I'm weak, I installed [Transmigration Book]

Even though it was late at night, the outside of the TV station’s studio was still somewhat crowded. Fans who were waiting to pick up their idols got off work crowded together, and scalpers were running through the crowd to sell high-priced tickets for which episode of recording.

The young girls talked and laughed together, youthful and energetic.

Song Hanzhang's eyes swept over them, and landed on the exit of the studio where there was no movement.

This exit is not provided for the audience to enter and exit, but only for the staff, including the artists who participated in the recording of the program, to enter and exit. Although Chun Leshui did not need Song Hanzhang to pick him up, Song Hanzhang still came,? He just Don't dare to enter the backstage to look for Chun Leshui in a fair manner, so I can only wait outside for Chun Leshui to come out.

He didn't even dare to tell Chun Leshui, the chat page between the two was still stuck on his reply.

With every nanny car driving away, there were fewer and fewer fans waiting outside, until there were only a few people waiting sporadically at the back, Song Hanzhang heard them mention the names of Chu Lin and Jiang Buyan.

He watched the exit quietly, his slightly anxious attitude was not much different from those girls who were eagerly waiting for their CP.

Until the girls whispered softly, Chun Leshui came out first, he pushed the door smoothly, and Jiang Buyan and Chulin Chuyu came out in a file.

Chu Lin and Jiang Buyan are not celebrities with a lot of fans. Although they had some so-called CP fans in the last season of the show, neither of them has any plans to develop in the entertainment industry. A few small fans probably know this. , and didn't dare to bother them too much, and left in a hurry after asking for their signatures.

But the four of Chun Leshui were not in a hurry to part. They seemed to have something to say, and they were still standing by the side of the road chatting.

Song Hanzhang was not far or near. Although he couldn't hear what they were talking about, he could still feel the harmonious atmosphere among them. Especially the relaxed and happy smile on Chun Leshui's face made Song Hanzhang both frustrated and frustrated. Bursts of pantothenic acid.

It was he who kept forcing Chun Leshui to be tied by his side. So far Chun Leshui has never shown such a relaxed expression to him. Even when he is facing himself, he may be more helpless and painful. Song Hanzhang knows it, but he is selfish unwilling to let go.

Chunle water can only be his.

He even just wanted to see Chun Leshui show that kind of beautiful look to himself.

Want to tie him up.

After losing and recovering, Song Hanzhang would always have a lot of paranoid thoughts in his heart, but he firmly suppressed them again.

He can't do that, or he will lose Chun Leshui completely.

He could only keep himself from looking.

Song Hanzhang lowered his head, his hands that were lightly resting on the steering wheel were opened and then tightly clenched into fists, the knuckles were tight, and the blood vessels on the back of his hands were slightly protruding.

After spreading his fingers again, he leaned against the back of the chair and looked over. After all, he couldn't hold back and sent Chun Leshui a message. Has he finished recording?

Chun Leshui's mobile phone was held in his hand. While talking to Chu Lin and others, he picked up the mobile phone and glanced at it, but only glanced at it.

He didn't reply to Song Hanzhang, and put the phone in his pocket.

Song Hanzhang didn't dare to send another message. He knew that he was no longer the only one in Chun Leshui's life.

The four of them separated in the parking lot. Chun Leshui walked to the parking space alone. He had just unlocked the car and hadn't gotten in yet. Then he received a call from home. Because it was too late, Chun Ruanhe wouldn't come back for his date tonight. home.

Chun Leshui laughed: "Please mom, this is just an ordinary gathering with friends. It's not a party..."

"Okay," Chunruan's voice sounded a little disappointed, "You used to have many suitors in Country X, why didn't you even have a boyfriend after returning to China for so long? Didn't you get a good eye for a friend gathering?"

"Do you think that my being at home every day hinders the world between you and Matthew?"

He smiled, and when he finished speaking, he looked up and saw Song Hanzhang walking towards him, Chun Leshui was silent for a moment, and said to Chun Ruan on the other end of the phone: "Let's talk later, Mom, I have something to do here, I'll hang up first gone."

He looked at Song Hanzhang who was standing in front of him: "Why are you here?"

"Waiting for you." Song Hanzhang said.

When speaking, he stared at Chun Leshui without blinking, as if he couldn't bear to blink his eyes.

The two looked at each other quietly for a moment, and Chun Leshui turned his head to the car: "Get in the car first."

Song Hanzhang took a step without saying a word, opened the co-pilot's door and sat in. After fastening his seat belt, he raised his eyes and looked at Chun Leshui through the window.

Chun Leshui sighed softly, and got into the car one step behind him. He didn't have He Song Hanzhang clearly not letting him come, why did he come over and wait for him? He turned the steering wheel and drove out of the parking lot, but he said, "Where is your car?" , let the driver drive back?"

Song Hanzhang nodded, and added: "En."

The car was quiet for a while, Chun Leshui nodded the steering wheel and said, "Next time..."

"Does it look good?" Song Hanzhang said at the same time, and the two of them stopped when their words collided. Finally, Chunle Shuihe said, "Is the show recorded? It's pretty good. There are several stages that are very good. My senior brother's play It's also pretty."

Song Hanzhang nodded after listening, obviously racking his brains to chat with Chun Leshui, but really didn't know what to say.

After a while he said, "What did you want to say just now?"

"I want to say that next time you come here, you might say hello in advance. It's scary for you to appear in such a silent manner, you know, like you are monitoring me all the time." Chun Leshui frowned slightly, "I'm going Didn't I tell you last time that I don't like this?"

"Sorry." Song Hanzhang apologized immediately, but he couldn't control himself, "I just want to see you very much."

"I didn't let you see, I just asked you to let me know before coming."

Song Hanzhang nodded and said yes.

Chun Leshui stopped the car and turned off the engine, then turned to look at Song Hanzhang: "Then don't keep staring at me like this, since I said I'll give you a chance, I won't run away."

Song Hanzhang was very obedient, all his attention was on Chun Leshui along the way, and only then did he turn around to find that Chun Leshui had sent him to the gate of the old house.

He didn't know that Song Hanzhang seldom came back here now.

On the contrary, Chun Leshui came back after a long time, and looked at the familiar plants and trees outside the window with some emotion.

There is even an urge to revisit the old place.

"Aunt Xu and Uncle Xu are not here," Song Hanzhang said, "Do you want to go inside and have a look?"

Chun Leshui was mainly afraid of meeting these two parents, and neither wanted to deceive them nor give any explanation for his rebirth. Hearing what Song Hanzhang said, he got out of the car after a little thought.

"Where did they go?"

"Going out for a trip." Because Song Hanzhang doesn't go home all year round, Xu Qing and Xu Min will go out for a period of time to travel from time to time, traveling all over the world, and often send postcards to Song Hanzhang's office.

He pushed open the door to let Chun Leshui go in, but Chun Leshui was not polite at all.

At the end of summer and early autumn, many flowers bloomed in the yard, the rose roses and roses that covered the fence and walls, the aged osmanthus tree in the backyard, and the chrysanthemums that the old man loved most competed with each other.

Standing in the garden, Chun Leshui seems like a lifetime away.

When the two entered the room, they were greeted with a faint fragrance. The epiphyllum placed on the table was quietly blooming at night, but they came back a little late, and the corolla was already half-closed and was about to wither.

Chun Leshui remembered that her grandfather was still there the last time she went home, and she was still regretting for him that she didn't hit the epiphyllum when she went to the wrong place.

But now things are different.

He is very familiar with this home, and he has no intention of staying here to miss the past. After looking at it twice, he intends to leave, but Song Hanzhang grabs him: "Chun Leshui, can you stay?"

He didn't want to stay alone in this place full of Chun Leshui.

In the past, it was because he was afraid that he would be immersed in it, but now he wanted to get closer to the real Chun Leshui than the phantom of nothingness.

"No." Chun Leshui refused, "Song Hanzhang, I also have my own life, I can't stay with you 24 hours a day."

Song Hanzhang grabbed Chun Leshui's hand and shook it slightly. He didn't know how to describe his feeling at the moment, but it was not very good anyway.

He couldn't help but wonder, was Chun Leshui also so helpless after being rejected by himself...by that Song Hanzhang?

The biggest difference is that Song Hanzhang couldn't control his emotions to force a smile like Chun Leshui at that time, and Chun Leshui couldn't be as cruel as that Song Hanzhang.

He was keenly aware of Song Hanzhang's sinking emotions, but he did not let go of Chun Leshui: "Then I will also go back to Haiyue Mansion."

Chun Leshui didn't say anything, and turned to let him get into the car.

If you insist on counting, add up to three lifetimes, this is the first time Song Hanzhang sat in Chun Leshui's co-pilot, he couldn't control his eyes that wanted to fall on Chun Leshui, but he thought of Chun Leshui's instructions, I always force myself to turn my eyes away after looking over involuntarily.

Finally, Song Hanzhang put his eyes on the window, as long as he turned on the dome light in the car, he could see the reflection of Chunle Water from the window.

Chun Leshui naturally noticed this, but he didn't say anything, and he didn't turn off the dome lights.

After driving into the parking lot of the community, Song Hanzhang asked if he was free on weekends after getting off the car.

"It's fine for now." Chunle Shuihe asked what he was going to do.

"I want to spend your birthday with you on Saturday."

After Song Hanzhang finished speaking, Chun Leshui took a few seconds to react. Song Hanzhang was talking about his previous birthday, and he had already passed that birthday. Chun Leshui's current birthday is in spring.

Song Hanzhang didn't know what to do again.

After the incident of taking the medicine, he never had his birthday with Chun Leshui again. In the dream he saw that he had never experienced, Chun Leshui spent every birthday alone, He is always waiting for a happy birthday from himself.

Song Hanzhang originally wanted to supply him with everything he didn't have, but he was constantly reminded that Chun Leshui was no longer needed.

He was a little dazed, and waited until Chun Leshui's figure got farther and farther away before reacting suddenly, and strode to catch up: "Chun Leshui, tell me what I should do?"

Chun Leshui, who was grabbed by him again, was also puzzled: "What should I do?"

"I know I can't heal your scars, but I just want to do my best to make up for you, but I find that you have everything now... I, I don't know what I should do to make you You forgive me."

There were only the two of them in the parking lot, and it was quiet, Chun Leshui smiled helplessly: "Song Hanzhang, you told me not to let you take on things you haven't done, why are you still stuck in it? come?"

Song Hanzhang lowered his eyes slightly, he had no choice, ever since he knew that all the misfortunes of Chun Leshui were brought about by himself, even though he had never done many things, he would involuntarily fall into self-blame.

He intellectually knows that many things have nothing to do with him, and he can also rely on this kind of remarks to refute and persuade Chun Leshui, but he still has no way to really think that everything has nothing to do with him.

Because he loves Chun Leshui, and he feels heartbroken for his past, then he is bound to take on responsibilities that don't belong to him.

Chun Leshui probably didn't expect that his heart knot was heavier than his own. He said bluntly: "If you are that Song Hanzhang, then I can tell you frankly that there is absolutely no possibility for us."

Song Hanzhang choked for breath.

"But are you?"

Song Hanzhang was silent for a moment, then shook his head slowly.

"Yes, you are not." Chun Leshui said, "Because you are not, I am willing to give you a chance, do you understand Song Hanzhang? I don't need you to make up for the so-called harm, which is completely to me It's all over, and you just need to be yourself."

A brand new Chun Leshui and a brand new Song Hanzhang are not impossible.

"I……"

Chun Leshui looked at him and motioned him to continue.

Song Hanzhang's eyes were deep: "...I want you to belong to me only, I want to tie you by my side so that you only smile at me, and only have me in your eyes."

"..."

Chun Leshui was stunned: "That won't work."

He glanced at the time: "It's too late, you go back and think about it."

Looking up, Song Hanzhang stared at him straightly: "Then I want to kiss you, can I?"

The most interesting thing for Chun Leshui is that when he fell into the vortex of love described by the author, Song Hanzhang was the only one irreplaceable in his life, all his life revolved around Song Hanzhang, and when he was free, He has become Song Hanzhang's world.

Just like a pet at home, your life is colorful, it is a flavoring agent in your daily life, and you are his everything.

To be honest, this feeling is not bad, especially when watching someone who was once strong and domineering become cautious because of himself.

His eyes slipped across Song Hanzhang's lips, and he took the initiative to lean over: "Why not?"

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