Lin Yu thought about it for several days, but he couldn't figure out why there were sleeping pills in An Cheng's room, and they were even hidden in a hidden corner.
The image of the bottle of sleeping pills flashed through his mind for a while, and the words Tang Chuan and Qin Zhouyu had said to him flashed through his mind for a while. They said that An Cheng's schedule was terribly regular.
This is not a medicine that can be bought casually, but An Cheng has a whole bottle, how can Lin Yu not care, he is almost crazy about it.
But his intuition told him, don't ask An Cheng, he won't get the answer he wants.An Cheng carefully hid the medicine in a corner of the room, didn't he just want it to be known.
Lin Yu turned over and hugged his pillow, buried his head in the crook of his arm, and when he moved his arm to the side, he happened to bump into a card.
He froze for a moment, picked up the card, his expression suddenly a little dazed.
After looking at it for a while, he stuffed the card back under the pillow, and slowly closed his eyes.
The sound of the second hand turning is very clear in the dark night.
When Lin Yu opened his eyes again, he came to that familiar dream again. He was standing behind An Cheng, who was sitting at the desk, writing a diary.
On Friday, December 2016, 12, the weather was overcast.
He passed me three times today, but didn't say a word to me.
On Tuesday, December 2016, 12, the weather was rainy.
It suddenly rained today, he didn't bring an umbrella, and neither did I.
But she came to get him.
On November 2016, 12, Saturday, the weather was overcast.
The lights outside the window are bright, so dazzling.
On January 2017, 01, Sunday, the weather was overcast.
Happy New Year's Day, Lin Yu.
On Friday, December 2017, 01, the weather was overcast.
Today was the last day of the final exam, Lin Yu and she got into the same car and went home together.
On Monday, January 2017, 01, the weather was overcast.
He went to class 13, I lost the bet.
On November 2017, 01, Saturday, the weather was overcast.
Happy New Year, Lin Yu.
On Wednesday, December 2017, 03, the weather was overcast.
The sun is actually very good outside, but it always feels cloudy.
What the hell am I doing wrong?
……
On Friday, December 2017, 03, the weather was overcast.
I
There was only one word written in the diary, and Lin Yu's chest felt tight, and he couldn't even breathe smoothly.He turned his head and saw the sunlight outside through the curtain.
It was obviously a sunny day.
However, since December 12st, An Cheng's diary has never seen "the weather is fine". On many days when he couldn't write words, there are only two short lines in the diary.
For example:
2017 × month × day, week ×, the weather is cloudy.
Lin Yu.
A few pages down, in addition to the date, is his name.It seems that in those days when there was nothing to say, only the word "Lin Yu" was the comfort in his heart.
Gotta write something down, even if it's just the name, over and over again.
Lin Yuchang took a deep breath and walked to An Cheng's side. The moment his finger touched An Cheng's shoulder, he saw An Cheng and "himself" in the past three months.
They seem to have really broken off their friendship completely, and they didn't say a word. At first, everyone thought it was very strange. After all, the two people who used to be so inseparable suddenly became strangers without warning. Everyone would be curious for a moment.
An Cheng no longer sent WeChat to "Lin Yu", nor tried to stop him, and no longer wanted to solve the problem through communication.He seems to have changed, but also seems to have not changed, he is still very gentle, the same to everyone, but the sense of alienation in his eyes is even heavier.
No one knew what happened between them, not even "Lin Yu", but they always felt that this was the best result, that An Cheng had a better life and shouldn't be entangled with him.
So the day he left class one, he was relieved.
He took all his things with him, leaving only empty tables and chairs, and he didn't say goodbye to anyone, and he didn't intend to say goodbye to anyone.
In his eyes, Class One belongs to An Cheng, and he is just an outsider.Then he will not take away everything about Class One, including the classmates in Class One, and will not contact him again.
They "separated" suddenly, but this suddenness was quickly diluted by time. Until later, no one would ask An Cheng "why didn't you stay with Lin Yu".
The days passed like this day after day, and gradually, An Cheng's diary had no more words.
Every day, Lin Yu's name was simply written on it.
In the state of soul, Lin Yu followed behind An Cheng, always three steps away.From spring to summer, and from summer to winter.
One night, the light of the street lamp shone on An Cheng's body, making the shadow very long, making An Cheng more lonely.
Lin Yu was sad for no reason.
He was distressed.
Every day of An Cheng flashed through Lin Yu's mind like pressing the accelerator button, until it stopped on October 2017, 10.
Lin Yu didn't know what could be special about this day, but his intuition told him that it would not be a good thing.Especially when An Cheng accidentally put the diary in his schoolbag, bid farewell to Tang Chuan and Qin Zhouyu, and headed to the classroom, Lin Yu's uneasiness seemed to magnify dozens of times in an instant.
He rushed over almost subconsciously and stopped in front of An Cheng.But he couldn't stop, An Cheng passed through his body, still walking forward.
Lin Yu's heart suddenly hurt severely, and after a while, even his internal organs were hurting. He opened his mouth to call An Cheng to stop, but he couldn't make a sound.
The uneasy premonition was confirmed hours later.
An Cheng's diary fell to the ground at some point and was picked up by someone.The boy's love that was deeply hidden in his heart was suddenly exposed to the public's eyes. Even though a group of classmates deliberately blocked it, the news began to spread like an irresistible torrent.
An Cheng is gay.
The person An Cheng likes is Lin Yu.
An Cheng's love for Lin Yu filled the entire diary.
At the same time, some doubts that had faded quietly resurfaced in everyone's minds.
For example, why An Cheng and Lin Yu suddenly broke up, and why Lin Yu's grades plummeted, and she seemed to run away to class [-].
The answers to all the questions were automatically linked the moment the diary appeared.
An Cheng likes Lin Yu.
But Lin Yu felt that An Cheng was disgusting, so he ran away.
Some people feel astonished, some people feel novelty, and some people feel happy.An Cheng has stayed on the altar for too long, and there are not a few people who wish him to get down.
Suddenly there were a lot of unpleasant voices in the school, some behind the scenes and some on the bright side.
"Tsk, I really don't see it, our An University god is actually gay."
"It's disgusting, stay away from him, don't infect me later."
"I read in the book that homosexuality is dirty!"
"It's really disgusting to be in the same school as this kind of person."
"No wonder Lin Yu ran so fast."
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha."
An Cheng didn't seem to hear their taunts, and walked his own way quietly. Only Lin Yu saw it, and the light in An Cheng's eyes seemed to fade little by little.
Things got worse and worse.
From the head teacher, to the grade teacher, to the principal, everyone talked to An Cheng.They wanted An Cheng to deny it, but An Cheng didn't.
As the other protagonist of the incident, Lin Yu received a lot of attention, but he couldn't hear it at all.My heart was full of An Cheng's diary, which was pieced together from gossip.
An Cheng likes him.
An Cheng actually liked him.
He seemed to be a little happy, like the flowers he handed out were accepted by the person he liked, and the other person told himself-"I like you too".
After being happy, regret, guilt and pain filled Lin Yu's chest again, and she was so painful that she couldn't straighten up.
An Cheng likes him too...
Why did An Cheng like him too.
The desperately suppressed emotions seemed to have reached the bottom, and began to rebound, constantly surging upwards.Lin Yu hugged his knees and sat on the cold floor. The light in the room was not turned on, so his tears were not obvious.
After that, the criticism around him became louder and louder, and there were not a few people who scolded Lin Yu.But he didn't care, he desperately wanted to talk to An Cheng.
It's just funny that he was the one who avoided An Cheng a few months ago, but now the roles have been reversed and it's An Cheng's turn to avoid him.
On this day, Lin Yu was going to block Ancheng as usual, but stopped halfway.
An Cheng's voice came from the speakers in every corner of the campus, it was still so gentle, as if it had never changed.
-"Hi everyone, I'm An Cheng, Class [-], Grade [-]. I want to use the radio to talk to you about something today."
- "As you can see, I really like Lin Yu. I like him. I like boys. Gender is never a right or wrong standard. I like him and it has nothing to do with him."
- "You can say whatever you want about me, but please, don't disturb his life anymore."
There was no sound in the microphone for a few seconds, and just when Lin Yu thought An Cheng had finished speaking, he heard the other party's voice sound again, "Also, I don't just like any boy I see, you think I'm disgusting At the same time, I think you, who look at people with prejudice, are even more disgusting."
At the same time that An Cheng's voice fell, the whole building was boiling. Standing in the corridor, Lin Yu's head went blank, and everything around him became so unreal.
But in the afternoon of that day, something even more shocking happened. The results of the midterm exam came out. An Cheng got zero points in four subjects, ranking first in the school.
He filled the entire paper, but avoided all the correct options.And under every wrong answer, there is a certain pattern.
For multiple-choice questions, he chose the next option of the correct option.If you fill in the blanks with numbers, add one to the original basis of the numbers, and if you fill in the text, fill in the reverse.Even the composition messes up all the paragraphs...
An Cheng, who has always been well-behaved and gentle, suddenly became rebellious.
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The image of the bottle of sleeping pills flashed through his mind for a while, and the words Tang Chuan and Qin Zhouyu had said to him flashed through his mind for a while. They said that An Cheng's schedule was terribly regular.
This is not a medicine that can be bought casually, but An Cheng has a whole bottle, how can Lin Yu not care, he is almost crazy about it.
But his intuition told him, don't ask An Cheng, he won't get the answer he wants.An Cheng carefully hid the medicine in a corner of the room, didn't he just want it to be known.
Lin Yu turned over and hugged his pillow, buried his head in the crook of his arm, and when he moved his arm to the side, he happened to bump into a card.
He froze for a moment, picked up the card, his expression suddenly a little dazed.
After looking at it for a while, he stuffed the card back under the pillow, and slowly closed his eyes.
The sound of the second hand turning is very clear in the dark night.
When Lin Yu opened his eyes again, he came to that familiar dream again. He was standing behind An Cheng, who was sitting at the desk, writing a diary.
On Friday, December 2016, 12, the weather was overcast.
He passed me three times today, but didn't say a word to me.
On Tuesday, December 2016, 12, the weather was rainy.
It suddenly rained today, he didn't bring an umbrella, and neither did I.
But she came to get him.
On November 2016, 12, Saturday, the weather was overcast.
The lights outside the window are bright, so dazzling.
On January 2017, 01, Sunday, the weather was overcast.
Happy New Year's Day, Lin Yu.
On Friday, December 2017, 01, the weather was overcast.
Today was the last day of the final exam, Lin Yu and she got into the same car and went home together.
On Monday, January 2017, 01, the weather was overcast.
He went to class 13, I lost the bet.
On November 2017, 01, Saturday, the weather was overcast.
Happy New Year, Lin Yu.
On Wednesday, December 2017, 03, the weather was overcast.
The sun is actually very good outside, but it always feels cloudy.
What the hell am I doing wrong?
……
On Friday, December 2017, 03, the weather was overcast.
I
There was only one word written in the diary, and Lin Yu's chest felt tight, and he couldn't even breathe smoothly.He turned his head and saw the sunlight outside through the curtain.
It was obviously a sunny day.
However, since December 12st, An Cheng's diary has never seen "the weather is fine". On many days when he couldn't write words, there are only two short lines in the diary.
For example:
2017 × month × day, week ×, the weather is cloudy.
Lin Yu.
A few pages down, in addition to the date, is his name.It seems that in those days when there was nothing to say, only the word "Lin Yu" was the comfort in his heart.
Gotta write something down, even if it's just the name, over and over again.
Lin Yuchang took a deep breath and walked to An Cheng's side. The moment his finger touched An Cheng's shoulder, he saw An Cheng and "himself" in the past three months.
They seem to have really broken off their friendship completely, and they didn't say a word. At first, everyone thought it was very strange. After all, the two people who used to be so inseparable suddenly became strangers without warning. Everyone would be curious for a moment.
An Cheng no longer sent WeChat to "Lin Yu", nor tried to stop him, and no longer wanted to solve the problem through communication.He seems to have changed, but also seems to have not changed, he is still very gentle, the same to everyone, but the sense of alienation in his eyes is even heavier.
No one knew what happened between them, not even "Lin Yu", but they always felt that this was the best result, that An Cheng had a better life and shouldn't be entangled with him.
So the day he left class one, he was relieved.
He took all his things with him, leaving only empty tables and chairs, and he didn't say goodbye to anyone, and he didn't intend to say goodbye to anyone.
In his eyes, Class One belongs to An Cheng, and he is just an outsider.Then he will not take away everything about Class One, including the classmates in Class One, and will not contact him again.
They "separated" suddenly, but this suddenness was quickly diluted by time. Until later, no one would ask An Cheng "why didn't you stay with Lin Yu".
The days passed like this day after day, and gradually, An Cheng's diary had no more words.
Every day, Lin Yu's name was simply written on it.
In the state of soul, Lin Yu followed behind An Cheng, always three steps away.From spring to summer, and from summer to winter.
One night, the light of the street lamp shone on An Cheng's body, making the shadow very long, making An Cheng more lonely.
Lin Yu was sad for no reason.
He was distressed.
Every day of An Cheng flashed through Lin Yu's mind like pressing the accelerator button, until it stopped on October 2017, 10.
Lin Yu didn't know what could be special about this day, but his intuition told him that it would not be a good thing.Especially when An Cheng accidentally put the diary in his schoolbag, bid farewell to Tang Chuan and Qin Zhouyu, and headed to the classroom, Lin Yu's uneasiness seemed to magnify dozens of times in an instant.
He rushed over almost subconsciously and stopped in front of An Cheng.But he couldn't stop, An Cheng passed through his body, still walking forward.
Lin Yu's heart suddenly hurt severely, and after a while, even his internal organs were hurting. He opened his mouth to call An Cheng to stop, but he couldn't make a sound.
The uneasy premonition was confirmed hours later.
An Cheng's diary fell to the ground at some point and was picked up by someone.The boy's love that was deeply hidden in his heart was suddenly exposed to the public's eyes. Even though a group of classmates deliberately blocked it, the news began to spread like an irresistible torrent.
An Cheng is gay.
The person An Cheng likes is Lin Yu.
An Cheng's love for Lin Yu filled the entire diary.
At the same time, some doubts that had faded quietly resurfaced in everyone's minds.
For example, why An Cheng and Lin Yu suddenly broke up, and why Lin Yu's grades plummeted, and she seemed to run away to class [-].
The answers to all the questions were automatically linked the moment the diary appeared.
An Cheng likes Lin Yu.
But Lin Yu felt that An Cheng was disgusting, so he ran away.
Some people feel astonished, some people feel novelty, and some people feel happy.An Cheng has stayed on the altar for too long, and there are not a few people who wish him to get down.
Suddenly there were a lot of unpleasant voices in the school, some behind the scenes and some on the bright side.
"Tsk, I really don't see it, our An University god is actually gay."
"It's disgusting, stay away from him, don't infect me later."
"I read in the book that homosexuality is dirty!"
"It's really disgusting to be in the same school as this kind of person."
"No wonder Lin Yu ran so fast."
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha."
An Cheng didn't seem to hear their taunts, and walked his own way quietly. Only Lin Yu saw it, and the light in An Cheng's eyes seemed to fade little by little.
Things got worse and worse.
From the head teacher, to the grade teacher, to the principal, everyone talked to An Cheng.They wanted An Cheng to deny it, but An Cheng didn't.
As the other protagonist of the incident, Lin Yu received a lot of attention, but he couldn't hear it at all.My heart was full of An Cheng's diary, which was pieced together from gossip.
An Cheng likes him.
An Cheng actually liked him.
He seemed to be a little happy, like the flowers he handed out were accepted by the person he liked, and the other person told himself-"I like you too".
After being happy, regret, guilt and pain filled Lin Yu's chest again, and she was so painful that she couldn't straighten up.
An Cheng likes him too...
Why did An Cheng like him too.
The desperately suppressed emotions seemed to have reached the bottom, and began to rebound, constantly surging upwards.Lin Yu hugged his knees and sat on the cold floor. The light in the room was not turned on, so his tears were not obvious.
After that, the criticism around him became louder and louder, and there were not a few people who scolded Lin Yu.But he didn't care, he desperately wanted to talk to An Cheng.
It's just funny that he was the one who avoided An Cheng a few months ago, but now the roles have been reversed and it's An Cheng's turn to avoid him.
On this day, Lin Yu was going to block Ancheng as usual, but stopped halfway.
An Cheng's voice came from the speakers in every corner of the campus, it was still so gentle, as if it had never changed.
-"Hi everyone, I'm An Cheng, Class [-], Grade [-]. I want to use the radio to talk to you about something today."
- "As you can see, I really like Lin Yu. I like him. I like boys. Gender is never a right or wrong standard. I like him and it has nothing to do with him."
- "You can say whatever you want about me, but please, don't disturb his life anymore."
There was no sound in the microphone for a few seconds, and just when Lin Yu thought An Cheng had finished speaking, he heard the other party's voice sound again, "Also, I don't just like any boy I see, you think I'm disgusting At the same time, I think you, who look at people with prejudice, are even more disgusting."
At the same time that An Cheng's voice fell, the whole building was boiling. Standing in the corridor, Lin Yu's head went blank, and everything around him became so unreal.
But in the afternoon of that day, something even more shocking happened. The results of the midterm exam came out. An Cheng got zero points in four subjects, ranking first in the school.
He filled the entire paper, but avoided all the correct options.And under every wrong answer, there is a certain pattern.
For multiple-choice questions, he chose the next option of the correct option.If you fill in the blanks with numbers, add one to the original basis of the numbers, and if you fill in the text, fill in the reverse.Even the composition messes up all the paragraphs...
An Cheng, who has always been well-behaved and gentle, suddenly became rebellious.
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