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After the interview, Ji Anli and Xu Huai'an talked about some things near the stairs, and they chatted alone.At that time, the relationship between the two was barely enough, and they didn't reach the stage of physical marriage. They met through the acquaintance of Ji's parents and elders, and they only stayed at the stage of ordinary friends.

The meaning of the Ji family is to let Ji Anli get in touch with a few young talents, expand the circle of heterosexual contacts, see if he can meet a suitable one, and if possible, develop for a long time.In short, it is a blind date in disguise, but don't force them. I feel that the young people are not too old. If one is not good enough, I will change to another. Take your time, and you will be able to find the person you like if you are not sure.

At this time, Ji Anli did not accept the family arrangement, but she couldn't resist. The pressure on her body was too great. These men communicate, or they give up everything in the Ji family, go out and set up their own, or stay away from Z City, whatever they like.

The Ji family still knows a little about the affairs of Ji Anli and Mingshu. The two of them have been so close in the past few years.The old-fashioned feudal family will not fully accept these messy feelings.This is the biggest step backward. The elders feel that they can't afford to lose this person, and they think that Ji Anli's public coming out of the closet is a disgrace to the family. Then the whole family will be treated as a laughing stock by the outside world, so they resolutely put an end to Ji Anli's eagerness to move.

Ji Anli's mother couldn't bear this either. Ji's mother was so angry that her blood pressure soared, and she begged her daughter in private, and it was not uncommon to cry, make trouble and hang herself.

In that big family, mother and daughter are not only connected by blood, but also involved in a complex community of interests. If Ji Anli is kicked out of the Ji family because of coming out, then mother Ji's life will not be easy in the future.Not only in the husband's house, but also in the mother's house.

The social environment in recent years is much more tolerant than decades ago, but sexual minorities have always been a small group of people who are different, and those who cannot accept this still account for the vast majority of ordinary people.

Few parents can calmly accept their children's non-popular sexual orientation. Even Ms. Ming Yiru needs some time to face her daughter, let alone those in the Ji family.

After all, Ji Anli still bowed his head to the reality, reluctantly living with it.Her plan at that time was to stabilize the family and pretend to deal with it, while trying to figure out a way to see if she could find another way out.

Xu is reluctant to part with his mother, and can't let go of everything he had before. Ji Anli can't be as resolute as Ming Shu, he doesn't have the courage to start all over again, and he doesn't have the determination to abandon all the original accumulation.

Ji Anli and Xu Huai'an talked for a long time, talking about work, life, some personal study experience and relationship problems.

At that time, the two of them hadn't come to a showdown, Ji Anli didn't know that Xu Huaian had an ordinary girlfriend, and Xu Huaian didn't know the secret Ji Anli was hiding.They are all good at putting on a show, talking politely like ordinary men and women who just met, and they really seem to want to go on.

Ning Zhi was standing in the aisle outside the stairs playing with his mobile phone, and happened to appear there.She heard part of those words, and gradually figured out what was going on, and understood what Ji Anli and Xu Huai'an were doing.

But Ning Zhi didn't do anything, so he wouldn't step forward to reprimand Ji Anli, interrupt their chat, and wouldn't secretly inform Mingshu.

Zai'er is not prepared to meddle in other people's private affairs, even if one of the authorities is Ming Shu.

Originally, falling in love is something that is difficult to explain clearly. In many cases, it doesn’t matter who is right and who is wrong. As long as one of them does not touch the last bottom line, most of the problems can still be solved in the final analysis.For example, Ji Anli at that time, even though she had to deal with the family because of her cowardice, she didn't really do something wrong with Mingshu, it was just that she couldn't figure it out after being persecuted, and it wasn't serious enough to punish her." death penalty".

Besides, there are some problems that Ning Zhi himself hasn't figured out, and he hasn't figured it out so far, so he can't care about others.

Ning Zhi still left quietly, not disturbing Ji Anli and Xu Huai'an.

As for the model interview, Ning Zhi failed the assessment, and Fan Chuyu brushed her off as soon as she looked through her resume, and insisted on not letting her in, no matter what her appearance and figure were.

In the words of Mr. Fan at the time, this person had no experience, and he was obviously here to make up the numbers, and he didn't know which blind man with no eyesight put a Xiaobai in it.

The introducer in the middle did not dare to forward this evaluation to Ning Zhi intact. When he called to inform the result, he only tactfully expressed that Ning Zhi lacked experience, and politely apologized to Ning Zhi, and put a smile on his face to say that he had troubled her for nothing. Come on, I'm sorry to delay her time.

Naturally, the low profile of the introducer is due to the face of the AURORA Group, and he dare not offend Ning Zhi.

Ning Zhi didn't even think about participating. She hadn't even been on stage once, and she didn't know how to step at all. If it wasn't for Li Linze's unreliable thing, she wouldn't bother to go there.

However, the introducer didn't understand the ins and outs of this. After hanging up the phone, he still felt that he hadn't done things well. Later, in order to be more reassured, he was afraid that Ning Zhi would hold grudges, so he used his social circle to find a capable person for Ning Zhi. With considerable qualifications for brand catwalk shows, Ning Zhi, a student with no runway experience, was forced to go there.

If it was in the past, Ning Zhi would have rejected it immediately without thinking about it, but at that time she was dazed or something, she violated her usual way of doing things, and agreed after hesitation.

Li Linze was delighted to hear this, and the next day, he signed up for a private training class for international supermodels at his own expense, which made Ning Zhi step into the modeling industry in just one month.

And later, Li Linze spent so much energy in vain, the bamboo basket fetched water in vain, and he still failed to catch up with his favorite model sister.

The model sister has someone she likes, and she is not interested in a seventeen or eighteen-year-old kid like Li Linze, no matter whether he is handsome or rich.The elder sister can't do anything to the little brother, and instead persuades him to study hard, don't think about it all day long, if you really plan to fall in love, you can go to university in September and find a girl of the same age to date, don't look for a big difference in age of.

Li Linze was depressed for a while because of this, and he still couldn't figure out where he lost.

These students who have just been liberated from high school are all the same. They think they are adults after graduating from high school, and they always want to get mixed up in the complicated emotions and experience the beauty of love.However, the reality is contrary to expectations. True love in this age difference love is still a minority. Most people either have a playful mentality or act recklessly. Really responsible people are generally not like this.

Ning felt that Li Linze was doing too much, looking for other things to do every day, ignoring a word of his heartbreaking speech, calmly watching Li Linze's second illness, feeling sad.

During the nearly three-month vacation that year, Ning Zhi lived a fulfilling life and no longer looked like doing nothing.

Maybe it is really too idle, she regards modeling as a sustainable career choice and plans it into her life plan.She went abroad twice, both to find teachers to study, and during this period, she got an interview opportunity for a big show through her family circle.

The interview went very smoothly, and Ning Zhi was successfully shortlisted.

The month-long military training was before the big show, and Ning Zhi was successfully selected into the school's news department by virtue of his ability, thus reasonably avoiding 30 days of hard work and wind and sun, and fortunately, he did not have to participate in military training.

Then there are all kinds of messy little things about the start of school. They don't make much sense, but they are enough to keep people busy.

Ning Zhi worked continuously for four or five months, but at the end of the period, he was able to catch his breath.Because she was too busy, she almost forgot about Mingshu's existence. If she hadn't seen the hairy autumn every time she went home, Mingshu would have almost disappeared from her life.

At this time, Xiao Heliang seldom posted about Mingshu's circle of friends. Teacher Xiao was more Buddhist than before. He would write and post teaching-related things when he was free, otherwise he would just show off his relationship with Ming Yiru. comfortable life.

——The main reason is that Mingshu doesn't send her photos and current situation to the old couple very much anymore. She has to balance study and work, and often forgets that there are two old people in Z city.

The whole year of freshman year is ordinary, different from what the high school teachers said, the learning tasks of the university are not very easy, and sometimes it is strange, especially for those who have high self-demand, the four years of university It is the third year of high school competition every year, even harder than the third year of high school.

Ning Zhi is one of this group of people. One is to study, the other is to develop a modeling career, and the third is to take care of his own company.Mrs. Ning has no objection to Ning Zhi's pursuit of hobbies and has always supported her, but she still hopes that her granddaughter will focus on inheriting the family business.

The old lady had long since given up on Ning's father's incompetent sons and daughters. She didn't like anyone, even Zhuang Qinian, who was not good at acting.The old lady judges people accurately, believes in her own eyesight, and believes that Ning Zhi is the most suitable candidate to be the head of the family. She has high expectations for Ning Zhi.

Ning Zhi was still obedient and obeyed everything.

This year, Mingshu also shifted her focus from Italy and took root in City Z.Her studies have not yet been completed and are still going on, but it is commonplace for her to travel both at home and abroad.

With the help of friends and Fan Chuyu's vigorous operation, the M&F studio finally gained some fame at this time, constantly emerging in various circles.

This year, Mingshu took advantage of all available contacts and social circles to get back a lot of resources from Italy, including bringing Mr. Zhou Zhou into the M&F studio.

Ming Shu didn't return to China for half a year, and Ning Zhi couldn't see each other even more.

In the second semester of her sophomore year, Ning Zhi went to Italy for a show and went shopping there.

Coincidentally, M&F Studio opened a new store at this time, and Fan Chuyu and Ming Shu began to divide and cooperate, and each took care of a store.

It was only one day that Ning Zhi accidentally learned that Ming Shu had already completed her studies and returned to China ahead of schedule, and officially returned to the M&F studio a few days ago.

Ning Zhi hadn't seen Mingshu for a long time. Although for friends like M&F Studio and Fan Chuyu, Mingshu's study abroad didn't affect the relationship between big guys, but for Zai'er But it seems like several years have passed.

Ning Zhi heard Ming Shu's name in He Zhi Yu's mouth one day, and it took him a long time to remember her.

It's more than just the owner of the cafe, the one who helped Ning Zhi to buy a house.It's more than knowing that Ning Zhi is working as a part-time model, and inadvertently mentions that he has an old classmate who is a very good designer, and he is the kind of guy who changed his major after graduating from university.

Ning Zhi and He Zhiyu's acquaintance process is also relatively straightforward. The bookstore near Z University was opened by He Zhiyu's relatives. She often went there to sit around when she was in college. By chance, He Zhiyu made friends with him.

Maybe it was out of curiosity, and for some reason, Ning Zhi couldn't help but find out about Ming Shu after going back that night, and involuntarily wanted to pay attention to him and get to know Ming Shu.

And some things are just so strange, at this time Ming Shu and Ji Anli have come to an end, the two have constant conflicts, and are on the verge of breaking up.

Time has changed everyone a lot. The real pressure of the family has made Ji Anli weak, and the study abroad and emotional training have also made Mingshu more decisive and straightforward, making her change from a cheerful person who thinks about the best in everything. Rational and calm, better able to face all changes in reality.

The two broke up, Mingshu sold the original house, and moved into Yulinyuan within half a month.

Ning Zhi didn't know that they had separated at the beginning, but after that, she still heard more than that Mingshu moved, and moved to the opposite of a friend's house.

Not only thought it was a kind of fate, but also thought it was too coincidental, and told Ning Zhi about it as an anecdote.

Ning Zhi was hesitant at first, not sure how to deal with the deep thoughts in his heart, but later he bought the house with full money.

Naturally, Ning Zhi didn't enter Mingshu's world in a hurry, but took it step by step and measured it before passing.

She didn't think about what would happen with Mingshu, in fact, she never thought about it at all. She originally planned to study abroad to develop her modeling career, but she changed her mind only temporarily.

Ning Zhi doesn't like to ask for trouble, at first she didn't bother with what she had or what she didn't have, and she didn't even think about why she moved there.She just acts according to the sudden thought, and does things according to the impulse in her heart, that's all reckless.

Mingshu still didn't know her, didn't remember who she was, and didn't recognize her at all when she saw her in the elevator, completely forgot.

Now that he decided to stay, Ning Zhi did another thing during this period—using his family to prevent him from going abroad, he played Zhuang Qinian's uneasy and kind-hearted tricks thoroughly, and let Zhuang Qinian come forward to help him. everything.

Originally, she only wanted to go abroad for entertainment. She thought it was a relaxation, and she still knew that she would have to work in the AURORA Group in the future. She never planned to leave the Ning family and "pursue dreams".It doesn’t matter if you don’t go, it doesn’t matter where you stay, and it seems okay to stay in the M&F studio for a while.

All the foreshadowing came in this way, and it wasn't planned for a long time, it was all temporary.

Life is not bloody eight o'clock, there is almost no such thing as infatuated waiting for seven or eight years, and Ning Zhi's feelings for Mingshu are not like that.

During the first two or three years of our acquaintance, she was still young and didn't understand the so-called affection at all.Aiai, but when she was 16 years old, she didn't conceive when she was supposed to be pregnant. After learning that Mingshu had a partner, she stayed away from that person a little bit. She wouldn't be obsessed with the other person because of this. What should the reality be? Live as you want.

Ming Shu was a light that wasn't bright enough, it only shone briefly in Ning Zhi's heart twice, and there was nothing else.

Ning didn't know when he started to care about Mingshu. The caring came out of nowhere, and the impulse was unpredictable. Anyway, one day he suddenly decided to grab this beam of light.

Maybe there is always a little bit of inexplicable intuition in people's hearts, which makes you act quickly, and then you take action without hesitation.

Ning Zhi didn't know what she was thinking, she just felt as if she had been trapped for a long time, and then suddenly broke free from the shackles on her body.She has always been unreasonable, she does whatever she wants, and she always does things according to her feelings.

So that time when she met Mingshu in the elevator, Ning Zhi never showed the slightest sign of anything wrong, and approached Mingshu as a new acquaintance from beginning to end.At that time, she wanted to talk to Mingshu, but when she opened her mouth, there was no sound, and she didn't know how to start.

In fact, she secretly looked at Mingshu several times, sneaking a look at Mingshu through the reflective elevator door, hesitating to point out directly, but in the end she gave up, thinking it was unnecessary.

Who would say that kind of thing at this time?

Mingshu didn't even remember the meeting in the No. [-] Middle School office, and even more so, she forgot that they met at the villa by the lake one day.In Ming Shu's eyes, Ning Zhi is a total stranger, the kind who has nothing to do with her.

And the subsequent relationship proved that this is indeed the case.

Ming Shu only thinks that Ning Zhi is a member of the AURORA Group, and treats everything between them as a job.

Because it was expected long ago, I would rather know than be angry, and it is no surprise that it will be like this.

Zai'er is quite open-minded, and won't cling to the irrelevant past, but calm down to face the reality.At the beginning, she only thought of herself as a neighbor, and never mentioned anything about the company, pretending that she didn't know anything, so as to get close to Mingshu, cooperate with the acting, and wanted to see what it would be like in the future.

Ning Zhi has a bit of a bad taste, as if he has switched identities with Ming Shu back then.She didn't know what she wanted to do, all in all, she just wanted to find an excuse to get close to Mingshu, and take the opportunity to act a little more according to her heart.

For example, staying at Mingshu's place to eat, for example, sitting on the sofa and lingering, for example, when I went to the Taklamakan Desert, I was just feeling a little uncomfortable after basking in the sun for a long time, but because of Ji Anli's arrival, I pretended to be sick, which made me feel sick. Seriously.

She didn't want Ji Anli to get close to Mingshu anymore, and she didn't want to see these two become a couple again.She doesn't care what the past was like, and doesn't care how important Ji Anli was, but the past is the past, and there is no reason to forcefully turn back.

Ning Zhi could feel Mingshu's repulsion towards Ji Anli, that's why she held Ji Anli outside the hotel that night to prevent him from disturbing Mingshu.

Maybe if Ji Anli can go up this night, maybe he can save that relationship, maybe there is still room for a lot of things to change, maybe then they can speak clearly again, and they can open up and have a good talk. Maybe Ji Anli has changed his mind, or maybe Ming Shu is willing to give Ji Anli a little more time to think about it... Some things are really uncertain.

Ning Zhi stopped Ji Anli, subconsciously guarding against him, not giving the slightest chance to recover.

Ji Anli didn't go up, let go in frustration, and really didn't bother Mingshu anymore.

Lying in the room that night, Ning Zhi was not angry at all, nor did she feel much. She only felt a vague sense of relief, as if she had suddenly grasped something firmly.

Ji Anli is a no-brainer, it's so easy to listen to outsiders' nonsense.

Ning Zhi has been thinking about this for half the night, and his heart is always beating.She thought, if it were herself, she would be crazy and would not trust others, and would never be fooled.

She played tricks invisibly and fooled everyone, even Mingshu didn't realize it.

All the things afterward were the ones on the surface, showing his identity, and then relying on Mingshu every day, letting himself indulge in it.

Ning Zhi didn't know when she had thoughts about Mingshu, she just couldn't help but wanted to get closer to him, wanted to know Mingshu, wanted to do something, wanted to tie this person by her side.

Then there was that time when I kissed Mingshu in the gym. It was indeed caused by emotion at the beginning, and I couldn't restrain myself, so I made an intimate act, but after the first kiss, I would rather stop.She didn't, but came a few more times.

Ming Shu was very angry, and thus he ignored her for several days.

She was erratic in those few days, and she was completely at a loss.She didn't regret doing that, and asked Mingshu to explain that "admitting mistakes" was just pretending, so she found a chance to kiss Mingshu again after reconciling, and didn't give Mingshu a chance to go out.

The relationship between the two developed fairly quickly and became deeper and deeper.

But Ning Zhi still wants to have a better relationship with Mingshu, not satisfied with the status quo, she wants more than private intimacy, there are many more... So she entered Mingshu's circle again, whether it is life or work, all Get in a little bit.

Ji Anli has existed for eight years, which is really long enough, but the traces of this person can be easily erased, it is easier than erasing pencil writing with an eraser, and it can be done with almost no effort.

Ning Zhidu didn't need to do too much, he just needed to have more weight in Ming Shu's heart, a little more, a little more... Not long after, Ji Anli was squeezed out.

Ning Zhi brought Autumn to Yulin Garden again, and let the silly dog ​​appear in Ming Shu's life, continuing to occupy the last position.

That night when Ji Anli confronted him at the door, Ning Zhi wanted to open the door and go out several times, but he still controlled the impulse.Standing behind the wall of the corridor, listening to Ji Anli's attempts to retain her and Ming Shu's words, she knew that Ji Anli was completely out of the game.

In fact, Ning Zhi looked down on Ji Anli quite a bit, and looked down on him, so much so that when she went out to protect Mingshu, she didn't bother to talk to Ji Anli, and she didn't even bother to show possessiveness.

The outcome of this battle has already been decided, Ji Anli lost completely a long time ago, Ning Zhi just waited for the opportunity to enter at the right time.

There are many things in the past, and I can't tell them clearly now.

Ning Zhi only picked out some of them, such as the passages of acquaintance and meeting again, and ignored the rest.

Ming Shu was surprised, and asked in shock: "Have we met so many times?"

"Yeah," Ning Zhi replied, "I said it all, you definitely don't remember."

Mingshu defended: "Not really."

Ning Zhi asked: "What isn't it?"

Mingshu said: "I still have a little impression of you when you say it this way."

Ning Zhi: "What else?"

"No wonder Uncle Xiao knew you so well when he mentioned you," Ming Shu smiled, "I'm still surprised I haven't seen you at home..."

"I've seen it before."

"Yes."

Ning Zhi picked up his tone, "Your nobleman often forgets things."

Mingshu said: "But you didn't show me at that time."

Ning Zhi didn't justify it, the cause was her own.

Ming Shu didn't quite understand, "Why were you avoiding me then?"

Ning Zhi didn't admit it, "I didn't hide from you."

Ming Shu: "Are you afraid of me?"

Ning Zhi said, "No."

Ming Shu thought for a while, "Is that embarrassing?"

Ning Zhi touched his ears in a concealed manner, and said bluntly, "No."

Ming Shu had a look of seeing through: "Oh."

Ning Zhi looked away, and said stubbornly: "Don't think about it, it's not like that, I'm not..."

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