day.
In order to maintain his image, Feng Han couldn't kill her.
But you can push her into the endless hell and cut off all the possibility of her turning over.
And once someone made a move, other maggots would come after smelling it, grinning grinningly and rushing to share the remaining rations.
Power struggle, capital game.
The wall falls and everyone pushes it down, as it has been in ancient times.
In just a few days, she has seen all sorts of tricks, taking meaning out of context, avoiding important things and neglecting minor ones, turning a deer into a horse, embezzling a flower into a tree... Those who hate her, those who are jealous of her, and those who hate her, almost no one does not come to step on her.
In the first few days, she was still in a daze, but her physical reaction was intense day by day, tears were always in her eyes, and her cheeks were always moist.
I am afraid every day, whether there will be new material, which will turn into fresh knives and stab her heart that has already been smashed into mud.
After a while, she gradually recovered, the anesthetic passed, and she was finally able to cry out loud in pain.
In the next few days, she stopped crying, and her mind, which was paralyzed by the great pain, gradually became clearer, and she could give herself some psychological hints.It's just that no matter what she tells herself, those rumors can only be passed on from mouth to mouth, and they can't really hurt her.
She still couldn't resist, the physical reaction she gave directly: trembling, retching, shortness of breath, and no matter how many clothes she wore, she couldn't resist the chill from the bottom of her feet to her spine.
This kind of sequelae will be accompanied for a lifetime. After many years, when Tan Hong sees anyone who is attacked by a group, it will cause the same physiological reaction, regardless of whether the attacked person is right or wrong, good or evil, She didn't even dare to watch.
And bound her in the shadows were people she had never harmed, or even heard of.
These people have never commented on her new works, have never shown their faces on her Weibo, and some of them have only heard of her name, and even glimpsed what she looks like when scrolling through social platforms. Eye.
She never harmed them, never provoked them...
What resentment what?
To force her to come here?
it's sin
is a felony.
For a whole month, she didn't go out, didn't turn on the lights, she ate when she was hungry, and slept when she was extremely tired.
She piled the kettle and instant noodles next to the bed, but she hardly even got out of bed.
No one lifted the cloth strip stuffed in the bottom seam of the rolling shutter door, and the sun did not visit for a whole month.
She has always liked the light, watching the endless colors of the morning clouds when she wakes up, and leaning against the door at dusk to watch the sunset.In spring, you can see the old pavilion soaked in the sun, in summer, you can see the stratus clouds splashing on the clear stream, in autumn, you can see the chrysanthemum garden, which is golden and black, and in winter, you can see the thousands of mountains and the snow at dusk.
Ten steps have different colors, and every day has different scenery.
But now, she was terrified and disgusted.
It's dark and dark here, and I can't see the environment clearly. It's as if there is a protective film between her and the outside world, blocking all wind, frost and swords, hiding everything, hiding everything, she doesn't want to see anyone, anyone Don't come to see her either.
When the heart-wrenching pain gradually weakened into fine-grained pain and stressful sequelae, she also began to hate and complain.
She believed that she did use her connections to replace Kong Jianger, but there was a reason for that. Kong Jianger was the first to be a villain and hurt Yu Ci with her connections.
But no one cares about the cause. On the Internet, all the details are magnified, and the walls are overwhelmed by everyone. The keyboard man only knows: You can't make any mistakes.At a level that they themselves cannot achieve, they demand that everyone in the world become a saint without blemish.
Or even if it is like that, it will be sprayed with a sentence: Who can show it to be so good.
No one ever wants to know the boring truth, they just want to hold on to the g. point that excites them when the wall is falling and everyone is pushing, rolling over other people's bloody bodies, twisting their ferocious faces, and stacking endlessly high.tide.
Therefore, the gentleman's evil is low, and all the evil in the world belongs to him.
She also thought about calling Yu Ci, and told her rationally that Yu Ci was still on the set, and that Ju Xing's movie would soon be in mid-November, but now, it was only early October.
But by the time she realized it, the phone had been beaten to death.
Dan Hong looked at the roof shrouded in darkness, feeling the heaving and falling of her chest.
She sat up very slowly, with the quilt in front of her. This angle could barely capture a bit of the dark sky, draw a faint line in the air, and finally returned to darkness.
The drowsy brain can't tell whether it's the early morning glow or the twilight at night. It's like the sky and the earth conjoin, the sun and the moon are in the same dust, time goes back, and you see the beginning of ancient times, and the darkness.
The bed was messy, and she raised her head from the waste paper towel in the instant noodle box, brushed up the messy hair in front of her eyes, and stared at the darkness in front of her for a long time.
A thought solemnly emerged from the bottom of my heart, becoming more and more profound and vivid.
She heard it say:
"I want, save myself."
**
The instant noodles by the bed had already been eaten, and Tan Hong lifted the quilt, fumbled for the slippers in the dark, stood up and fell to the ground with a soft knee before taking two steps.
She stood up tremblingly, enduring the numb pain, and went to the metal table and chairs with faltering steps and squatted down. Trembling, she went to unpack the package, but stopped when she was pouring out the seasoning package.
Ten minutes later, Da Hong was fully dressed, holding a canvas bag containing 10 yuan, and stood in front of the shutter door.
The moment the door was closed, there was a loud noise, and Da Hong instinctively flinched, and then closed the door neatly.
The light of the street lamp hurt her eyes, but her steps forward were not hindered by it.
The night falls gently, and the long-lost fresh air is inhaled into the lungs through the trachea, as if all the ailments have been removed, and the whole body is relaxed.
She lowered her head and turned out the sound of her cell phone, which had been silent for a month. The first sound was the reminder of new news on Weibo.Di Hong froze all over, and quieted her voice again.
"It's okay, it's okay, take a little bit, it will get better..."
Muttering to cheer herself up, she put on her mask and fisherman hat, and walked towards the end of the road.
***
Yuci has been having nightmares lately, feeling a little uneasy.
Just when Rong Xi came to visit the class and asked about it, she told the truth about her situation.
"You are putting too much pressure on yourself," Rong Xi handed over some cooperation proposals he had compiled recently to Yuci, and said, "I will take care of everything for you, and you don't need to do anything except perform tricks well." think."
"Is there anything important going on outside recently?" Yu Ci asked casually as he opened the title page of the plan handed over by Rong Xi.
"It's nothing." Rong Xi lowered his eyes and took a sip of tea.
Yu Ci nodded, then remembered something, and asked, "How is Da Hong recently? Has she finished filming that scene?"
"The filming is over." Rong Xi smiled, "Do you think it's you? TV dramas are all fast food culture, how do they compare with movies?"
"That's not true. There are also TV dramas that are carefully crafted."
Seeing that Yuci was about to refute, Rong Xi quickly echoed a few words to indicate that there was not much time, and asked Yuci to finalize the plan as soon as possible. When the film was finished, he had to start participating in the cooperation with various brands.
Yu Ci kept his expression on his face, and carefully read each page. Rong Xi was a very responsible manager. Although the degree of freedom she gave was not high, she could manage everything in an orderly manner according to Yu Ci's intentions.
"Aren't these a few brands that I have been cooperating with? Why did you come to me suddenly?" Yuci raised his head and asked in confusion.
Rong Xi glanced casually, his eyes fixed on Yu Ci's eyes, and his tone was calm: "Dian Hong has obtained the exclusive full-line endorsement rights of XX, so we can no longer cooperate with these. And you are now steadily rising, and the starred "Zi Xu Jie" is famous overseas, and Ju Xing's "Eighteen-story Madhouse" is currently being filmed. It is also the type that brands appreciate in all aspects. The appearance is unique and has oriental charm. Now it is a hot fashion darling .Wait for you to finish, but I will be busy."
Yu Ci heard these words, but she only grasped one important point. The brand XX has been mentioned by Dahong once, and it belongs to the top luxury, and there are very few artists who can be favored.When she heard that Dahong had won the exclusive full-line endorsement of this brand, she was more than half relieved.
In fact, she doesn't really care about these things, but it is enough to know that Da Hong is doing well now.
When Rongxi was standing at the elevator entrance and was about to leave, a little assistant called her out timidly.
"Sister Rong Xi, why didn't you talk to Yu Ci about Da Hong?"
She came to change shifts with Yuci's other life assistant. She just got off the ground, so of course she knew about the big news.
Rong Xi frowned and turned around.
The pale light shone on her delicate makeup, making the little assistant tremble in cold sweat.
"Do you know what movie Yuci is filming now?"
"Know...know."
"No, you don't know." Rong Xi's face was as cold as ice, "Do you know what is the most important thing to Yu Ci?"
"I...I know." The little assistant trembled her lips and lowered her eyebrows, completely daring to look at the woman who suddenly turned into Shura in front of her.
"No you don't know."
"Sister Rongxi, I, I..."
"You just need to know one thing."
"what's up?"
Rong Xi looked at the thin girl who was already sweating on her forehead, and the delicate lip line outlined by the dark ox-blood paste slightly raised, "You just need to know that it will affect Yuci's emotions and make her unable to act with peace of mind." as a result of--
You can't afford it. "
***
The thick and rolling stratus clouds finally couldn't hold their strength, and the pouring rain fell from the sky, splashing loud drums and music on the uneven concrete floor, blocking the way for pedestrians to return.The traffic lights at the crossroads and the signboards and plaques of each store and store shone dimly through the rain curtain. The whole world seemed to be shrouded in thick fog, and everywhere you looked was gray and gloomy.
After buying groceries, Di Hong borrowed an umbrella from the vegetarian noodle shop she frequented, thanked her three times before going out with the umbrella, and walked into the rainy sky.
She began to learn how to cook. Although it was unpalatable, she also tried to make her nutrition balanced. As long as the weather was fine, she would take out the quilt she slept on and expose it to the sun. For a long time, until she fell into a deep sleep, the sun still came to her dream.
It turns out that life doesn't need to be too complicated, and I can take good care of myself.
It's been a long, long time since she read the news, swiped Weibo, and when someone mentioned it in the streets, she would still speed up her pace and run away.It was a thorn in her heart, pierced into the flesh and blood, with scars formed on it, and she couldn't feel it when the heart was beating wrapped around it, but as long as she opened it a little, blood would flow again, and the pain was unbearable.
There is no way to reduce the money day by day. She dare not look for a job for fear of revealing her identity.So I had to find a nearby elementary school childcare job. This trusteeship center was opened by a middle-aged couple. The four-story villa was equipped with beds, tables and chairs, and a clean kitchenette.They don't care who Di Hong is, as long as Di Hong can pick up the guests' children from school safely every time after school, and help them do some homework after dinner, they can stay and work for a long time.
The salary is not high, but it is barely enough to make ends meet. In addition, Da Hong is struggling now, and she can still save some money.
She bought a Yuci doll on a second-hand trading app with the salary advanced by her boss. The original owner climbed the wall, and this abandoned 20cm real doll has her new home.
When Dian Hong held her in his arms for the first time, he looked at her carefully for a long time, crying and laughing like a fool.
"Really, it doesn't look like it at all. Why are the eyes so round, they should be phoenix eyes flying sideways."
He was disgusted, but most of the money he saved was replaced by this doll's new clothes.
Even if she eats poorly and dresses poorly, she is always generous to Shang Yuci, as if she is still the rich and noble girl who can spend a lot of money for her sweetheart.
This doll is now in her canvas bag, and she didn't know if it was wet when she just came out of the trusteeship center. She wanted to get home as soon as possible to dry it, so as not to get wet and take care of it.
When passing a corner that he passed by every day on his way to and from get off work, the sound of thunder billowed behind him, and purple lightning and white light split half of the sky.
Da Hong's whole heart constricted, it's almost winter, why is it still thundering when it rains?
Not daring to stay too long, she quickened her pace and walked towards the shelter that could accommodate all her joys and sorrows.
"Meow——"
Suddenly, a shrill meow stopped Da Hong's footsteps.
"Is there a cat?" She stopped in the rain and looked around to find the source of the sound.
"Meow - meow - -"
Two more meows joined in, one more miserable than the other, and then more meows followed one after another, piercing the rain curtain and piercing the red eardrums.
Following the sound, he turned left and right and didn't know where he was even covered by the thick rain curtain, but the moment he saw the scene in front of him, he had no time to pay attention to him.
Four kittens were meowing around a motionless big cat soaked in the rain. They all had injuries, and the one with the most serious injury was the big cat whose eyes had been closed.
The kittens hugged him anxiously, the fur on their bodies was all glued together by the rain.
Dianhong first took the umbrella to cover the cats, then took off her long coat and wrapped them in one by one. The rain seeped through the thin shirt and felt a chill on her back. Dianhong shivered, but insisted on using it. Umbrellas cover the cats.
Those kittens had been wandering for a long time, and had obviously been hurt by humans. When they saw Da Hong approaching, they bared their little tiger teeth at her. Da Hong didn't care, and only wrapped them in a coat lined with thin wool.
The big cat's body was already cold and stiff, and Da Hong carefully helped him move to the middle, and it was at this moment that she realized that it was actually a male cat.
He is the father of the kittens.
Generally, kittens are taken by mother cats, especially for this kind of stray cats. It is very rare that the father cats also help take care of them. There is a high probability that this litter of cats was originally a domestic cat.
Kittens are underage, where is their mother?
The answer is chilling just thinking about it.
Dan Hong checked the big cat's injuries. The left femur was broken, the spine was broken, the right leg was disabled, and the right half of the face was directly sunken... This father protected his child until his death.
Hot and cold are intertwined on the cheeks, and there is still a mournful cry in the ear, mixed into the rain in the late autumn, enough to wipe out all the warmth in the world.
The kittens were still hugging the big cat unwillingly, and the food they brought was piled up next to it, but the big cat would never be able to eat it.
You don't have a dad either?
Let me love you for your father.
Dan Hong took the cats home, wrapped them in towels, and carefully dried their hair with the lowest setting of the hair dryer. She didn’t have much experience in bathing cats, and there was a dedicated person in charge of all the cats they picked up before. The process, but I have also heard that kittens will be very noisy when they blow their hair.
But these few were afraid that they were drenched in the rain and cold. They meowed a few times at first, but now they are all huddled in the blankets and let others play with them.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's fine with me."
Da Hong said in a warm voice, while turning on her mobile phone, she wanted to remind the landlady if she had bought the cat food and cat milk powder she specified.In fact, there is still some raw meat in the small refrigerator that she plans to cook at night, and she can also cut some to feed them, just thinking that it is better to eat something warm when it is raining.
Hei's manuscript popped up again, and Da Hong was stunned. The kitten under her palm probably sensed the master's pause, and gave a "meow" with her milk, calling back Da Hong's thoughts.Dan Hong smiled slightly, reached out to scratch her chin, heard the kitten's comfortable purr, crossed out the news without paying attention, and opened the landlord's auntie's WeChat interface.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door, and it was the voice of the landlord's aunt.
"Little girl, is it convenient for you now?"
Di Hong quickly responded, "Come on, come on!"
The shutter door opened, and there were two backlit figures standing outside.One is the landlady's aunt, and the other is a teenager in a white suit.
Dan Hong invited the person in, and after the boy nodded to her, he carried the medicine box to check the injuries of the cats.
"Oh girl, I met this young man in the supermarket. You sent me a picture. I couldn't find it in the supermarket, and I didn't hear about the pet hospital you mentioned. Then this young man knew Then he said that he had them all over the place, and when he heard that your cat was injured, he insisted on asking me to take him to have a look. I'm sorry, little girl, I was going to give you a call..."
The landlord's aunt was explaining eloquently, and Da Hong hurriedly said: "No, I just need to see a doctor. They are all injured, and I didn't know what to do at first."
"Jiujiujiu~~"
At some point around the boy, three chubby little birds appeared, with spots like raccoon cat patterns on their bodies. Da Hong had never seen this kind of bird before, so he leaned over to look at it.
But seeing that the three little birds were not afraid of the cat as their natural enemy, they chirped happily a few times, and jumped onto the boy's shoulder lightly.
The boy took the time to touch their heads, and then stopped, tilting his head curiously to watch the boy heal the cats.
The young man was skillful in his techniques, and he had already dealt with it in a short time.The four kittens were wrapped in blankets, licking the cat milk powder prepared by Dahong, and they were so cute that it made people feel distressed.
Di Hong held the wallet and walked over: "Thank you very much today, how much do I need in total? If... If it is too expensive, I may not be able to pay it at once, but I have a job, I can write an IOU, and I will definitely pay it." .”
The young man stood up and looked Da Hong from head to toe: "You live here?"
Di Hong was embarrassed by her question, but she still nodded and said, "Yes."
The boy was silent for a while, then pointed to the kittens who started to eat cat food: "Four, do you plan to raise them?"
Di Hong still nodded and said: "Yes."
The teenager frowned: "Do you know how much it costs to raise a cat? Can you... afford it?"
Di Hong lowered her head, speechless.
Suddenly something started to arch her leg, and Da Hong looked down, and saw that it was a dirt dog with a limped right hind leg.
When the boy saw the dog, his forehead twitched: "Is this also yours?"
Dan Hong nodded, knelt down and hugged it in his arms, and rubbed his chin: "I met him on Shixin Street, his leg was broken, and it was very difficult to walk a step, it was getting colder and colder, I was worried that he would suffer But in winter, I brought him back."
When she met this dog, Da Hong was still on her way to find a job. She saw the dog limping along the street, every step seemed to kill her, she hesitated for a long time, and looked at the dog. The dog was about to disappear around the corner, so she rushed to the nearby convenience store, bought a sausage worth RMB [-], chased after the dog, broke the sausage bit by bit, and sprinkled it in front of the dog.
The dog ate the sausage and followed her.
Later, came to her home.
Di Hong didn’t have any spare money to buy special dog food for him, so he only shared a little of his own food. The dog was not picky about food, and Di Hong enjoyed eating everything. At first, Di Hong had no money to buy meat, so the dog followed suit. Been vegan for a week.
Just like this, one person and one dog cuddled together until today.
The boy watched Tan Hong lead the dog to greet the four newly adopted kittens, and didn't know what to say for a while.
It was the first time he saw such a person, who lived in a house temporarily converted from a garage, ate the cheapest food, wore clothes found on the street, but had to bring disabled animals home. He would rather work hard by himself than credit. Heal them and give them a shelter from the wind and rain.
What exactly is such a person planning?
A business card was handed to Da Hong, who was taken aback for a moment, forgetting to reach out to take it.
The young man didn't mind, and said, "My name is Jing Lan, and my contact information is on the business card. If you need my help in the future, just ask."
Then, without waiting for Di Hong to reply, she directly stuffed the business card into Di Hong's hand, and strode away.Di Hong hurriedly caught up from behind: "I haven't given you money for medical treatment yet!!"
"No more." Jing Lan waved his hand, and a round-spotted bird on his shoulder flapped its wings and flew to Da Hong, who quickly held it up.
"That's what I was supposed to do."
Di Hong was taken aback for a moment, not understanding what he meant, but she heard Jing Lan urging her again: "Flow hard, don't you come back?"
As soon as the words fell, the bird in the palm of the hand "cuckooed" a few times at the red, spread its wings and circled above the house for a circle, and then disappeared into the twilight of the first break of the thunderstorm together with the figure in the white suit.
Unbeknownst to Da Hong, Jing Lan stopped for a long time when she left the street and reached the corner.
Jing Lan also didn't know that the woman who lived in the small room at the end of the street and kept warm with the disabled cat and dog was once a wealthy daughter of many stars.
She used to be extremely poor and extravagant, she was also jealous of evil, she was "bullying others", and she was also doing good deeds.
He once blew up more than 100 marketing accounts and devoted himself to seeking justice for a father. He also spent tens of thousands of dollars to rescue an old horse that was abandoned by the crew in a scenic spot and almost died of illness.
Now she has no money and no name, and she is nothing but mud.
Still can't help but let other beings suffer while she can, if only she can.
When the time comes, we must benefit the world;
When you are small, do your best.
Whether she lives in the nine heavens or falls into the dust, she will always be a true nobleman.
The perfume she loves varies from top to bottom, from sweet to bitter to smoky.
The only pure and cold fragrance follows from the beginning to the end.
Just like her childlike heart--
Ups and downs, ups and downs, nothing changes.
***
The later days were better than before, Jing Lan would often bring some imported pet food, and he also took care of the big cat's funeral, confiscating a penny from Da Hong.In terms of pets, it can be regarded as saving Dahong a lot of expenses.
When the big cat was cremated, Jing Lan and Di Hong waited quietly outside with the two kittens in their arms. It was a sunny day, and Di Hong stood there in a daze. Only the temperature in her arms made her feel that she was still alive. .
Dan Hong refused to bury the ashes of the big cat, but set up a high platform in her garage and offered it high.
I don't even know where my father's cemetery is, so I can't bear to see the cats leaving such regrets.
She thought, if she still had a chance to earn enough money to buy a house in this life, she would set up a small room to store these.
The busy day was finally over, Dian Hong settled down the cats and dogs, and after washing up, she went to bed with the Yuci doll.
The bright screen of the phone turned on, and Da Hong opened the APP that she often reads.
It is a website that brings together many writers and readers, where they weave the most private and magnificent dreams that belong to them and their favorite CP.
In this dreamlike world, she and Yuci also have a share.
Every time she reads those, she can delude herself into fantasizing that in another dimension or another parallel time and space, she and Yu Ci are in love with each other, in various identities, in various ways, walking got together.
This is her only spiritual destination since she fell into despair.
The phone rang suddenly, and Da Hong froze after seeing the name of the caller, and then sat up quickly to answer the call.
"Hello? Grandma Sun, ah, I'm sorry, something happened to me this month, and I may not be able to send money to you in the future. It's not convenient for me to move now, so I can't come here..."
She always has the highest level of guard against people in Vanity Fair, but she is extremely kind to the weak.
She comes from a noble family, and few people of her generation have such thoughts and behaviors as her, all of which come from her mother.
Di Hong's mother would take Di Hong with her every one to two months and drive to the most remote mountainous area by herself.Donating to schools, repairing bridges and repairing roads, supplying scarce materials, etc. are all easy to do. She will even repair houses with the people she brought, supervise the construction, and even personally help those who have been trapped in the mountains since birth. The children here give lectures, take them to play games, tell them about the outside world, and plant the seeds of dreams in the hearts of the children.
After her mother passed away, Da Hong followed this kind of ceremonial kindness.
Every one to two months, I will take a few bodyguards to a remote and poor area.Learn from your mother and help those in need.And it's not just for others to do it, the newly built school also has a floor that she knocked down by herself;
This is her nostalgia for her late mother, and it is also a kind deed following her innate goodwill.
It takes ten years to do it.
Rain or shine, never stop.
Later, she entered the entertainment circle, but never participated in charity activities, and it didn't matter that she left an image of not paying attention to charity in others' hearts.She does all these things in secret, no one knows that she has done so much in obscurity, and she doesn't care whether others praise her and sing praises for her kind deeds.
Everything a person does in this world is for his own heart.
But now she has really fallen into a situation where she can't protect herself, and she can't do the routine work every two months.
"Oh, it's not this, it's not this, something happened to Little Jasmine!!" Grandma Sun's voice was anxious on the phone, and Da Hong hurriedly comforted her.
"Mother-in-law, don't worry, tell me slowly what happened to Little Jasmine."
There is not only one village that Da Hong went to. In the past, he would hire a special person to collect information on these areas, and then choose to visit a certain area every month.
But when the name of Little Jasmine was mentioned, Da Hong still had a little impression.That little girl has a pair of big eyes. She once pointed at the stars in the sky with her hand and told her that when she grows up, she wants to study astronomy and study the mysteries of the starry sky.
The little girl did what she said, and she was among the best in her exams every time, and she also supplemented her knowledge in her spare time. Since Da Hong didn't understand astronomy, she asked the children of her peers who were in this industry to help her get an astronomical telescope and some Instruments that she could not understand and had never seen before, plus a box of thick professional books.
Little Jasmine was very happy, and specially handmade a gift for her. It was a model of the solar system made of cardboard and plastic. I don’t know what kind of paint was used, but it can still glow at night.The model has always been treasured and preserved on the treasure shelf in Dahong's study room. It is a girl's dream and a grateful heart.
"Old Pi, the one who killed a thousand swords, deserved to be drunk and drowned himself! What should we do if he harmed his niece? Oh, little Jasmine, she is a girl. How could she suffer such a thing? What kind of thing!! She is only 12 years old, why is her life so miserable..."
Grandma Sun burst into tears on the other end of the phone: "Xiaohong, benefactor girl, you must save Little Jasmine, the doctors here say she can't look good...she's only 12 years old , so big, let her live..."
Dian Hong asked while comforting her, and roughly understood what happened. It was Little Jasmine's third uncle who was drunk and committed a heinous crime against Little Jasmine. He fell into the pool and drowned, leaving both parents dead. , Little Jasmine who was seriously injured.
The medical resources in Grandma Sun's mountain village were limited, and she couldn't see Little Jasmine's illness. The girl was dragged like this for a few days, and the wound was already seriously infected, endangering her life. Fortunately, Da Hong didn't change her phone.
Tan Hong immediately jumped out of bed, opened her wallet, which was not very big, and counted, thought for a moment, and said to the other end of the phone: "I'll be over soon."
Then she found out the business card that Jing Lan had left behind, and dialed the phone number.
After 10 minutes, Jing Lan appeared in front of the rolling shutter door, and took Da Hong's cats and dogs into the car properly.
"Don't worry, I will take good care of them." Jing Lan promised Da Hong.
Dan Hong is actually not willing to bother Jing Lan. She was the only one who helped others in the past, but now she is down and out, and she is not used to accepting help from others openly.
But she really has limited power now, and she has to do some things, so she can only owe favors first.
"That... there is one more thing."
Jing Lan had already planned to leave, but when she saw that she still had something to do, she stopped and waited quietly.
"Can I rent a car from you for a day?"
The remote mountain village is a place that planes and high-speed trains cannot reach. You can only drive up the mountain road with nine bends and eighteen bends.
Jing Lan not only provided the vehicle for free, but also found two medical staff to accompany Da Hong.Dian Hong herself took five barrels of instant noodles, two coats and all the cash and rushed to the small mountain village that was almost isolated from the outside world overnight.
After sixteen hours, she finally received Little Jasmine. Fortunately, Jing Lan allocated two medical personnel and medical supplies to her, allowing Little Jasmine to be carried on a stretcher to a place with the ability and equipment to treat her.
After everything was done, it was already six o'clock in the morning of the third day.
It's not the first time I've heard of such a tragedy, but Da Hong just felt distressed, and she suddenly thought of Yue Ying.
The girl who has artistic talent and dreams, but her life ends in her best years.
There is too much helplessness and too much irreversibility in this world.
She suddenly felt very powerless, as if her entire soul was exhausted.
All the cash and the money brought by Little Jasmine's elders were not enough to pay for the treatment.After Jing Lan heard about it, she rushed over and paid the rest of the fee.
But Da Hong still felt powerless.
Without the help of well-meaning people, she can only sit here now, watching a young life that hasn't had time to bloom be exhausted little by little.
She suddenly thought of Yu Ci, and she suddenly wanted to know whether the period Yu Ci once said, the days when life was worse than death, was the same as her now?
Did Yu Ci also feel her despair, life would be better than death?
She took out the 20cm Yuci doll from her bag, and the little doll looked at her with eyes embroidered with stars. Da Hong touched the doll's face and pressed it tightly into her arms.
The money owed to others must be repaid, the life that you want to save must be saved, and you must stand up again, face the sun directly, and live with dignity.
Days like this are really hard...
The darkness is like a long corridor with no end in sight.I don't know how long it will last...
But Yu Ci can make it through, why can't she make it through?
It's really tough, but who said she can't?
Their souls have always been matched and equal.
It doesn't matter if you say you have a strong desire to survive, or you don't want to be reconciled,
Even after experiencing life and death, even if he is accused by thousands of people and reviled by thousands of people.
Being thrown at the end of the long corridor, I felt extremely painful, extremely hated, and extremely lonely.
It will eventually get up according to instinct, and move towards the exit bit by bit towards the road in memory.
Human beings are always stronger than imagined.
how ridiculous
how sad
how pitiful
How respectable.
This,
It is life.
Watching pearls in the daytime, shining brightly and hiding Huaguang;
In the dark night, we know that the pearl is dazzling,
second to none.
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