Raised by bigots, I ran away

Su Nanchuan froze in place, and turned his head in disbelief.

Under the umbrella, Yan Yang raised the corners of his mouth, his black eyes shone with fragments of light, like a sea of ​​stars drifting over in the drizzle, full of gentle and warm light, he just looked at it motionlessly. With Su Nanchuan.

Su Nanchuan stared at him blankly, for a moment he couldn't tell whether the person in front of him was his hallucination.

Seeing that he just looked at him dumbly and didn't speak, Yan Qinyang was immediately dissatisfied and pinched the tip of his nose: "Stupid? Why don't you speak?"

Only then did Su Nanchuan realize who the person standing in front of him was.

This sudden surprise made his beautiful rabbit-like eyes light up instantly, and his face was full of surprise: "Brother! You are back!"

Then he threw himself on Yan Yangyang's body.

The umbrella in his hand fell to the ground with a "snap".

Yan Qinyang curled his mouth and picked him up like a child. Su Nanchuan hugged him tightly around his neck, with his legs wrapped around his waist.

Yan Qinyang laughed softly, he was very happy, picked up the umbrella while hugging Su Nanchuan, and walked home with him in his arms.

It was only a few steps away, but when we got home, the bright lights in the living room were turned on, and Su Nanchuan's eyes were as bright as daylight, and only then did he realize what he had done.

He was about to get off Yan Yang in a panic, but Yan Yang quit, and said in a humane way: "Now you know how to blush? Wasn't it fun to climb me like a tree just now?"

Su Nanchuan's face turned red in an instant, and he whispered, "I, I was so happy to see my brother."

Yan Qingyang looked at Su Nanchuan and smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up. He was holding someone in his arms, and lowered his head close to his ear, his voice was low and deep: "Did you miss me?"

The warm and familiar breath penetrated into Su Nanchuan's eardrums, Su Nanchuan felt that his ears were going to burn, and the crimson clouds on his face spread to his neck, he suddenly didn't dare to look at Yan Yang, He whispered: "Think about it."

Yan Yangyang laughed softly again.

Su Nanchuan only felt that Yan Yangyang's smile made him unable to lift his head even more. He struggled twice to get off Yan Kangyang's body. Are you not going to Beijing?"

Yan Tanyang took the hot water, paused, and said: "I sneaked back, and I have to go back tomorrow."

Su Nanchuan was taken aback for a moment, then a little disappointed: "I have to go back."

He thought that Yan Yang would not leave when he came back.

Yan Wenyang stretched out his hand to touch his head, the kid was obviously so happy just now, but he was a little wilted in an instant.

Seeing him like this, Yan Qinyang felt a little depressed and uncomfortable. It's fine if he doesn't see anyone, but he really doesn't want to leave for a second when he sees him.

He hugged him into his arms again, and said in a low voice, "Nanchuan, I will come back as soon as possible this time."

Su Nanchuan smiled at him, and said very sensiblely: "Brother, don't worry, I will wait for you."

Both of them were drenched in the rain, and their clothes and hair were a little wet. If you miss each other, you can save it for a while. Yan Qinyang patted Su Nanchuan and asked him to take a bath.

After such tossing, it was already past 11 o'clock in the evening when Yan Kangyang came out of the bathroom.

Su Nanchuan was lying on the bed reading a book. As soon as Yan Qinyang entered the bedroom, he saw him lying on the bed supporting his upper body. The collar of his pajamas was very low, so that his white neck and collarbone were exposed.

Yan Qinyang glanced away, took a sip of water from his cup, and asked, "What book are you reading?"

Su Nanchuan: "Look at it casually, brother, turn off the lights."

Su Nanchuan closed the book and put it on the bedside table.

The light in the bedroom quickly went out, and the room was pitch black.

In the darkness, there was a rustle on the bed, it was Yan Hanyang who reached out and hugged Su Nanchuan into his arms.

But the next second, he regretted it.

Su Nanchuan is light, slippery, warm, and soft. In this dark room, both the sense of touch and smell are magnified countless times, and Yan Hanyang suddenly feels that something has changed.

Yan Yangyang didn't dare to move in an instant.

But the person in the arms didn't notice it at all, and turned over, with half of his body on his body, his face gently pressed against his neck, and softly called him: "Brother."

Yan Yang only felt extremely tormented.

Su Nanchuan: "Did brother lose weight?"

Yan Yangyang stiffened his body, and responded in a low voice: "It's a little bit."

Su Nanchuan: "Did brother not eat well?"

Yan Yang: "Yes, I'm just too busy."

After finishing speaking, he paused for a moment: "You still talk about me, it's not surprising that I lost weight in a hurry, why did you lose weight too?"

Su Nanchuan quickly retorted: "Where is it?"

Yan Yang: "Why not, I feel light in my arms."

Su Nanchuan curled his lips. Suddenly, he opened his mouth and licked the pajamas on Yan Hanyang's shoulders. Like a wolf cub, he gently bit the fabric on Yan Hanyang's body with his teeth.

Yan Yang exploded in an instant.

He pressed down on Su Nanchuan all at once, and said in a low voice, "Nanchuan! What are you doing!"

Su Nanchuan didn't know it. Hearing this, he raised his head, his eyes shining brightly in the darkness: "Bite you!"

Yan Qinyang's eyes sank in an instant, he pinched Su Nanchuan's chin lightly, and his voice was a bit disordered: "Are you a puppy?"

Su Nanchuan nodded: "Yes."

Yan Qinyang stared at him motionlessly: "Then bite the right place next time."

Su Nanchuan: "Ah? Where are you biting?"

Su Nanchuan blinked a pair of big ignorant eyes, full of innocence and innocence.

Yan Qingyang let out a breath, and hurriedly pushed the man back into his arms. He closed his eyes and said in a low voice: "Nowhere, go to sleep, I'm a little sleepy."

Su Nanchuan: "Oh, okay."

-

Yan Yangyang came back this time because he really missed Su Nanchuan. After finally having a two-day vacation, he came back to see Su Nanchuan, and was leaving the next day.

The next day was a Saturday, and Yan Yang was on an afternoon flight.

The two woke up early in the morning and stuck together all morning.

They talked, cooked, and ate together, and soon it was time to separate.

The reunion is short, but the parting is long.

Even though he was very reluctant to give up, Yan Yang still had to leave.

He looked at Su Nanchuan and opened his arms: "Nanchuan, come and give me a hug."

Su Nanchuan's heart suddenly felt a dull pain, he plunged into Yan Yang's arms, and hugged Yan Yang tightly.

He rested his head lightly on Yan Qingyang's shoulder, he thought why the time together was so short, he didn't want Yan Qingyang to go away, he really didn't want to.

"elder brother……"

Yan Canyang stroked his hair with a gentle voice: "I may be very busy when I go back this time, so you wait for me at home obediently. I will try my best to finish my work as soon as possible and come back as soon as possible."

Su Nanchuan said in a muffled voice, "Yes."

Yan Yangyang: "Nanchuan, when I come back, we will leave here."

Su Nanchuan: "Okay."

"Nanchuan..."

Yan Qinyang gently raised Su Nanchuan's chin and looked at him seriously. This child has really grown up a lot, and the longer he grows, the better he looks...

The more Yan Yang looked at it, the more he didn't want to leave, and the more he looked at it, the more uncomfortable he felt.

He bowed his head and kissed Su Nanchuan's forehead, seeing his eyes sparkling with tears, he kissed his eyes again.Move his lips down, kiss the tip of his nose, and move down again, he saw Su Nanchuan's soft lips...

Yan Qinyang choked for breath, and hurriedly turned his eyes away.

wait...wait...wait...

He thought, wait a little longer, it's not the time yet, let's wait until he's a little older...

Yan Yangyang finally let go of Su Nanchuan: "Okay, I have to go, be good."

Su Nanchuan blinked back his tears and said in a muffled voice, "Brother, or else I'd better take you to the airport."

Yan Canyang: "Just send it to the alley, it's too far away, I don't worry about you coming back alone, be good and listen to brother."

Su Nanchuan nodded, and the two walked out of the house together and walked through the long alley.

Yan Qinyang hugged Su Nanchuan for the last time, patted Su Nanchuan's head as usual, pinched his ears, turned around and got into a taxi.

The taxi started quickly, and Su Nanchuan saw Yan Kangyang waving at him through the window.

The taxi started gradually and went farther and farther until it disappeared from Su Nanchuan's sight.

Su Nanchuan felt that his heart was going farther and farther with Yan Yangyang, farther and farther away.

It's so far away that there is a place in my heart, and it hurts stuffy.

-

After sending Yan Yang off that day, in the afternoon, Su Nanchuan went to Lin Yuemei's place to cook for her as usual.

Lin Yuemei became thinner and thinner, and her complexion became more and more sallow.

She withered visibly, and her temper became worse and worse.

When Su Nanchuan arrived, Lin Yuemei was answering a phone call. Su Nanchuan heard Lin Yuemei scolding hysterically into the phone: "Get lost!"

At this time, what Su Nanchuan had to do was to hide away and not provoke her, so as not to harm him as a fish.

Su Nanchuan got into the kitchen to cook for Lin Yuemei.

Before the dishes were cut, Lin Yuemei had already hung up the phone.

Like a ray of wandering spirit, she floated to the door of the kitchen. She stood at the door of the kitchen and looked at Su Nanchuan coldly, sneered, and said suddenly: "You men really don't have many good things."

Su Nanchuan paused, wanting to refute her that there are actually many good men, such as his father, such as Yan Qingyang, and him... But thinking that she is a patient and stimulated, she still didn't say that.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Lin Yuemei raised her legs and went into the kitchen: "Su Nanchuan, let me tell you, don't fall in love when talking about anything, love is all fake, all fake, understand? A person, even if he likes you at the beginning , he will get tired of you in the end, and if he gets tired of you, he will leave you, you know?"

Su Nanchuan lowered his head and silently cut the vegetables without speaking.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Lin Yuemei took another two steps forward. She suddenly lifted Su Nanchuan's shoulders and stared at him fiercely: "Is Yan Tanyang going to take you and leave with Yan Yue?"

Su Nanchuan frowned suddenly, he smelled the smell of alcohol, the smell of alcohol wafting from Lin Yuemei's body.

Lin Yuemei actually drank! ! !

Su Nanchuan looked at Lin Yuemei in disbelief: "Aunt Mei, have you been drinking? How can you drink when you're like this?"

Lin Yuemei smiled coldly, she stared at Su Nanchuan closely: "Answer me!"

Su Nanchuan could only nod his head.

Lin Yuemei: "Oh, you all have to go, you all have to go... let's go, let's go..."

Lin Yuemei: "Tell me, you and Yan Yang, you didn't end well! Don't think I don't know!"

Lin Yuemei let go of Su Nanchuan and said this.

Su Nanchuan froze for a moment, he looked at Lin Yuemei: "What do you mean?"

Lin Yuemei didn't respond to him, she staggered into the living room, but she kept chanting this sentence: "Don't think I don't know, don't think I don't know, you, and Yan Yang, you... ...No good results...It's all fake...Love is all fake..."

Su Nanchuan was completely dumbfounded, he didn't understand what Lin Yuemei was talking about, he wondered how much Lin Yuemei had drunk, and why she was so drunk.

Su Nanchuan was a little worried about Lin Yuemei, so he slept on the sofa in the living room that night.

The next morning, Lin Yuemei had a high fever again, and Su Nanchuan took her to the hospital by taxi.

This time, Lin Yuemei stayed in the hospital for a few more days. When she came back from the hospital and entered the community, Lin Yuemei suddenly said, "Su Nanchuan, let's go. I want to stay in the community alone for a while."

Su Nanchuan: "I'll accompany you."

Lin Yuemei: "No need, don't worry, there are quite a lot of people in the community, I'm fine."

Su Nanchuan looked around. At this time, many adults were playing in the community with their children. Even if Lin Yuemei fainted suddenly, someone would notice.

Su Nanchuan: "Then I'm leaving, call me if you need anything."

Lin Yuemei: "Yes."

As a result, at ten o'clock that night, Su Nanchuan received a call from Lin Yuemei.

Su Nanchuan was answering Yan Tanyang's WeChat at the time, when Lin Yuemei's phone rang, he panicked for a moment, Lin Yuemei had never called him so late before, so he answered it in a hurry.

"Hey, Aunt Mei..."

Lin Yuemei's voice came from the phone: "Su Nanchuan, I'm going to Guangtai City tomorrow."

Su Nanchuan was stunned for a moment, and then his voice revealed a little joy: "Great, have you finally decided to go to that hospital in Guangtai?"

Lin Yuemei: "Yes."

Su Nanchuan: "It should have been like this a long time ago. What time will we leave tomorrow? I'll buy the ticket now. Guangtai is only three hours away by high-speed train from here. I'll go with you."

Lin Yuemei paused and said, "No need, you still have to go to class."

Su Nanchuan smiled: "Aunt Mei, tomorrow is the weekend."

Lin Yuemei was silent for a while, and finally: "Yes."

The next day, Su Nanchuan and Lin Yuemei set off for Guangtai City. Guangtai City is three hours away from Shenqing City by high-speed train. They set off in the morning and arrived in Guangtai City by noon.

The two had a simple lunch. Lin Yuemei didn't go to the hospital immediately, but took Su Nanchuan to a small bungalow with a yard near the hospital.

Su Nanchuan froze for a moment: "This is?"

Lin Yuemei may have been in the car for too long, she was very depressed, and said: "I rented it, let's live together."

Su Nanchuan's eyes widened: "When did you..."

Lin Yuemei waved her hand, apparently unwilling to say more, so Su Nanchuan stopped asking.

Lin Yuemei went to the hospital the next day and had a series of examinations again. The doctors in Guangtai Hospital and Shenqing City said the same thing, they both suggested conservative treatment and not chemotherapy.

Su Nanchuan was very disappointed, but Lin Yuemei's expression was indifferent, and she couldn't tell if she was disappointed.

Maybe she has already expected this result, and she has already looked down on life and death, so if she doesn't report any hope, she won't be disappointed.

The doctor suggested that Lin Yuemei be hospitalized, but Lin Yuemei refused.

The place Lin Yuemei hates the most in her life is the hospital. When she smells the disinfectant, she will think of Lin Yueping, the last time Lin Yueping was lying alone on a hospital bed full of disinfectant, and thinking of her crying with eyes open. Tears but can no longer say a word.

She used to think that her final outcome would be much better than Lin Yueping.

But she didn't expect that in the end, she would be alone.

But at least Lin Yueping still misses Yan Yue forever, and she, Lin Yuemei, is going to be alone after all.

So when Lin Yuemei saw Su Nanchuan, she decided to forget it, and Su Nanchuan could accompany Su Nanchuan if she wanted to. No matter what the reason was for Su Nanchuan, at least at this time, at the end of her life, she might really need someone to send her away.

作者有话要说：最后的温存了……感谢在2021-06-1910:09:13~2021-06-2011:09:06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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