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It's not difficult to shave your hair, and you don't need to do styling. It can be done in less than 10 minutes.

The mother and daughter have been talking, talking about some warm past events.Ning Zhi listened silently, and soon raised his hand to take off his hat.

Zai'er still has the same inch hair style as last time, the hair hasn't grown out yet, it's still short.She went to the barber shop today and asked the hair stylist to cut a small "M" letter behind her left ear to create a unique feature, which looks quite unique.

Ming Shu caught a glimpse of this and immediately smiled.When it was almost time, Ming Shu quietly held Ning Zhi, pointed to the place behind the man's ear, and said in a low voice, "I'll do something like this later."

Ning Zhi said: "I will help you then."

"You will?"

"Ah."

"That's fine."

The shaved hair was collected, not thrown away, it was all put into a box.Ming Yiru took it away, and will make it into a synthetic diamond next time, as a souvenir.

——This is Ming Shu's own wish. He wanted to be romantic, and planned to leave something meaningful after this time.

This night, Ming Shu had the last time with everyone, went out for a stroll, chatted with everyone, told some interesting stories, and heard how other people were doing recently.

Such time will not be available after entering the warehouse. If the situation is not optimistic, there may be no chance again.

People who come here don't say anything negative, and absolutely don't mention the negative side.

Ming Shu was happy for half the night, smiling from the bottom of his heart, and at the end of the night, he hugged the old couple and Ning Zhi again.

Fan Chuyu and Lao Cao said to her, "See you later."

Ming Shu replied, "Come out and see you later."

Ning Zhi said, "I'll wait for you."

Ming Shu hummed, and in turn comforted the man, "Don't be afraid, nothing will happen."

The medical staff told Mingshu to go to bed early and not to stay up late.Everyone left reluctantly, leaving only Ning Zhi and Ming Yiru to accompany them.

The hospital was considerate and sent another foldable bed. Knowing that there were two family members accompanying me in the ward, I didn't say anything, and agreed to them all.

To Mingshu, this night was short, it passed quickly after sleeping, it was just an ordinary night, but to others, it was extremely long and quite unbearable, every minute and every second was uncomfortable.

Whether it was Ning Zhi or Ming Yiru, both of them had insomnia all night, and none of them slept.Ming Yi was like tossing and turning, turned over several times in the second half of the night, and was very anxious; although Ning Zhi was lying still, his mind was also in a mess, and his heart was in a panic.

The next day was sunny and warm, with a gentle breeze and a cloudless sky.

Professor Wen Yun and others went to work early, and came to see Mingshu after arriving here, and explained what the family members should do.

Two little nurses came to the ward to help Mingshu with the cleaning work, and then took him to the bone marrow transplantation ward, which was the aseptic cabin.

Ming Yiru couldn't bear to see his daughter being taken away with his own eyes, couldn't control his emotions, turned around when the little nurse came, and then hid in the bathroom.

Ning Zhi just stood there, followed for a while, and didn't stop until he couldn't go on anymore.

The medical staff were afraid that the family members' reaction would affect the patient too much, so they persuaded Ning Zhi and others to leave out of consideration.Dr. Cheng also comforted the old couple and made them feel at ease. After all, at this time, we can only wait slowly. It is useless for the family members to be anxious, which will make the patient even more stressed.

Bone marrow transplantation takes a long time, and the addition of chemotherapy reinfusion and other processes takes about a month.This is just the beginning, and the next step is still very long, and the real big challenge has not yet come.

Ning Zhi guarded the old couple and didn't leave the whole day, not even eating.

In the aseptic cabin, under the guidance of the nurse, Mingshu made a lot of preparations, including undergoing examinations and taking medicine...

The sterile room is actually not that scary. It looks like an ordinary small ward, but the light is not so good. It is not much worse than an ordinary ward. Some things that should be there are still there, such as tables and TVs, toilets and Washstand... the hospital bed in the cabin is not the kind full of instruments, it's not that exaggerated, and it looks more ordinary.The hospital bed is leaning against the fully enclosed glass window, and on the wall above the window is a visitation phone that can be connected to the outside of the cabin. Everything is similar to the scene on the TV.

A nurse brought over sterilized towels and underwear, as well as the tablet and mobile phone that Ning Zhi had prepared for Mingshu.

The nurse said softly: "If you are bored, you can go online, and let us know if you need anything."

Mingshu complied and took those things.

The nurse gave a lot of precautions, in short, some instructions that have been said countless times. For example, if you feel a little uncomfortable during this period, you must immediately notify the medical staff, and you must not go out, not even close to the door.

As for food and hygiene issues, the hospital will also take care of them. Mingshu doesn't need to worry about everything. All she has to do is cooperate with the medical staff and actively treat her.

The nurse encouraged Mingshu: "It won't be long, be strong, and keep your faith."

Ming Shu said, "Okay."

The hospital is the most indifferent place in the world. There will be life and death every day, and life will continue to die, but it is also the most humane place. At such times, many greetings and concerns will arrive.

The nurse told Mingshu that she was not the only one entering the sterile cabin, and there were many people around, and asked her if she wanted to add the contact information of those people to chat, saying that they could encourage and support each other.

It was a good proposal, but Mingshu still refused.

The treatment after entering the cabin does not start directly from chemotherapy. At first, oral medicine is taken first, and daily rest, washing, and waiting for the appropriate time.The hospital planned to start chemotherapy for Mingshu on Friday, and Mingshu followed the arrangement for seven days of pretreatment.

The side effects of oral medicine are not small, and Mingshu vomited on the first day in the cabin, and she was in a mess.

But fortunately, her reaction was just that, everything else was stable, and she didn't vomit so badly later.

The time in the sterile cabin was very slow and boring.

Ming Shu doesn't like watching dramas, and doesn't want to do anything to pass the time. When she has free time, she can play with her mobile phone, but she doesn't chat with other people. She basically just watches the screen in the group.

Ning Zhi sent a message a long time ago, asking how she was feeling.

Ming Shu didn't reply during the day, and only replied when she was going to sleep at night: "It's okay, it's fine."

Ning Zhi would not delay her rest time, so he wanted her to rest earlier.

The two said good night to each other on WeChat, and then Mingshu sent several messages to the old couple and friends, telling everyone that she was fine and everything was fine.

This kind of day lasted for three days, and every day was the same.

Ming Shu got used to reporting her safety, so on the third day she simply set up a discussion group, and sent messages directly to the discussion group every night, so she didn't bother to chat with everyone in private.

Naturally, except for the old couple and Ning Zhi.

Before chemotherapy, Ning Zhi went to see Mingshu alone, and the old couple also went at a different time.

Zai'er and the couple didn't go there very often, but they wanted to spend more time with Mingshu, but Mingshu was unwilling and refused to let them go.

Ming Shu didn't want people around her to see her sickly appearance, and she didn't want to make everyone more worried. She thought it would be better to keep a distance, at least she wouldn't be worried all the time.

It was too grueling, the two old men couldn't bear it, and they would rather suffer if they knew it. The mental pressure was enough to crush them.It would at least be better for these people to stay outside. At least they would have something to do, which would calm their emotions a little and prevent them from thinking about Mingshu all the time.

Jiang Xu's wife and his wife came to City Z on the third day. They originally planned to return to China during chemotherapy, but they moved the date forward.

Ming Shu was very happy, and didn't feel sad about the treatment. Seeing everyone was happy, and comforted the old couple that they were in good condition.

Formal chemotherapy starts on the fourth day, when everything is ready.

Everyone was worried about this, and so was Ming Shu.This thing is very tormenting, much more painful than taking medicine.

Ming Shu was a little nervous, and almost didn't sleep well at night, she was able to fall asleep only by forcing herself.

It was the nurse who woke her up in the morning and woke her up.

The reaction after the first chemotherapy was okay, not as uncomfortable as expected, and much more relaxed than Mingshu imagined.

It was also too scary to think about it before, and the expected result of this was too big, so now after the real experience, it feels okay and acceptable.

This day, Ming Shu took the initiative to play games with Ning Zhi, and won by lying on his girlfriend's lap.

While playing the game Lianmai, Ming Shu suddenly said: "Today's food is not bad, it's light, but it feels delicious."

Ning Zhi asked, "What dishes are there?"

"Vegetables, prawns, and a ball made of something, soft and sticky." Ming Shu said, thought for a while, and said, "Yes, there are also fruits."

Ning Zhi said: "We also ate meatballs, fish balls, shrimps and fruits today."

Mingshu asked: "Are my mother and the others with you?"

Ning Zhi said, "Together."

"Uncle Xiao's cooking?"

"Yes."

"He cooks very well, the chef of our family."

"Well, Teacher Xiao is very good at cooking."

Ming Shu laughed softly, and said teasingly: "If Uncle Xiao didn't become a teacher, he would definitely be able to make a living as a cook, maybe he would become a master."

Ning Zhi also smiled, agreeing with Ming Shu's point of view.

The two of them played three games and chatted a lot, asking each other.

Both parties are chatty, and there are always endless words to talk about, the old couple, Aunt Lin, other people, and even the school.Ming Shu asked Ning Zhi how his studies were going, and whether there were too many classes recently.

Ning Zhi said: "There are almost no classes, and there are only two electives in a week."

Mingshu realized later: "It seems like the end of the term is coming?"

"There is still half a month," Ning Zhi said, "It's almost there, not long."

Ming Shu said: "Then when I come out, it will be right after you finish the exam."

Ning Zhi asked: "Is it a coincidence? We are destined."

Ming Shu: "Ah, there is a destiny."

Chemotherapy is more exhausting as it goes on. One day I feel okay, but the next day is not so good.

I don't know if it's a delusion or what, Ming Shu felt a little flustered, feeling a little pain in his body, but he wasn't sure.She told the nurse all this, but fortunately nothing happened in the end, it is true that she was too stressed and overthinking.

The nurse drew blood for her, put electrodes on her for monitoring, and notified her after the results came out.

Mingshu's pretreatment effect is really good, smooth.

The nurse aunt who came to clean would occasionally chat with her, saying that she looked okay and didn't look like a sick person.

Ming Shu sometimes felt that she didn't feel like she was sick. She didn't have the sense of despair of a seriously ill person, and she never felt it once. Even at this time, she still dealt with it easily, without thinking too much.

This may have something to do with her open mind-she has already prepared all the follow-ups, whether successful or not.

The last time I went to the hospital with Secretary Zeng, Ming Shu had already secretly written a will, and recorded several videos for people close to me, for Ning Zhi, for Ms. Ming and Xiao Heliang, and all the people around her. friend.Even that big silly dog ​​Qiuqiu had a part in it, she didn't forget about it, and she also made room for Mao Tuanzi in her heart.

In addition, Ming Shu also prepared a final gift for everyone, Ning Zhi has two, one of which is the final exam gift promised last time.

Originally, Mingshu still wanted to be romantic, and hesitated whether to prepare more, so that she could surprise everyone regularly every year in the future, but after some struggles, she decided to give up.

She left as soon as she left, there is no need to leave so many worries, the living people will continue to live in the future, wouldn't giving a gift every year pierce the hearts of these people.

A lifetime is so long, Ning Zhi and the old couple should both come out, they should continue to move forward, instead of stopping and staying, that would be too tiring.

Ming Shu has made it clear to Secretary Zeng that if she unfortunately does not survive, or if she survives this time, but one day relapses or dies, then she will ask Secretary Zeng to help her with the rest.

After chemotherapy, it became even more uncomfortable. In addition to the original symptoms such as vomiting, various physical reactions gradually became more severe.

Mingshu was still able to resist and cooperated with the treatment from beginning to end.She never yells at others about her pain, and she looks very relaxed every time she makes a phone call or starts a video, as if she is not someone who is undergoing chemotherapy.

On the other side of the phone, the old couple will not shed tears in front of her, and only ask her how she is doing every time, or take a look outside the sterile cabin.

Sometimes the old couple would talk to her about Ningzhi and ask her about her future plans.Ming Yiru quietly told Ming Shu that she met Mrs. Ning when she participated in a dinner last time, and she was warmly greeted by Mrs. Ning at that time.

Ming Shu said, "You haven't talked about it before."

Ming Yiru explained: "It's only now that I think of it."

Ning Zhi is here again, bringing the autumn video he took here.

Zai'er deliberately didn't upload it to Mingshu on WeChat, so he had to show it to Mingshu himself.

All these things happened when Mingshu was barely able to hold on, and in the next few days, the visitors were temporarily unable to come.

It's not impossible, it's not recommended.

Mingshu's various conditions gradually emerged, and it didn't take long before he became powerless, completely unable to arouse energy, and was far less lively than before.She didn't want everyone to see her dying, so she told Ning Zhi that they would come back after losing.

It was a tough time, meat.The double torment both physically and mentally is like two high mountains, and sometimes it takes a lot of effort to get over it.

Mingshu didn't know many things outside, and didn't have the energy to pay attention to them. She only heard about them when the nurse mentioned them casually.She doesn't play with her mobile phone very much at this time, and she is even less in the mood to watch dramas. Opening and closing her eyes every day is therapy.

After eleven days in the cabin, the nurse notified Mingshu that the transfusion would be officially available tomorrow.

"Be mentally prepared, don't worry too much, it will be fine."

Ming Shu didn't say anything, just thanked her and said, "I'm sorry."

No. 12 days, reinfusion begins.

Professor Wen Yun said to Mingshu: "Relax, you must calm your mind."

Mingshu replied: "It's okay, it's quite easy."

The atmosphere was not bad, and the doctors and nurses all smiled.

But the next step is not as indifferent as the words say, it is not easy at all.

Professor Wen Yun is quite comfortable, but the nurse is a little worried about Mingshu, so she will chat with her while taking care of her head, telling her to try not to be nervous.

After a few minutes, Mingshu gradually felt something was wrong, her breathing became heavy, she felt weak, she felt tired and dizzy, her whole body was floating, as if she was isolated into a small world, and the real real world became far away accordingly.

Mingshu could still hear Professor Wen Yun and the nurses talking, and she knew what they were doing intellectually, but the various reactions made it hard for her to resist.

Fortunately, there was no danger in the end, and there was no big problem with losing back on the first day.

Ming Shu was too tired, so he slept for a while after arriving, and passed this hurdle.

Everything is okay after the first time. It is difficult at the beginning, but it gets better later.

Afterwards, Mingshu survived all the events, and still survived safely.

After that, there is no big treatment process, in short, it is observation, waiting, taking medicine, etc., everything depends on personal preference.

The medical staff wouldn't say things like "the transplant was successful" to Mingshu, let alone "it's over, it's okay", nothing at all.The doctors and nurses put up all their energy to deal with these matters every day, working meticulously, checking, inquiring, and encouraging... Some words were heard too much, and Ming Shu almost memorized them. be the first to answer.

Ming Shu would still make video calls with Ning Zhi, and would take the initiative to send messages to the old couple, but he still didn't want these people to come over.

The state of the people outside is not much better than Mingshu's. Even if there is no physical pain, it is really difficult mentally. He can't eat or sleep all day long, and even has nightmares when he sleeps.

Ning Zhi had a nightmare, dreaming that the sterile cabin was empty and nothing was left.

In the second half of the night, Ning Zhi never slept soundly again, and he was still in fear.

The old couple became haggard a lot, especially Ming Yiru, she had grown a lot of gray hair, obviously there were not a few strands of white hair earlier, but now she couldn't even cover them.

Ms. Ming has been too tense these past few months, with a lot of pressure and mood swings. At this stage of her age, gray hair is also a reasonable change.

Fan Chuyu, Lao Cao and the others were at a loss for what to do about it. They had no other choice but to wait, and they couldn't even do anything.

Friends will take turns to take care of the old couple, and sometimes send some meals and the like, which can be regarded as fulfilling the previous promise.

Like Ming Shu, people outside also report good news but not bad news, and will not tell Ming Shu if there is any bad situation.

Fearing that his daughter would see those gray hairs, Ming Yiru quietly asked Xiao Heliang to dye his hair, and pretended nothing happened during the video call.

Ning Zhi would not talk nonsense, and kept everything from it.

Xu Shi had his own destiny, after going through the most difficult stage, Mingshu's overall condition gradually improved, and his blood count finally rose.

For this, the medical staff were more happy than Ming Shu, and they all seemed to have been beaten with chicken blood.

The nurse told Mingshu that her various examinations were relatively stable, and the results were better than expected, and there were no major problems in all aspects.

After the reinfusion of Mingshu, there was still a rejection reaction, but the degree was not serious, and it was relatively mild.She was luckier than the few patients in the same period. One next door had a severe rejection reaction, and another one needed to be reinfused. In short, everyone was in various situations.

Naturally, being stable doesn’t mean stopping the treatment right away, or just leaving the cabin after the observation is over. Those are two concepts. In fact, whether you should take the medicine or you should continue to take the medicine, and you should get the injection if you need the injection.

The medical staff will take turns to pay attention to Mingshu every day, for fear of something suddenly going wrong, they are worried that something unexpected will happen.

During this period, there was a patient whose transplantation failed at the same time and could not be rescued.

When Mingshu heard about this, the nurse's aunt accidentally revealed that the patient was only in his teens and was still in the first grade of junior high school before he was hospitalized. He was a very polite and pleasant boy.Mingshu was silent for a long time after listening, feeling regretful and a little uncomfortable.

Life is really fragile sometimes, it's fair to everyone, it's just not the same amount of time.Some people live without disease and pain until over 100 years old and die of old age. Some people suffer from diseases and die with regret at a young age. The reality is too pale, and everyone seems to be so powerless.

Everyone has their own way, after sighing, those things are over.

Mingshu withdrew her mind to continue her own treatment, no longer caring so much, and tried not to pay attention to those negative news.

When the condition was still good, Ming Shu pulled Ning Zhi to play games again, and dragged Fan Chuyu and the others into the team.

Ning Zhi always protects her and takes her to lie down and win.

Occasionally, Fan Chuyu would talk about things in the store during Lianmai, and said some nonsense, such as Zhou Zhou's relationship with an Internet boss, which was just made public in Moments today, and asked Mingshu if she saw it.

Ming Shu didn't look at Moments, and replied: "I don't know."

Fan Chuyu said: "Zhou Zhou has been preparing wedding candy, it is estimated that a good thing is coming, and the banquet will be held at the end of the year at the latest."

Ming Shu was surprised: "So fast?"

Fan Chuyu said: "Nowadays a fast-paced life is popular, just hurry up if you can close your eyes, it's no fun to procrastinate."

Ming Shu nodded: "That's true."

Fan was always looking for something to say, so he fluttered and asked: "Hey, let me tell you... What about you two, do you have such a plan?"

Ming Shu and Ning Zhi answered almost at the same time——

"After that..."

"Have."

Ning Zhi is the latter, originally he was concentrating on the game and not talking, but now he is rushing to answer quickly.

Ming Shu paused, but didn't make a sound.

Fan Chuyu grinned over there, and said, "It's because our family knows that we have ideas, and our attitude is really good, which is worthy of praise."

Ning Zhi replaced the answer with one blow to kill the enemy, and accepted Mr. Fan's praise.

Ming Shu pursed her lips, wanting to say vague answers such as "still young" and "not sure", but let it go when the words came to her lips.

This matter was told in a joking manner, and no one would go into it later, it was just a love story.

Ning Zhi would not take advantage of this to just talk nonsense. After the game was over, he sent a message to Mingshu alone, asking, "How about five years from now?"

Ming Shu typed: "What?"

Ning Zhiting said bluntly, "Get married."

Ming Shu hesitated for a moment, but still didn't know how to reply.

After a while, Ning Zhi sent another message, still three in a row:

"Five years from now is neither too early nor too late, just right."

"You are 34, I am 26."

"We were all fine then."

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