After I broke up with the emperor

"Yun'an," Lu Jitang lay on the bed with half-undressed clothes panting, then straightened up slightly to hook Li Yunjian's back neck, and sweetly called his name: "Yun'an, I want you."

Li Yunjian's eyes turned red from holding back, but he shook his head firmly, "No."

Lu Jitang tilted his head in confusion: "Why?"

"Because..." Li Yunjian caressed Lu Jitang's side face, and scrutinized his eyebrows many times, "Because I don't know if you are real or not."

As soon as the words fell, the people under him suddenly disappeared, like a cloud of mist, Li Yunjian's hand was still resting on the side of the pillow. One second, there was Lu Jitang's soft skin in his palm, but the next second, there was only air left.

is fake.

Li Yunjian withdrew his hand, turned over and lay on the bed, put his right arm across his eyes, and let the hot tears run down his temples and sink into the pillow.

The medicine that was used on Concubine Xian before was finally used on himself. After taking this medicine, he could see the person he most wanted to see in hallucinations, but he couldn't tell the truth from the fake. He was afraid that Lu Jitang he thought would be It's actually someone else.

So although Li Yunjian has experienced the scene just now thousands of times, he will never touch it.

The medicine had serious side effects, Ya Wuyan would warn him once a year, but Li Yunjian refused to listen, for him, it was not medicine, it was the only consolation to support him to live.

"Your Majesty," Little Eunuch Feng pushed open the door and came in, "It's time to go to court."

Li Yunjian sat up and looked out the window. The sky had just turned pale, so it should be a sunny day.

Seeing the blue color in Li Yunjian's eyes, little Eunuch Feng worried: "Your Majesty, have you been up all night?"

Li Yunjian admitted calmly: "Well, I dreamed about my brother again."

Little Eunuch Feng didn't speak, he waited on Li Yunjian to change his clothes, washed his head and face, and when Li Yunjian only drank a small bowl of porridge, he finally couldn't help it.

"Your Majesty, Miracle Doctor Ya said that you can't take that medicine anymore."

Li Yunjian knocked the bowl on the table in displeasure, and secretly pressed his colic abdomen with his left hand.

"I've already reduced the dose, and now I only eat once every three days, you know..." Li Yunjian's painful forehead bulged, and he paused to catch his breath, "Do you know how I spent the other two days?"

Lu Jitang has been gone for five years.

Every time I think about it, Li Yunjian always feels like a world away.

He moved away the hand that was pressing on his stomach, letting it wrench, "Have you noticed it recently?"

Little Eunuch Feng shook his head as usual, and beckoned the little eunuch to clean up the leftovers.

"Keep looking." Li Yunjian ordered to go down, got up and went to court.

Lu Jitang asked the horse to be dragged to nowhere. He didn't see anyone alive or dead. He searched for five years but couldn't find it.

Li Yunjian never gave up. After gradually accepting the fact that Lu Jitang was dead, his only wish was to bring his brother back for burial.

Walking to the imperial garden, Li Yunjian suddenly stopped to look at some crabapple plants, and asked Xiao Fengzi beside him: "Is Ya Wuyan coming soon?"

"Back to the emperor, Miracle Doctor Ya wrote a letter a few days ago, saying that he will come later this year."

Since Li Yunjian started taking the medicine, Ya Wuyan came to Jianyuan once a year to see for him when the medicine would kill him.

***

"Fool! Fool! Fool who can't even wear shoes! What a fool!"

The middle-aged man in a brocade cap laughed loudly, circled around a man who looked like a scholar, pointing at the scholar and mocking him for being a fool.

Ya Wuyan approached calmly, coughed hard, scared the boy into a shudder, turned around to take a look, and obediently lowered his head.

"Uncle Master..."

Ya Wuyan threw the medical book in his hand into the boy's arms, and ruthlessly ordered: "Copy this medical book ten times, and don't eat if you don't finish it!"

The kid was crying loudly, clutching the book with his right hand, and wiping away his tears with his left hand.

The scholar quickly squatted down to coax people: "Don't cry, I will copy it for you, you give me this, and I will copy it for you!"

The kid squinted at the scholar, holding his mouth shut and the boss refused, "You are lying! You don't even know the words, how can you copy for me!"

Ya Wuyan raised her hand and pretended to hit someone, "Hurry up and copy it! Do you want to have dinner tonight?"

The kid ran away crying, the scholar stood up and sighed deeply: "Okay."

With obvious disappointment on his face, he deeply blamed himself for not helping the boy, but the boy was right, he couldn't read, how could he help others copy books?

"Is the school closed today?" Ya Wuyan approached and asked.

The scholar turned around, his skin was too pale, he could count the blood vessels on the side of his face, his eyes were dull but very bright, he saw Ya Wuyan raised the corner of his mouth and smiled.

"The school is full today, I stood outside and listened for a while." After speaking, he seemed to think of something, and pulled Ya Wuyan to squat down excitedly. "But I learned to write my own name today!"

The scholar used his index finger as a pen and wrote two crooked characters on the ground.

"Du Li."

"Hmm." Ya Wuyan looked at it carefully for a moment, gave some serious pointers, and finally did not forget to give her a compliment.

Lu Jitang was as happy as a child, dancing and writing his name on the ground over and over again.

Looking at Lu Jitang like this, Ya Wuyan didn't know whether it was more pity or more relief.

It's good to be able to forget all the past, but Lu Jitang's forgetting is a bit too thorough. Now not only can't read a single word, but he has even forgotten some basic life skills.

That kid was right, he really didn't know how to put on shoes by himself.

Ya Wuyan squatted and stared at him for a while, then suddenly asked: "Du Li, I'm going down the mountain in a few days, do you want to come with me? I'll take you... to see your child."

Lu Jitang raised his head, first processed the meaning of Ya Wuyan's words in his mind, and then became excited visibly with the naked eye.

"Going down? Can I go? Can I see my kids?"

——The first day Lu Jitang woke up, he said that he had a child, his own, he gave birth to him himself, Ya Wuyan had explained to him hundreds of times that men cannot have children, and the explanations have not convinced him until now.

Ya Wuyan nodded: "Yes, but if you want to listen to me, you can only watch from a distance, you can't go up to recognize each other, and you have to wear a mask, understand?"

Lu Jitang didn't understand what the mask meant, but he still nodded excitedly: "Okay!"

Not long after he woke up, his memory was blank. Fortunately, he was able to express himself normally. The only thing he could remember was that he should have a child, although he didn't remember how old the child was or what it looked like.

He wanted to meet this child, and he had mentioned it to Ya Wuyan many times, and Ya Wuyan finally agreed.

Thinking of seeing his own child soon, Lu Jitang moved closer to Ya Wuyan and asked, "Where's your child? Is he still unwilling to give birth to you?"

"..." The corners of Ya Wuyan's mouth twitched, and she forced herself to panic calmly, "I'm already pregnant, and I will give birth soon."

"That's great!" Lu Jitang was really happy for him.

"Come to my room, and I will tell you what you need to pay attention to after going down the mountain." After Ya Wuyan finished speaking, she dragged Lu Jitang into his room, and told the story of the dog emperor from beginning to end, and Lu Jitang listened Terrified.

In Ya Wuyan's story, this man called the Dog Emperor is very cruel. He not only killed his fellow disciples, but also killed his own wife. A three-year-old baby can be asked to hang him on the city wall. It can be said that he is devoid of humanity. ,frenzied.

Ya Wuyan said that if he meets this person in the future, he must take a detour, Lu Jitang deeply agrees and keeps it firmly in his heart.

The author says:

Li Yunjian: Five years! Do you know how I lived these five years!

It is said that two chapters (68+69 chapters) were updated in a row yesterday, but today I found a few sisters who didn’t read chapter 68, but directly read chapter 69. If you haven’t read it, remember to go back and read it.