Confess to you in early summer

Zhou Xiaoxiao complained ferociously with a toothbrush in her mouth: "Do you have any sympathy?!"

There was a burst of laughter in the dormitory, and Zhang Yutong also joined Yan Wei and Jiang Youyi's camp, expressing sympathy for Zhou Xiaoxiao's experience but it was funny.

Zhou Xiaoxiao was full of lovelessness, and threatened to break up with them!

Yan Wei: "Alright, Xiaoyi, let's go eat."

Jiang Youyi: "Okay."

Zhou Xiaoxiao: "..." You are not human!

Zhang Yutong laughed until tears came out, and patted Zhou Xiaoxiao on the shoulder to comfort her in mourning.

Yan Wei and Jiang Youyi went to the cafeteria, learning from Zhou Xiaoxiao's mistakes, the two tacitly didn't order fried vegetables, just ate something casually, and when they returned to the dormitory, they passed by the canteen and brought two ice creams back to comfort Zhou Xiaoxiao's hurt heart.

After the lunch break, I went to the classroom for a few hours of self-study. For two consecutive weeks, Yan Wei's schedule was very tight.

Zhou Xiaoxiao occasionally wakes up at night. Twice out of three times, she met Yan Wei reading at night with the lights on. At first, Yan Wei stayed up until one or two o'clock. Came here, and found that Yan Wei was still working on the problem, it was simply inconceivable.

Yan Wei learns like a desperate person, staying up late at night will not be lazy the next day, people who are not familiar with her may not be able to see it, but both Zhou Xiaoxiao and Jiang Youyi find that Yan Wei's mental state is getting worse day by day .

Jiang Youyi was a little worried, if she continued like this, she might not be able to wait for the monthly exam, Yan Weixian would drag her body down.

She tactfully suggested Yan Wei to pay attention to rest, Yan Wei promised well, but in fact she would still walk at her own pace, her daily schedule was so dense that she had to squeeze in time to go to the bathroom.

Even so, Yan Wei's study progress is still worrying. As Yan Wei's deskmate, Zhou Xiaoxiao feels pain for her.

Under such a high-intensity schedule, Yan Wei fell ill three days before the monthly exam.

The bell rang when she got up in the morning. Zhou Xiaoxiao changed her clothes and found that Yan Wei hadn't woken up. She thought she finally couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to sleep late, so she didn't call her. Instead, she stepped on the edge of her bed and called Yan Did not get up.

After shouting a few times but nothing happened, Zhou Xiaoxiao felt something was wrong.

The small table at the end of Yan Wei's bed was taken away, and there was an unfinished math simulation paper spread out on it.

Zhou Xiaoxiao climbed up the escalator without saying a word, and pulled Yan Wei's quilt vigorously. Yan Wei finally moved, but she still didn't wake up, her cheeks were flushed, and she didn't look very well.

Zhou Xiaoxiao realized that it was broken, and climbed to the upper bunk with hands and feet, and reached out to wipe Yan Wei's forehead, which was as hot as a hot water pot that had just boiled.

It happened that Jiang Youyi passed by the door of their dormitory, and knocked on the door as before, intending to ask Yan Wei to go to the classroom together, but when she opened the door, she found that Zhou Xiaoxiao was pulling Yan Wei, and the person who was helped up was already delirious.

Everyone in the dormitory was gone, and Zhou Xiaoxiao couldn't move Yan Wei from the upper bunk alone. When she saw Jiang Youyi, she seemed to grab a life-saving straw: "Jiang Youyi! Come here and help me! Yan Wei has a fever! "

When Yan Wei woke up, he had been lying in the infirmary for half an hour, with an IV on his left hand, Zhou Xiaoxiao and Jiang Youyi were both there.

Looking at Jiang Youyi's unkind face, Yan Wei shrank her neck weakly and embarrassedly. In the past two weeks, Jiang Youyi and Zhou Xiaoxiao reminded her more than once not to stay up late and take a good rest, but she still chose to overdraw her body in order to review the progress.

She thought she could at least pass the monthly exam. However, when she was a student, she was weaker than she imagined. Three sets of questions.

"Xiaoxiao, can you do me a favor?" Yan Wei didn't dare to look at Jiang Youyi, so he had to take the next best thing and looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao pitifully.

Zhou Xiaoxiao had a premonition that what Yan Wei was going to say was not good, but based on the principle that Yan Wei is a patient and she should be more patient, she answered: "What should I say first?"

"You go back to the classroom and help me get the comprehensive science test paper from the drawer?"

"..." Zhou Xiaoxiao felt that Yan Wei was crazy for a moment.

Jiang Youyi was also so shocked that she had nothing to say.

At this moment, Zhou Xiaoxiao and Jiang Youyi were unusually united, and they answered in unison: "Impossible!"

Jiang Youyi was a little more anxious than Zhou Xiaoxiao, she was about to get angry on the spot, she had to restrain herself so as not to make any noise in the infirmary, but her tone of voice was still cold and harsh: "You'd better eat your breakfast first, and then take care of yourself." Go to sleep, don't think about the simulation test, or you will bear the consequences!"

It was only then that Yan Wei discovered that there was a take-out box from the cafeteria on the bedside cabinet, which contained two steamed buns and a serving of millet porridge.

"Jiang Youyi is right, you can't write any papers now, you can only have a good rest!" Zhou Xiaoxiao echoed, "You must have stayed up late last night, staying up late is the most harmful to your body, not to mention the decline in resistance, and now it's changing seasons, the best You catch a cold easily, and the school doctor said you can’t go to class for two days.”

"If you don't follow the doctor's advice and continue like this, you won't be able to take care of your health, let alone go to class, and you may not even be able to take the monthly exam." Jiang Youyi knew what Yan Wei cared about most, and hit the nail on the head.

Of course she hoped that Yan Wei could not get the ideal result in this exam, but it didn't mean she could just watch Yan Wei torture her body like this.

Yan Wei: "..." Okay.

"I'm hungry," she said.

Because of her illness, she spoke with a nasal voice, and her expression was weak and pitiful.

Seeing her like this, no matter how angry she is, she can't vent her anger.

Jiang Youyi shook the head of the hospital bed, and said to Zhou Xiaoxiao: "You go to class, the doctor said that she will be fine when her fever subsides, as long as I am here."

Zhou Xiaoxiao really has nothing to do here, and he didn't insist: "Well, I'll go back first. Both of you have asked for leave, so don't worry."

After she left, Jiang Youyi picked up the millet porridge and took a sip to test the temperature.

It has been more than ten minutes since I brought it from the cafeteria, and it is not hot.

Yan Wei reached out to pick up the box, but Jiang Youyi dodged it: "Be careful, don't move around, the needle will bleed back later!"

"How can it be so easy to recover blood?" Yan Wei was very dissatisfied with Jiang Youyi's overbearing.

It's fine not to let her go back to class, but she is not allowed to do the questions, which is simply a stumbling block on her way to study.Yan Wei whispered in his heart.

Jiang Youyi scooped up a spoonful of millet porridge and brought it to Yan Wei's mouth, Yan Wei glanced at the spoon and didn't open her mouth.

"What? You dislike me?" Jiang Youyi raised her eyebrows.

Yan Wei pouted: "I want to go back and do the questions."

"If you say you can't do it, you can't do it. You just give up." Jiang Youyi was stern and selfless, "Instead of thinking about these unrealistic things, it's better to take a good rest and recuperate, and strive to be able to enter the examination room smoothly the day after tomorrow."

Yan Wei never felt that Jiang Youyi's eloquence was so good. In the past, Jiang Youyi couldn't talk to her, but now she was taken by Jiang Youyi, and she was completely unable to resist.

"Open your mouth." Jiang Youyi continued to feed Yan Wei porridge.

After clearly realizing that resistance was futile, Yan Wei obediently resigned to his fate.

Looking at it from another angle, Jiang Youyi is taking care of her now. Although she looks fierce, she is actually very patient. This kind of experience is rare. After all, no one wants to be sick frequently.

Yan Wei's mood suddenly brightened, and he drank two mouthfuls of porridge with the spoon Jiang Youyi fed him, and took another bite of the steamed stuffed bun, stuffed with sour beans.

When Yan Wei finished her breakfast, Jiang Youyi neatly packed up the food box and threw it away, then turned around and took a glass of warm water and put it on the bedside: "Do you want to sleep for a while?"

"What about you?" Going back to class?

Jiang Youyi pulled up a chair and sat down beside Yan Wei's bed: "I'll read a novel here, and I'll take you back to the dormitory after you finish your drip."

Yan Wei: "Oh."

Jiang Youyi helped her put the head of the bed down again, with skillful movements, as if she had done it many times.

Yan Wei thought of Jiang Youyi's mother.

Many things about Jiang Youyi's mother were written in Jiang Youyi's diary. Yan Wei had read Jiang Youyi's diary in her previous life, so she knew some inside information.

Jiang Youyi's mother is in poor health and is often hospitalized. Jiang Kangguo never takes care of her. He thinks that he has fulfilled his duty by giving money. Sometimes he even goes crazy after drinking, and even resorts to physical abuse. Jiang Youyi is often killed by Jiang Kangguo in order to protect her mother. His body was black and blue from the beating.

Jiang Youyi skipped class a few times, but actually went to the hospital to deliver meals to her mother.

The students at school only knew that Jiang Youyi was withdrawn, and the teachers of various subjects also thought she was rebellious and disobedient to discipline. No one cared about what she was responsible for. In their eyes, her emotions were so insignificant.

No one cared about her, including Yan Wei in her previous life.

If it wasn't for that accident, Yan Wei would never know that she thought that restraint was to protect Jiang Youyi, but in fact, those words she said were the last straw that crushed Jiang Youyi.

After her mother passed away, Jiang Youyi's life was completely plunged into darkness.

The company went bankrupt, Jiang Kangguo got worse, drank all day long, and would strike at the slightest disagreement. Jiang Youyi was beaten so hard that she couldn't get up several times.

When she didn't go to school, Teacher Xu called her home. Jiang Kangguo said that she was with her friends, and she didn't know where she went crazy. He hung up the phone and continued to beat her.

In such dark days, Jiang Youyi wrote the last line in her diary: I can't live anymore.

Yan Wei can still recall the despair of receiving the diary from the doctor that day, because of her self-righteousness, she lost the girl she had a crush on forever.

If she had been braver, if she had turned her head once during so many moments of missing each other, Jiang Youyi might not have died.

However, there has never been an if in the world.

After Jiang Youyi passed away, for six full years, Yan Wei couldn't let go.

She thought that she would end her life with regrets, and she wanted to use her remaining value to do what she could to help those girls who were in dire straits like Jiang Youyi get out of the sea of ​​suffering.

However, this kind of atonement in disguise is just her wishful thinking, to make herself feel better.

But she didn't expect that God would give her another chance to start over from scratch.

Jiang Youyi turned off the screen and put down the phone, looked up to meet Yan Wei.

From just now, Yan Wei has been staring at her like this, as if he has something to say, he hesitates to speak.

Jiang Youyi raised her face: "What are you looking at?"

"Look at you." Yan Wei said without thinking, "You look good."

Jiang Youyi was caught off guard, and a blush covered her cheeks in an instant, even her ears and neck were not spared.

"Shut up! Go to sleep!" Said it was good not to fall in love!What are you flirting with!

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