Raiders school flower first guide

That Japanese classmate came to her again.

But this time, Kagura Guang's face became even more gloomy.Lin Xiaoge swallowed while sitting at the dining table, it was Saturday night, and there were very few people in the cafeteria.

"Student Lin, can you speak spoken English fluently now?" The girl raised her eyes that had lost light, and fixed her eyes on Lin Xiaoge's face.

It should be a very important private matter if you can use Chinese but can't say it clearly.

Lin Xiaoge shook her head, she can only communicate in simple terms now, if Kagura Guang spoke a little faster, she might not be able to understand.

"Ah, so."

Shen Leguang put down his chopsticks thoughtfully, and approached her from left to right, seeing Lin Xiaoge's embarrassed expression, said in a dark voice: "Then let me speak slowly, can you, listen to me tell a story. "

Lin Xiaoge sat majesticly, and made a gesture with a straight face: "どうぞごFreedomに. (Please do)"

Although she didn't know why she was chosen as a secret listener by this international student... It was only later that she realized that she was just the same kind of person.

"I once liked a girl."

"Maybe it's a good impression..." Kagura raised her head as if recalling the past, "She is the disciplinary committee member of the class, and I'm just an ordinary student."

"Ordinary grades, ordinary social life, and ordinary appearance." When she said this, she caught Lin Xiaoge's disbelieving gaze, lowered her head, and said quietly: "I was an elementary school student, and my appearance was not good at that time. "

"Everything that is normal to me, she is very good. I have no friends, but she takes the initiative to be my friend. I just long to attract her attention."

"But it was twisted that I liked her."

"She is getting more and more afraid to approach me..."

They used to be good friends.Being able to get her care and her gentleness is something that the low self-esteem classmate Kagura Kyou never expected, but all of this has been ruined by someone...

"It's all pieces..."

At the dim sunset, Kagura, who was a student on duty, had just walked out of the classroom. She also passed the corridor with several other girls. The boys in the class laughed:

"Student xx, student Shen Leguang likes you."

"Horrible, disgusting."

And the boy in the white shirt sitting in the corner heard everyone's ridicule, got up and brushed past classmate xx directly, and even Kagami could clearly hear the last words he left behind.

"気持ちが悪い!"

(nausea)

This made the classmate directly lower his head, because the young man was the one she admired, and the gloomy expression made Kagura squeeze the sanitary tool tightly, and his lips turned white.

bad... very bad...

Kagura was very nervous and worried, and wanted to reach out to comfort him.But she missed it.

In the end, Shen Leguang herself was the one who fled. She ignored the school rules and said that she couldn't run in the corridor. She just wanted to escape, to escape from this place of right and wrong.

……

"and then?"

Lin Xiaoge was still listening to her very seriously.

"Suicide する......"

Kagura Guang smiled, from a faint smile to an overly self-mockery.Boys are the ones who like to make trouble the most. When rumors are spread to the whole age group, it becomes the truth...

"Isolated, ridiculed, bullied..."

Kagura muttered to himself, and seemed to touch the darkest corner of his memory, his face was pale, and a painful look gradually emerged.

She didn't want to hurt that person, she had repeatedly fallen into self-blame, whether she really liked it or not.

Natsume Soseki once said:

There is no wicked person in the world who is carved out of a mold.

Usually everyone is a good person, at least everyone is an ordinary person.

However, it is precisely because he will suddenly become a villain at a critical moment, so it is scary, so he can't be careless.

Once, when Shen Leguang stood on the high platform, there was only endless ridicule below.

"I like girls, it's disgusting..."

"Student Kagura and that classmate in the class..."

***

21:00 pm

After finishing the conversation, Lin Xiaoge bid farewell to this classmate. The dormitory of the Conservatory of Music is in Building D, so they are not colleagues.

"Thank you, Lin, for listening to me about these things." Kagura bowed slightly to express his gratitude, "I hope you can rest well after tonight."

"This sentence, I should say it."

"I hope that student Kagura can get rid of those painful pasts, um... After all, I can still believe that liking girls in the future will become a widely publicized news one day."

will not discriminate against...

Not bullying because of sexual orientation...

Lin Xiaoge's heart is also very heavy. From Shen Leguang's self-report just now, the memory puzzle hidden deep in the dark in her brain began to extend to the past, and she could vaguely remember her past self... and she survived like this.

About love between girls.

This is indeed dark, especially in those years when the news was blocked, it was regarded as a shame by people with old ideas, and it was difficult to say.

But the appearance of the protagonist in his own story is very vague. At that time, Lin Xiaoge also had an invisible relationship with this girl and was ridiculed by the class crowd.

Similarly, Lin Xiaoge was also an abandoned person.

Because the public opinion is too terrible, and people exclude her because of their fear, the darkness of this world is far less than this...

Lin Xiaoge seemed to understand a little bit why "I" was on the hospital bed, it seemed that the truth was getting closer and closer.

"It was in middle school, and he was in the same class as me."

"Is she the one holding my hand on the hospital bed..."

"Who is that person who used to be with me?" This series of guesses made Lin Xiaoge feel that her memory was slowly gushing out from the gap in the dam, and sooner or later, all the barriers would collapse. .

(I would give up everything for you)

(I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you...)

This sentence and that person replayed in Lin Xiaoge's mind for no reason, all of this was too complicated.

"System, when will you come back..." Lin Xiaoge lay flat on the bed, becoming more restless, her heart felt like being tickled by a cat's paw, she really wanted to know what happened to her past self.

It's still tough tonight.

***

April 10

"Happy birthday! Classmate Lin Xiaoge!"

"Congratulations on being one year older."

The former sentence was said by Shen Leguang, and the latter sentence came out of Shen Lisheng's mouth.

The three of them gathered together in the 301 dormitory of Building B, and turned on the small stove. White mist rose from the gurgling hot pot, giving people a warm and comfortable feeling.

This is Lin Xiaoge's first official birthday in this world. Last year...

Lin Xiaoge forced herself not to recall the events of the previous year, and focused her attention on the two people beside her. Fortunately, she doesn't have nothing now.

"Lin Xiaoge, if you don't eat meat, just finish it for me." The roommate reminded me warmly, while not forgetting to babble non-stop.

"Don't eat more, you will definitely faint from hunger after training."

"If you faint, I will call 120 for you."

"What a hassle."

Lin Xiaoge looked at Shen Lisheng who was only focusing on picking up meat, and kept shaking his head in his heart, "Can you tell me something nice?" Lin Xiaoge narrowed his eyes, and stretched out his hand to give this bad friend a flick.

"Troublemaker, you still want to hit me, but do you know who I am!" Shen Lisheng yelled.

"Ann, I think you've only officially turned 17 now, and you're still an underage girl." Shen Lisheng put down the table and chopsticks and put his hands on his hips, acting arrogantly like a charter woman: "I'm an adult, I won't be with you General knowledge."

Lin Xiaoge: "Little brat."

I still want to reprimand myself, she was 25 years old in the original world... counting the days since she came to this world, she is almost 27 now.

"Who are you calling brat? Are you calling yourself?"

The two of them were noisy here, as if they were about to gear up for a fight in the next second.In the end, it was the demure and elegant classmate Kagura Guang who took away their sparkling ideas that were flying around.

"Okay, Student Shen, today is Student Lin's birthday."

"correct."

"Student Lin, this is the red bean rice I made with my own hands." At this moment, Shen Leguang only revealed the mysterious wooden box that entered the dormitory just now.

Kagura Guang explained softly: "In Japan, eating red bean rice is a sign of good luck."

Lin Xiaoge straightened her waist, took the wooden box solemnly with both hands, and thanked her earnestly.

After the three of them finished their lunch, Lin Xiaoge and Kagura Guang changed into their Taoist uniforms and set off to the club activity center.Shen Lisheng was still in the dormitory with a smirk at her paper figurine wife.

This person held Kagura Hikaru's hand while eating: "Please bring a copy of "Lily Princess" when Kagura-san goes home next time. I really like the comics in it."

"And Lan Yuan Mei is really my white moonlight."

"Please! Kagura-san!"

Shen Lisheng put his palms together and reverently asked Kagura, those who didn't know thought it was a marriage proposal.Later, Lin Xiaoge pulled her collar and threw her aside, so she calmed down a bit.

"Student Shen, he is still a very cute person." After getting acquainted with Lin Xiaoge, Shen Leguang no longer had a cold appearance, and occasionally laughed.

"She is quite naive..."

Lin Xiaoge lowered his head and straightened the belt around his waist, then changed the subject: "I don't know what kind of opponent we will meet in this year's karate championship."

"Is student Lin sure about winning the championship?"

"It's really hard to say." Lin Xiaoge touched the tip of her nose in embarrassment. She can't tell others that she has learning bonuses and ancient martial arts bonuses.

When he was about to walk to the gymnasium, Kagura smiled, "I think you can do it."

These days, Lin Xiaoge's learning moves are fast, which is what she can see as an instructor, talent, comprehension, is there really such a person as Lin Xiaoge in this world...

When Lin Xiaoge stepped into the activity room and saw that there was no one there, Shen Leguang suddenly spoke behind her:

"Sometimes I always feel that classmate Lin is not from this world."

The author has something to say:

The story of this chapter of Shenle Guang, um... is based on mine