Learning God told me to drink more hot water [Rebirth]

When Lin Yu woke up again, the entire pillow was wet with tears, and her heart was heaving violently.This dream was too long, so long that it blurred the boundary with reality, making it difficult for him to tell which memory was real.

Which one is the real him and which one is the real An Cheng?

Lin Yu got up from the bed, the moon was shining brightly outside the window, it was five o'clock in the morning.This dream spanned a longer timeline than the previous few times, but the time of waking up was earlier than any previous time.

He sat on the bed in a daze for a long time, and then a string in his mind snapped.He quickly put on his coat, grabbed his cell phone, changed his shoes, and rushed out the door.

The city at five o'clock in the morning was colder than he had imagined. The streets were cold and empty. He squatted on the side of the road and circled the taxi app for a long time before finally a driver took the order.

The car drove all the way to the community where An Cheng's house was located. The security guard on duty looked at Lin Yu who ran down from the taxi in surprise. He had seen Lin Yu several times, and he had the impression, "Are you looking for An Cheng so early?"

"Hmm..." Lin Yu replied with a strong nasal voice, lowered his head to try to hide the embarrassment that he cried again in the car, he wrapped his coat tightly, and walked quickly towards An Cheng's house.

When he got downstairs, Lin Yu stopped and took out his phone to check the time. It was not yet six o'clock.

But he couldn't wait any longer, he desperately wanted to see An Cheng, he couldn't wait even a second.

So he called An Cheng and told himself that it was okay, if An Cheng didn't answer, he would wait downstairs for a while.

An Cheng woke up so early, so he wouldn't let him wait too long.So even if An Cheng didn't answer the phone, it doesn't matter, you can't blame An Cheng.

The other end of the phone only rang three times before An Cheng's voice came, a little hoarse, obviously not awake, but with the usual gentle tone, "Lin Yu?"

Lin Yu sniffed and opened his mouth to respond, but tears fell first, as if his throat was blocked and he couldn't utter a single syllable.

Apart from crying, he couldn't do anything for a minute.

The other end was silent for a while, and then there was the sound of the quilt rubbing the clothes. An Cheng sat up, fully awake, "Lin Yu?"

Lin Yu let out a "hmm", the crying sound was too obvious, even though he tried his best to hide it, he couldn't control it, sobbing, "An...Cheng, can you...come down for a while?"

"Wait for me, don't hang up the phone."

Lin Yu cried and said "Okay", and heard the sound of An Cheng getting out of bed, the sound of running out and closing the door, and the sound of the elevator door arriving, "I'll be right there."

There was another "ding" sound from the elevator.

Lin Yu saw that before the elevator door was fully opened, a figure rushed out of it. When An Cheng came down, he took a large coat and wrapped Lin Yu's body with the coat without any explanation, and then hugged him in his arms. , like holding a treasure.

"I'm here, I'm fine." An Cheng gently stroked his back, and said softly, "Don't cry."

Lin Yu was able to control it at first, but after hearing An Cheng's voice, she couldn't hold it back any longer, and cried in despair, tears wet An Cheng's clothes.

While weeping, he thought nonchalantly, fortunately, it was less than six o'clock in the morning, and no one could see his embarrassing appearance.

An Cheng hugged him very tightly, virtually giving Lin Yu a strong sense of security.The An Cheng in front of him can be seen and felt, it is real, not a dream.

An Cheng is not dead, An Cheng likes him very much.

"It's okay, it's okay." An Cheng pulled up the hood of his coat, carefully put it on for Lin Yu, and then stroked Lin Yu's back again and again.

He didn't know what was going on.

I asked 17, and the feedback I got was only a scribbled sentence "Lin Yu probably had a long and terrible nightmare".

He rarely saw Lin Yu cry like this, and his heart ached so badly, but he also knew that the more he asked now, the more Lin Yu would cry.He just needs to comfort him. As for what happened in the nightmare, he will ask Lin Yu after he calms down.

An Cheng bowed his head and kissed Lin Yu's ear, which was very cold by the early morning wind. After the kiss, he warmed Lin Yu's ear with the warmth of his palm, "Don't be afraid, it's just a dream."

Lin Yu buried his head into An Cheng's chest, and the crying gradually died down, leaving only tears falling down.He felt that he was really a little crazy sometimes, because of an inexplicable dream, he took a taxi at five o'clock in the morning and went straight to An Cheng's house.

City Express is not as efficient as him.

He kept receiving whispers from An Cheng in his ear, even though he didn't explain anything and just kept crying, An Cheng comforted him patiently.

"An Cheng..." Lin Yu took a deep breath, his mood seemed to calm down, he broke away from An Cheng's embrace, and stood there obediently.

An Cheng raised his hand to gently wipe away his tears, "Huh?"

"Let's not stand here anymore." The sky was completely bright, and even some figures started to move around. Lin Yu held An Cheng's hand, "Go up first."

"Okay." An Cheng grabbed Lin Yu's shoulders and led him into the elevator.

He was the only one in An Cheng's house. When he entered the house, An Cheng found a towel and soaked it in hot water. After wringing it dry, he wiped Lin Yu's face.

Lin Yu didn't resist either, as if he didn't have long arms or legs, he asked An Cheng to hug him and lie on the bed, and asked An Cheng to feed him water.

When he recovered a bit, he motioned An Cheng to come closer to him, and hugged An Cheng's waist tightly, "I had a terrible dream, and the first thing I wanted to do when I woke up was to see you. Very, very Would you blame me for wanting to see you and waiting for the dawn?"

"I'll never blame you." An Cheng turned around and hugged Lin Yu, pulling up the quilt.

"But I hope you will blame me. You will blame me when I hurt you, and you will blame me when I don't listen to your advice and go all the way to the dark." Lin Yu rubbed his cheek against An Cheng's chest, like a baby The kitten looked for the most comfortable position, "Don't always think that you are not good, you have done well enough."

An Cheng hugged him and didn't speak.

Lin Yu sighed, "An Cheng, you are talented, you don't need to be so perfect. You can be angry, you can play petty temper, you can make trouble for no reason, I won't dislike you because of these, you will always be my favorite person."

"Lin Yu." An Cheng gently kissed Lin Yu's forehead through the hair on his forehead, "I am really happy to meet you. After my grandfather left, I felt that life was very difficult for a long time. It didn't make sense, and then you appeared, shining into my life like a ray of sunshine."

"I look at you from a long distance. When you smile, I will also laugh, and when you are unhappy, I will also be sad. I have seriously thought about my behavior."

"During those difficult days, I stored my feelings with you, and followed you to be happy and sad. It seems that only in this way can I experience the feeling of being alive."

Lin Yu looked up at An Cheng, and asked him: "Then why, one day you suddenly wanted to break this distance?"

Just like what Tang Chuan said, he was able to get close to An Cheng because An Cheng was willing to let him get close.Obviously in the last life, they were strangers until Lin Zhengxuan died, why is An Cheng willing to approach him in this life?

Why should the class teacher arrange them to sit at the same table?

Why keep tempting him with goji berries?

Wait, goji berries?

"Since you liked me so early, why did you only give me a goji berry?" Lin Yu asked curiously.

An Cheng couldn't help laughing, "In order to make you think 'An Cheng is so precious, his goji berries must be very useful, I have to cheat a few from him next time'."

Lin Yu: "... Then you are very successful."

He was really confused.

I didn't expect his boyfriend to secretly have such small thoughts.

Lin Yu couldn't help moving up, then kissed An Cheng's lips, hooked one leg around An Cheng's waist, and kissed for a while before letting go.

He likes An Cheng so much that he can't wait to give himself to the other party. He also wants to use this method to tie An Cheng by his side so that no one will snatch him away.

"An Cheng, there are still four months."

"Have you... thought of a birthday present for me?"

Hearing this, An Cheng was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, and there was no surprise in the gift he said, "You will definitely like it."

"..."

Lin Yu was speechless for a while, seeing An Cheng's serious appearance, he felt that his boyfriend didn't understand his hint.He wanted An Cheng to pack himself up and give it to him.

How could this reaction seem to have prepared something else? It was already being prepared.

Lin Yu gave up his unspeakable little thoughts, hugged An Cheng and kissed him for a while, and the kiss was close. He suddenly asked, "An Cheng, why do you have sleeping pills? Have you ever taken them?"

"You..." An Cheng froze for a moment, as if he was caught doing something bad.

"When I dropped my phone, I just saw it." Lin Yu held An Cheng's hand, interlocking his fingers, with a serious expression, "I want to know, why do you have this medicine?"

A trace of panic flashed in An Cheng's eyes, it was very calm, and he was not noticed. He remained silent and didn't speak immediately, and he didn't know how to explain it.

Although he would often be awakened by nightmares, recalling the appearance of Lin Yu jumping into the river, recalling the feeling of cold river water pouring into his nasal cavity, but after waking up, he would keep telling himself "Lin Yu is still alive, this time I will do my best for him." Live and never leave again."

The bed was very warm, and Lin Yu was within his reach. An Cheng suddenly felt that people can be a little more vulnerable.

"There was a time when I always dreamed that you left me, and that dream was so real that it made me feel broken. I didn't dare to close my eyes, for fear that if I opened them again, you would disappear."

"They took me to the doctor and I didn't take any of the medicine prescribed, it was all in that bottle. What I needed wasn't something to put me to sleep, but they wouldn't understand my fear, so I never said."

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