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There are two people in a ward, each with their own thoughts.

Ming Shu found that Ning Zhi was still awake, and guessed that the other party must have been up all the time, probably tossing and turning after lying down, but she still pretended not to know, and Ning Zhi didn't notice that she opened her eyes from the beginning to the end.

The night time is not as beautiful and relaxing as the daytime, and it is a bit difficult to bear, and every minute and every second is slow.

Ning Zhi didn't turn back for a long time, and kept looking out of the window, as if he was in a daze, his thoughts had already drifted to the sky.

Ming Shu tilted his head, his eyes fell on the man's back.

There is only a distance of two or three meters between the two, but they are separated into two worlds. An invisible wall stretches between them, blocking each of them on the other side.Ming Shu wanted to call Ning Zhi, but he still wanted to talk to that person in his heart, but in the end he didn't, and gave up, thinking it was unnecessary.

What can be said is nothing more than that, and it is the same after all. The so-called communication is nothing more than increasing troubles. After all, everyone understands the truth.

There is a transitional stage in human emotions, and it takes a period of adaptation to accept the facts, just like Ming Shu, after he first learned the results of the inspection report, it is generally difficult to face the reality without hindrance.

Sometimes it is better to let the other party be alone quietly, to calm down and think about these helpless situations.

After an unknown amount of time, Ming Shu still looked back, closed his eyes and continued to sleep, no longer worried about the other person in the room.

And at three o'clock in the morning, Ning Zhicai, who was on the accompanying bed, turned back and lay flat on his back, looking at the ceiling, and stretched out his hand to pull the quilt.

The escort bed is too narrow and the conditions are limited. Tall people feel cold when sleeping on it, which is far less comfortable and warm than at home. After lying down for so long, the hands and feet are still cold, which is quite painful.Ning Zhi curled his legs and wrapped a corner of the quilt around his body, then turned his head to look in the direction of the hospital bed, his eyes were a little lonely.

There are only three or four hours before dawn, and this time will pass quickly.

The daily routine in the hospital is much more regular than that at home, and the habit has formed a biological clock. Mingshu still gets up at seven o'clock, then washes and tidies up, and then wakes Ning Zhi up when it's almost time, and asks Ning Zhi to wash his face and brush his teeth.

Because he didn't get a good rest last night, Ning Zhi was so sleepy this morning, he couldn't even open his eyes after waking up, and his curly hair exploded, as if he had been drilling a hole for a long time.

Ming Shu was very happy, and started to help Ning Zhi with her hair, and took another piece of clothing for her to put on.

"It's cold today, go out and be careful."

Ning Zhi nodded tiredly, too sleepy to speak out, but he would still fold the quilt and put it in the closet first, put away the accompanying bed and put it against the wall, and then help Mingshu pour a cup of warm water, and finally, slowly Wash in the toilet.

Ming Shu asked: "You don't want to sleep for a while, I'll call you later."

Ning Zhi shook his head, "No need, the beds are all put away."

"You can sleep here," Ming Shu patted the hospital bed, "The nurse will come later, so I won't need it for the time being."

Ning Zhi would definitely not sleep in the hospital bed. In fact, she would never approach Mingshu casually. Every time she wanted to do something, she had to clean it first before doing anything. It was impossible to lie on Mingshu's hospital bed.

"I'm awake, I'm fine." Ning Zhi said, "I'll go shopping later, what would you like to eat?"

Ming Shu said: "Anything is fine, just don't be too greasy."

Ning Zhi reported the names of several breakfast foods and asked Ming Shu to choose one, and then said: "I have hired two specialized nutrition chefs, and from tomorrow onwards, someone will send customized meals over at a fixed time. They are responsible for all the meals."

Mingshu has no objection to this and does not object.

There are still a small number of patients in the hospital who only eat the cafeteria every day. Most of them are taken care of by family members, and some even rent a house here to accompany them. It is not uncommon to hire a nutritionist alone. It just depends on whether the economic conditions allow it. .

Fan Chuyu also mentioned this a few days ago, thinking that it would be better to hire a nutritionist, but Ming Shu didn't have the heart to do this at that time, so she didn't listen much.

Ning Zhi was still very careful at this time, taking all aspects into consideration, and made a decision first, so as to avoid Mingshu's troublesome handling of these things by himself.

Breakfast is to drink milk and eat eggs, plus a banana to supplement protein and vitamins.

Ning Zhi eats the same food as Ming Shu, even though she doesn't like eggs, she still chooses to eat the same food in consideration of the patient's feelings, even the portion is similar.

Mingshu felt that it was unnecessary, so the corners of his mouth turned up and he said, "You can eat whatever you want, and I'm not greedy for those."

Ning Zhi still persisted, and replied: "I'm not picky about food, I can eat almost anything."

What I have to do today is the same as yesterday, the only difference is that Dr. Cheng has brought another female doctor this time, a professor who has just returned from advanced studies in the United States.The professor's surname is Wen, and his full name is Wen Yun.

Professor Wen Yun is in his thirties this year. As his name suggests, he is generous, gentle and considerate, and is very patient with patients.Professor Wen was Dr. Jiang's former colleague, and this time Jiang Xu entrusted him with a team to take over Mingshu. Next, she will help Mingshu with Dr. Cheng and the others.

Dr. Cheng introduced Professor Wen Yun to Ming Shu, and then Professor Wen Yun told Ming Shu a lot about CML and treatment. The group stayed in the ward for almost two hours.

Ming Shu had heard about Wen Yun in advance, and Jiang Xu had already called to inform her, saying that Professor Wen Yun had made a lot of research achievements in the field of blood diseases, and one of them could cover the entire department of the Third Hospital.Dr. Jiang spoke highly of Wen Yun, and he did not hesitate to praise him as a "genius" and a leader in the medical field. In short, he admired and admired Wen Yun very much.

Of course, Professor Wen Yun also mentioned Jiang Xu in front of Mingshu, and praised Jiang Xu back and forth, and also spoke highly of Jiang Xu.

After that, Ming Shu called Jiang Xu to express his gratitude, and thanked Dr. Jiang for his help.

When answering the phone, Ye Xiyan was also at the side, and Mr. Ye directly made a video call to see what was going on here with his own eyes.

At that time Ning Zhi was sitting in the ward, this person was embarrassed to see Jiang Xu and Ye Xiyan, knowing that he did something wrong earlier.

Mr. Ye didn't mind this, and asked Jiang Xu about Ning Zhi's school start, and chatted politely and casually.

Fan Chuyu came here only in the afternoon, and was busy with the tasks in the studio in the morning, so she has hardly been able to take a breather since early in the morning.Boss Fan has been exhausted for a while, he manages two stores by himself, and also has to take care of himself and Mingshu's other investment projects, wishing to divide himself into two to handle affairs every day.

Fan Chuyu was visibly tired and thin. Before the Chinese New Year, she still had a fleshy S-shaped figure. Now the flesh on her face is gone, and her two collarbones are clearly visible.The high-intensity work pressure is unbearable. She is really too busy, and she has already planned to ask someone to help with the work. This time, she also wants to discuss with Mingshu and plan to pick one of the people below to work. .

Ming Shu naturally supported this approach, knowing that Fan Chuyu couldn't handle it alone, he already had a suitable candidate in his heart.She plans to promote Teacher Zhou Zhou, and wants Teacher Zhou Zhou to act as her substitute.

For a long time in the afternoon, the two discussed this point for a long time.Fan Chuyu is also satisfied with Teacher Zhou Zhou, but she is still worried. She is afraid to hand over the work and rights above her head. She always feels that it is risky.And Mingshu also considered this, and told Fan Chuyu what to do, including many details that were not easy to notice.

This afternoon, Ning Zhi was in charge of going downstairs to get the medicine and go through the formalities, and even bought two cups of hot drinks to bring up after he was done.

——Ming Shu has no share, Ning Zhi and Fan Chuyu can drink.

Perhaps discussing work has added a bit of energy to the ward, and the heavy atmosphere last night was gradually diluted. The rest of the day is not as depressing as it was yesterday, and they are still fine after falling asleep.

Ming Shu secretly observed Ning Zhi for a long time, but after finding that the child had indeed put aside those annoying emotions, he immediately became much more at ease.She didn't want to make everyone around her lifeless because of her illness, that was too negative and really unnecessary.

In life, there are many variables, the future is uncertain, there are joys and impermanence, sometimes we should face it calmly.

The next day was sunny and cloudless.

The old couple came to the hospital that day, and suddenly appeared outside the ward early in the morning. The husband and wife came over with a bunch of things.

I don't know where they heard the news from. Ming Yiru and Xiao Heliang found out about their daughter's hospitalization, and they also quietly found out the cause and effect of everything.

——Old Cao and his friends have all heard the news. How can the couple not hear the news? They knew it as early as last night, but they didn't call Mingshu.

The arrival of her parents made Ming Shu a little at a loss. She planned to tell the old couple the truth today, and she planned to inform them, but when she woke up in the morning and saw someone standing outside, her heart jumped suddenly.

However, the scene where the family of three met was quite calm, and Ming Yiru's reaction was much smaller than expected. He didn't cry as soon as he entered the door, and he didn't blame his daughter for hiding it from him.

The couple were relatively calm, as if they had already made sufficient mental preparations, so after entering the door, they just called Ming Shu and put all their things on the cabinet.

Ms. Ming had cried several times at home, her eyes were still swollen at the moment, she looked haggard and not very energetic.Xiao Heliang was not much better either, the old man who was very optimistic in the past could no longer laugh, and his eyes were red when he saw his stepdaughter.

The couple knew everything, so they didn't have to ask anything when they came.They themselves were not curious about why Ning Zhi was here, as if they had seen through the relationship between the two of them.

Such a scene was both unexpected and reasonable, Ming Shu's lips moved but he didn't know how to speak, for a long while, he just opened his mouth to call someone.

Ning Zhi went out once and gave up the place to a family of three.

Ming Yiru didn't act too fragile in front of his daughter, but then he went outside and cried for a while, and then came back as if nothing had happened.

The old couple behaved fairly optimistically, at least not like some family members who fainted as soon as they heard the diagnosis result, let alone some people who only sighed and sighed. The medical staff understand the situation and ask specific questions.

Ming Yiru also specially went out to talk with Ning Zhi, and asked some details.

Ming Shu didn't know what they were talking about, but she refrained from asking, feeling that nothing would happen.

In fact, it was really not that bad, Ning Zhi and Ming Yiru got along quite harmoniously, and the old couple took Ning Zhi out to dinner tonight, and they found a restaurant to make do with it.

This day, Ming Yiru also insisted on staying as an escort, and bought a small folding bed from outside, saying that he would take turns with Teacher Xiao to accompany Mingshu in the future.

Ning Zhi quickly helped Ming Yiru make the bed, and thoughtfully went back with a thick quilt.

Taking advantage of Ning Zhi's absence, Ming Shu got straight to the point and talked with Ms. Ming Yiru.Ming Shu was straightforward, and asked directly: "Mom, do you know what our relationship is now?"

Ming Yiru was packing up his things. Hearing this, he turned to look at Ming Shu, and just replied, "I don't care about you."

Mingshu said: "She is my girlfriend."

Ming Yiru remained silent.

"Although she's a little young, she's still a very responsible person." Ming Shu said softly, secretly watching her mother's expression change, paused, and continued, "I like her quite a bit, and I think it's appropriate."

Ming Yiru stopped his movements, narrowed his gaze, and then said what was in his heart: "Too young, it doesn't suit you."

Guessing that her mother would think this way, Ming Shu thought for a moment, without making excuses, she just said: "Then you should be more tolerant from now on..."

Now that her daughter is so old, she has her own ideas and can see the situation clearly, so the way she dealt with it in the early years is no longer applicable.If Ming Yi didn't know what to do, he felt that it was unnecessary to stop him at this time, and he knew that he should be more cautious. After thinking about it, he finally remained silent.

Ms. Ming does not agree with her daughter's concept of feelings, but there are more important things to face right now. Whichever is more important, she chose "cure" without any hesitation, and it will not affect Mingshu's mentality. .

Originally, some problems were not considered problems. When my daughter was young, she took care of it because she was afraid that Mingshu would go the wrong way. Now that Mingshu is in her third year, she should make her own decisions about life.

Ming Yiru still understands this truth, and can accept it quickly in this situation, and won't do anything to Ning Zhi.

Furthermore, Ning Zhi's performance is actually much better than many people, at least she is willing to come to the hospital to take care of Mingshu, which is far better than those who can only speak nice words.

The next few days remained the same, except for two more people, the rest did not change much.

Mingshu's treatment continued, taking medicine and checking every day, relaxing and exercising in his spare time, either walking around the ward, or taking a stroll around the ward when there were few people around.

With her parents around, it was easier at the hospital. At least Fan Chuyu was under a lot less pressure, and Ning Zhi could spend more time with Mingshu, and occasionally go home.

Z University has started school, and it's time to arrive before I feel much.

Ning Zhi had to go back to school, some things had to be handed over to Ming Yiru.Zai'er was not willing to let go, always wanted to stay with Mingshu, and even planned to go back to school to study during the day and go to the hospital to watch over the patients at night.

That would definitely not work, not only Ming Shu disagreed, but also the others, especially Ming Yiru.

Ming Yiru talked to Ning Zhi in private, but he didn't know what he said, but Ning Zhi finally let go, obediently went back to Z University to study, and tried to come here every day when he was free, and only rested on weekends it's here.

The accompanying bed is still reserved for Ning Zhi, no one else uses it, so it is specially reserved for him.

Leaving aside the start of school, many other things happened during that time:

Lao Cao and Sister Ying visited Mingshu in the hospital every now and then; Jiang Xu and Ye Xiyan went to Germany; the studio received a bunch of new orders and two young designers settled in; He expressed his willingness to come to the hospital for matching, hoping to help Mingshu.

Naturally, there is a certain order for bone marrow matching. The first echelon must find full matches among siblings, followed by full matches in the bone marrow bank, and then semi-matches.

In the past, if someone was found to have leukemia, the first thing to do would be to mobilize the people around them to do the matching. The sooner the better, the more people the better. Generally, it is to try to find a suitable bone marrow donor as soon as possible.But it's different now. Mingshu was found to be in the chronic phase of chronic granulomatous disease. The hospital's initial approach was not to consider bone marrow transplantation, but to control the disease first.

The surrounding people voluntarily do the matching, and the hospital will definitely consider it, but Dr. Cheng and Professor Wen Yun still called the old couple to discuss for a long time, mainly discussing whether to do bone marrow transplantation, and if it is done, the treatment team’s suggestion is to hope Find a suitable donor as soon as possible.

Professor Wen Yun's meaning is relatively straightforward. She knows that Ming Shu is Ming Yiru's only daughter, but she still hopes that Ming Yiru can mobilize the relatives around her, and find Ming Yiru's ex-husband, Ming Shu's father, to ask.

Some things are hard to tell, but the best way to do a bone marrow transplant is to have all identical siblings, and siblings include half-siblings.

Ming Shu's father remarried twice after divorcing Ming Yiru. He and his last two wives had five children in total. The youngest was already an adult, and the oldest was only a little more than a year younger than Ming Shu.

Among these people, there may be someone who can match Mingshu, anyway, no one can say for sure.

Professor Wen Yun said straightforwardly. Her suggestion is to do bone marrow transplantation when necessary. If you can’t find a fully compatible match, then there is no need to consider it in the short term. The risk of bone marrow transplantation is too high. The "cure" does just that.

If Ming Yi hadn't told Ming Shu about this, he would have kept everything a secret, not revealing a single word.

Ming Shu hadn't thought that far. Her personal point of view was similar to that of the two doctors. She believed that it is better to control the disease and pursue a safe route. It is not necessary to rush for success.

Furthermore, even if it comes to the day when bone marrow transplantation is necessary, you can find a haploidentical one. It is not so easy to find a perfect match. Many leukemia patients are haploidentical, and the risk of rejection after surgery will indeed be greater. But at least one hope isn't.

Bone marrow is just one of the small episodes and has little impact.

Anyway, it didn't have much influence on Mingshu.

The treatment continued, repeated day after day.

However, the medicine is three-point poisonous, and the side effects brought about by the medicine gradually appear, and later on, it is not only vomiting and bone headache, but also a small increase in weight, whitening of the skin, fatigue and stomach cold... …These symptoms are not too severe, some are mild, and overall they are not bad.

Mingshu didn't find the treatment unbearable, and resisted all these side effects.She still actively communicated with the doctor, she would speak up when she felt uncomfortable, and she would tell Dr. Cheng and them if she felt any pain.

There are still several patients with chronic granulomatosis hospitalized in the hematology department. The pain of those patients is much more serious than that of Mingshu, and one of them even entered the blast phase.

It's a pity that God's wishes didn't come true. The patient in the slow-grain blast phase didn't stay in the hospital for a long time, not even half a month.The man died, and the doctors tried their best but failed to bring him back. All the medical staff could do was to alleviate the suffering of the patient and make him suffer less before he died.

On the evening of the day when the treatment failed, the family member of the patient burst into tears in the building, crying loudly and heart-piercingly.

Everyone is gone, and it is understandable that the family members are more emotional, but in order to maintain order, the hospital still has to take the family members away and go downstairs, and then comfort them kindly when they go to a place where there are few people.

Mingshu watched the matter from the sidelines. Although he couldn't see what the patient was like, he saw the family member who almost fainted from crying.

Parting between life and death is staged in the hospital every day, and everyone knows it well, but the truth is one thing, and it is another thing to actually encounter it.

Due to such an incident, the hospital was shrouded in a gloomy atmosphere for the rest of the day. Both the patient and the family members were under a lot of pressure, and their hearts became more tense.

It was the weekend, so Ning Zhi came over and took a few autumn videos for Mingshu to watch.

If Ming Yi was not there, he went out and did not say where he went before he left.Ming Shu acquiesced that her mother was going back to solve the company's business problems, so she didn't pay much attention to it. When Ning Zhi asked, she didn't care too much and said, "It should be in the company. Last night, her secretary called several times. .”

Ning Zhi nodded clearly and didn't ask any further questions.

Aunt Lin also came over. She was the last to know about this matter, and only then did she hear that Mingshu was ill.The old man's ability to resist blows is far inferior to that of other people. Like the general public, Aunt Lin couldn't hold back her tears when she saw Mingshu.

Aunt Lin couldn't say anything too provocative. She looked at Mingshu with tears in her eyes, but she could only say one sentence: "You made a crime...how did you get this disease..."

The older generation has a very pessimistic impression of slow grains. Knowing that this thing is commonly known as "blood cancer", almost all people who have had this disease in memory have disappeared, and it feels more and more like the sky is about to fall. of.

Ning Zhi also comforted Aunt Lin for a long time, handing papers and pouring water, and helping Aunt Lin calm down in the middle, worrying that the old man would lose his temper if he cried too hard.

Mingshu was helpless but moved, and felt a little hard to describe.To her, Aunt Lin is like Ming Yiru, she is her family, even if there is no blood relationship, Aunt Lin and their family have already transcended blood relationship.

It was later that Ning Zhi drove Aunt Lin back, and then brought a nutritious meal from Yulin Garden.

Ming Shu looked at his phone when he had nothing to do, and clicked on the autumn video to play it repeatedly.She hadn't seen Autumn for so long, and she still missed Mao Tuanzi somewhat, so she asked Ning Zhi a few words after she came back.

"Has it had a physical examination this month?"

Ning Zhi said, "I did."

Ming Shu: "How is it? What did the doctor say?"

Ning Zhi: "It's not bad, just do it."

"It didn't seem to work last time. The doctor told me to watch it more."

"Ah."

Mingshu asked: "Is it still in Yulin Garden?"

Ning Zhi shook his head, "I sent it back, my grandma took it with me."

"That's fine, it's not safe to always ask someone to watch over you."

"I don't have time to take care of it."

Ming Shu looked at the phone for a while, and couldn't help but smile again.The Mao Tuanzi in the video is so obedient, eccentric, sometimes running around, and sometimes leaning in front of the camera to look at it curiously, it seems to know that this is a video shot for Mingshu, so it stares cooperatively. Looking at the camera to show off his newly learned skills, once he showed off the doll Mingshu bought for him.

Ning Zhi stood aside quietly, laid out all the nutritious meals, and then asked Ming Shu to eat.

Ming Shu reluctantly put down his phone, put on his shoes and stepped forward, habitually drinking half a glass of water before eating.

Ning Zhishou took food for her and ate with her.

Halfway through the meal, Ning Zhishanger said in a low voice: "The doctor said last time that Qiu seems to have a little cognitive impairment."

Ming Shu stopped his movements and looked up.

Ning Zhi said again: "It's too old."

The ward was silent, and the air was almost stagnant.

Ming Shu chewed the vegetables and suddenly felt like eating wax.

Ning Zhi lowered his eyes, brought out the soup, pushed it in front of Ming Shu, hesitated, and said slowly: "Boss Ming, don't leave me..."

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