Autism

As if deliberately creating opportunities and time for them to get along, when the two of them looked up, they found that the two families had gone nowhere for a long time, and there were only strangers around them.

"Really...how did they go so fast."

Muttering in dissatisfaction, Seven Years Old shrank his face into the collar of his jacket, and tightly gathered his hands in the sleeves.She is actually very afraid of the cold, but the fight when she went out just now made her forget to wear a scarf and gloves, so she came out with a woolen hat.

It's really cold now.

"cold?"

"Ah?" She glanced sideways at Akashi beside her, and shook her head, "It's okay, let's hurry up and find them."

"wait."

Saying that, Akashi took off the scarf around his neck, walked to the side of Seven Years Old, and slowly wrapped it around his neck behind her.Then he took off the gloves on his hands and put them on her hands.

During the whole process, Seven Years Old stood there in a daze, watching Akashi wrap his scarf around himself, scoop up his own gloves and put his gloves on.Even though they were on such a busy street, among such a crowded crowd, the surrounding sounds were unusually quiet, as if the two of them were left in the whole world.

It seems that you can even hear the snowflakes fall.

"Ah, it's snowing."

Akashi looked up at the sky, still holding her hand.

"Yeah, yes." Humming inaudibly, Seven Years Old buried her face in the scarf—it seemed that she could smell the clean smell that only belonged to teenagers, her face must be very red now Bar?Even I can feel the heat above.

His body temperature faintly remained inside the glove, which was very warm, very... warm.

The two of them suddenly became very quiet, they didn't say anything, they just walked on the way to the shrine.Occasionally, the seven-year-old would sneak a peek at Akashi beside him, but still said nothing.

It feels good to be like this now, snowflakes, lively atmosphere, warm lights, noisy crowd.

And the people around them are so beautiful.

Seeing that he was about to reach the shrine, he had already seen the long steps, but when he turned his head again at the age of seven, he saw Akashi's nose and cheeks that were red from the cold.Obviously there is no expression on his face, but because of this strange flush, it is particularly eye-catching.

She stopped suddenly, thinking...

"what happened?"

Akashi turned around and asked Seven Years Old, but the other party didn't answer him, and after about a minute or so, he raised his head, "Shall we go for a drink?"

"Ok?"

"It's so cold! I said Ah Zheng, let's go and drink something! Shrines or something, it's nothing if you don't pay homage for a year, right!" She reached out and grabbed Akashi and ran in the opposite direction. up. "Don't worry, I'm treating you!"

It is said to be a treat, but it is actually just a vending machine next to the park not far away.Because there are too many people in the roadside shop!When passing the hot milk tea can to Akashi, she also sat on the swing in the park by herself, drinking the red bean soup in her hand.

Akashi looked at the other swing next to him, but chose to sit on the bench a few steps away from the swing.

"Ah Zheng, what agreement did you make in Diguang before? Can't you say it?"

"You still can't let go?" For some reason, Seven Years Old felt that Akashi seemed surprised.

Shaking her head, she replied, "No, I just wanted to know, Ah Zheng, you really hid too many things from me... I always feel it's so unfair, obviously you know almost everything about me Chu."

He suddenly smiled, and raised his eyebrows towards Seven Years Old, "Why should I tell you? The events of the Emperor Guang period have passed, so there is no need to stick to the past. Besides, Nana, if I tell you, it won't be of any use at all. , It’s useless for me to tell you, isn’t it? I never do useless work, everything must be exchanged for a worthwhile reward.”

So even if he knew that she really wanted to know what kind of disease he had and what happened in the first place, he would not say anything, because it was useless and would only increase his troubles.

But his attitude made Seven Years Old feel very irritable.For some reason, she felt that there seemed to be some qualitative change in Akashi's body, but she couldn't find out where it was.return?How could this be... this is wrong!Such a thought! "So, did you just do everything with this thought? Did you treat me so well because you wanted something in return?"

"No, this... I don't know either."

In fact, he was really mean and wanted something in return.Everything Akashi does has a great purpose, and he does it seriously and focused, and he must do his best to win the final victory.Even if no one is fighting with him, he has to fight with himself.

Victory, victory, victory.

The absolute correctness again and again made Akashi become more persistent in this word.His eyes became more and more strange, and he was able to see more and more clearly those existences that seemed to be the tracks of fate.It is different from the vague feeling in the Teiguang period, after his calculations and speculations, it is a clear and short future.But at the same time, his body is gradually not as good as before. The constant treatment stimulates and drags him down, but it is a process that has to be done in order to recover.

The changes in his body made him feel uneasy, so he could only continue to win.

It seems that only at the moment of victory can he feel truly alive, feel the instant peace, and feel that he is not alone in the world.

Seven years old looked at Akashi sitting across from him, staring blankly at the soda can in his hand, and suddenly stopped talking.

It was a strange feeling. In the eyes of many people, Akashi was a very powerful and admirable existence, but at this moment, she suddenly felt that the boy was actually lonely, tired and restless.

What is he doing alone?What are you tired of?What are you upset about?I don't know it at all, and I can't understand it.But even so, so what, the seven-year-old will not compromise, I can't understand it now, I can't know it now, so just work hard to grow up to the point where I am qualified to help him bear it!Even though he has become strange and a little different from before, but———she looked down at the gloves on her hands and the scarf hanging on her chest... Akashi, no matter how he changed, it was still him.

"I mean Ah Zheng," she said casually as she lifted the jar, closed one eye and looked for the rice cakes at the bottom of the jar, "the rice cakes in red bean soup will always stick to the jar." The bottom, it's so annoying, it's really hard to eat it! Why did you design the can like this in the first place! Right?"

Akashi only looked at Seven Years Old and didn't understand what she meant.

"So, if you can't eat it, you can't eat it! No one has to force you to finish it... As long as you work hard, the result is not important anymore."

"Ha, yes."

He lowered his eyes and smiled in a way that made one want to sigh.

Although I really want to do this, everyone's life is different. If you can't even get victory, what else can Akashi Seijuro get?Apart from these, he really has nothing... "I am different from you, Nana. I can't always do what I want to do. My life is completely different from yours. I have no dreams for a long time."

It is impossible for him to play basketball all the time, and his family will not allow it.So no matter how much he likes it, no matter how hard he tries, it will be endless.When he abandoned his dream because of his family's responsibilities, he had already lost his qualifications.What he is doing now is just grasping the victories one after another, and is just obsessed with the dying struggle for victory.

Victory is his reward and result all along.

He is right. Once this cognition is accepted, it becomes a theorem in his mind and cannot be changed.

After that, Seven Years Old also fell into deep thought and didn't speak any more.After they rested for a while, they just met up with the family members who had finished visiting and went home.Seeing their family, Akashi returned to his flawless self.

It seems that the exhaustion and fragility before are just a seven-year-old brain supplement.

He has always been vicious when looking at people, and he is very serious in doing things, and he is rigorous... But such a person can't even see himself clearly.

In a sense, the two of them are actually very similar, right?

So, he pulled her out of the circle, shouldn't it be time to change her now?

Allow yourself to help him afford what he can't afford.

To break his chains.