In Guo Chenyan's office, Tang Hai looked peaceful, and he told his past intermittently. This was the third time he came to Guo Chenyan's office for treatment. Every time he came here, he would tell some of his past periodically.

Guo Chenyan felt that the crux of Tang Hai's imaginings might still be in his ex-boyfriend Chen Shan, and he asked Tang Hai: "Why did you and Chen Shan break up?"

Tang Hai looked up at him briefly and said, "There are many reasons."

"The most important reason is that people are born with different paths, so why bother?"

Guo Jinyan wrote something down in his notes, and Tang Haijiao laughed mockingly: "Doctor Guo, my appeal to you is not for the so-called sobriety."

Dr. Guo put down the pen in his hand, looked at him, a little incomprehensible: "What?"

"I'm not here for treatment. Since the day Ah Shan didn't come to the train station, I haven't seen him again. I think..." He looked out of the window sadly, and said, "I want Ah Shan Come alive, I want to see him again."

"What about Chen Shan? Do you still love him?"

Tang Hai's face turned cold, and he said, "I can only say that I'm sorry... I can never go back to the past with him, and I will never give him my love again."

Listening to his description, Guo Chiyan understood a truth. In Tang Hai's world, Ah Shan is not equal to Chen Shan. The appearance of Ah Shan means the disappearance of Tang Hai's love for Chen Shan. At this moment, Tang Hai loves Chen Shan. It was the imaginary Ah Shan.

The moment he fell in love with Ah Shan in his inner world as a student in a white shirt, it meant that he had completely given up on Chen Shan, whom he had liked in the real world, or that he had already given up on Chen Shan in the real world at that moment. Giving new love and liking, he has chosen to close his heart in the real world.

Tang Hai came to see a psychiatrist not for treatment, but to make the imaginary content more real. This is a dangerous signal, indicating that Tang Hai has completely given up on real life.

Guo Chiyan really wanted to know what Tang Hai went through later, which made him so weary of the world.

……

At the end of the filming, Weng Daoheng still hugged Ren Ye's shoulders. He silently opened his eyes and wept Tang Hai's tears. Even in the intense joy of having fun with Chen Shan, Tang Hai did not find a place to feel at ease. He was like a floating man without roots. Ping, without a hometown, is very lonely, and Weng Daoheng is already immersed in this emotion, he can't figure out why Tang Hai is so sad.

When hugging Ren Ye, he seemed to understand again. Compared with kissing and sleeping, Tang Hai longed for a simple hug.

He quickly let go of Ren Ye, then got up and put on his clothes, his face returned to calm, and his heart was relieved. He told Tang Hai to let him empathize. When he was holding Ren Ye in the play, Weng Daoheng suddenly didn't want to sleep with Ren Ye again. He actually miraculously thought of many ordinary things.

It seems that when someone hugs him at the saddest time, he is very warm. Weng Daoheng can't help being shocked by the thoughts in his mind. Does he have an emotional need for Ren Ye?

No, Weng Daoheng subconsciously vetoed it in his heart.

He is just purely greedy for other people's flesh/body, and emotional needs are unnecessary.

Just now in the film, Weng Daoheng really bit Ren Ye's lip. Ren Ye sat in the corner of the set, turned on the selfie mode of the camera, and was observing the wound on his lips that was loved. The bloody kiss not only existed in The relationship between Tang Hai and Chen Shan in the play also exists between him and Weng Daoheng.

He grinned slightly, feeling a little hurt, Weng Daoheng's teeth are so good, he thought.

"Did I bite you?" Weng Daoheng's cold voice came from behind.

Ren Ye was stunned for a moment, and saw Weng Daoheng's drooping and cold gaze standing behind him in his selfie mode. Ren Ye looked at his calm eyebrows and eyes, and his thoughts went to the accident in the room that day, when he mastered After seeing Weng Daoheng's passion/desire, Weng Daoheng's eyebrows and eyes were full of sensuality. At that time, Weng Daoheng's eyebrows and eyes were like spring water flowing strings, rippling with an inexplicable fragility.

Ever since they had physical contact, they have become more and more familiar with each other's bodies, lips and tongues, and they have an inexplicable feeling of similarity in body and mind.

So Weng Daoheng sat next to him, held up Ren Ye's face as usual, and asked him: "Did I bite you in the play?"

Ren Ye looked at him and said "um", Weng Daoheng's eyes fell on his lips, the corners of his lips were indeed bitten by Weng Daoheng's teeth.Weng Daoheng subconsciously raised his hand to touch the corner of Ren Ye's lips, and said, "Let me give you a whirl."

"what?"

Before Ren Ye could react, Weng Daoheng blew on the corner of his lips, and then said with a smile, "This way it won't hurt."

Ren Ye didn't know how to make an expression anymore, he opened his mouth slightly, his face was a little red, he thought to himself, don't tease me, I can't help it.

As a result, Weng Daoheng's slender index finger suddenly stuck into his mouth and forced his mouth open, coaxing him like a dentist, "Open your mouth, let me see if your tongue is scratched?"

Weng Daoheng pressed his cold index finger against Ren Ye's sharp canine teeth, and Ren Ye's face suddenly turned red. He wanted to speak, so he bit Weng Daoheng's finger vaguely and said, "I don't have a tongue..."

"Lie." Weng Daoheng interrupted him and said, "During filming just now, I clearly tasted blood in your mouth."

Then Ren Ye could only open his mouth helplessly, and was forced to check his tongue. Weng Daoheng rolled his eyes between his lips, and said, "The tip of your tongue was scratched by your teeth. Don't eat anything with a strong smell these days, it hurts."

"En." Ren Ye nodded, Weng Daoheng withdrew his hand, took out a wet towel and wiped his fingers, Ren Ye was a little speechless, thinking, Weng Daoheng didn't do it on purpose.

If he does it on purpose, it means he wants to take advantage of himself.

Heh, man, didn't you take advantage of the play just now?Ren Ye thought in a mess.

That's it, it's not just that he likes me, but also because he likes my body.Ren Ye thought sweetly in his heart.

Then the corner of his mouth became cold, and he twitched in pain. Weng Daoheng took an alcohol cotton pad from somewhere to wipe the wound at the corner of his mouth, and said without changing expression: "Disinfect."

Ren Ye's pink bubble was punctured, and he looked at Weng Daoheng speechlessly, thinking, saliva can also be disinfected, if you have the ability, you can kiss me again.

Liang Yu watched the interaction between the two from a distance, and said to the assistant director: "I think there is something wrong with my leading actor, he won't be able to enter the play, I feel like I committed a crime by asking them to shoot this."

The assistant director narrowed his eyes and said, "Isn't this just a good relationship? Look, how magnanimous, the straighter the man, the more innocent he is."

Liang Yu suspected that the subconscious mind of life touched his ball head, thinking, is it?Do straight men look at each other with such drawn eyes?Really?Anyway, he feels that Ren Ye and Weng Daoheng's state in and out of the film at this stage is more turbulent than when they were filming the A-line, and the eyes they look at each other are very explicit.

The assistant director looked at Ren Ye and Weng Daoheng in the distance for a while, and the more he looked, the more he felt that the two were bent, so he looked at Liang Yu, sighed, and said, "Director Liang, you really have the physique of a matchmaker."

In addition to being good at filming, Liang Yu also has a great reputation for his matchmaker physique. There are already several couples who have filmed with him in the same drama and got married. Liang Yu himself feels that it is evil.

……

After Tang Hai and Chen Shan slept together a few times, they began to fall in love tacitly. Neither of them made a formal confession, but they got together naturally.

By the time Tang Hai reacted, Chen Shan had already invaded his life, the toothbrush in the mouthwash cup became a pair, and Chen Shan had more and more clothes in the cloakroom, occasionally Tang Hai took Chen Shan by mistake Chen Shan's shoes are more and more on the shoe rack at the door, and Chen Shan has gradually changed from an occasional stay to a long-term stay. They are now half-living together in this state.

When Midnight dreamed to turn around, Chen Shan's face would be turned around, and sometimes Chen Shan would hug Tang Hai with arms and legs in his dreams.

When I go home at night, sometimes I can see Chen Shan, who got off work early, wearing an apron and cooking for him.

In the empty villa, Chen Shan's figure and breath became more and more intense. When Tang Hai found out that he and Chen Shan did not seem to have a purely physical relationship, he was already used to Chen Shan's daily good morning kiss and good night kiss. Then he realized belatedly that he was actually in love with Chen Shan.

When he talked about this discovery with Chen Shan, Chen Shan was a little surprised: "We have been in a relationship since the beginning, I am a responsible man, we have something other than friends, we have to get along with a new relationship ah."

Then Chen Shan looked at him sadly: "Brother, didn't you ever think about being responsible for our relationship after that night?"

Tang Hai glanced at him, and then said in a broken jar, "Then take responsibility, if you say we're in a relationship, then let's talk about it."

"Why are you so perfunctory, Tang Hai, you scumbag." Chen Shan was a little angry. He thought that he would have him in Tang Hai's heart after doing so much, but he didn't expect to ask such a stupid question. IQ is generally accompanied by low EQ?

Tang Hai gave a rare smile. He hugged Chen Shan, kissed the corner of his mouth, and said, "Don't be angry, be good, Xiao Shan."

When Chen Shan heard Tang Hai calling him "Xiao Shan", he was very happy. He turned around and hugged Tang Hai, and said, "Brother, will you give me a title?"

Tang Hai thought it would be good to fall in love with Chen Shan, so he nodded and said, "Yes."

But the first love between Tang Hai and Chen Shan lasted only half a year.

Chen Shan's mother found out that her son was a homosexual, and when she knew that her son's partner was the withdrawn boy who stabbed his stepfather to death with a knife, she broke down even more. She became more possessive, and she couldn't accept that her proud son was gay, and she couldn't accept that Tang Hai was the object of his homosexuality.

Chen Shan's mother didn't know how to find Tang Hai's family, let Tang Hai let go of her son.

The kind aunt in my memory had a rare mean face: "My husband helped you anyway. I know what self-defense is. I know you are pitiful. Don't get involved with my family anymore."

Tang Hai glanced at the woman in front of him indifferently, sneered in his heart, and said, "Ma'am, your son chased me."

Chen Shan's mother's face turned even worse. She said, "Auntie, please let him go. I don't want Chen Shan to be abnormal."

Tang Hai narrowed his eyes, suddenly felt troubled, and finally said: "I will break up with Chen Shan, and besides, homosexuality is not illegal, it's normal."

He seemed to deliberately prick Chen Shan's mother's heart, he said: "Ma'am, I don't think you know your son at all, even without me, Chen Shan would still be with other men, maybe I'm not the first one. "

Chen Shan's mother gave him a resentful look, feeling that Tang Hai was too bad, she kept her last self-restraint, and said: "It's fine if you are willing to let Chen Shan go, Chen Shan will live a normal life."

Tang Hai sneered, looked at her mockingly, and said, "I hope so."

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