[Mischief Kiss] Happiness is in the direction of the headwind

Not everything can be obtained by standing at the highest point, the world at the top is too complicated. 90.00% of ordinary people often admire the "omnipotence" of geniuses and always sigh. It seems that geniuses are God's favorites, and the world is at your fingertips as long as you reach out.Little do they know that one percent of geniuses only want to be ordinary.The world at the top is only known to those who have experienced it—cold, cold and lonely...

He weakly raised his hand to block the too bright sunlight above his head, but the fingers that caught his eyes were pitifully skinny.The saddest thing in life is not that you can't find a dollar or thirty cents in your pocket, but that you have nothing tomorrow if you have it today.Also, God will not concentrate all the good luck on one person, nor will he entrust all the bad luck to one person. If you want to have it, you must pay first.But, it seems that her luck has been too bad.The dexterous and slender hand that was able to create miracles is now useless, and it is always a matter of an instant to destroy something that is too beautiful.

With his back to the sun and eyes closed, quietly, quietly.The arc drawn at the corner of her mouth is her recollection of the helplessness and sarcasm in this life.Who would have thought that Verna, the youngest and most energetic fashion designer of the year, had less than a week left to live.Maybe she will leave quietly in the next moment, not disturbing anyone, and not disturbing anyone, because the person who really cares about her is already waiting for her at the gate of heaven, so she should be able to enter heaven.

Can't touch the sun, can't feel the warmth, unfortunately, there shouldn't be any...

It seems that a century has passed when I perceive the changes in the outside world again.She was awakened by the shocking cries, so sad that she was in pain, and the pain was unbearable.But she knew it must not be aimed at her.After all, everyone knew about her coldness and indifference. In other words, she didn't have any close friends, so such a sad voice would not be aimed at her.

He wanted to open his eyes, but his vision was blurred, and the scattered sentences became the sound of 'babbling'.Suddenly, it was like waking up from a dream—— dazed.

Just as she was in a daze, the sobbing and intermittent words in her ears gave her a general understanding of the situation, even though she was sad, she was helpless...

"No! I don't want a younger sister! Mom, I just want my mother! Go, go! I don't like it! Mom, mom! Sister, I hate it the most!" The immature and slightly hoarse voice said indistinctly.

"Be good, big sister. My mother has become a star and is looking at us in the sky. My mother has left, but my mother still left behind my little sister. From now on, my big sister will be a big sister." Then came the young man's choked up voice.

"I don't want it! I want my mother, not my sister, woo woo woo..."

"Okay, okay, big sister, as long as big sister doesn't cry and grows up obediently, mother will come to see you, don't cry, don't cry."

"Woo... Really, really, really? I don't like it, I hate it, sister, dad is not allowed to like it."

"It's true. Well, well, our eldest sister doesn't like it if he doesn't like it. Dad likes our eldest sister the most."

……

It turned out that even in another life, she would still be an unwelcome existence.But the mother who desperately gave birth to the child should love her, just like the previous life.

Babies cannot be required to have the same good mobility as ordinary people, but compared to real babies, she still has a lot of restraint.Unless she is hungry, thirsty, sleepy, and "humming" for convenience, she stays very quietly thinking about things at other times, and it is her advantage that she does not cry or make trouble.Sometimes the well-behaved ones surprised even the father of this body.

He grew up peacefully until he was three years old.It’s good to say that it’s plain, after all, for a single father with two children, taking care of children and working to make money have already taken up most of his time, and he can’t expect to have more free time to go to playgrounds or zoos.Of course, she doesn't need these either.

Forgot to mention, her name is now Yuan Xiangxian, and she has a sister who is two years older than her named Yuan Xiangqin.Yuan Youcai, oh, that is, her current father is a chef who runs a small restaurant.Although the family is not very rich, Father Yuan has never treated his two daughters badly. Apart from not being able to accompany his daughters to teach them carefully, he is also considered a good father.

Her father's love for her is no less than that of Xiangqin, but, maybe because of the relationship between two lives or preconceived ideas, she and her father can't always get close, unlike Xiangqin who can hug his father's neck at any time and call her daddy sweetly I guess this is also the reason why my father loves Xiangqin more.Same with Xiangqin, she doesn't know how to get along with her sister who is two years older than her.

Who says kids don't hold grudges?At least Xiangqin doesn't like her, it should be said that she doesn't like her very much.It has always been like this, from the moment her mother died at birth, she, Yuan Xiangxian, was the thorn in Yuan Xiangqin's heart that couldn't be erased.She knew that Xiangqin blamed her, blamed her for losing her favorite mother because of her birth; blamed her for losing her father's love these years; …

It is precisely because Xiangqin treats her like this that she doesn't know how to get along with her.So after a few years, although they should be the two closest relatives, there will always be a sense of distance that cannot be bridged, which is really sad.

At the age of four, because the restaurant was too busy, her father could not take care of herself during the day, so she was sent to kindergarten when she was four years old.Xiangqin also went to kindergarten when she was four years old. She entered the kindergarten two years earlier than her and is now in the senior class.

Just because she looks four years old doesn't mean she's also a four-year-old child inside, it's really awkward for her to spend all day in kindergarten stacking blocks and playing seesaw.However, she would rather pretend to be a child than make her father worry about not going to school.There are more than [-] children in the class. As for her, Yuan Xiangxian, she gets along very well with every child. Conversely, it can be said that she does not get along well with everyone.It was her intention to weaken the sense of presence, and she prefers to be alone than to make noise together.

This time, I don't want to follow the old path of my previous life, the youngest and most energetic fashion designer?Ha, she got fame but died to continue.That's right, she likes the sense of happiness that each piece of clothing is depicted in her pen, but she will no longer regard it as the only thing in her life.After living another life, she found that the sky is blue and the world is beautiful. There are many things she has never touched and felt. The colorful life needs her to explore. , soar freely.Because she has experienced the torment of illness, she especially cherishes this hard-won new life.Picking up all the things that she missed before, now that she thinks about it, maybe she is really greedy.But so what, she still needs to learn more than to miss again.