Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive
Chapter 279 The Great Demon King Miscalculated
Sigma couldn't quite understand what happened while Fyodor was away from the stronghold.
—Everything was completely different from his imagination. Fyodor, who was worried that he would not accept him, actually didn't care about Dazai Osamu's safety at all.No matter how well he performed, it was just an illusion on the surface, unable to conceal the truth in his heart.
This caused Sigma, who had made countless assumptions, to panic for a while.
Originally, he thought that the worst outcome would be that Fyodor would concentrate on taking care of the unconscious Dazai Osamu, and at the same time, he would blame him, the perpetrator, and refuse to let him continue to meet Dazai Osamu.
In this way, the only two family members he has in this world will abandon him.Even so, Sigma believes that such a future will not be too hopeless, as long as he knows that he still has two family members alive in this world, even if he can never see each other, he is not completely alone.
The young man is so self-comforting, but the imperceptible hope in his heart can't be completely dissipated.
He still hopes to get the acceptance and approval of the two of them, even if the possibility of this is very small, he can't stop this idea.
In the past few days when he came to the Supernatural Secret Service Section, Sigma lived quite cautiously.
Most of the time, he stayed beside Osamu Dazai's hospital bed, not daring to walk around, and his activity area was only very small.Only when it was meal time would he shyly come outside the house, take the meal that Mr. Sakaguchi specially ordered for him, and quietly fill his stomach.
A person with no money, no job, and no acquaintances. Fortunately, the Supernatural Secret Service Division did not find an excuse to arrest him, at least his personal freedom was not restricted.
There is always a feeling of incompatibility in my own existence, and I can only wait there every day, wiping the face with a warm wet towel for the sleepy family member, hoping that the other party will open their eyes as soon as possible.
Before that, he waited for another family member to leave.
On the night of Fyodor's departure, an uninvited guest ushered in this secret stronghold belonging to the Supernatural Secret Service Division.
The man with an out-of-the-ordinary personality abandoned that mask, revealing a face that was exactly the same as Dazai Osamu's under the black military cap.His aura is too indifferent, the depths of his kite-colored eyes are empty, and the pungent smell of gunpowder is faintly revealed on his body, like a disabled veteran who has just returned from the battlefield, with exhaustion written all over his face.
The sound of footsteps echoed in the inorganic gray-blue space, and when time stopped, the instruments used to detect foreign intruders all over the building also lost their effect.
When Pandora's Actor came to the ward where Osamu Dazai was staying, his eyes did not stay on the young man on the bed, but went straight to Sigma, who sat obediently by the side, depressed enough to be visible to the naked eye.
The man who took off his casual clothes and changed into a dark yellow military uniform put his hands on the opponent's shoulders, giving him permission to move in this area, and at the same time softly called the opponent's name.
"Sigma."
Suddenly detached from his own world, the young man with confused thoughts raised his head, first looked around a ward that was obviously not right, and then slowly followed the force on his shoulders to look at the man standing behind him.
His gray eyes trembled slightly, and his expression was extremely complicated, as if he had suppressed many indescribable emotions. After a long while, he replied: "Mr. Actor."
It's just a few days since I haven't seen each other, but it feels like a world away.Misty, people can't help but wonder whether everything that has been experienced recently is real.
Pandora took out a bandage from her sleeve, and signaled the other party to grab - head, to prevent - inadvertently returning to the stopped state, "Something went wrong with the plan, first tell me what happened here."
He needed to fully understand the behavior of that Fyodor before his meeting with him.
As if he was not surprised by what happened now, Sigma just bit his lower lip tightly, his uneasy eyes fell on Osamu Dazai who looked like a corpse in the time-stop domain, and murmured: "Mr. Fyodor, he doesn't seem to be Concerned about Mr. Dazai..."
This kind of thing is difficult for him to accept.
It's like a child who has only lived with his mother since he grew up, knowing that he actually has a father who loves his mother very much.The reason why the two separated was due to external reasons, not because of a relationship problem.
Now that they finally meet, the child is surprised to find that his biological father doesn't love his mother at all, and his behavior is full of perfunctory.It can't be a happy ending if things go on like this. He and his mother seem to have been completely abandoned by their father who just met.
"I already know this." Pandora's Actor's expression was not salty, he just nodded slowly, his eyes were as dead as ever, "Did the people from the Supernatural Secret Service Division tell you anything?"
Sigma, who basically belonged to the state of being an idler, replied: "Not really."
"Is that so..."
Relying on the brief conversation, Pandora has roughly judged the situation on the side of the Supernatural Secret Service Division, and the future arranged by Sigma.
Needless to say, Tan Tian Shantouhuo, probably as early as the day Fyodor brought Sigma and Osamu Dazai back, he had already known what Sigma's ability was through his own ability.Faced with this convenient intelligence acquisition capability, the government cannot be indifferent. If there is still no response after a few days, it means that Fyodor has entrusted something.
Certainly more likely a threat.
No matter how much she thinks in her mind, Pandora won't reveal anything on the surface.After confirming some information, he took out the glass bead cracked from the inside from his pocket, and handed it to Sigma.
"this is for you."
"This is?"
The young man's expression was a little dazed, as if he didn't understand why the other party gave him this glass bead that looked about to shatter, let alone what it was useful for.
Seeing Sigma's movement, he carefully placed the glass bead on the verge of shattering in the sunlight, trying to see something in this way, Pandora explained unhurriedly: "The crystal of Osamu Dazai's consciousness has been sealed, and it will be difficult to return it to him." Wake up immediately."
Sigma froze instantly.
He raised his head mechanically, staring blankly at Pandora, his movements were also extremely stiff.His hand holding the glass bead trembled slightly, for fear that one movement of his would drop the fragile glass bead.
"It's best to think carefully before using it."
Entrusting such an important thing to the other party, the man did not express anything.He just waved his hand, then half-closed his eyes, and let out a slow breath.
"Let me tell you first, Fyodor is dead." Just as Sigma was struggling to digest this information, Pandora said abruptly, "Just now."
"Eh?"
The young man whose brain was already chaotic had a blank expression again.
"You should get the specific information soon, and I won't say much." The man in the military uniform turned his head away, his expression was as gloomy as ever, but the aura emanating from his body became heavier and heavier.
Sigma looked blank. After a long silence, he asked with difficulty, "Did you...kill him?"
"What if I say yes?"
"..."
He didn't try to hide it.
After discovering that the Fyodor he met was wrong, Pandora's Actor entered an extremely dangerous state, and his anger poured into the black mud bursting from the depths of his heart, erupting completely in a more terrifying form.
Fei Jia, who belonged to him, died a long time ago, and all he was left with was a gorgeous flower blooming on the cold concrete floor, made of flesh and bones.
So he didn't hesitate to kill the counterfeit, even if the cost was the collapse of the reconstructed Mellors branch building, he didn't care about that at all.
Pandora didn't know how many casualties her actions caused, and she didn't know how many people in the coffee shop that once belonged to Mikhail survived.He just angrily used the most essential power of this world to destroy that poor imitator until it was wiped out without leaving any traces.
Afterwards, Pandora, who realized that the plan had completely failed, came to the stronghold of the Supernatural Secret Service where Sigma was located.The glass bead that was originally intended to be handed over to Fyodor was handed over to this young man who fell into confusion again.
He still needs to be silent for another three years. After that, Osamu Dazai can completely become a perfect substitute, and he can also usher in the long-awaited eternal sleep.
It's a pity that he arranged for the perfect ending, after all, he lost an extremely important actor, and this scene will not usher in the opening.
"His state of consciousness is in jeopardy. This bead can last for a year or so at most. It cannot be damaged by ordinary external forces. It is destroyed internally. During this period, you can think carefully about it."
Seeing that Sigma was acting too cautiously, Pandora shook her head, signaling him to rest assured for the time being, and at the same time carefully explained the pros and cons of the two options.
"Fyodor is his last spiritual support, but the behavior of the other party is undoubtedly a betrayal, and Xiaozhi can no longer bear this. If you decide to return your consciousness, you must hide this well. Otherwise, Fyodor Er's behavior is likely to cause him to collapse more completely, becoming an out-and-out useless person."
Thinking of the fact that Fyodor had died, the young man with a complex expression lowered his head, understanding why Pandora did this, "Death is better than betrayal...Is that what you mean?"
That's why Fyodor was killed.
"Ah."
The man who didn't intend to reveal the truth just responded softly.
"Originally, it shouldn't be like this, right?" After receiving an affirmative answer from the other party, Sigma's expression became more and more bleak, and even his voice gradually became trembling.
"Yes." Pandora nodded slightly.
"According to my arrangement, the child Xiaozhi only has the last hurdle to go in three years. Before that, he has enough time to recover under the care of his lover." Now the original plan can no longer be implemented, the military uniform The man concealed the complicated feelings in his heart, and showed an annoyed face, "I didn't expect that it was Fyodor who went wrong."
I always feel that what happened recently—everything is too ridiculous, as if everything changed in the blink of an eye.The young man with half-colored hair pursed his lips and asked in vain.
"Why did Mr. Fyodor become like that?"
He should be in love with Osamu Dazai, so why did something go wrong?
"To be honest, I don't know either." The man with a gloomy expression replied.
"The only memory I opened up to him is the content of reincarnation. The main personality shaping is the first life as a student. The combination of these two elements can make him a demon with good intentions, not Lack of means, but can naturally choose to live in the sun, the love for Xiaozhi will not be fake."
He frowned, thinking back from the moment he killed Mikhail, trying to figure out where the other half of the original power went after it collapsed, "Probably some energy left over when Mikhail died, polluted This has already almost formed a complete individual."
All he could extract was the group of demons, and the other overly subtle sources had collapsed and disappeared into the world when Mikhail died.However, when he had just killed Fyodor, the group of demons that had been extracted also disappeared under his attack.
The only thing that can completely destroy the original power is the power of the same class itself.
"If you don't return his consciousness, what will happen in the end?" No amount of questioning will help, Sigma put his eyes on the glass bead in his hand, and asked blankly, "If Mr. Fyodor is dead, what will happen in this world?" What about the future?"
"Just like the 'book' that carried the original power of the world, the original 'book' is just a carrier. I just let this power break away from its carrier and return to its most essential state." Pandora again— The deputy chief sighed, and he didn't seem irritated when faced with so many questions from the other party, and explained carefully one by one, "The biggest difference between giving it to someone to use and storing it in the 'book' is the way to use this power. I You can choose what to do independently, but the 'book' can only wait to be written by someone, it is a dead thing, without any self-existence."
Sigma, who vaguely sensed something was wrong, held his breath, showing anxiety all over his body, "Then Mr. Dazai's current situation..."
"The container, he has been a container from the beginning, and he who has lost his self-awareness is essentially a dead thing."
"why is it like this……"
Seeing that Sigma's aura was becoming more and more sluggish, because his words were greatly affected, the curly-haired man had no intention of comforting him, and said the more chilling facts coldly, "But there is still a difference between Xiaozhi and 'Book' , compared with 'Book', he is more secure—an insurance."
"Insurance?" Sigma was stunned.
"That's right. After all, if it's a 'book', as long as it can be obtained by others, anyone can use it easily. But as a person who bears this power, he must use his own subjective will to use it. The outside world has lost the channel for writing. , it is impossible for Xiao Zhi who is unconscious to use it on his own initiative, completely preventing the abuse of the original power, is this container more secure than the 'book'?"
"..."
Originally thought that things could turn around, but the reality was like—a basin of cold water poured from his head, and Sigma fell into complete silence.
Regardless of whether Dazai's consciousness is returned or not, this young man who has suffered too much cannot get a happy ending.If it is said that he will face hell if he wakes up, but if he sleeps forever, is it really good?
Is this what he wants?
"If you don't return his consciousness, he will remain in this state forever until the end of this world." The man in military uniform took a step closer to the bed, lowered his head and stared at the bed with a peaceful sleeping face "It's more like Sleeping Beauty than Snow White, but it's a pity that the Prince Charming who can kiss him awake no longer exists."
"Ah, that's right, Mr. Sigma doesn't need to worry too much." Someone recalled another question asked by the other party, and Pandora quickly looked away, and also answered seriously, "I killed Fyodor, that's right." , The half of the power that should have been borne by him also disappeared. But even if the original power of this world is only half of Xiaozhi's, the remaining part is enough to maintain the world's operation for ten thousand years. "
"The only one who can live to that time is Mr. Dazai." Sigma muttered to himself in a very soft voice.
Ten thousand years is too long, and what I can think about is only a few short decades.However, for Osamu Dazai who cannot die, without the company of his lover, wouldn't such a long period of time be hell?
The man in military uniform showed his first smile after coming here, like a demon who lured human beings into a trap, the truth hidden behind the smile is incomprehensible.
He said softly: "That's right, so have you made a decision? Do you want to return Xiaozhi's consciousness to him?"
"I..." Sigma withdrew his hand hesitantly, tightly clutching the glass bead that stored Osamu Dazai's consciousness in front of his chest.
Seeing that the other party was so vigilant, the man in military uniform laughed out loud, as if he felt very amused, and was not in a hurry to force him to make a choice.
"If you find it difficult, then think again."
There was a long silence in the ward.
After a long time, the young man staring at the glass bead in his hand with complicated eyes smiled wryly, and those gray eyes gradually lost their spirit.As if giving up hope completely, he muttered to himself, "No matter what, it doesn't make a difference, does it?"
"A little bit." In the too quiet space, the man who was listening to the other party shook his head to show his denial.
"If you don't return it to him, Xiaozhi will be a sleeping beauty forever. Although he won't wake up again, he won't feel any pain anymore. It's a kind of relief. If you return it to him, his state is originally in need Fyodor’s care is the only way to recover, if at this time I get the news of my lover’s death, or worse, know the fact of Fyodor’s betrayal, I don’t know what will happen.”
Sigma, whose heart has been shaken: "..."
Pandora walked forward slowly, inducing with a tone of neither sorrow nor joy, "He has been broken, what is the way to avoid suffering, has been firmly engraved in the depths of the soul. Continue to fall... Sigma will not Hope to see Xiaozhi become that kind of dirty and inferior existence?"
Choose to sleep here, or fall into the dust alive.
He handed over the final choice to the other party.
"I understand……"
The young man's originally melancholy expression became firm, and he had already made a choice deep in his heart.
When I was still alive, I could indeed take good care of Osamu Dazai. Although I don’t know if it is possible for him to fully recover after Fyodor’s death, I still look forward to it.
What about after you die?
If a young man with a good face, eternal age, and a fragile mind is too weak to be attacked, if he loses his support for tens of thousands of years, what will be waiting for him?
Sigma dared not think.
Seeing that the other party had already made a decision, Pandora's Actor, who was wearing a dark yellow military uniform, skipped this topic that made both of them feel uncomfortable, and started to kill Fyodor for himself—the aftermath.
"Before Fyodor came to see me, he should have agreed to make a deal with the Secret Service, otherwise there would be no surveillance personnel along the way. If he hasn't shown his feet before then, the content of the deal may be related to you."
Before he could sink in his grief, Sigma, who was forced to face a new problem, looked up, "Me?"
"If I were him, I wouldn't let you stay in the Supernatural Secret Service. Your ability is too dangerous. It's easy to become a living target in this kind of place. The more secrets you know, the person who wants to kill you There are more." After briefly explaining the reason why the other party cannot stay in the Ability Secret Service, Pandora added: "Not only the enemy, but even people from the government."
It is mainly the No. 7 agency hidden in the Japanese government, as well as various spies with unknown real identities and positions.The longer Sigma stayed in such a place, the more dangerous his situation became.
"The Armed Detective Agency is the only option." The man said firmly, after a little thought about how he would arrange it, his tone was a little relieved, "If someone contacts you recently, ask you to talk to a man named Fukuzawa Yukichi If a man practices, just go.”
Thanks to that Fyodor who still remembers to pretend to be superficial, and has arranged most of the arrangements during this time, making his finishing work easier.
Sigma looked hesitant, and his eyes fell on Osamu Dazai who was unconscious on the hospital bed again, and his tone was clear and uneasy, "But what will Mr. Dazai do?"
It is indeed a reassuring thing to have a place in the future, but he can't just think about himself, he has to take care of the only family left, and it is absolutely impossible to abandon each other.
"He can't die. After he recovers almost, you can keep him in a wheelchair." The man in military uniform shrugged and simply proposed a solution, "Since it has been decided not to let him regain consciousness, Xiaozhi Now it’s just a container, and if necessary, the eating and excreting behaviors that are necessary for human beings can be completely erased.”
"It's like an inflatable doll. It doesn't need any care, but it's okay if someone really wants to use that function. Anyway, Xiaozhi at that time has no self, just a utensil." Pandora looked inexplicable, as if thinking of something that made her He felt sick to his stomach, and disgust was written all over his face.
"I won't let this happen." The young man with half-colored hair had a cold expression, and his tone was extremely firm.
"I don't want to see things come to this point."
Ignoring the young man's reaction, Pandora's Actor casually grabbed the chair next to him, turned around and sat down lazily, but felt an unconcealable sense of exhaustion from his actions.
"My original plan was to allow Xiaozhi and Fyodor to jointly inherit all the original power, so that while this world can continue, it can also ensure that those who are forced to ascend to the throne will not feel lonely. For the arrival of that day , I also prepared a grand ending for myself, which can only be achieved on the basis of Xiaozhi returning to normal."
His arms rested on the back of the chair, and his head rested lightly on it, "This is the most perfect ending, but it's a pity..."
The reality has come to such a bleak end, whether it is Osamu Dazai or himself.
It's even more disappointing than not being able to wait for Oda Sakunosuke in the bungalow after Gide finished-cutting, it's meaningless.
"Then why - Mr. Fyodor must be killed... I can't understand." Seeing that the atmosphere in the ward gradually eased, Sigma gripped his clothes uneasily, and asked what he cared about most, "What if Feidor Mr. Odor was just polluted by other forces, with Mr. Actor's ability, it is possible to restore him, right?"
"It doesn't matter." The man replied in a muffled voice.
"I just can't stand it, such a ridiculous impostor, acting exactly like that person."
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【House of Mille-feuille (44)】
You don’t have to sleep without getting up: @好心的粉丝的米园@人型自走综合精量
You don't have to sleep without waking up: two, please explain.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah, Anwu, you are awake.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: It's been a long time since I slept for so long, how do you feel?
No need to get up without sleeping: it feels natural, yes, very, good!
You don’t need to sleep and you don’t need to get up: it’s like a hundred Dazai-kun wearing a cheongsam with big slits and stepping on ten-centimeter high heels, tap dancing on my head.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Fei Jia is obviously the one who knocked your sap. [Grievance.jpg]
No need to sleep without getting up: yes
No need to sleep, no need to get up: that's plus - a hundred Fyodors in black ballet suits dancing Swan Lake on top of me.
Kind Russian rice ball: Can't dance, but can play the double bass.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage fine: Then I can be in charge of the piano part!
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: Yeah, I doubt it. [Tuo Zong's Gaze.jpg]
Kind Russian rice ball: As for the piano, I just remember that you used to find Hatsune Miku’s disappearing piano sheet music to play, and you gave up halfway through the practice because you were too tired, but in the end you couldn’t learn it at all.
No need to sleep, no need to get up: Gentlemen, please don't change the subject.
Another spicy curry: I haven't seen Ango so angry for a long time.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Indeed.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: The last time I accidentally stained Ango's suit in lupine - blood and brains.
Another spicy curry: I remembered.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: In the end, I accidentally polluted Ango's car when I got there. Ango was really angry that time, and he didn't talk to me for a whole week.
Another serving of spicy curry: Next time, change to a less stain-resistant clothes.
Kind Russian rice ball: He did it on purpose. He has a lot of free time to change clothes, which is not bad. [Calm down and drink tea.jpg]
No need to get up without sleep: Mr. Fyodor.
No need to get up without sleeping: You have time to answer Dazai-kun’s question, how about explaining—what’s going on here?
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: If it refers to a major accident in the Melles branch while Mr. Sakaguchi was sleeping, that is not my problem.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: I did it!
No need to get up without sleeping: 42 people were killed in the accident, 78 people were injured, 34 of them were seriously injured, and [-] people were still in the rescue period.
You don’t have to sleep without getting up: Dazai-kun, could you please explain—under.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I don't think I need to explain at all──
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Don't worry, it's just a show.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Xiuzhi and I know your position no matter what we say, and we will not do anything too extreme. Those who died in such a major casualty accident will not be real people, but original creations.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Because Oda Saku and Ango are not good at expressing sometimes, I know it is not good for me to do so, but I can't express myself well at all.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: It was the same when I was in Lupin. Didn’t Odasaku think that it’s not good for me to commit suicide? I wanted to express this—the result turned into asking me if there are other ways to commit suicide, which is completely opposite to your purpose La!
Kind Russian rice balls: After all, it is a rare cartoon drawn by Haruhe during the dark period, and the impression is too deep.
Another spicy curry: not a real person.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: not a real person
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage essence: It can be understood that I put hundreds of inflatable dolls with set identity backgrounds at the accident scene, but the identity information is complete, and even the accommodation arrangement is correct.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: As far as the government is concerned, it can be found that they are all real people.
No need to sleep, no need to get up: Please don't add any more workload to the Supernatural Secret Service Division!
No need to get up without sleeping: Why were traces of Mikhail's power fluctuations detected at the accident scene?Back then, the Ability Secret Service Division had thoroughly searched the sea area, but failed to find Mikhail's body.
No need to sleep, no need to get up: Although it is speculated that he may survive, he has disappeared for so long, and the opponent is Pandora's Actor Secret Service, and the party prefers that the opponent is dead.
No need to wake up without sleeping: because of this, I have to solve new problems after the past week's work files cannot be restored.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: ah.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: In fact, it is easy to understand. You can treat him as dead and alive. If you can’t find it, just pretend that Mikhail has died, or he may be somewhere in this world. It's possible to live incognito in the corner.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Anyway, don't take it too seriously. According to the script, the Supernatural Secret Service Division can't find anything in this regard.
Kind Russian rice ball: Mikhail was really dead after all.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: What needs to be worried more now is actually Pandora.
Well-intentioned Russian rice ball: Supernatural Secret Service Division—I haven’t been able to get more information from Sigma. Of course, if you ask, the child will say something about it, and it’s not a secret.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Sigma knows it well, but he will conceal the contents of the "book".Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: The child is also worried, afraid that the supernatural secret service will know that his mother is the carrier of the "book" and do something bad to him.
Kind Russian rice ball: I have no objection to the plot of this book, but it is only between me and Xiuzhi.If the Supernatural Secret Service Division knows this, considering Dazai Osamu's previous experience, the experiment will inevitably go in a direction I don't want to see.
No need to get up without sleeping: I will not argue with that.
If you don’t need to sleep, you don’t need to get up: But there is one thing, Sigma-kun’s arrangements, and I am basically in charge there.
No need to sleep, no need to wake up: According to the deal between the Secret Service and Fyodor-kun, we will no longer interfere with Sigma's affairs, and at the same time, we will send him to the Armed Detective Agency when the time is right.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: But what a pity, Fei Jia is already dead.
Well-meaning Russian Rice Balls: That sounds weird.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: The person who will provide you with transaction information later is Pandora in Feodor's skin.
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The young man stared at the spar like a glass marble in his hand, his gray eyes were dull.Even if sunlight fell into his eyes through the refraction of the glass beads, it would be swallowed by the thick fog that could not be wiped away from the depths of those eyes.
In the past six months, he gained a lot and lost a lot.
The joy of seeing his family members for the first time, followed by witnessing the other party's death step by step, but he was powerless and could only follow his instructions to find a new family member.Sigma didn't want to suffer this kind of powerlessness again.
But the facts always hit him hard.
He didn't show a strong desire to stop Pandora, perhaps because he knew that he had two other family members who could stay by his side for a long time, which made Sigma feel that he was not-nothing.
He couldn't prevent the death of Pandora's Actor, so re-establishing a stronger bond with the new family was the most correct choice.
It's just that the price is too heavy.
Bad news followed one after another, Fyodor's abnormality, followed by his death, and the bad news that Osamu Dazai could not wake up, made this young man who had always had a tolerant personality unable to show a smile anymore.
He decided to let Osamu Dazai's consciousness die by itself. It only takes one year for the crystal carrying his consciousness to be damaged from the inside, and the young man lying on the hospital bed has no possibility of recovery.
He didn't know if he was doing the right thing, but according to Pandora, the only person who could restore Osamu Dazai was no longer there, and if he returned the consciousness of the other party, he would only get Osamu Dazai who fell into deeper despair.
Even because of some of his past experiences, any outsider's touch would make him instinctively afraid.In order not to let himself suffer more, he will actively cater to the other party like a doll that has been entered into a fixed program.
In that disgusting way...
Cat mothers who have just given birth will only take good care of their babies during the breastfeeding period. Once this period is over, the two parties should also welcome the moment of parting and go their separate ways.
Sigma wondered if she, too, was in this phase.
If Dazai Osamu's consciousness is returned, if the other party doesn't get better for a long time, will he face his own care one day in the future, and he will be as afraid as if he saw a stranger?
That was his family, it was his mother.
He couldn't accept it.
The young man's vision gradually blurred, his chest became swollen and painful, and his breathing became more and more difficult.In a daze, someone pushed open the door of the ward, leaned against the door frame, and watched him quietly.
Sigma slowly raised his head.
—Everything was completely different from his imagination. Fyodor, who was worried that he would not accept him, actually didn't care about Dazai Osamu's safety at all.No matter how well he performed, it was just an illusion on the surface, unable to conceal the truth in his heart.
This caused Sigma, who had made countless assumptions, to panic for a while.
Originally, he thought that the worst outcome would be that Fyodor would concentrate on taking care of the unconscious Dazai Osamu, and at the same time, he would blame him, the perpetrator, and refuse to let him continue to meet Dazai Osamu.
In this way, the only two family members he has in this world will abandon him.Even so, Sigma believes that such a future will not be too hopeless, as long as he knows that he still has two family members alive in this world, even if he can never see each other, he is not completely alone.
The young man is so self-comforting, but the imperceptible hope in his heart can't be completely dissipated.
He still hopes to get the acceptance and approval of the two of them, even if the possibility of this is very small, he can't stop this idea.
In the past few days when he came to the Supernatural Secret Service Section, Sigma lived quite cautiously.
Most of the time, he stayed beside Osamu Dazai's hospital bed, not daring to walk around, and his activity area was only very small.Only when it was meal time would he shyly come outside the house, take the meal that Mr. Sakaguchi specially ordered for him, and quietly fill his stomach.
A person with no money, no job, and no acquaintances. Fortunately, the Supernatural Secret Service Division did not find an excuse to arrest him, at least his personal freedom was not restricted.
There is always a feeling of incompatibility in my own existence, and I can only wait there every day, wiping the face with a warm wet towel for the sleepy family member, hoping that the other party will open their eyes as soon as possible.
Before that, he waited for another family member to leave.
On the night of Fyodor's departure, an uninvited guest ushered in this secret stronghold belonging to the Supernatural Secret Service Division.
The man with an out-of-the-ordinary personality abandoned that mask, revealing a face that was exactly the same as Dazai Osamu's under the black military cap.His aura is too indifferent, the depths of his kite-colored eyes are empty, and the pungent smell of gunpowder is faintly revealed on his body, like a disabled veteran who has just returned from the battlefield, with exhaustion written all over his face.
The sound of footsteps echoed in the inorganic gray-blue space, and when time stopped, the instruments used to detect foreign intruders all over the building also lost their effect.
When Pandora's Actor came to the ward where Osamu Dazai was staying, his eyes did not stay on the young man on the bed, but went straight to Sigma, who sat obediently by the side, depressed enough to be visible to the naked eye.
The man who took off his casual clothes and changed into a dark yellow military uniform put his hands on the opponent's shoulders, giving him permission to move in this area, and at the same time softly called the opponent's name.
"Sigma."
Suddenly detached from his own world, the young man with confused thoughts raised his head, first looked around a ward that was obviously not right, and then slowly followed the force on his shoulders to look at the man standing behind him.
His gray eyes trembled slightly, and his expression was extremely complicated, as if he had suppressed many indescribable emotions. After a long while, he replied: "Mr. Actor."
It's just a few days since I haven't seen each other, but it feels like a world away.Misty, people can't help but wonder whether everything that has been experienced recently is real.
Pandora took out a bandage from her sleeve, and signaled the other party to grab - head, to prevent - inadvertently returning to the stopped state, "Something went wrong with the plan, first tell me what happened here."
He needed to fully understand the behavior of that Fyodor before his meeting with him.
As if he was not surprised by what happened now, Sigma just bit his lower lip tightly, his uneasy eyes fell on Osamu Dazai who looked like a corpse in the time-stop domain, and murmured: "Mr. Fyodor, he doesn't seem to be Concerned about Mr. Dazai..."
This kind of thing is difficult for him to accept.
It's like a child who has only lived with his mother since he grew up, knowing that he actually has a father who loves his mother very much.The reason why the two separated was due to external reasons, not because of a relationship problem.
Now that they finally meet, the child is surprised to find that his biological father doesn't love his mother at all, and his behavior is full of perfunctory.It can't be a happy ending if things go on like this. He and his mother seem to have been completely abandoned by their father who just met.
"I already know this." Pandora's Actor's expression was not salty, he just nodded slowly, his eyes were as dead as ever, "Did the people from the Supernatural Secret Service Division tell you anything?"
Sigma, who basically belonged to the state of being an idler, replied: "Not really."
"Is that so..."
Relying on the brief conversation, Pandora has roughly judged the situation on the side of the Supernatural Secret Service Division, and the future arranged by Sigma.
Needless to say, Tan Tian Shantouhuo, probably as early as the day Fyodor brought Sigma and Osamu Dazai back, he had already known what Sigma's ability was through his own ability.Faced with this convenient intelligence acquisition capability, the government cannot be indifferent. If there is still no response after a few days, it means that Fyodor has entrusted something.
Certainly more likely a threat.
No matter how much she thinks in her mind, Pandora won't reveal anything on the surface.After confirming some information, he took out the glass bead cracked from the inside from his pocket, and handed it to Sigma.
"this is for you."
"This is?"
The young man's expression was a little dazed, as if he didn't understand why the other party gave him this glass bead that looked about to shatter, let alone what it was useful for.
Seeing Sigma's movement, he carefully placed the glass bead on the verge of shattering in the sunlight, trying to see something in this way, Pandora explained unhurriedly: "The crystal of Osamu Dazai's consciousness has been sealed, and it will be difficult to return it to him." Wake up immediately."
Sigma froze instantly.
He raised his head mechanically, staring blankly at Pandora, his movements were also extremely stiff.His hand holding the glass bead trembled slightly, for fear that one movement of his would drop the fragile glass bead.
"It's best to think carefully before using it."
Entrusting such an important thing to the other party, the man did not express anything.He just waved his hand, then half-closed his eyes, and let out a slow breath.
"Let me tell you first, Fyodor is dead." Just as Sigma was struggling to digest this information, Pandora said abruptly, "Just now."
"Eh?"
The young man whose brain was already chaotic had a blank expression again.
"You should get the specific information soon, and I won't say much." The man in the military uniform turned his head away, his expression was as gloomy as ever, but the aura emanating from his body became heavier and heavier.
Sigma looked blank. After a long silence, he asked with difficulty, "Did you...kill him?"
"What if I say yes?"
"..."
He didn't try to hide it.
After discovering that the Fyodor he met was wrong, Pandora's Actor entered an extremely dangerous state, and his anger poured into the black mud bursting from the depths of his heart, erupting completely in a more terrifying form.
Fei Jia, who belonged to him, died a long time ago, and all he was left with was a gorgeous flower blooming on the cold concrete floor, made of flesh and bones.
So he didn't hesitate to kill the counterfeit, even if the cost was the collapse of the reconstructed Mellors branch building, he didn't care about that at all.
Pandora didn't know how many casualties her actions caused, and she didn't know how many people in the coffee shop that once belonged to Mikhail survived.He just angrily used the most essential power of this world to destroy that poor imitator until it was wiped out without leaving any traces.
Afterwards, Pandora, who realized that the plan had completely failed, came to the stronghold of the Supernatural Secret Service where Sigma was located.The glass bead that was originally intended to be handed over to Fyodor was handed over to this young man who fell into confusion again.
He still needs to be silent for another three years. After that, Osamu Dazai can completely become a perfect substitute, and he can also usher in the long-awaited eternal sleep.
It's a pity that he arranged for the perfect ending, after all, he lost an extremely important actor, and this scene will not usher in the opening.
"His state of consciousness is in jeopardy. This bead can last for a year or so at most. It cannot be damaged by ordinary external forces. It is destroyed internally. During this period, you can think carefully about it."
Seeing that Sigma was acting too cautiously, Pandora shook her head, signaling him to rest assured for the time being, and at the same time carefully explained the pros and cons of the two options.
"Fyodor is his last spiritual support, but the behavior of the other party is undoubtedly a betrayal, and Xiaozhi can no longer bear this. If you decide to return your consciousness, you must hide this well. Otherwise, Fyodor Er's behavior is likely to cause him to collapse more completely, becoming an out-and-out useless person."
Thinking of the fact that Fyodor had died, the young man with a complex expression lowered his head, understanding why Pandora did this, "Death is better than betrayal...Is that what you mean?"
That's why Fyodor was killed.
"Ah."
The man who didn't intend to reveal the truth just responded softly.
"Originally, it shouldn't be like this, right?" After receiving an affirmative answer from the other party, Sigma's expression became more and more bleak, and even his voice gradually became trembling.
"Yes." Pandora nodded slightly.
"According to my arrangement, the child Xiaozhi only has the last hurdle to go in three years. Before that, he has enough time to recover under the care of his lover." Now the original plan can no longer be implemented, the military uniform The man concealed the complicated feelings in his heart, and showed an annoyed face, "I didn't expect that it was Fyodor who went wrong."
I always feel that what happened recently—everything is too ridiculous, as if everything changed in the blink of an eye.The young man with half-colored hair pursed his lips and asked in vain.
"Why did Mr. Fyodor become like that?"
He should be in love with Osamu Dazai, so why did something go wrong?
"To be honest, I don't know either." The man with a gloomy expression replied.
"The only memory I opened up to him is the content of reincarnation. The main personality shaping is the first life as a student. The combination of these two elements can make him a demon with good intentions, not Lack of means, but can naturally choose to live in the sun, the love for Xiaozhi will not be fake."
He frowned, thinking back from the moment he killed Mikhail, trying to figure out where the other half of the original power went after it collapsed, "Probably some energy left over when Mikhail died, polluted This has already almost formed a complete individual."
All he could extract was the group of demons, and the other overly subtle sources had collapsed and disappeared into the world when Mikhail died.However, when he had just killed Fyodor, the group of demons that had been extracted also disappeared under his attack.
The only thing that can completely destroy the original power is the power of the same class itself.
"If you don't return his consciousness, what will happen in the end?" No amount of questioning will help, Sigma put his eyes on the glass bead in his hand, and asked blankly, "If Mr. Fyodor is dead, what will happen in this world?" What about the future?"
"Just like the 'book' that carried the original power of the world, the original 'book' is just a carrier. I just let this power break away from its carrier and return to its most essential state." Pandora again— The deputy chief sighed, and he didn't seem irritated when faced with so many questions from the other party, and explained carefully one by one, "The biggest difference between giving it to someone to use and storing it in the 'book' is the way to use this power. I You can choose what to do independently, but the 'book' can only wait to be written by someone, it is a dead thing, without any self-existence."
Sigma, who vaguely sensed something was wrong, held his breath, showing anxiety all over his body, "Then Mr. Dazai's current situation..."
"The container, he has been a container from the beginning, and he who has lost his self-awareness is essentially a dead thing."
"why is it like this……"
Seeing that Sigma's aura was becoming more and more sluggish, because his words were greatly affected, the curly-haired man had no intention of comforting him, and said the more chilling facts coldly, "But there is still a difference between Xiaozhi and 'Book' , compared with 'Book', he is more secure—an insurance."
"Insurance?" Sigma was stunned.
"That's right. After all, if it's a 'book', as long as it can be obtained by others, anyone can use it easily. But as a person who bears this power, he must use his own subjective will to use it. The outside world has lost the channel for writing. , it is impossible for Xiao Zhi who is unconscious to use it on his own initiative, completely preventing the abuse of the original power, is this container more secure than the 'book'?"
"..."
Originally thought that things could turn around, but the reality was like—a basin of cold water poured from his head, and Sigma fell into complete silence.
Regardless of whether Dazai's consciousness is returned or not, this young man who has suffered too much cannot get a happy ending.If it is said that he will face hell if he wakes up, but if he sleeps forever, is it really good?
Is this what he wants?
"If you don't return his consciousness, he will remain in this state forever until the end of this world." The man in military uniform took a step closer to the bed, lowered his head and stared at the bed with a peaceful sleeping face "It's more like Sleeping Beauty than Snow White, but it's a pity that the Prince Charming who can kiss him awake no longer exists."
"Ah, that's right, Mr. Sigma doesn't need to worry too much." Someone recalled another question asked by the other party, and Pandora quickly looked away, and also answered seriously, "I killed Fyodor, that's right." , The half of the power that should have been borne by him also disappeared. But even if the original power of this world is only half of Xiaozhi's, the remaining part is enough to maintain the world's operation for ten thousand years. "
"The only one who can live to that time is Mr. Dazai." Sigma muttered to himself in a very soft voice.
Ten thousand years is too long, and what I can think about is only a few short decades.However, for Osamu Dazai who cannot die, without the company of his lover, wouldn't such a long period of time be hell?
The man in military uniform showed his first smile after coming here, like a demon who lured human beings into a trap, the truth hidden behind the smile is incomprehensible.
He said softly: "That's right, so have you made a decision? Do you want to return Xiaozhi's consciousness to him?"
"I..." Sigma withdrew his hand hesitantly, tightly clutching the glass bead that stored Osamu Dazai's consciousness in front of his chest.
Seeing that the other party was so vigilant, the man in military uniform laughed out loud, as if he felt very amused, and was not in a hurry to force him to make a choice.
"If you find it difficult, then think again."
There was a long silence in the ward.
After a long time, the young man staring at the glass bead in his hand with complicated eyes smiled wryly, and those gray eyes gradually lost their spirit.As if giving up hope completely, he muttered to himself, "No matter what, it doesn't make a difference, does it?"
"A little bit." In the too quiet space, the man who was listening to the other party shook his head to show his denial.
"If you don't return it to him, Xiaozhi will be a sleeping beauty forever. Although he won't wake up again, he won't feel any pain anymore. It's a kind of relief. If you return it to him, his state is originally in need Fyodor’s care is the only way to recover, if at this time I get the news of my lover’s death, or worse, know the fact of Fyodor’s betrayal, I don’t know what will happen.”
Sigma, whose heart has been shaken: "..."
Pandora walked forward slowly, inducing with a tone of neither sorrow nor joy, "He has been broken, what is the way to avoid suffering, has been firmly engraved in the depths of the soul. Continue to fall... Sigma will not Hope to see Xiaozhi become that kind of dirty and inferior existence?"
Choose to sleep here, or fall into the dust alive.
He handed over the final choice to the other party.
"I understand……"
The young man's originally melancholy expression became firm, and he had already made a choice deep in his heart.
When I was still alive, I could indeed take good care of Osamu Dazai. Although I don’t know if it is possible for him to fully recover after Fyodor’s death, I still look forward to it.
What about after you die?
If a young man with a good face, eternal age, and a fragile mind is too weak to be attacked, if he loses his support for tens of thousands of years, what will be waiting for him?
Sigma dared not think.
Seeing that the other party had already made a decision, Pandora's Actor, who was wearing a dark yellow military uniform, skipped this topic that made both of them feel uncomfortable, and started to kill Fyodor for himself—the aftermath.
"Before Fyodor came to see me, he should have agreed to make a deal with the Secret Service, otherwise there would be no surveillance personnel along the way. If he hasn't shown his feet before then, the content of the deal may be related to you."
Before he could sink in his grief, Sigma, who was forced to face a new problem, looked up, "Me?"
"If I were him, I wouldn't let you stay in the Supernatural Secret Service. Your ability is too dangerous. It's easy to become a living target in this kind of place. The more secrets you know, the person who wants to kill you There are more." After briefly explaining the reason why the other party cannot stay in the Ability Secret Service, Pandora added: "Not only the enemy, but even people from the government."
It is mainly the No. 7 agency hidden in the Japanese government, as well as various spies with unknown real identities and positions.The longer Sigma stayed in such a place, the more dangerous his situation became.
"The Armed Detective Agency is the only option." The man said firmly, after a little thought about how he would arrange it, his tone was a little relieved, "If someone contacts you recently, ask you to talk to a man named Fukuzawa Yukichi If a man practices, just go.”
Thanks to that Fyodor who still remembers to pretend to be superficial, and has arranged most of the arrangements during this time, making his finishing work easier.
Sigma looked hesitant, and his eyes fell on Osamu Dazai who was unconscious on the hospital bed again, and his tone was clear and uneasy, "But what will Mr. Dazai do?"
It is indeed a reassuring thing to have a place in the future, but he can't just think about himself, he has to take care of the only family left, and it is absolutely impossible to abandon each other.
"He can't die. After he recovers almost, you can keep him in a wheelchair." The man in military uniform shrugged and simply proposed a solution, "Since it has been decided not to let him regain consciousness, Xiaozhi Now it’s just a container, and if necessary, the eating and excreting behaviors that are necessary for human beings can be completely erased.”
"It's like an inflatable doll. It doesn't need any care, but it's okay if someone really wants to use that function. Anyway, Xiaozhi at that time has no self, just a utensil." Pandora looked inexplicable, as if thinking of something that made her He felt sick to his stomach, and disgust was written all over his face.
"I won't let this happen." The young man with half-colored hair had a cold expression, and his tone was extremely firm.
"I don't want to see things come to this point."
Ignoring the young man's reaction, Pandora's Actor casually grabbed the chair next to him, turned around and sat down lazily, but felt an unconcealable sense of exhaustion from his actions.
"My original plan was to allow Xiaozhi and Fyodor to jointly inherit all the original power, so that while this world can continue, it can also ensure that those who are forced to ascend to the throne will not feel lonely. For the arrival of that day , I also prepared a grand ending for myself, which can only be achieved on the basis of Xiaozhi returning to normal."
His arms rested on the back of the chair, and his head rested lightly on it, "This is the most perfect ending, but it's a pity..."
The reality has come to such a bleak end, whether it is Osamu Dazai or himself.
It's even more disappointing than not being able to wait for Oda Sakunosuke in the bungalow after Gide finished-cutting, it's meaningless.
"Then why - Mr. Fyodor must be killed... I can't understand." Seeing that the atmosphere in the ward gradually eased, Sigma gripped his clothes uneasily, and asked what he cared about most, "What if Feidor Mr. Odor was just polluted by other forces, with Mr. Actor's ability, it is possible to restore him, right?"
"It doesn't matter." The man replied in a muffled voice.
"I just can't stand it, such a ridiculous impostor, acting exactly like that person."
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【House of Mille-feuille (44)】
You don’t have to sleep without getting up: @好心的粉丝的米园@人型自走综合精量
You don't have to sleep without waking up: two, please explain.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah, Anwu, you are awake.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: It's been a long time since I slept for so long, how do you feel?
No need to get up without sleeping: it feels natural, yes, very, good!
You don’t need to sleep and you don’t need to get up: it’s like a hundred Dazai-kun wearing a cheongsam with big slits and stepping on ten-centimeter high heels, tap dancing on my head.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Fei Jia is obviously the one who knocked your sap. [Grievance.jpg]
No need to sleep without getting up: yes
No need to sleep, no need to get up: that's plus - a hundred Fyodors in black ballet suits dancing Swan Lake on top of me.
Kind Russian rice ball: Can't dance, but can play the double bass.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage fine: Then I can be in charge of the piano part!
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: Yeah, I doubt it. [Tuo Zong's Gaze.jpg]
Kind Russian rice ball: As for the piano, I just remember that you used to find Hatsune Miku’s disappearing piano sheet music to play, and you gave up halfway through the practice because you were too tired, but in the end you couldn’t learn it at all.
No need to sleep, no need to get up: Gentlemen, please don't change the subject.
Another spicy curry: I haven't seen Ango so angry for a long time.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Indeed.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: The last time I accidentally stained Ango's suit in lupine - blood and brains.
Another spicy curry: I remembered.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: In the end, I accidentally polluted Ango's car when I got there. Ango was really angry that time, and he didn't talk to me for a whole week.
Another serving of spicy curry: Next time, change to a less stain-resistant clothes.
Kind Russian rice ball: He did it on purpose. He has a lot of free time to change clothes, which is not bad. [Calm down and drink tea.jpg]
No need to get up without sleep: Mr. Fyodor.
No need to get up without sleeping: You have time to answer Dazai-kun’s question, how about explaining—what’s going on here?
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: If it refers to a major accident in the Melles branch while Mr. Sakaguchi was sleeping, that is not my problem.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: I did it!
No need to get up without sleeping: 42 people were killed in the accident, 78 people were injured, 34 of them were seriously injured, and [-] people were still in the rescue period.
You don’t have to sleep without getting up: Dazai-kun, could you please explain—under.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I don't think I need to explain at all──
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Don't worry, it's just a show.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Xiuzhi and I know your position no matter what we say, and we will not do anything too extreme. Those who died in such a major casualty accident will not be real people, but original creations.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Because Oda Saku and Ango are not good at expressing sometimes, I know it is not good for me to do so, but I can't express myself well at all.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: It was the same when I was in Lupin. Didn’t Odasaku think that it’s not good for me to commit suicide? I wanted to express this—the result turned into asking me if there are other ways to commit suicide, which is completely opposite to your purpose La!
Kind Russian rice balls: After all, it is a rare cartoon drawn by Haruhe during the dark period, and the impression is too deep.
Another spicy curry: not a real person.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: not a real person
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage essence: It can be understood that I put hundreds of inflatable dolls with set identity backgrounds at the accident scene, but the identity information is complete, and even the accommodation arrangement is correct.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: As far as the government is concerned, it can be found that they are all real people.
No need to sleep, no need to get up: Please don't add any more workload to the Supernatural Secret Service Division!
No need to get up without sleeping: Why were traces of Mikhail's power fluctuations detected at the accident scene?Back then, the Ability Secret Service Division had thoroughly searched the sea area, but failed to find Mikhail's body.
No need to sleep, no need to get up: Although it is speculated that he may survive, he has disappeared for so long, and the opponent is Pandora's Actor Secret Service, and the party prefers that the opponent is dead.
No need to wake up without sleeping: because of this, I have to solve new problems after the past week's work files cannot be restored.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: ah.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: In fact, it is easy to understand. You can treat him as dead and alive. If you can’t find it, just pretend that Mikhail has died, or he may be somewhere in this world. It's possible to live incognito in the corner.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Anyway, don't take it too seriously. According to the script, the Supernatural Secret Service Division can't find anything in this regard.
Kind Russian rice ball: Mikhail was really dead after all.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: What needs to be worried more now is actually Pandora.
Well-intentioned Russian rice ball: Supernatural Secret Service Division—I haven’t been able to get more information from Sigma. Of course, if you ask, the child will say something about it, and it’s not a secret.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Sigma knows it well, but he will conceal the contents of the "book".Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: The child is also worried, afraid that the supernatural secret service will know that his mother is the carrier of the "book" and do something bad to him.
Kind Russian rice ball: I have no objection to the plot of this book, but it is only between me and Xiuzhi.If the Supernatural Secret Service Division knows this, considering Dazai Osamu's previous experience, the experiment will inevitably go in a direction I don't want to see.
No need to get up without sleeping: I will not argue with that.
If you don’t need to sleep, you don’t need to get up: But there is one thing, Sigma-kun’s arrangements, and I am basically in charge there.
No need to sleep, no need to wake up: According to the deal between the Secret Service and Fyodor-kun, we will no longer interfere with Sigma's affairs, and at the same time, we will send him to the Armed Detective Agency when the time is right.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: But what a pity, Fei Jia is already dead.
Well-meaning Russian Rice Balls: That sounds weird.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: The person who will provide you with transaction information later is Pandora in Feodor's skin.
-
The young man stared at the spar like a glass marble in his hand, his gray eyes were dull.Even if sunlight fell into his eyes through the refraction of the glass beads, it would be swallowed by the thick fog that could not be wiped away from the depths of those eyes.
In the past six months, he gained a lot and lost a lot.
The joy of seeing his family members for the first time, followed by witnessing the other party's death step by step, but he was powerless and could only follow his instructions to find a new family member.Sigma didn't want to suffer this kind of powerlessness again.
But the facts always hit him hard.
He didn't show a strong desire to stop Pandora, perhaps because he knew that he had two other family members who could stay by his side for a long time, which made Sigma feel that he was not-nothing.
He couldn't prevent the death of Pandora's Actor, so re-establishing a stronger bond with the new family was the most correct choice.
It's just that the price is too heavy.
Bad news followed one after another, Fyodor's abnormality, followed by his death, and the bad news that Osamu Dazai could not wake up, made this young man who had always had a tolerant personality unable to show a smile anymore.
He decided to let Osamu Dazai's consciousness die by itself. It only takes one year for the crystal carrying his consciousness to be damaged from the inside, and the young man lying on the hospital bed has no possibility of recovery.
He didn't know if he was doing the right thing, but according to Pandora, the only person who could restore Osamu Dazai was no longer there, and if he returned the consciousness of the other party, he would only get Osamu Dazai who fell into deeper despair.
Even because of some of his past experiences, any outsider's touch would make him instinctively afraid.In order not to let himself suffer more, he will actively cater to the other party like a doll that has been entered into a fixed program.
In that disgusting way...
Cat mothers who have just given birth will only take good care of their babies during the breastfeeding period. Once this period is over, the two parties should also welcome the moment of parting and go their separate ways.
Sigma wondered if she, too, was in this phase.
If Dazai Osamu's consciousness is returned, if the other party doesn't get better for a long time, will he face his own care one day in the future, and he will be as afraid as if he saw a stranger?
That was his family, it was his mother.
He couldn't accept it.
The young man's vision gradually blurred, his chest became swollen and painful, and his breathing became more and more difficult.In a daze, someone pushed open the door of the ward, leaned against the door frame, and watched him quietly.
Sigma slowly raised his head.
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