unruly

On the night of the first day of the new year, the lights of Z City are always on, and the streets and alleys are bustling and bustling. It is so late, and there are still more people coming and going on both sides of the road than usual. Red lanterns are hung high, and ribbons and balloons are wrapped around the walls of shops along the street. The festive atmosphere filled the sky over the entire city, and the strong atmosphere of fireworks permeated everywhere and lasted for a long time.

The hospital is independent of the atmosphere of the Spring Festival. The upstairs and downstairs of the inpatient department are quiet, and there is a lot of festive celebration missing.There is more silence here, the burning smell of the air lingers for a long time, and the heaviness and depression can be felt from nowhere through the door panel.

On the first night in the hospital, after finishing the chat and putting down the phone, Ming Shu lay on the bed without saying a word, opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling for more than ten minutes, and kept a motionless posture.

Before going to sleep, she repeatedly clicked on the video posted by Ning Zhi and watched it several times, playing it from beginning to end, and involuntarily pursed her lips into a straight line.

Many thoughts ran wildly in his mind, simple ones, complicated ones, pouring down one after another... Ming Shu felt so many feelings in his heart that he couldn't figure out what it was like for a while.

It's not sad or reluctance, it's just that my chest is empty, as if a piece of flesh is missing.

After a long time, Ming Shu turned over and faced the direction of the window, quietly looking out of the light-transmitting window.

The environment of the inpatient department of the Third Hospital is really good. The surrounding area has a large green area, and the buildings are well soundproofed. It is not like the lights in the financial city at night. You can faintly hear the sound of vehicles passing by on the road in the distance when you lie down in the house.This place is close to the suburbs, so it is very suitable for recuperation.

After a while, feeling that his eyes were a bit tired, Ming Shu touched the pillow, then put the phone in the drawer of the cabinet, and closed his eyelids again.

After that, I don't know when I fell asleep. Anyway, I was still relatively awake for a long time after I closed my eyes. The thoughts in my head were chaotically surging, and when I fell asleep, my consciousness was drowsy.

One night is divided into two rests, the sleep effect is still good, and after waking up, you will not be as tired as you usually stay up late.

The next morning, the nurse came to wake Mingshu up, urged her to get up and walk around quickly, and told her to move around in the room and not stay on the bed all the time.The little nurse knew Jiang Xu, and was entrusted by Dr. Jiang to bring Mingshu breakfast, and delivered water without being too tired.

Ming Shu is a little embarrassed about this, after all, he is not familiar with others so far that he has to ask someone to deliver his meals and drinks, so he can handle it with a bit of diligence.She accepted them and thanked them politely.

The little nurse has a gentle temper, smiled and waved her hands and said "no", and jokingly told: "Dr. Jiang paid the wages, I am earning extra money, I also bought breakfast, and now I can have a free meal with you .”

The breakfast is bought in the hospital cafeteria. It is clean and hygienic, and it is healthier than the ones in the store outside.The little nurse brought bland food, no greasy buns and the like, and what she drank was a large glass of boiled water, not soy milk.

Ming Shu didn't have the appetite to eat, but she still insisted on eating all of it, and got up and walked around twice, exercising her muscles and bones.

The little nurse stood chattering, talking about some precautions to follow, including foods to avoid, supplements of vitamins, protein and calcium, as well as adequate sleep and proper exercise.

"In the future, don't eat grapefruit, don't eat lemons, don't touch too sour fruits, and eat less watermelon. You can eat more apples and bananas to supplement vitamins. You can't eat overnight meals, and don't touch spoiled food. Yes, try not to smoke or drink, quit as soon as possible if you are addicted, and endure if you want to smoke.”

"Wearing a mask when going out must be of the level of a medical mask. Remember to change it regularly, and don't just wear one throughout the day."

"Don't exercise vigorously, be careful if you bump into it."

……

Ming Shu listened and wrote everything down.

The little nurse carefully pasted a list on the wall, and that was what was written on the list.

"Doctor Jiang asked me to type it out for you," said the little nurse. "In the future, if you need anything, you can call us. If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell us in time. You can't hold back, you know?"

Ming Shu responded warmly: "Yes."

Xu Shi couldn't bear such annoyed torment for such a good-looking person, the little nurse sized her up quietly, sighed secretly when she turned her back, held back for a while, and said softly: "You should take medicine today That’s all, Doctor Cheng will come to see you later.”

Ming Shu didn't feel much, and faced it very calmly.

"Okay, thank you."

The little nurse was softly relieved: "Eating this may be uncomfortable at first, but it will be fine once you get used to it. You should bear with it when the time comes, and you will get better after eating."

Mingshu nodded, "Yes."

The little nurse didn't stay in the ward for long, she just came over to help when she was free, and left after explaining almost everything.

The light is bright this morning. Although the sun has not yet risen, the sky is clear, and the soft white clouds are stacked above, which is refreshing when viewed from a distance.

Ming Shu stood by the window for a long time, emptied his mind and looked at the other side, not thinking about anything, not entangled in what he had or what he didn't have.

The old couple replied to her soon after. Xiao Heliang asked Mingshu how the weather was in Germany, and told her to wear more clothes when she went out.Ms. Ming Yiru is very aloof on WeChat, she just replied to a message she received and nothing else, and she didn't take the initiative to care about her daughter, not as cordial as in reality.

Mingshu didn't reply to the old couple immediately. It was still night in Germany at this time, and it would be revealed when they returned.

At nine o'clock, Dr. Cheng in a white coat came over. After entering the ward, it is customary to perform various examinations, including looking at the eyes, checking the tongue and touching the neck... The lump was still there yesterday. Dr. Cheng said: "Wait until the white blood cells are reduced If you go down, this will dissipate by itself, don't worry too much."

Ming Shu nodded, "No."

Dr. Cheng is a good person. He is naturally optimistic and cheerful. After careful examination, he talked about taking medicine again, repeating what the little nurse said, and adding some more detailed content.

Taking slow-grain medicine is not like the common cold. It doesn’t matter if there is one more pill or one less.Dr. Cheng suggested that Mingshu take the medicine with the main meal, take it during the meal, eat half full first, then swallow four medicines with a large glass of water, and then continue to eat, so as to reduce the nausea and discomfort of taking targeted drugs. Stomach irritation.

Dr. Cheng also mentioned some examinations yesterday and revealed the results.

He didn't say whether it was good or bad. He deliberately didn't give an analysis and judgment, but only reported a few indexes.

At [-]:[-], Fan Chuyu came and left home to watch over the patient.

Fan Zong is loyal, during the Chinese New Year, his relatives will not leave, his friends will be rejected for dinner and entertainment, and even the parties of the partners will be replaced by others, and he will spare time here to accompany Mingshu for treatment.

In front of Mingshu, Fan Chuyu didn't say a word about it. After entering the door, she found a stool to sit on. Occasionally, the medical staff would do what she wanted, and occasionally peeled half an apple and handed it to Mingshu.

As I said yesterday, Fan Chuyu has been extremely hygienic since today, and her love for cleanliness is even more exaggerated than her cleanliness.As long as he has to get close to Mingshu, or touches Mingshu, the first thing Fan Chuyu does is to wash his hands first.

Dr. Cheng smiled and boasted: "It's a good job, and the awareness of prevention is very strong."

Fan Chuyu asked how the current progress was, feeling a little anxious.

"It's not clear yet, we have to observe for a few days." Dr. Cheng said, "At least try the effect of taking medicine."

Ming Shu wasn't nervous at all, and he accepted the next treatment process well in his heart, so he wouldn't be afraid or uneasy because of it.She treats taking medicine like drawing a picture, not full of hope and expectation, but only as what she wants to do and what she should do.

Maybe it was due to the calm state of mind, the first time I took the medicine at noon went smoothly, except that it was a bit difficult to swallow, everything else was stable, I didn't vomit, and there was no other reaction.

The inability to swallow it was not due to other reasons, it was simply not used to taking medicine.In the past, Mingshu couldn't even swallow the capsules for cold and cough, but now he couldn't accept the targeted medicine.

Dinner and a large glass of water were too bloated, and after taking the medicine, Ming Shu had to stand up to digest, so as to barely feel better.

After taking the medicine, you can't lie down and go to sleep immediately, at least two hours apart.Fan Chuyu kept looking at Mingshu, afraid that she would vomit, that she would be sleepy, and that she might not get used to it.

Once I start taking medicine, other processes will follow. Round after round of inspections, observations, inquiries... I will almost repeat what I did the previous day every day, or do it regularly and at fixed times, and strictly stick to the time.

Mingshu's feeling at the beginning was not bad, she didn't feel that it was too difficult to endure, and the overall adaptation was very smooth, and she felt that she was almost the same as when she didn't take the medicine.

The side effects gradually appeared on the fourth day. At this time, I gradually felt pain in the bones of the legs, fatigued easily, and felt cold from time to time... She vomited twice while taking the medicine, and soon after taking the medicine, she vomited quickly, even half an inch Didn't last for hours.This is definitely not enough, you have to eat again, and you have to do it again, eat, take medicine, drink water, eat...

Fan Chuyu had no choice but to do anything every time, completely helpless, at most he could help pour another big glass of water.

Dr. Cheng asked Mingshu to bear it, and he had to eat if he couldn't eat.In fact, her side effects and reactions are not bad, and it is barely enough for chronic granule patients. Other patients are much more serious than this. Some people vomit profusely after taking the medicine for the first time, and the feeling is not as good as suffering It was a good call.

Mingshu's performance was as calm as ever, only when he took the medicine and vomited, he was in a mess, but the rest of the time was fine, no matter what time it was, he looked calm and calm.When she is free, she will send messages, make short phone calls with the old couple, or chat with Ning Zhi.

Zai'er sent video requests several times to see how she was doing in Germany, but she refused to answer them, either pretending she was busy and not seeing them, or making excuses that there were people around her that were inconvenient.

Ning Zhi never became suspicious, and told her not to be too tired. She was so busy every day, she just went out to exchange and study, and it was not to participate in activities to discuss cooperation, so there was no need to work so hard.

Mingshu prepared a gift for Ning Zhi. It was originally a New Year's gift. It was supposed to be exchanged with the other party last time, but at that time he deliberately kept it and did not give it away. It was only two days before he handed it over to Fan Chuyu, so that Mr. Fan Transfer it to Ning Zhi on his behalf.

——Ming Shu wanted to deliver this personally, but the treatment was far more difficult than she imagined, so she changed her mind and planned to procrastinate for a while, trying to see if she could survive the first month.

Fan Chuyu knew what she meant, but she was unwilling to help, and said firmly: "If you want to send it yourself, I won't."

It can be said that, seeing Mingshu's pale face due to taking medicine, Fan Chuyu was still soft-hearted after all, and finally agreed reluctantly.

Originally, Fan Chuyu wanted Mingshu to inform the old couple, but since Mingshu vomited several times in a row, Fan Chuyu never mentioned that matter again, and silently obeyed.

But the old couple is an old couple, and not telling the elders in the family does not mean that they will not tell other friends.

Fan Chuyu told Lao Cao and Sister Ying about Mingshu's illness, and discussed in private for a while, discussing how to deal with the situation.After all, they are friends for many years. It is impossible for everyone to sit idly by. Human hearts are full of flesh. How can they be indifferent when encountering such a situation.

On the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, old sister Cao Ying and the others followed Fan Chuyu to the hospital to visit, and each of them took adequate protection before entering, for fear that Mingshu would get sick due to infection.

Ming Shu was not surprised to see her friends, she knew that everyone knew about it, and also knew that this pedestrian would come today.She shouted, her lips were dry, her spirits were not in a good state, and her condition was worse than when she was just hospitalized.

Seeing her sickly appearance, Sister Ying was the first to cry. Before coming here, she had agreed not to cry, and don't act as if she was parting from life and death, but seeing this scene, she still couldn't restrain her emotions.Sister Ying has always been sentimental, and she couldn't bear it even when she fell in love and broke up, and she couldn't hold it back now.

Ming Shu wanted to go forward to comfort her, but Miss Ying immediately raised her hand to stop her: "Sit there, don't come over! I just came in from the outside, and there is dust on my body, so don't come near me."

Ming Shu laughed, "It doesn't matter, it's not to this extent."

Sister Ying just disagreed, wiped the corners of her eyes, and said stubbornly, "Just don't come here, and leave me alone."

In the back, Lao Cao patted Sister Ying on the back, and stuffed two pieces of paper to wipe her tears and snot.

Lao Cao was also very uncomfortable. During this period, his eyes were rarely red, but he didn't cry, and he still controlled himself.He was such a rambunctious person, but at this time he was more taciturn than anyone else, he didn't say a few words from the beginning to the end, and he didn't communicate with Mingshu very much, the whole process was too quiet.

Mingshu glanced at him, didn't know how to explain, just sat there silently, waiting for him to speak.

Lao Cao still couldn't get over the emotion, so he avoided the crowd and went out for a while, and went outside quietly, biting a cigarette to relieve himself.He didn't light the fire, didn't take a sip, he was afraid that it would affect Mingshu when he came back.

It is really hard to tell clearly about the accident, the world is unpredictable, and there is no way to determine which will come first, tomorrow or the accident.

Serious illness is the most helpless, especially this kind of illness that does not see much way forward.A group of friends know well about the current situation and Mingshu's situation.

When Lao Cao turned back again, the atmosphere in the ward eased a lot and was no longer so dignified.

Someone asked about the Ming family's parents, so they talked about the old couple.

I don't know who started it, but everyone suddenly talked about the friendship between Ming Yiru and Xiao Heliang in a tacit understanding, detailing those past events bit by bit.

In fact, most of this group of people used to be Xiao Heliang's students, and even if the rest were not, they were more or less taken care of by Teacher Xiao. When they were in middle school, they often asked Teacher Xiao to give lectures.Lao Cao is one of them. He has done too many free make-up lessons with Xiao Heliang. If it wasn't for making up lessons back then, he would never have known Mingshu later.

There is also Ming Yiru, Ms. Ming, who is hard-spoken and soft-hearted, has helped many people present in her career, such as helping Sister Ying to match up, such as finding a relationship for XX, and for example, in the early years, in the name of investment, she gave money to help the elderly. Cao is engaged in art.

After Ming Shuyi came out without hesitation and fell out with his family, some people helped Mingshu without asking for anything in return precisely because of Ming Yiru's love.

No one spoke negative words, until Lao Cao had a brain twitch, his lips moved suddenly, he looked up at Ming Shu, and said seriously: "No matter what happens in the future, I will do my best to take care of my aunt and Mr. Xiao, and it is okay to provide for the elderly. It’s two more pairs of chopsticks on the table.”

As soon as the words fell, the whole ward was silent.

Ming Shu was startled, he didn't expect Lao Cao to come out suddenly.

Lao Cao said: "Auntie and Teacher Xiao can be regarded as half of my parents..."

Ming Shu was speechless for a moment, not knowing how to respond.

It was Fan Chuyu who turned around quickly, and immediately slapped Lao Cao, and said with disgust: "What are you doing, Ashu will take care of you in the future, and I don't need you."

In fact, it is not only Lao Cao who has plans, but also Sister Ying and the others. Everyone has silently reached a consensus. If God does not open his eyes, there will be such a day, then those present will have to give a hand, and they will visit when they are free in the future. Whether it's the old couple, it's better to wait for the couple to help take care of them when they get old, and then everyone will do their best.

The old couple are good people, Ming Shu is a good person, the whole family is good, there is no reason not to help.

Ming Shu looked at Lao Cao, then at the others, but was still speechless.She really wanted to say thank you, but the words of gratitude stuck in her throat and she couldn't say it. After all, if she really agreed, it would be regarded as entrusting the old couple to everyone to a certain extent. It would be unfair to Lao Cao and the others. For decades.

This meeting was positive in the end, at least it gave Mingshu some comfort, one more supporter would make her feel more at ease, it was better than resisting herself.

At night, Ming Shu chatted with Ning Zhi as usual, asking about autumn and about the start of school.

The days go by so fast. In my memory, it hasn't been long since the last time school started. In the blink of an eye, half a year has passed, and it seems that a few days have passed.

Ning Zhi doesn't look forward to the new semester, and doesn't have much interest in reading. He spends his days in the old house walking the dog and playing games, or walking with Mrs. Ning, and occasionally attending banquets and important events.

The children haven't been in touch with Li Linze and the others for a long time. They are stuck at home during the New Year, and it is difficult to go out to be cool.

Mingshu asked Li Linze and Miss Fang Yujing on WeChat.

Ning Zhi was puzzled: "Ask them what they do?"

Ming Shu replied frankly: "Don't stay at home all day long, you can go out with friends more, and take a look around before school starts."

Ning Zhi: "I don't want to go, I'm too lazy to move."

Ming Shu: "Find someone to go on a trip and go to other places."

Ning Zhi: "I want to go to Germany to find you."

Ming Shu was taken aback for a moment, and then calmly dealt with it: "I have too many things to do here, I can't get away. If you come, I will be even busier."

Ning Zhi asked, "What are you busy with?"

Ming Shu couldn't give a specific answer, so he could only prevaricate: "Draw pictures, watch shows, communicate with colleagues."

Ning Zhi asked again: "Have you met anyone?"

Ming Shu: "It's not like that, it's nothing unusual."

Ning Zhi: "Oh."

Mingshu changed the topic, and talked about other things, talking about some messy things.

Ning Zhi didn't seem to find anything strange, and picked up her topic after a while, and talked about it one by one.

This person sent another video, which was shot alone in Autumn.In autumn, I learned a new skill without a teacher, and now I can bow. I don’t know if I learned it from those little kids who begged for red envelopes during the Chinese New Year.The big dog was dumbfounded, learning in a good way, and he was very excited to put his paws together, as if he had learned something amazing.

Ning Zhi cheekily sent a message: "It misses you too."

Ming Shu replied, "It's very good."

Ning Zhi asked, "It wants to travel to Germany."

Ming Shu smiled, skipped this line and didn't reply.

After chatting for nearly an hour, both parties were ready to rest.

Before going offline, Ning Zhishang sent another message: "I read on the Internet that it's snowing heavily in Berlin again today, and it's beautifully covered by the snow."

Ming Shu typed without thinking: "Well, it's okay."

The chat interface shows that the other party is typing, but the message has not been sent for a long time.

Seemingly reluctant to end, Ning Zhi sent the last greeting after a long time: "Remember to add clothes when it's snowing, don't run around."

Ming Shu: "No, stay in the hotel for nothing."

Ning Zhi: "Go to sleep, good night."

Mingshu: "Ann."

The side effects of taking the medicine will last for quite a long time, Mingshu still feels bone pain, and faintly has other symptoms.

Maybe it was because of her physical discomfort, or maybe it was because of this chat. Later, Ming Shu lay on the bed and suffered from insomnia again, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

On the next day, which was the [-]th day of the lunar calendar, Ming Shu made an internet call with the old couple and asked them how they were doing these days.

The life of the old couple has been quite comfortable for a while. After visiting relatives, they went on a self-driving tour in the countryside for two days, and they just returned home today.Xiao Heliang kept asking how Mingshu was doing in Germany, whether it was cold, whether he was used to eating, and how his studies were progressing.Ming Shu said yes to everything, and wanted to tell the truth twice in the middle, but she still couldn't open her mouth.

It's noon, and it's time for another round of taking medicine.

Dr. Cheng came to make an inspection, and then talked about whether the effect of the medicine in the past ten days was good or bad.

Generally speaking, it is possible. The effect of Gleevec is a little better than expected, exceeding Dr. Cheng's estimate.The lump on Mingshu's neck was gone, and the mild splenomegaly symptoms he had earlier had also improved, and all the blood indexes were gradually declining.

Mingshu no longer vomited so badly after taking the medicine this time, and persisted for more than half an hour before getting sick, and finally didn't have to take the medicine a second time.

Fan Chuyu came only in the afternoon, and when he entered the door, he asked Mingshu when he would notify the old couple.Ming Shu couldn't give an exact date, and was getting out of bed and taking a walk slowly to relieve the pain in his bones.

"They called me and asked you." Fan Chuyu said.

Mingshu turned her head: "What did you ask?"

Fan Chuyu replied: "You can go back someday."

Ming Shu understood, walked to the window and then turned back, hesitated to speak, stopped when he wanted to say something.

Fan Chuyu went out after 2 minutes, went downstairs to help get the medicine, and continued to pay for the treatment.

Ming Shu stayed in the ward to rest, very tired after taking the medicine, always feeling tired from the inside out.She didn't want to lie on the bed all the time, she tried to stand where the sun could shine, kept basking in the sun, and then moved slowly.

During this period, Ming Shu checked his phone to see if there was any new news.

In the past, there were always a lot of unread messages on WeChat. These ten days are too busy, and I reply when I have messages. Now the chat interface is often empty.

The door of the ward was opened a few minutes later and someone came in.

Thinking it was Fan Chuyu, Ming Shu didn't care too much, and kept staring down at the phone.

The person behind didn't bother her either, and stood silently after entering the door without making a sound or doing anything.

She was looking at her, as if from a long distance.

Ming Shu was not alert, until he was really bored and wanted to put away the phone, turned around and glanced back, only then did he realize who it was.She froze in place, surprised.

Neither side took the initiative, their eyes met each other, as if they didn't know each other.

Ning Zhi was busy in the world, she didn't know where she came from, the tip of her nose was slightly red from the cold, her hair was messed up by the wind and she didn't have time to tidy up, her face was turned upside down, she looked slovenly, she looked very embarrassed.

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