He just hit CP with true feelings [entertainment circle]

Ren Ye was stunned for a moment, because Weng Daoheng brushed his side face and kissed his ear.

He is very sensitive to find that Weng Daoheng tonight is not the same as before. He can feel Weng Daoheng's dependence on him hidden in the dark night. The Weng Daoheng in his memory has always been dazzling and powerful, as if there is little power Hurting him makes him feel a little bit concerned.

It doesn't matter, doesn't care, the past Weng Daoheng has always had this attitude towards those who like him and those who hate him, he is as indifferent as a dummy.

When did he discover Weng Daoheng who was so fragile and soft? In an instant, Ren Ye seemed to understand that Weng Daoheng was also a living person, and of course he would be fragile, sad, and defeated by certain emotions.

He lowered his head to look for Weng Daoheng's soft lips in the dark, approached him cautiously, and asked him, "Can I kiss you? You look like you really want to be hurt now."

Weng Daoheng's eyelashes flickered halfway, and he raised his eyes slightly, the fragile and fragile temperament disappeared, just like a fleeting glimpse, he became the Weng Daoheng that Ren Ye knew well.

Weng Daoheng raised his hand, pinched Ren Ye's chin, approached Ren Ye's lips in an awkward posture and distorted, and kissed them lightly. The two lips touched briefly. Weng Daoheng left without tasting anything.

He raised his hand to gently stroke the outline of Ren Ye's chin, and couldn't help pinching Ren Ye's face. He seemed to be always curious about Ren Ye.

Ren Ye raised his chin slightly, as if teasing him, and indulged Weng Daoheng's wanton approach. His indulgence to Weng Daoheng seemed to have no bottom line.

The two of them lingered together for a while, and Weng Daoheng felt a little calmer, so he raised his hand and patted Ren Ye, saying, "Let's go upstairs to sleep."

On the second floor, Weng Daoheng led Ren Ye directly into a room, and after entering the door, Ren Ye realized that this was Weng Daoheng's room when he was a teenager.

This decoration style is obviously a boy's room, although all the furniture is covered with white cloth, it is very deserted.But there are still some animation posters on the wall, and there is a cabinet inside, several floors of the cabinet are full of comic books, and some classic figures are placed on the other floor.

Weng Daoheng suddenly said: "I stayed in this room for a very short time, I was a North drifter when I was 13 years old."

"At that time, I was admitted to the North Dance High School, and I usually study in the Imperial Capital boarding school. I only come back to this home when I am on vacation."

Weng Daoheng also said: "At that time, I also had a lot of hobbies for ordinary boys. Apart from learning to dance, I also played basketball, and I also liked watching anime and manga."

Ren Ye unconsciously sketched out a scene in his mind: the boy Weng Daoheng who came home from the summer vacation was reading a comic book while eating a popsicle in this room. Looking down at a book is like a painting.

After thinking about it, Ren Ye's heart softened.

Weng Daoheng opened his drawer with nostalgia, and there were several notebooks and a photo album in the drawer. Weng Daoheng took out the photo album, and then tidied up a place where he could sit down slightly. He flipped through the past photo albums, and his expression suddenly changed. A trace of nostalgia.

Ren Ye followed him. On the first page, there was a photo of a beautiful and somewhat mixed-race girl and a middle-aged woman with European looks. shadow.

Weng Daoheng paused, pointed to the two people in the photo, and said, "This is my mother and my grandma. When they took this picture, my mother was only in college."

Seeing the photo of his mother when he was eighteen or nineteen years old again, Weng Daoheng touched the cold touch of the photo, but the turmoil in his heart for his biological mother has disappeared.

He turned back again, and Ren Ye saw the photo of this beautiful girl standing in the snow with a handsome man. Their noses were red from freezing, but they both looked at the camera and smiled happily.

"This was taken when my mother and Gu Chi were dating. At that time, they were still in Russia. No, it was the Soviet Union at that time. They were studying abroad and dating there."

The conversation started, and Weng Daoheng calmly told Ren Ye about his mother and Gu Chi's past. He was already strong and mature enough to describe these things as if they were talking about other people's affairs.

"My mother studied Russian at university, and my dad, that is, Gu Chi, was also a student of the Russian department. He was slightly older than my mother, and then exchanged students for a year. My mother went to Russia with good grades. Gu Chi and her It was a group of students who were in a foreign country, and they fell in love."

"They studied there for about three years. Later, my mother worked as a translator, and Gu Chi became a university teacher teaching Russian. They all had a bright future. After dating for several years, they got married naturally, and then there was me."

As he said that, Weng Daoheng turned another page. On the photo was a picture of a man and a woman getting married. They were handsome and beautiful, especially Weng Daoheng's mother had very strong eyebrows and eyes. Below was a picture of the young parents holding a little boy in their arms. Weng Daoheng Pointing to the boy who was hugged on his lap, he said, "This is me. We were happy at that time."

After turning a few more pages, the family portrait changed from three people to four people, a couple with two little boys, one big and one small.

Ren Ye saw Weng Daoheng in his childhood smiling and putting his hands on another boy who was a head shorter than him. That boy looked somewhat similar to Weng Daoheng in appearance, but his temperament seemed gentler. In comparison, he was still Weng Daoheng Go up more energetic.

When Weng Daoheng's eyes touched the boy, he paused for a moment. After so long, he almost forgot Gu Daoxun's appearance, and almost forgot the past with Xiaoxun.

Looking at the boy in the photo who was leaning against him, he suddenly remembered that before Gu Daoxun died, he had a normal and happy family.

"This is my brother Gu Daoxun."

Ren Ye was stunned for a moment. He never knew that Weng Daoheng had a younger brother. He only heard Weng Daoheng continue to say: "He is two years younger than me, and his health was not very good since he was a child. Parents also cared more about him. I also wanted to I have to take good care of him and protect him. Xiao Xun has been very dependent on me since he was a child, and he has always been a good boy."

When Weng Daoheng said this, he paused, his brows frowned slightly, as if he remembered something unpleasant, he was immersed in the memory and said in an indifferent tone: "One summer, we went boating in the park with my mother. , and then Xiao Xun drowned. He was only seven years old at that time. My mother has been in a daze ever since. When Xiao Xun died, I was with Xiao Xun, and I jumped into the water to catch him, but ..."

"My mother still blames me, thinking that I didn't take good care of my younger brother. I killed him. She also hated her own negligence. At that time, she was distracted and left for a while... She didn't want to believe that Xiao Xun's death was also due to her negligence, so she Start hating me, I will still be sad at first, I am not heartless."

Weng Daoheng recalled this incident in a very light tone, he seemed to have come out completely, but Ren Ye felt a pain in his heart, through the photo he saw a small helpless little boy that no one liked, Obviously losing his younger brother, being an elder brother is equally uncomfortable, but he still has to bear the blame of his biological mother.

"Later, my mother suddenly said to me: If only you were the one who died in the park that day, I would suddenly feel better. There is nothing to be sad about. Sometimes I would blame why I didn't save Xiao Xun, I thought maybe I really killed him, the world of children under ten years old is only parents, but then I slowly figured it out, it was just a helpless accident.

In fact... when I came back from the park that day, my mother had lost her two sons, and she took back her love for me.Gu Chi was sad with her at the beginning, but my mother soon developed depression, her mood fluctuated greatly, and she drank alcohol every day, and the two of them quarreled after a few words, and then fought. They are not at all like people who have loved each other before. . "

Weng Daoheng sighed and continued: "At that time, I thought how could love disappear so quickly? When they went to school and stood together laughing in the ice and snow in Russia, would they think of the future?"

Ren Ye was a little dazed listening to him tell the story of the past, he said: "You were too young at that time, many things are not to blame for you... what happened later?"

Weng Daoheng touched the family of four who were stopped by the photo during the happy time, and said: "Then they divorced naturally. Gu Chi really can't stand a patient like my mother. He did a very irresponsible thing. He cheated. With one of his female students, that female student became my stepmother.

When we were together, Gu Chi and my mother loved each other so much, and when he left, he was so determined. That female student was his last safe haven. He left me and my mother as if fleeing, and then I followed me Mom came to grandma's house.

My grandma was the only one who said that I was not to blame after my younger brother's accident. I seemed to be able to relax a little bit, but my mother committed suicide by jumping off a building because of relapses.Since then, I have lived with my grandma. "

Weng Daoheng suddenly smiled slightly, and he said: "I wanted to understand one thing at that time, love can be taken back, or it can disappear. When two people who love each other hate each other, they don't remember those beautiful moments at all. Yes, I go home every day and they are fighting and fighting.

Sometimes they also said some very vicious things to me, blaming me for the root of all misfortunes.They said, if it wasn't for me, my brother wouldn't have died, if it wasn't for me, they would have divorced a long time ago..."

Ren Ye, who had a happy native family, couldn't imagine how sad such a scene would be. In a world with only parents, children are abandoned by their parents at the same time, and stabbed with the most ugly words like this.

Just listening to it made him feel uncomfortable, and Weng Daoheng, who had experienced all this himself, must be so sad.

In Weng Daoheng's narration, Ren Ye has already empathized with his childhood, how lonely and desperate it must have been, how can Weng Daoheng come out and become what he is today in a healthy way?

After Weng Daoheng finished speaking, he took a look at Ren Ye's expression and sneered: "Are you pitying me?"

Ren Ye shook his head and said, "I just love you, I like you so much, how can I not be sad when you are hurt by others?"

Weng Daoheng smiled indifferently, and said: "It is precisely because my parents taught me that love will disappear and can be taken back, so I only felt sad for a while, and then I learned to take back my love and expectations for them. Now that love has disappeared I don’t have any expectations, and I don’t feel sad every day after that. Every word they say to me can’t hurt me, I don’t care what they think of me, I have learned to be indifferent and mean.”

"Contrary to what you might think, my childhood did not cast any so-called shadows on my later life. When I kicked them out of my world, I became extremely relaxed, and then I became a A cold-blooded animal."

As he spoke, he raised his eyes and glanced at Ren Ye. He continued to analyze his soul and showed it to Ren Ye calmly. He said: "I have become a cold-blooded animal, and I have also become a cowardly wretch. I have never dared to express my feelings. And any expectations, just because I know that so-called love can turn into a knife that hurts when I don't love. Do I deserve to be hurt? No, so if I am forever indifferent and detached my emotions from the crowd, I don't Feel like something can hurt me."

He told Ren Ye plainly how the indifferent Weng Daoheng grew up. He told Ren Ye that his soul was never so beautiful, strong and brave. On the contrary, he was selfish, dark, and cowardly. A poor wretch who dares not love.

Then he commented on Ren Ye like this: "You are very courageous, dare to like me like this so frankly."

Ren Ye stared at him, his expression was never serious and serious, even though he had been hurt by Weng Daoheng's indifferent expression, he really wanted to travel through the long years to hug that lonely child , Healed Weng Daoheng with everything he had, but he also knew that Weng Daoheng didn't need to be healed.

And this is what makes him feel distressed the most. Weng Daoheng has a heart strong enough, and no harm can destroy his personality and defeat him. As long as he does not die, he will quickly cheer up. He is not a coward, but a real A person with a strong enough personality.

However, he shouldn't deserve these inexplicable injuries just because of his powerful self-healing ability.

He said regretfully: "It would be great if I could come to save you at that time, although, although you don't seem to need me to save you, Senior Brother."

Weng Daoheng laughed, the kind from the heart, he said: "If you can really show up, then I expect you to save me and heal me."

"Ren Ye, your appearance is what I need."

The former Weng Daoheng didn't believe that love would come to him for a long time, did childhood have no influence on him at all?No, his past robbed him of his confidence and made him cold-blooded, out of gregarious, and suspicious of true love.

It's not that Weng Daoheng doesn't need love, nor does he want to love, but that he has lost the ability to love.

He has become an AI who can only act, and has become a man on the edge of a cliff who seems to want to destroy everything all the time. His belief is only given to acting, and he loses all normal emotional expressions.

Someone once said that his fame at a young age made him look a little dangerous, and he always gave people a feeling that he would suddenly fall.

Then he met Ren Ye, a pure and clean soul.

Ren Ye let him slowly pick up some of the ability and appeal of love, so that Weng Daoheng no longer resisted to receive a unique and heavy love, Ren Ye gave him all the sweetness of adulthood.

Those who have eaten sweets will never have the courage to endure hardships.

Ren Ye lowered his eyebrows and looked at him affectionately, his eyelashes cast two shadows under his eyelids, his face looked innocent and handsome.

Before Weng Daoheng could react, Ren Ye suddenly held his face in his hands, and kissed him closely with his half-closed eyes. Weng Daoheng fell into his tenderness, and the two of them lay on Weng Daoheng's young man's bed, hugging each other, Stick together and kiss.

They exchanged breaths and each other's heartbeats in this room that held Weng Daoheng's youth. After kissing for a while, they kept looking at each other without speaking, and only each other was left in their eyes.

"Xiaoye..." Weng Daoheng called out in the darkness.

"Ok?"

Ren Ye responded, and then he heard Weng Daoheng say to him seriously: "Why are you so good? It's as good as I had a dream. Do you think you are an angel?"

"I'm not an angel," Ren Ye's voice was tinged with a smile, but he still looked Weng Daoheng seriously in the eyes and told him.

"I am your believer."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-06-1923:03:29~2021-06-2023:49:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 full-armed alien;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: ... 2 bottles; 1 bottle for thousands of lamps;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!