Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive
Chapter 277 I Understand Again
Osamu Dazai was placed in a ward in a secret stronghold of the Supernatural Secret Service Division.
Considering that he is the only chain of the devil Fyodor, even if the Russian who is clearly marked as a dangerous person does not make any resistance and is taken into a cell obediently, the Supernatural Secret Service Division also adheres to a cautious style and will The two are arranged in the same stronghold.
At least for the obviously crazy Fyodor, the lover who is separated from him by a wall is the most effective pacifier.
No one knew what he had discussed with his assistant, Ango Sakaguchi. After the superior went through the procedure briefly, the sick young man left the cell smoothly, and even obtained the authority to move freely in the stronghold.
The incident he caused was huge, but in the end it ended hastily, and a few months of wages were deducted symbolically as a punishment. The matter was exposed and there was no follow-up.
Fyodor did not hide his vigilance, he left the cell, and was soon led to Osamu Dazai's ward.
The medical facilities there are complete, and the steady beating electrocardiogram is like a shot in the heart, indicating that the vital signs of the young people on the hospital bed are normal.The sleepy Osamu Dazai showed an extremely vulnerable side, which was even more miserable than when he was abused by Mikhail.
At least for him at that time, the most important thing was the lack of physical body, which has more possibilities of recovery than the current situation where it seems that the soul has been mutilated.Rather than being like a pool of stagnant water, no matter how the outside world stimulates, it cannot give any response.
Even when he saw Fyodor who was his lover, Osamu Dazai couldn't tell who the other party was.
Maybe that's fine too.
After all, Fyodor and Mikhail have exactly the same face, no matter how strong the relationship between the two is, I am afraid it will be difficult to overcome the nightmarish three days in a short time.The shadow of fear has firmly taken root in his heart, and it cannot be easily removed.
What Osamu Dazai is afraid of is anyone's touch, and it's better not to stimulate him too much before he regains consciousness.
The young man in white slowly opened the door of the ward. Without the black cloak and white velvet cap in his normal clothes, Fyodor's appearance looked quite out of character, making it difficult for those who knew him to react for a while.
Brown-red boots stepped on the smooth ground, and accompanied by the sound of crisp footsteps, the slender Russian youth came to the hospital bed and sat next to the nervous Sigma.
"Mr. Sigma."
Fyodor took the lead in breaking the silence that pervaded the two, his eyes that could not be seen falling on Dazai Osamu's peaceful sleeping face, even his tone of voice was as elegant as ever, but revealed a trace of indifference .
He softly called the name of the young man beside him, which made Sigma, who was already nervous, give a quick shot.
The young man with half-colored hair couldn't hide his nervousness. He shrank back uncomfortably, then pursed his lips, and replied cautiously, "Fyodor...Mr."
He still doesn't know how to get along with each other.
Maybe it's because the tension Sigma displays is too obvious to ignore.After hearing the answer, Fyodor slowed down slightly, making himself less unapproachable.
"Don't be so unfamiliar, I've worked hard for you these few days."
"nothing……"
Another long silence.
After returning to the Supernatural Secret Service Division, the two people who were already in an awkward relationship had no chance to contact each other, let alone get to know each other better.Without knowing what topic to talk about, there was only an increasingly embarrassing atmosphere permeating between the two of them.
Sigma even began to worry whether it was because of the emergency on the plane that Fyodor had no time to pay attention to the too deadly problem straddling the two of them.Now that Osamu Dazai's condition has stabilized, and he has had enough time to think in the cell, is it time to settle the score?
After losing everything to rely on myself, will I continue to wander alone after this...
The unconscious young man on the hospital bed seemed to be vaguely aware of the solemnity of the atmosphere, and in an environment that did not make him feel at ease, he unconsciously moaned.Like a poor abandoned kitten, its fingertips clutched the cloak that was specially worn on it, seeking comfort.
Even though Osamu Dazai's condition was so bad that even his lover couldn't recognize him, he still stubbornly refused to accept the cloak that belonged to Fyodor after he was drugged and pushed into the operating room. let go.
Subconsciously, his lover is still his most reliable support.
Seeing this scene, Fyodor, who was originally calm, let out a long sigh, stretched out his hand to caress his cheek, and asked again, "How is Dazai?"
"I've been groggy all this time, and I seldom get fully awake. Only when I hug the cloak can I feel at ease." Sigma replied truthfully, and his unbearable eyes also fell on the unconscious young man on the hospital bed, emotionally Very depressed.
"Is that so..." Fyodor muttered to himself, his expression still showing no emotion.
Sigma held his breath, and the words rolled back and forth in his throat hesitantly. After struggling in his heart, he closed his eyes tightly after a long time and bravely expressed his truest feelings.
"You are not what I imagined."
Even though the time the two really spent together was too short, Sigma still had a general understanding of Fyodor's personality traits.
During the half a year he spent alone in the "book", he fantasized about the role of another family member he had never met, whether it was as gentle as Fyodor played by Mr. Pandora.However, after seeing Osamu Dazai in such a miserable state, his reason told him that it was impossible for that person to accept himself without any grudges.
Feodor's actions broke his cognition once again.
He is a person with indifferent feelings and a cold nature. Even when facing his dying lover, he never has too many emotional fluctuations.It's as if emotion shouldn't exist in him, it will stain his divinity, which is very different from "Fyodor" played by Mr. Pandora.
Sigma once thought this way, maybe he is not without emotion, but too restrained.But the following series of conversations once again threw his mind into confusion.
He couldn't deceive himself any longer, Fyodor existed like this, and his feelings were so indifferent that he shouldn't really fall in love with anyone.
He really didn't believe the other party's love for Mr. Dazai, as if it was something superficial, an acting skill used to deceive the world, even Osamu Dazai himself was deceived, but he couldn't hide it from himself.
Sigma is the product of the "book", able to detect some information of the source of one's own life in a reverse and subtle way at a very close distance.
Love, grief, anger, this series of emotions, Fyodor never had.
The pale-skinned young man raised his mouth slightly, rubbed his fingertips on his lover's lips, as if he had already seen through Sigma's mind, his expression was gloomy and unpredictable, "You don't care about Dazai as much as you expected?"
"It's not because of this!"
The arc of Fyodor's mouth deepened, and it was obvious that the other party's reaction had been expected.However, he didn't intend to poke it, so he continued to maintain the harmony on the surface.
Sigma subconsciously denied the words, and hurriedly searched for suitable words, with a weak tone, "I thought you would hate me."
"why?"
"Because I made Dazai-san suffer so much..."
At this point, Sigma's expression was once again occupied by guilt, his eyes inadvertently fell on the lower abdomen of the young man on the hospital bed, and he hurriedly withdrew his eyes as if he was electrocuted.
He remembered very clearly that Mr. Pandora had clearly said the word "breeding" at that time.At that time, I thought it was just a synonym, and it didn't have any special meaning to use the original power to ask him to reconstruct something, but it turned out not to be the case.
It is really the most straightforward pregnancy.
He couldn't even imagine how Mr. Dazai, who was forced to go through a nightmare process, could persevere until the end?
Fyodor's purple eyes were half-closed, and his voice was as elegant as ever, but the words he spoke made one feel as if the blood was congealed, shrouded in bone-chilling cold.
"About this, I can only say that it's not your fault, it's his own problem."
Sigma froze in place immediately, his expression full of disbelief, as if accusing the other party of why he said such cold-blooded words lightly.
They are obviously lovers.
"...Don't you think this sentence is too much?"
There was an imperceptible tremor in the young man's voice, as if he was forcibly holding back his anger.The palms hanging on the sides were clenched tightly, and the back of the hand was even stretched with blue veins due to excessive force, wishing to punch the opponent's indifferent face.
"This kind of thing is not up to Mr. Dazai to decide."
How can he say that? "When I was on the plane, I told you that I got a memory from Mikhail." Fyodor's tone was slightly hesitant, "It's very vague, but some key contents are still can recall."
The Osamu Dazai in that memory is quite different from his lover in terms of character and behavior.And Fyodor, who was troubled by this memory, inevitably affected his words and deeds.
He stared at the face of his lover on the hospital bed, as if through a layer of gray and white tulle, nothing was real enough.
As if that wasn't the person he loved.
Swiping away these inexplicable thoughts in his mind, Fyodor's breathing stagnated slightly, and he pursed his lips and said, "Pandora should have told you that Dazai will be his successor or something."
"Indeed." Sigma bit her lower lip and replied hesitantly.
Most of what he knew was leaked as early as on the plane, and nothing was left behind.It seemed to be just an ordinary conversation, but all the information was taken away unconsciously.
Include this part as well.
Hearing the words, the pale-skinned young man murmured softly, "That person doesn't think about himself at all, and he never cares about his own safety. This is the case in several games with me. The perfect ending he can play does not include own figure."
Sigma, who barely listened to the words, was taken aback for a moment, unable to understand who Fyodor was referring to.It looked like it was talking about Pandora's Actor, but the two should have had no intersection before that.
Could it be the memory from Mikhail?
"Sigma-kun, you are a life created by the 'book'. Since Dazai was able to conceive you successfully this time, you should be very clear about what he has become."
Without giving the other party any time to think, Fyodor quickly changed the subject, and there was an unknown color in the depths of his eyes.
"Maybe I am too."
Osamu Dazai is an existence that can be recognized by Sigma as a family member, and Fyodor is the same.As a result, there are only two possibilities before them.
Either it is a creation that is also a "book", or it is the "book" itself.
However, the way Sigma came to this world has ruled out one of these possibilities.
"..."
The young man who was silent for a long time took a deep breath, his eyes dodged, "I don't quite understand."
Fyodor turned around, glanced briefly at Sigma, who was fidgeting, and shook his head slowly, "You are not suitable for lying. The changes in your eyes and heart rate are too obvious."
Even if he could maintain his calm for a while, after a long time, he still couldn't hide the wavering and uneasiness deep in his heart.
"Pandora has told you, what is his real purpose?"
The young man with a slightly tired expression closed his eyes halfway, his long black hair fell down his cheeks, and he said in a cold tone: "It is the death he dreamed of."
"..."
Sigma, who managed to hide this before, fell into a long silence again.
Three years of life as a captive made him learn to keep silent in the constant fleeing and traveling.Knowing too much confidential information, he will only become the target of various forces after a long time.
He never said something so easily, but this time was an exception.
Fyodor's sizing eyes fell on the young man, and his words were sharp.
"Your purpose is too strong. The first time you saw me, you thought about how not to be rejected by me. You are very clear about how you came to this world, and you have some complicated and strange emotions towards Dazai , and it's the same for me."
"It's like a cub seeing his mother, and instinctively wants to be protected by him. However, the reality is the opposite, the position is reversed, and it is he who needs to be taken care of."
The Russian youth stretched out his hand again, gently caressing the corner of Dazai Osamu's lips, and did not let his eyes fall on Sigma, so as not to put too much pressure on him.
"But it's not important to you. You have very few extravagant things, as long as you can stay with Dazai and me. Dazai really needs you very much, like a spiritual sustenance. While he is afraid of you, he also I can't completely let you out of his sight."
At least for a short time.
Regardless of whether Sigma could be considered a normal baby, Osamu Dazai's pregnancy process in the past year was not false.Just like a cat mother who just gave birth in a harsh environment, when consciousness cannot be restored, instinct will temporarily act instead of him.
Forcibly taking a cub from its mother makes his condition worse.Only after Osamu Dazai regains consciousness can he escape from this situation.
That's why Fyodor didn't plan to do anything to this young man who could be called his own child in terms of blood relationship.
He turned his head away, taking advantage of the gap between Sigma's inability to react, and cast another thunderbolt, "He regards Osamu Dazai as himself."
"what?"
The young man with lavender and white hair was slightly taken aback.
He didn't quite understand the meaning of Fyodor's words.
"This is just my speculation based on that vague memory. For Pandora's Actor, Osamu Dazai, who is the container of karma, is not a new and independent living body. There is a connection between the two that I don't know. Empathy, sympathy, these are all possible." The young man speculated seriously, with a slightly heavy tone.
"Because of this, he, who regards Dazai as a part of himself, is so unscrupulous in attacking. And because the two are not exactly the same person, Dazai was excluded by him, so he was left with a chance of life after going through all this. "
He said that Osamu Dazai's plan in that memory never considered his own safety.If Pandora's Actor is exactly the same as him, it is not surprising that he who regards Osamu Dazai as his own will do these things.
The only person who needs to be sacrificed is "myself", and the best solution that does not involve any innocent people is also consistent with the behavior of Osamu Dazai in that memory.
After all, the two have been separated, and on the other hand, they cannot be confused. This may be the reason why Pandora's Actor left Dazai Osamu with the last leeway.
Sigma, who received too much information and his brain was in a mess, stared blankly, and dryly revealed his doubts, "I am both myself and not myself, but isn't this contradictory?"
"That's why he softened his heart and went back to that wound."
"..."
If Osamu Dazai's wounds were allowed to continue to deteriorate under the harsh environment, although he could not really die, he could still be tossed to death by the inflamed and festering wounds.
However, Pandora restored the wound to the period when it was just stitched up, which is considered a rare good deed.
"I won't show mercy because of this." Fyodor's tone was abrupt and stiff, "No matter how pathetic he is, he can't cover up the crimes he committed against Dazai."
Even if he already knew about the other party's past, he would not choose to forgive him because of fallacies such as "poor people must have something to hate".
That person is not worth it.
"Mr. Sigma."
"Yes." The young man with a flustered expression replied, his tone clearly revealing his uneasiness.
"There are some things I need to tell you clearly." The Russian youth looked indifferently, and his eyes, which could easily see through people's hearts, looked at Sigma, "I didn't accept you, and I would talk to you calmly like now. Because you have the value of being used by me."
Sigma, who was choked by the too straightforward words, had nothing to say: "..."
He knew this was the truth, but being so clearly exposed made his heart chill even for himself.
"For people other than Dazai, I won't waste any extra affection. But this time, I need to ask you one thing."
Fyodor didn't seem to care about the other person's expression at all, with a serious expression, he asked: "Take care of him while I'm away."
He had a premonition that he would replace Dazai Osamu and be involved in a new round of turmoil.
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[Private chat with "Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit"]
Well-intentioned Russian rice ball: I have a keen intuition, and it seems that our speculation has succeeded.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: This can be regarded as successfully laying the groundwork for Sigma, and there is no need to find another solution.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Isn't this great.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: It is the best to save trouble. Sending my child to an armed detective agency also cuts off the possibility of this kind of news being leaked prematurely, perfect!
Well-meaning Russian Rice Balls: Well, perfect.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Except that I was killed in the wind review.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage fine: don't care about these small problems. [Super confident.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Speaking of pretending, did you forget?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: If such an important thing is missed, it is not just a major mistake.
Kind Russian rice ball: Don't worry, I can hack the system of the Supernatural Secret Service once, and I can hack the second time.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: What kind of evil force are you speaking arrogantly?
Kind Russian Rice Ball: But this time, they made a deal with Taneda Santohwa.
Good Russian Rice Ball: After you regain consciousness in the script, send it to the detective agency with Sigma.Of course, the only one who actually joins is Sigma, you're the mascot.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: It's better to let me be a milk cat, at least I can get some canned food from the president.
Kind Russian Rice Ball: Do you treat such a big Melas as air?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: That's different!As a cat that can only be fed by the president, and a cat that has passed the enlightenment path from Mr. Ranpo, I am very honored!
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: Also, I have ordered them not to monitor my conversation with Sigma this time.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Chief Farmer agrees?
Kind Russian Rice Ball: Agreed.
Kind Russian rice ball: I also tested it with the administrator account in advance, and there is no problem.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Wow... Isn't this just telling them that there is something wrong with this conversation, making them scratch their hearts and livers curiously. [shock.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Poor Ango, I have to work overtime again.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: It's really hard to be a social animal.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: no.
Kind Russian rice ball: This is also in the transaction content, and you cannot use any supernatural powers to probe the content of this conversation.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Of course, I will give them different levels of information according to the degree of compliance with the oath or not.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: If all goes well, the members of Agency 7 will be continuously disclosed in the next few years, but it also depends on their choices.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: After all, the dark side also needs to exist.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: How did you get back to your old job?
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: The Rats of the House of Death are a group of thieves, and selling information is just incidental.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: So what about Shenwei?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Mr. Fudi, I quite like him.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: This is the last information, and we will decide whether to disclose it or not depending on the situation.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: yes.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage: After all, if the script is successfully completed, Mr. Fudi will not even have the channel to realize his wish. I don't know if he can continue to be the captain of the hound.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: I hope so.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: don't come back anytime soon, or come back while Sigma is away.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: You will be very busy next time, you only have one year left to continue working in the entertainment industry, do you have time to make three movies?
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage master: rich and self-willed, I can concentrate on filming my scenes in advance, anyway, I don’t panic when I bring money into the group.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Then you go on, Mr. Miyano. [Mr. Tuo applauds.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: What are you doing, I don't want to be separated from my children.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: get down to business.
Good-hearted Russian rice ball: The reason why Sigma noticed that my feelings for you in the script are too fake is because I have no interest in artificial blow-up dolls.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage: inflatable doll?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I don't want to be an inflatable doll──It's too much!
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Then the puppet, if it wasn't for you, it would be the same anyway.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Let me have real feelings for an empty shell in an idle machine?
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: sorry, can't do it. [Empty eyes.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Got it——
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Fei Jia, why are you so busy?
Kind Russian rice balls: You say it as if you can feel for me in the hang-up. [Oh.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: 噫──
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage essence: Isn't it because when I go back and interact with you, it's easy to reveal my secrets? Really, I just don't go back.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Then before that, should he continue to stay in the supernatural secret service department?
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: This is indeed a problem.
Kind Russian rice ball: Would you consider sending him to train?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: What is this? Parents who enroll their children in cram schools during the holidays?
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: be it.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Until he can find another home, the Armed Detective Agency is indeed the best place to go.If Sigma is really caught by the Supernatural Secret Service, then he probably won't be able to get away.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: In the worst case, it becomes an existence similar to Curacao.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah, that's right.
Kind Russian rice ball: So the detective agency is the best choice in the early stage, but I haven't practiced Sigma at all, and half a year of self-study is not enough.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: How about going through the back door and handing it over to the president?Compared with the training of the operatives of the special agent department, it should be easier for the president to do it.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: You see, I am also a mother who considers my children well!
Kind Russian Rice Balls: …
Kind Russian rice ball: President Fukuzawa's side is not easy, I will try my best.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Hey.
……
It has to be said that Sigma's intuition was spot on.
Through the reverse perception of the "book", he successfully noticed that Fyodor did not have any feelings for "Dazai Osamu", and he also felt uneasy because of this, and subconsciously leaned towards Dazai Osamu.
The reason is also very simple, just like a family with a special situation, the child was taken by the mother all the time before that, and the father never showed up, so the child will naturally get close to the mother who has been with him for a longer time.During this period, the mother mentioned the existence of the father many times, so that the children were full of expectations for the person who was about to meet.
It's just that Fyodor's appearance is like a blow to the head, and successfully collapses the beautiful image that Pandora has inadvertently created for him.
Even in the later stage, Fyodor has seriously explained the reason why he would say so, and he will leave an inextricable knot in Sigma's heart, and successfully corrupt his image.
[Fyodor in the script is not in love with Osamu Dazai. 】
This is what he wants.
──
It was a memory that suddenly appeared in Fyodor's mind.
The moment he saw the young man named Sigma, the door of the memory palace seemed to be struck violently with a mighty hammer.While the internally stored memory was messed up, there was also a lot of content that never existed.
Fyodor guessed that this was the so-called genetic memory, and the source of the content was naturally the part when Mikhail was actually alive.
Perhaps it would be more appropriate to call that man Fyodor, which was his original name.
The direction of events in that memory is very similar to some of the reincarnations I have experienced.
Fyodor is the leader of the Rats of the House of Death. In order to create a world free from sin, he set his goal on the "book" hidden in Yokohama.Osamu Dazai is a member of the Armed Detective Agency. He also stayed in the port mafia for a long time. After some reasons, he came to the bright side.
The first meeting between the two was during the Dragon Head War that was staged in Yokohama.After that, they recognized each other as enemies standing on the other side of the chessboard. One side wanted to destroy Yokohama, while the other side defended Yokohama. For this reason, they fought many times.
For the bounty offered for being a road sign man tiger, he used the combination of white whales to fall in an attempt to burn the port city into a sea of flames.Afterwards, there was a series of events such as Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, Gonggu, and the Five Declines of Heaven and Man.
The only difference is that Sigma became a member of the Five Decays of Heaven and Man, and was thoroughly used by himself instead of being evaporated from the world.
Perhaps it has to be added that Osamu Dazai will not show mercy to his subordinates at all.
The two are pure mortal enemies, calculating, using, and playing games with each other, until the final incident of the five declines of heaven and man, they played chess face to face in prison together, and never had any overly intimate feelings.
The memory stops here abruptly, and there is no follow-up.
There are only two possibilities for this seemingly endless content.
One is the conspiracy of Pandora.Since the other party has long known that he is still alive, it is not difficult to use Sigma as a key to fantasize about the hidden memory implanted deep in his mind.
The second is from Mikhail.That man is his father in name, but in essence he is no different from the relationship between Pandora and Osamu Dazai.If it is said that these contents originated from him, then it could only be a reincarnation earlier than Sigma.
As I guessed, Pandora's Actor's real name should also be Osamu Dazai, which was confirmed by the information from the Supernatural Secret Service Division, and the specific content was also revealed by Mikhail inadvertently.
So to put it simply, the past of Pandora's Actor and Mikhail, combined with the latest news from Sigma, can roughly restore the original appearance of the incident.
Those two people were originally Dazai Osamu and Fyodor in a certain world line.
The process is not clear, and the relationship they revealed may be contrary to their latest memory.
However, Fyodor can be sure that the two people in that world line fell in love smoothly after experiencing certain things.
Then came the death of one of them.
There is no doubt that the person who died was "myself", or Mikhail whose real name was Fyodor.
He didn't know what Osamu Dazai went through after that. He who was originally disqualified in the world with supernatural powers got the new ability to go back in time.Coupled with the power of the "book", the reincarnation is continuously opened, and the purpose is probably to save the dead Fyodor.
Obviously, Osamu Dazai failed.
If Osamu Dazai's original character is exactly the same as in that memory, then he should be a person who is confused about the meaning of life.The only reason that can make him insist on repeating reincarnation is to save his dead lover.
And when he stops and finds that there is no possibility of his wish being fulfilled forever, he may fall into a deeper darkness than before.
At this time, he will take the initiative to rush to death under the despair of all thoughts.
It's just that he was deprived of the right to die.
The reason probably has something to do with the "book".
Pandora's Actor didn't hide anything from Sigma, and when he sent him to himself and Osamu Dazai, he didn't deliberately entrust him.
That man had planned long ago to reveal his true purpose to himself at this time.
However, this extra memory is not necessary. According to his personality, Pandora will not be the type to actively expose his scars to outsiders.It is precisely because of this that Fyodor doubts the source of the memory, and prefers Mikhail's side.
Pandora made a good plan, and the thing that hindered him from going to death was the "book", so he created a suitable container to bear it instead of himself.
In this way, the reason for continuously opening reincarnation can also get a suitable answer.As a container, Osamu Dazai cannot bear all the power, and must continue to superimpose through reincarnation.Under the entanglement of countless causal lines, it has grown to its current appearance.
It's already obvious, from the initial ordinary student to a monster-like existence.
The only thing that puzzled Fyodor was the existence of Mikhail.He once got information from Sigma, and learned that the other party had died long before the reincarnation experienced by Osamu Dazai, and that he who existed afterward could only be an illusion forged by Pandora.
Or create a body, and then write the corresponding program according to his Fyodor.Like artificial intelligence, use it as an outwardly consistent substitute to deceive itself.
So why did I, who originated from Mikhail, also get the power of the "book" and was recognized by Sigma as a family member?
Or is it that the "book" was divided into two as early as the beginning, inherited by Pandora and Mikhail respectively?
The loss of that memory was too serious, and many details could not be supplemented, making Fyodor's speculation impossible to continue.What's more, he didn't know the specific information of the "book", and the content in this aspect was all based on reasoning, without any information to prove it.
The vibration of the mobile phone receiving the email interrupted the young man's thoughts. Fyodor slowly took out the mobile phone without any waves on his expression.
[Do you want to come out and talk? 】
Exactly as he expected, the signature is Pandora's Actor.
Considering that he is the only chain of the devil Fyodor, even if the Russian who is clearly marked as a dangerous person does not make any resistance and is taken into a cell obediently, the Supernatural Secret Service Division also adheres to a cautious style and will The two are arranged in the same stronghold.
At least for the obviously crazy Fyodor, the lover who is separated from him by a wall is the most effective pacifier.
No one knew what he had discussed with his assistant, Ango Sakaguchi. After the superior went through the procedure briefly, the sick young man left the cell smoothly, and even obtained the authority to move freely in the stronghold.
The incident he caused was huge, but in the end it ended hastily, and a few months of wages were deducted symbolically as a punishment. The matter was exposed and there was no follow-up.
Fyodor did not hide his vigilance, he left the cell, and was soon led to Osamu Dazai's ward.
The medical facilities there are complete, and the steady beating electrocardiogram is like a shot in the heart, indicating that the vital signs of the young people on the hospital bed are normal.The sleepy Osamu Dazai showed an extremely vulnerable side, which was even more miserable than when he was abused by Mikhail.
At least for him at that time, the most important thing was the lack of physical body, which has more possibilities of recovery than the current situation where it seems that the soul has been mutilated.Rather than being like a pool of stagnant water, no matter how the outside world stimulates, it cannot give any response.
Even when he saw Fyodor who was his lover, Osamu Dazai couldn't tell who the other party was.
Maybe that's fine too.
After all, Fyodor and Mikhail have exactly the same face, no matter how strong the relationship between the two is, I am afraid it will be difficult to overcome the nightmarish three days in a short time.The shadow of fear has firmly taken root in his heart, and it cannot be easily removed.
What Osamu Dazai is afraid of is anyone's touch, and it's better not to stimulate him too much before he regains consciousness.
The young man in white slowly opened the door of the ward. Without the black cloak and white velvet cap in his normal clothes, Fyodor's appearance looked quite out of character, making it difficult for those who knew him to react for a while.
Brown-red boots stepped on the smooth ground, and accompanied by the sound of crisp footsteps, the slender Russian youth came to the hospital bed and sat next to the nervous Sigma.
"Mr. Sigma."
Fyodor took the lead in breaking the silence that pervaded the two, his eyes that could not be seen falling on Dazai Osamu's peaceful sleeping face, even his tone of voice was as elegant as ever, but revealed a trace of indifference .
He softly called the name of the young man beside him, which made Sigma, who was already nervous, give a quick shot.
The young man with half-colored hair couldn't hide his nervousness. He shrank back uncomfortably, then pursed his lips, and replied cautiously, "Fyodor...Mr."
He still doesn't know how to get along with each other.
Maybe it's because the tension Sigma displays is too obvious to ignore.After hearing the answer, Fyodor slowed down slightly, making himself less unapproachable.
"Don't be so unfamiliar, I've worked hard for you these few days."
"nothing……"
Another long silence.
After returning to the Supernatural Secret Service Division, the two people who were already in an awkward relationship had no chance to contact each other, let alone get to know each other better.Without knowing what topic to talk about, there was only an increasingly embarrassing atmosphere permeating between the two of them.
Sigma even began to worry whether it was because of the emergency on the plane that Fyodor had no time to pay attention to the too deadly problem straddling the two of them.Now that Osamu Dazai's condition has stabilized, and he has had enough time to think in the cell, is it time to settle the score?
After losing everything to rely on myself, will I continue to wander alone after this...
The unconscious young man on the hospital bed seemed to be vaguely aware of the solemnity of the atmosphere, and in an environment that did not make him feel at ease, he unconsciously moaned.Like a poor abandoned kitten, its fingertips clutched the cloak that was specially worn on it, seeking comfort.
Even though Osamu Dazai's condition was so bad that even his lover couldn't recognize him, he still stubbornly refused to accept the cloak that belonged to Fyodor after he was drugged and pushed into the operating room. let go.
Subconsciously, his lover is still his most reliable support.
Seeing this scene, Fyodor, who was originally calm, let out a long sigh, stretched out his hand to caress his cheek, and asked again, "How is Dazai?"
"I've been groggy all this time, and I seldom get fully awake. Only when I hug the cloak can I feel at ease." Sigma replied truthfully, and his unbearable eyes also fell on the unconscious young man on the hospital bed, emotionally Very depressed.
"Is that so..." Fyodor muttered to himself, his expression still showing no emotion.
Sigma held his breath, and the words rolled back and forth in his throat hesitantly. After struggling in his heart, he closed his eyes tightly after a long time and bravely expressed his truest feelings.
"You are not what I imagined."
Even though the time the two really spent together was too short, Sigma still had a general understanding of Fyodor's personality traits.
During the half a year he spent alone in the "book", he fantasized about the role of another family member he had never met, whether it was as gentle as Fyodor played by Mr. Pandora.However, after seeing Osamu Dazai in such a miserable state, his reason told him that it was impossible for that person to accept himself without any grudges.
Feodor's actions broke his cognition once again.
He is a person with indifferent feelings and a cold nature. Even when facing his dying lover, he never has too many emotional fluctuations.It's as if emotion shouldn't exist in him, it will stain his divinity, which is very different from "Fyodor" played by Mr. Pandora.
Sigma once thought this way, maybe he is not without emotion, but too restrained.But the following series of conversations once again threw his mind into confusion.
He couldn't deceive himself any longer, Fyodor existed like this, and his feelings were so indifferent that he shouldn't really fall in love with anyone.
He really didn't believe the other party's love for Mr. Dazai, as if it was something superficial, an acting skill used to deceive the world, even Osamu Dazai himself was deceived, but he couldn't hide it from himself.
Sigma is the product of the "book", able to detect some information of the source of one's own life in a reverse and subtle way at a very close distance.
Love, grief, anger, this series of emotions, Fyodor never had.
The pale-skinned young man raised his mouth slightly, rubbed his fingertips on his lover's lips, as if he had already seen through Sigma's mind, his expression was gloomy and unpredictable, "You don't care about Dazai as much as you expected?"
"It's not because of this!"
The arc of Fyodor's mouth deepened, and it was obvious that the other party's reaction had been expected.However, he didn't intend to poke it, so he continued to maintain the harmony on the surface.
Sigma subconsciously denied the words, and hurriedly searched for suitable words, with a weak tone, "I thought you would hate me."
"why?"
"Because I made Dazai-san suffer so much..."
At this point, Sigma's expression was once again occupied by guilt, his eyes inadvertently fell on the lower abdomen of the young man on the hospital bed, and he hurriedly withdrew his eyes as if he was electrocuted.
He remembered very clearly that Mr. Pandora had clearly said the word "breeding" at that time.At that time, I thought it was just a synonym, and it didn't have any special meaning to use the original power to ask him to reconstruct something, but it turned out not to be the case.
It is really the most straightforward pregnancy.
He couldn't even imagine how Mr. Dazai, who was forced to go through a nightmare process, could persevere until the end?
Fyodor's purple eyes were half-closed, and his voice was as elegant as ever, but the words he spoke made one feel as if the blood was congealed, shrouded in bone-chilling cold.
"About this, I can only say that it's not your fault, it's his own problem."
Sigma froze in place immediately, his expression full of disbelief, as if accusing the other party of why he said such cold-blooded words lightly.
They are obviously lovers.
"...Don't you think this sentence is too much?"
There was an imperceptible tremor in the young man's voice, as if he was forcibly holding back his anger.The palms hanging on the sides were clenched tightly, and the back of the hand was even stretched with blue veins due to excessive force, wishing to punch the opponent's indifferent face.
"This kind of thing is not up to Mr. Dazai to decide."
How can he say that? "When I was on the plane, I told you that I got a memory from Mikhail." Fyodor's tone was slightly hesitant, "It's very vague, but some key contents are still can recall."
The Osamu Dazai in that memory is quite different from his lover in terms of character and behavior.And Fyodor, who was troubled by this memory, inevitably affected his words and deeds.
He stared at the face of his lover on the hospital bed, as if through a layer of gray and white tulle, nothing was real enough.
As if that wasn't the person he loved.
Swiping away these inexplicable thoughts in his mind, Fyodor's breathing stagnated slightly, and he pursed his lips and said, "Pandora should have told you that Dazai will be his successor or something."
"Indeed." Sigma bit her lower lip and replied hesitantly.
Most of what he knew was leaked as early as on the plane, and nothing was left behind.It seemed to be just an ordinary conversation, but all the information was taken away unconsciously.
Include this part as well.
Hearing the words, the pale-skinned young man murmured softly, "That person doesn't think about himself at all, and he never cares about his own safety. This is the case in several games with me. The perfect ending he can play does not include own figure."
Sigma, who barely listened to the words, was taken aback for a moment, unable to understand who Fyodor was referring to.It looked like it was talking about Pandora's Actor, but the two should have had no intersection before that.
Could it be the memory from Mikhail?
"Sigma-kun, you are a life created by the 'book'. Since Dazai was able to conceive you successfully this time, you should be very clear about what he has become."
Without giving the other party any time to think, Fyodor quickly changed the subject, and there was an unknown color in the depths of his eyes.
"Maybe I am too."
Osamu Dazai is an existence that can be recognized by Sigma as a family member, and Fyodor is the same.As a result, there are only two possibilities before them.
Either it is a creation that is also a "book", or it is the "book" itself.
However, the way Sigma came to this world has ruled out one of these possibilities.
"..."
The young man who was silent for a long time took a deep breath, his eyes dodged, "I don't quite understand."
Fyodor turned around, glanced briefly at Sigma, who was fidgeting, and shook his head slowly, "You are not suitable for lying. The changes in your eyes and heart rate are too obvious."
Even if he could maintain his calm for a while, after a long time, he still couldn't hide the wavering and uneasiness deep in his heart.
"Pandora has told you, what is his real purpose?"
The young man with a slightly tired expression closed his eyes halfway, his long black hair fell down his cheeks, and he said in a cold tone: "It is the death he dreamed of."
"..."
Sigma, who managed to hide this before, fell into a long silence again.
Three years of life as a captive made him learn to keep silent in the constant fleeing and traveling.Knowing too much confidential information, he will only become the target of various forces after a long time.
He never said something so easily, but this time was an exception.
Fyodor's sizing eyes fell on the young man, and his words were sharp.
"Your purpose is too strong. The first time you saw me, you thought about how not to be rejected by me. You are very clear about how you came to this world, and you have some complicated and strange emotions towards Dazai , and it's the same for me."
"It's like a cub seeing his mother, and instinctively wants to be protected by him. However, the reality is the opposite, the position is reversed, and it is he who needs to be taken care of."
The Russian youth stretched out his hand again, gently caressing the corner of Dazai Osamu's lips, and did not let his eyes fall on Sigma, so as not to put too much pressure on him.
"But it's not important to you. You have very few extravagant things, as long as you can stay with Dazai and me. Dazai really needs you very much, like a spiritual sustenance. While he is afraid of you, he also I can't completely let you out of his sight."
At least for a short time.
Regardless of whether Sigma could be considered a normal baby, Osamu Dazai's pregnancy process in the past year was not false.Just like a cat mother who just gave birth in a harsh environment, when consciousness cannot be restored, instinct will temporarily act instead of him.
Forcibly taking a cub from its mother makes his condition worse.Only after Osamu Dazai regains consciousness can he escape from this situation.
That's why Fyodor didn't plan to do anything to this young man who could be called his own child in terms of blood relationship.
He turned his head away, taking advantage of the gap between Sigma's inability to react, and cast another thunderbolt, "He regards Osamu Dazai as himself."
"what?"
The young man with lavender and white hair was slightly taken aback.
He didn't quite understand the meaning of Fyodor's words.
"This is just my speculation based on that vague memory. For Pandora's Actor, Osamu Dazai, who is the container of karma, is not a new and independent living body. There is a connection between the two that I don't know. Empathy, sympathy, these are all possible." The young man speculated seriously, with a slightly heavy tone.
"Because of this, he, who regards Dazai as a part of himself, is so unscrupulous in attacking. And because the two are not exactly the same person, Dazai was excluded by him, so he was left with a chance of life after going through all this. "
He said that Osamu Dazai's plan in that memory never considered his own safety.If Pandora's Actor is exactly the same as him, it is not surprising that he who regards Osamu Dazai as his own will do these things.
The only person who needs to be sacrificed is "myself", and the best solution that does not involve any innocent people is also consistent with the behavior of Osamu Dazai in that memory.
After all, the two have been separated, and on the other hand, they cannot be confused. This may be the reason why Pandora's Actor left Dazai Osamu with the last leeway.
Sigma, who received too much information and his brain was in a mess, stared blankly, and dryly revealed his doubts, "I am both myself and not myself, but isn't this contradictory?"
"That's why he softened his heart and went back to that wound."
"..."
If Osamu Dazai's wounds were allowed to continue to deteriorate under the harsh environment, although he could not really die, he could still be tossed to death by the inflamed and festering wounds.
However, Pandora restored the wound to the period when it was just stitched up, which is considered a rare good deed.
"I won't show mercy because of this." Fyodor's tone was abrupt and stiff, "No matter how pathetic he is, he can't cover up the crimes he committed against Dazai."
Even if he already knew about the other party's past, he would not choose to forgive him because of fallacies such as "poor people must have something to hate".
That person is not worth it.
"Mr. Sigma."
"Yes." The young man with a flustered expression replied, his tone clearly revealing his uneasiness.
"There are some things I need to tell you clearly." The Russian youth looked indifferently, and his eyes, which could easily see through people's hearts, looked at Sigma, "I didn't accept you, and I would talk to you calmly like now. Because you have the value of being used by me."
Sigma, who was choked by the too straightforward words, had nothing to say: "..."
He knew this was the truth, but being so clearly exposed made his heart chill even for himself.
"For people other than Dazai, I won't waste any extra affection. But this time, I need to ask you one thing."
Fyodor didn't seem to care about the other person's expression at all, with a serious expression, he asked: "Take care of him while I'm away."
He had a premonition that he would replace Dazai Osamu and be involved in a new round of turmoil.
──
[Private chat with "Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit"]
Well-intentioned Russian rice ball: I have a keen intuition, and it seems that our speculation has succeeded.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: This can be regarded as successfully laying the groundwork for Sigma, and there is no need to find another solution.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Isn't this great.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: It is the best to save trouble. Sending my child to an armed detective agency also cuts off the possibility of this kind of news being leaked prematurely, perfect!
Well-meaning Russian Rice Balls: Well, perfect.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Except that I was killed in the wind review.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage fine: don't care about these small problems. [Super confident.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Speaking of pretending, did you forget?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: If such an important thing is missed, it is not just a major mistake.
Kind Russian rice ball: Don't worry, I can hack the system of the Supernatural Secret Service once, and I can hack the second time.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: What kind of evil force are you speaking arrogantly?
Kind Russian Rice Ball: But this time, they made a deal with Taneda Santohwa.
Good Russian Rice Ball: After you regain consciousness in the script, send it to the detective agency with Sigma.Of course, the only one who actually joins is Sigma, you're the mascot.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: It's better to let me be a milk cat, at least I can get some canned food from the president.
Kind Russian Rice Ball: Do you treat such a big Melas as air?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: That's different!As a cat that can only be fed by the president, and a cat that has passed the enlightenment path from Mr. Ranpo, I am very honored!
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: Also, I have ordered them not to monitor my conversation with Sigma this time.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Chief Farmer agrees?
Kind Russian Rice Ball: Agreed.
Kind Russian rice ball: I also tested it with the administrator account in advance, and there is no problem.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Wow... Isn't this just telling them that there is something wrong with this conversation, making them scratch their hearts and livers curiously. [shock.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Poor Ango, I have to work overtime again.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: It's really hard to be a social animal.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: no.
Kind Russian rice ball: This is also in the transaction content, and you cannot use any supernatural powers to probe the content of this conversation.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Of course, I will give them different levels of information according to the degree of compliance with the oath or not.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: If all goes well, the members of Agency 7 will be continuously disclosed in the next few years, but it also depends on their choices.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: After all, the dark side also needs to exist.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: How did you get back to your old job?
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: The Rats of the House of Death are a group of thieves, and selling information is just incidental.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: So what about Shenwei?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Mr. Fudi, I quite like him.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: This is the last information, and we will decide whether to disclose it or not depending on the situation.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: yes.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage: After all, if the script is successfully completed, Mr. Fudi will not even have the channel to realize his wish. I don't know if he can continue to be the captain of the hound.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: I hope so.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: don't come back anytime soon, or come back while Sigma is away.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: You will be very busy next time, you only have one year left to continue working in the entertainment industry, do you have time to make three movies?
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage master: rich and self-willed, I can concentrate on filming my scenes in advance, anyway, I don’t panic when I bring money into the group.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Then you go on, Mr. Miyano. [Mr. Tuo applauds.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: What are you doing, I don't want to be separated from my children.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: get down to business.
Good-hearted Russian rice ball: The reason why Sigma noticed that my feelings for you in the script are too fake is because I have no interest in artificial blow-up dolls.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage: inflatable doll?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I don't want to be an inflatable doll──It's too much!
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Then the puppet, if it wasn't for you, it would be the same anyway.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Let me have real feelings for an empty shell in an idle machine?
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: sorry, can't do it. [Empty eyes.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Got it——
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Fei Jia, why are you so busy?
Kind Russian rice balls: You say it as if you can feel for me in the hang-up. [Oh.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: 噫──
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage essence: Isn't it because when I go back and interact with you, it's easy to reveal my secrets? Really, I just don't go back.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Then before that, should he continue to stay in the supernatural secret service department?
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: This is indeed a problem.
Kind Russian rice ball: Would you consider sending him to train?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: What is this? Parents who enroll their children in cram schools during the holidays?
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: be it.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: Until he can find another home, the Armed Detective Agency is indeed the best place to go.If Sigma is really caught by the Supernatural Secret Service, then he probably won't be able to get away.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: In the worst case, it becomes an existence similar to Curacao.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah, that's right.
Kind Russian rice ball: So the detective agency is the best choice in the early stage, but I haven't practiced Sigma at all, and half a year of self-study is not enough.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: How about going through the back door and handing it over to the president?Compared with the training of the operatives of the special agent department, it should be easier for the president to do it.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: You see, I am also a mother who considers my children well!
Kind Russian Rice Balls: …
Kind Russian rice ball: President Fukuzawa's side is not easy, I will try my best.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Hey.
……
It has to be said that Sigma's intuition was spot on.
Through the reverse perception of the "book", he successfully noticed that Fyodor did not have any feelings for "Dazai Osamu", and he also felt uneasy because of this, and subconsciously leaned towards Dazai Osamu.
The reason is also very simple, just like a family with a special situation, the child was taken by the mother all the time before that, and the father never showed up, so the child will naturally get close to the mother who has been with him for a longer time.During this period, the mother mentioned the existence of the father many times, so that the children were full of expectations for the person who was about to meet.
It's just that Fyodor's appearance is like a blow to the head, and successfully collapses the beautiful image that Pandora has inadvertently created for him.
Even in the later stage, Fyodor has seriously explained the reason why he would say so, and he will leave an inextricable knot in Sigma's heart, and successfully corrupt his image.
[Fyodor in the script is not in love with Osamu Dazai. 】
This is what he wants.
──
It was a memory that suddenly appeared in Fyodor's mind.
The moment he saw the young man named Sigma, the door of the memory palace seemed to be struck violently with a mighty hammer.While the internally stored memory was messed up, there was also a lot of content that never existed.
Fyodor guessed that this was the so-called genetic memory, and the source of the content was naturally the part when Mikhail was actually alive.
Perhaps it would be more appropriate to call that man Fyodor, which was his original name.
The direction of events in that memory is very similar to some of the reincarnations I have experienced.
Fyodor is the leader of the Rats of the House of Death. In order to create a world free from sin, he set his goal on the "book" hidden in Yokohama.Osamu Dazai is a member of the Armed Detective Agency. He also stayed in the port mafia for a long time. After some reasons, he came to the bright side.
The first meeting between the two was during the Dragon Head War that was staged in Yokohama.After that, they recognized each other as enemies standing on the other side of the chessboard. One side wanted to destroy Yokohama, while the other side defended Yokohama. For this reason, they fought many times.
For the bounty offered for being a road sign man tiger, he used the combination of white whales to fall in an attempt to burn the port city into a sea of flames.Afterwards, there was a series of events such as Shibusawa Tatsuhiko, Gonggu, and the Five Declines of Heaven and Man.
The only difference is that Sigma became a member of the Five Decays of Heaven and Man, and was thoroughly used by himself instead of being evaporated from the world.
Perhaps it has to be added that Osamu Dazai will not show mercy to his subordinates at all.
The two are pure mortal enemies, calculating, using, and playing games with each other, until the final incident of the five declines of heaven and man, they played chess face to face in prison together, and never had any overly intimate feelings.
The memory stops here abruptly, and there is no follow-up.
There are only two possibilities for this seemingly endless content.
One is the conspiracy of Pandora.Since the other party has long known that he is still alive, it is not difficult to use Sigma as a key to fantasize about the hidden memory implanted deep in his mind.
The second is from Mikhail.That man is his father in name, but in essence he is no different from the relationship between Pandora and Osamu Dazai.If it is said that these contents originated from him, then it could only be a reincarnation earlier than Sigma.
As I guessed, Pandora's Actor's real name should also be Osamu Dazai, which was confirmed by the information from the Supernatural Secret Service Division, and the specific content was also revealed by Mikhail inadvertently.
So to put it simply, the past of Pandora's Actor and Mikhail, combined with the latest news from Sigma, can roughly restore the original appearance of the incident.
Those two people were originally Dazai Osamu and Fyodor in a certain world line.
The process is not clear, and the relationship they revealed may be contrary to their latest memory.
However, Fyodor can be sure that the two people in that world line fell in love smoothly after experiencing certain things.
Then came the death of one of them.
There is no doubt that the person who died was "myself", or Mikhail whose real name was Fyodor.
He didn't know what Osamu Dazai went through after that. He who was originally disqualified in the world with supernatural powers got the new ability to go back in time.Coupled with the power of the "book", the reincarnation is continuously opened, and the purpose is probably to save the dead Fyodor.
Obviously, Osamu Dazai failed.
If Osamu Dazai's original character is exactly the same as in that memory, then he should be a person who is confused about the meaning of life.The only reason that can make him insist on repeating reincarnation is to save his dead lover.
And when he stops and finds that there is no possibility of his wish being fulfilled forever, he may fall into a deeper darkness than before.
At this time, he will take the initiative to rush to death under the despair of all thoughts.
It's just that he was deprived of the right to die.
The reason probably has something to do with the "book".
Pandora's Actor didn't hide anything from Sigma, and when he sent him to himself and Osamu Dazai, he didn't deliberately entrust him.
That man had planned long ago to reveal his true purpose to himself at this time.
However, this extra memory is not necessary. According to his personality, Pandora will not be the type to actively expose his scars to outsiders.It is precisely because of this that Fyodor doubts the source of the memory, and prefers Mikhail's side.
Pandora made a good plan, and the thing that hindered him from going to death was the "book", so he created a suitable container to bear it instead of himself.
In this way, the reason for continuously opening reincarnation can also get a suitable answer.As a container, Osamu Dazai cannot bear all the power, and must continue to superimpose through reincarnation.Under the entanglement of countless causal lines, it has grown to its current appearance.
It's already obvious, from the initial ordinary student to a monster-like existence.
The only thing that puzzled Fyodor was the existence of Mikhail.He once got information from Sigma, and learned that the other party had died long before the reincarnation experienced by Osamu Dazai, and that he who existed afterward could only be an illusion forged by Pandora.
Or create a body, and then write the corresponding program according to his Fyodor.Like artificial intelligence, use it as an outwardly consistent substitute to deceive itself.
So why did I, who originated from Mikhail, also get the power of the "book" and was recognized by Sigma as a family member?
Or is it that the "book" was divided into two as early as the beginning, inherited by Pandora and Mikhail respectively?
The loss of that memory was too serious, and many details could not be supplemented, making Fyodor's speculation impossible to continue.What's more, he didn't know the specific information of the "book", and the content in this aspect was all based on reasoning, without any information to prove it.
The vibration of the mobile phone receiving the email interrupted the young man's thoughts. Fyodor slowly took out the mobile phone without any waves on his expression.
[Do you want to come out and talk? 】
Exactly as he expected, the signature is Pandora's Actor.
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