Learning God told me to drink more hot water [Rebirth]

After peacefully spending the afternoon of chemistry class, Lin Yu bid farewell to He Jingzhi and Cha Yu, sat on the bench at the bus stop, watched the buses he was waiting for stop one after another, and Drive away slowly.

He doesn't really want to go home now, but he doesn't know where he should go or where he can go.

And what made him feel a little strange was that An Cheng was also sitting beside him, accompanying him without saying a word.He neither asked nor said anything, nor left.Lin Yu could only attribute it to the fact that An Cheng could see that he was in a bad mood, but seeing that he was unwilling to speak, he didn't ask any more questions.

But I can't let someone accompany me here to dry and dry. Lin Yu gently touched An Cheng's arm with his elbow, and asked, "An Cheng, why don't you go back?"

"I am in a bad mood."

"???"

This……

Lin Yu really didn't see it.

An Cheng turned his head to look at Lin Yu, and suddenly asked, "Are you going to drink?"

If it was the past, even if Lin Yu was killed, he would not believe that An Cheng would ask this question one day, but An Cheng told him with practical actions that An Cheng really wanted to take him to drink.

Lin Yu didn't know how he agreed. It was probably because he was in a bad mood that affected his IQ. When he came back to his senses, he followed An Cheng to a nearby small supermarket and bought six cans with a low prescription. and then sat down side by side on a bench in a small park.

He always felt that An Cheng was not the kind of person who would drink.

It's not that he thinks that An Cheng listens enough to his parents and teachers. To be more precise, he thinks that An Cheng has a clear understanding that is rare among his peers.

An Cheng clearly knows what to do and what not to do, what is harmless to him and what is not beneficial to him.

So in Lin Yu's eyes, An Cheng like this had no reason to drink.

"An Cheng, you..." Lin Yu paused, reached out and took out a can of beer from the plastic bag, opened it skillfully, still couldn't believe what happened before his eyes, "Can you drink?"

An Cheng gave the hand that was about to open the beer a meal.

In fact, he doesn't know how to drink, and never has.

But he didn't know how he could help Lin Yu through this day, so that Lin Yu could forget all the unpleasant things that happened in the past.

So he came up with this bad idea, the wound in his heart needs to be healed slowly, but at least today, he wanted Lin Yu to avoid it for the time being.

If he said he didn't know how to drink at this time, Lin Yu would definitely stop him from drinking.

So An Cheng said without changing his face: "Drink it."

Then with a "click", An Cheng took off the easy-tab and took a big gulp, "Cough!"

It's really bad.

But inexplicably a little over the top.

An Cheng couldn't help but took another sip.

And this time, Lin Yu had already finished drinking a can, crushed the can, and threw it into the trash can beside him.Then he raised his hand and picked up the second can, and drank it again in one gulp.

When Lin Yu wanted to pick up the third can, An Cheng held down his wrist.

"Don't drink too fast."

Lin Yu was silent for a while, but still nodded, and when he picked up the third can, he really didn't drink it up in one go.The alcohol content was not high, and in his mouth, it was just like drinking a drink.Lin Yu slowed down, drank one sip after another, and his eyes fell on the far horizon.

The sunset glow in the sky is a faint reddish orange, which is connected with the deep blue, which is as beautiful as a painting.The lights beside the path in the park flickered, and finally lit up with a dim yellow light.

Although he was not drunk, under the influence of alcohol, Lin Yu suddenly wanted to find someone to tell the truth that he had been holding back for a long time.So he leaned back against the bench and said calmly, "An Cheng, do you know? Actually today...is my birthday."

An Cheng held his second can of beer, glanced sideways at Lin Yu, and quietly listened to the latter.

"But today is also my mother's death day." Lin Yu gently squeezed the third can of beer, picked up the last can in the bag, took a big sip, and recalled the past, "I was still in junior high school , My father’s business failed, and the family owed a lot of debt.”

"My mother has never been to school, and she is not too young. She wants to find a good job, but she can't find it. But she also wants to contribute, and she wants to share some of the burden for my father. Pressure. So she took various part-time jobs while doing her best to take care of our father and son. Waitresses, housekeeping aunts, she did it all. She also did toilet cleaning.”

"At that time, she always said to me with a gentle face, 'I feel wronged, Xiaoyu, don't worry, everything will be fine'." Lin Yu took another big sip, her eyelashes quivered slightly, and cast a small Shadow, "I believe it."

But in this world, not everything will be fine.

"Until that day, I came home from school and saw my mother lying on the cold floor. I was scared and didn't know what to do. While calling 120, I begged my neighbors to help me, help me. my mother."

"After arriving at the hospital, I did an examination and gave the result..."

"It's cancer, terminal."

"My dad and I cried and knelt and begged my relatives, begging them to lend us money, begging them... to help our family. We really have nothing to do, even if it can't be cured, we still want to try."

Lin Yu clenched the can in his hand, and when he said this, even his voice trembled unconsciously, "Three years ago today, my mother issued a critical illness notice, and I was standing in the corridor of the hospital. Don't believe it either."

Lin Yu took a deep breath, and his throat was uncomfortable, "It's the first time I discovered that the weather in August can be so cold. It turns out that the chance of a miracle happening is less than one in ten thousand."

"She wanted to survive this day until the last moment..."

But even if he made it through, Lin Yu didn't want to celebrate his birthday again.

Never again.

3年前的8月11日晚23:57，他母亲宣告死亡。

He squatted at the door of the operating room and cried heart-rendingly.

In this world, not everything will be okay.

Lin Yu drank the beer in his hand, then threw the empty can into the trash can, and let out a long breath.Some words have been held back for too long, and a gap is rarely opened, and the pain that was suppressed in the bottom of my heart seems to float up in an instant.

It was as if a hand had locked his throat, it was astringent and painful, and he couldn't breathe.

At this time, An Cheng had already finished the second can of beer in his hand, and his eyes were a little out of focus.

An Cheng slowly leaned in front of Lin Yu, caressing the latter's face with his warm breath, like a feather scratching gently.

An Cheng kissed him on the cheek.

Very light and gentle.

Lin Yu's mind went blank with a "boom", and he froze on the spot.

What is An Cheng doing? !

"Don't cry." An Cheng pulled Lin Yu into his arms, hugging him very tightly, as if he wanted to rub him into his body, never to separate him again, and said to him tenderly and affectionately , "With me here, don't cry."

As if being stabbed in the heart, Lin Yu's tears flowed down almost uncontrollably, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears desperately, but he couldn't stop.

In the end, he rolled his fingers and grabbed An Cheng's clothes tightly. He buried his head on An Cheng's shoulder and said with a sob, "I'm so uncomfortable... An Cheng."

"I... when I watched her being pushed out, it was really... really uncomfortable." Lin Yu cried and spoke incoherently, not knowing what he was talking about, as if he just found a way to vent Like a drowning person desperately grasping the straw in front of him, he couldn't help but say all the words he had held back for three years, "I have never felt that the hospital is so scary, I...crying and yelling to let me go." They saved my mom...but they just...just shook their heads. She's so kind, so hardworking, and loves me so much...why is this happening."

"And Lin Zhengxuan, didn't he say he loves my mother, why did he marry another woman, why did he betray my mother!"

"why……"

Lin Yu cried until his voice became hoarse. He didn't know what was wrong with him, but he couldn't control his emotions no matter what.

He really hated Lin Zhengxuan to death.

But when he knew that Lin Zhengxuan and Jiang Rou had died in that car accident, he couldn't be happy at all.

Why can't get out of the past, only himself.Why would Lin Zhengxuan hold another woman's hand two or three years later after being decadent for two or three months.

Why an oath is just an oath, if you don't want to keep it, you don't have to keep it.

Why in the end, he will always be the only one standing still...

Lin Yu didn't know how long she had been crying, and finally let go of her hand slightly, and said in a low voice, "An Cheng, I have no home."

It can no longer be called his home.

Not in the previous life, nor in this life.Despite all that he's been through, he still can't let go.

"You still have me."

An Cheng said firmly, then let go of Lin Yu's hand, and instead gently held the latter's face, carefully wiping away those tears.

But the more he wiped, the tears flowed more and more, An Cheng frowned distressedly, and moved closer to Lin Yu.

He licked Lin Yu's tears with the tip of his tongue.

Lin Yu's eyes widened immediately, and tears were choked back in fright.

But his reaction seemed to have misunderstood An Cheng a lot, causing the other party to think that if this was the case, he wouldn't cry.

So An Cheng gently licked his tears again.

Lin Yu's butt seemed to be fitted with a spring, and it bounced up instantly, and he almost sat down in the trash can next to him.

"An An An An Cheng, are you drunk??"

After asking, Lin Yu felt that he was an idiot.

It's all fucking sticking out his tongue and licking his face, isn't it drunk enough!

An Cheng shook his head, but his eyes were uncontrollably dazed. He raised his finger and pointed to his cheek, "I feel sorry for you crying."

"........."

Don't feel bad enough to lick my face!

Lin Yu subconsciously touched his own face, which was as hot as if it had just been pulled out of boiling water.