Confess to you in early summer

Back in the room, Yan Wei was exhausted physically and mentally.

She turned on the desk lamp, and took out the pencil case from the schoolbag by the cold light. The body of the little dinosaur was buried in the pencil case, and a small gray-green tail was exposed at the end of the zipper that was not completely closed.

She held the little dinosaur in her hands and buried her head on the table.

During the three-day holiday of May Day, she only went out once, to help He Ping buy a bottle of soy sauce at the canteen downstairs.

She borrowed the landline of the commissary to call Jiang Youyi, but the other party hung up immediately when she heard her voice, and then turned off the phone again, with an attitude of completely refusing to communicate with her.

Yan Wei had no choice but to wait for the holiday to end.

After May Day passed like a year, Yan Tingyue drove Yan Wei back to school. He Ping called Teacher Xu in advance. office.

Yan Wei had a good attitude of admitting her mistakes. Teacher Xu encouraged her to work hard with concern, and promised Yan Tingyue and his wife to take good care of Yan Wei, and to inform Yan Wei immediately if there was any abnormality. The two sides reached a consensus and the conversation was pleasant.

Except Yan Wei.

After finally seeing off Yan Tingyue and He Ping, Yan Wei went to Jiang Youyi's dormitory immediately, but was told that Jiang Youyi hadn't returned to school yet.

Going around and returning to the dormitory, Yan Wei stood by the bed, feeling his vision blurred for a while.

She rubbed her eyes with her hand, but she still couldn't see clearly when she put it down, she might need to get a pair of glasses.

In her previous life, she used her eyes too much in high school and her eyesight deteriorated. Because she sat in the first row all the time, she didn’t feel any obvious reading on the blackboard. It was still in the sprint stage of her third year of high school. He Ping found that she was lowering her head more and more when reading, so she took her to test It was only after seeing her eyesight that she realized that she had more than 200 degrees of myopia.

While waiting for Jiang Youyi to come back, Yan Wei opened the suitcase, took out all the clean clothes and the fruits and milk that He Ping had prepared for her, made the bed, and memorized the knowledge of physics and chemistry for half an hour. After doing some questions, the time passed by 05:30.

At six o'clock, I have to go to the classroom to roll roll, and I have to go to self-study in the evening.

Yan Wei packed her schoolbag, came out of the dormitory at [-]:[-], and went to the dormitory at the end of the corridor, but Jiang Youyi still didn't come.

It may be the same as before, she will not go back to school until the next day.

The relationship she tried to maintain was like a string of bubbles. The people she wanted to protect were always deliberately hurt by others.

Sensitively feeling Jiang Youyi's estrangement, Yan Wei felt an indescribable loss in her heart, like the time after she rejected Jiang Youyi in her previous life, it was even worse than that time, because she didn't know how much He Ping said to Jiang Youyi.

During evening self-study, Jiang Youyi's seat was empty, and the bell rang for the end of get out of class. Zhou Xiaoxiao asked Yan Wei to go back to the dormitory together, but Yan Wei didn't hear her, so she picked up her schoolbag and left.

The first thing Yan Wei did when he returned to the dormitory was to call Jiang Youyi.

The beep rang for a long time, and a few seconds before the automatic end, the call was connected.

"Youyi, it's me, Yan Wei." Yan Wei closed her eyes after saying these words, as if waiting for the verdict, waiting for the strange sound.

She thought it would still be the same as during the holidays. When Jiang Youyi heard her voice, she would immediately hang up the phone and turn off the phone. She would never be able to contact her again.

But not this time.

"Yeah." Yan Wei heard Jiang Youyi answer, "Is there something wrong?"

The short two words, after conversion processing, sound lower and more indifferent than face-to-face speaking.

Heart raised, Yan Wei held the receiver in his left hand, staring at the mottled wall, where someone wrote two strings of letters of unknown meaning, and asked cautiously: "Tomorrow will be a holiday, do you want to come back to class?"

The other side was silent for a while, Yan Wei seemed to hear Jiang Youyi's rhythmic breathing.

After about 2 minutes, no one spoke, but the call continued. Just when Yan Wei couldn't hold on and wanted to end this meaningless communication, Jiang Youyi said, "I've already arrived at the dormitory."

At the same time, there was the sound of footsteps going upstairs behind Yan Wei.

She turned around subconsciously, and saw Jiang Youyi standing at the stairs with her mobile phone in her right hand, and a plastic bag with a white lunch box in her left hand.

Yan Wei was a little dazed, Jiang Youyi cut off the call, and a fast-paced beep came from the receiver.

"Do you want to eat barbecue?" Jiang Youyi raised the plastic bag in her hand towards Yan Wei, "I bought beef with pickled peppers and roasted pork belly, and I took a taxi back, it should not be cold yet."

Yan Wei suddenly didn't know how to answer this sentence.

"What are you doing standing there stupidly? Why did you lose your soul during the May Day holiday?" Jiang Youyi abnormally talked more than usual, trying to create the same relaxed atmosphere as before.

After holding back the tears for several days, I couldn't hold back the tears, and suddenly fell down.

Yan Wei didn't speak, but stared at Jiang Youyi without blinking an eye. Students came back one after another, walked past them, and seeing Yan Wei crying, they all cast strange glances.

Seeing two lines of tears on Yan Wei's face, Jiang Youyi was suddenly at a loss for words, and slowly dropped her left hand holding the barbecue to her side.

"Why didn't you answer my phone?" Yan Wei asked her.

The grievances in my heart are like a torrent breaking a bank, gradually submerging my broken reason.

She was almost dying of worry, but Jiang Youyi didn't even give her a chance to ask if she was okay.

Jiang Youyi was silent, obviously people kept walking past her, but she seemed to be alone, out of tune with the surrounding environment, as if she might disappear from her eyes at any time.

This feeling made Yan Wei palpitate.

——Don't play with Weiwei in the future, she still has to study hard and take the college entrance examination, think about it, if it wasn't for you, would Weiwei get hurt?Will they fight until everyone knows about it?Will the grades drop so ridiculously?

——Don't blame Auntie for speaking badly, Auntie believes that you are a good boy too, but our Weiwei family is different from yours.

——Weiwei will go to Jinghua Bei University in the future, and will continue to pursue graduate studies, doctorates, and even study abroad. Your future development directions are completely different. Auntie is someone who has been there. No matter how good friends were in high school, they will gradually lose contact when they arrive at university. You are still young, you should focus more on your studies, don't you think?

——We Weiwei don’t need friends, she only needs good grades.

That afternoon, Jiang Youyi didn't know how she left the school in the end. When she realized it, she had already left the noisy crowd and stood on the road.

She was standing between traffic, and as cars passed by her constantly, the drivers yelled at her and then walked away from her.

At that time, she thought, if a car rushed towards her like this, would she no longer have to endure the torture of being alive.

But in the end, she thought of Yan Wei, the girl who would rather be injured by Jiang Kangguo to protect her, once touched her head and said "don't be afraid".

They will always have a bright future.

She also thought that the driver who was implicated by her might go to jail, but the person who really made her miserable was alive and well, and would continue to hurt other people, so she didn't want to die.

She walked along this street, and when she arrived at the Internet cafe, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening.

He didn't answer the phone at home, and spent the whole night in the Internet cafe. Jiang Kangguo found her the next day, pulled her by the collar in front of countless people in the Internet cafe, and took her home. After returning home, her ribs were almost broken.

Her mother tried to stop Jiang Kangguo, but was also slapped backhanded.

At that time, she realized very clearly that what Yan Wei's mother said was not without reason.

She and Yan Wei are people from two worlds, she is not qualified to be friends with Yan Wei, let alone Xiao Xiang.

If she didn't recruit at first

If you mess with this classmate who is both good in character and learning, maybe it won't be like this now, and Yan Wei won't be accidentally injured by Jiang Kangguo because of her.

It was she who dragged Yan Wei down.

She didn't know how to face Yan Wei, so she cowardly avoided communicating.

But I can't let go of it, I can't be reconciled, she wants to see her, this heart can't lie.

"I..." There seemed to be sadness in Jiang Youyi's eyes.

She only said one word, but Yan Wei suddenly interrupted her: "Tomorrow night, the cultural performance ends, Xiao Songlin waits for me, I have something to tell you."

There are many students coming and going in the corridors of the dormitory, and some things cannot be said directly.

Tomorrow's Youth Day cultural performance, all the senior high school students will go to the auditorium to watch the performance, except the high school seniors who are busy studying. Yan Wei wants to take this opportunity to have a private chat with Jiang Youyi.

She wiped away the tears on her face, walked quickly towards Jiang Youyi, and hugged her involuntarily.

"You must come."

Before more eyes fell on them, Yan Wei let go, took the barbecue box from Jiang Youyi's hand, and shook the plastic bag: "How about going to your dormitory?"

Theatrical performances are a must-have event for the Youth Festival every year. Of course, top classes like Class 21, which only focus on learning, usually don't participate in the program, but Teacher Xu is not so harsh that they are not allowed to watch the performance.

After the last class in the afternoon, Zhou Xiaoxiao put the things she needed to take back to the dormitory into her schoolbag, and turned to Yan Wei who was still working on the problem: "The class monitor came to see you last class and you were not here, let me tell you , Said that he occupied two seats in the front row in the auditorium, and let us go there together after dinner."

Yan Wei put down his pen and specially took an extra set of physics simulation papers, and replied after hearing this: "Don't keep it for me, you and Yutong can go together."

"Isn't it? You still have to write test papers after watching the show?" Zhou Xiaoxiao was shocked and a little unacceptable, "You said you have worked so hard, why are your parents still so strict? Just like the lights in the auditorium, you are not afraid to write your eyes. Blind?"

Although Yan Wei was a little slack last month, but now she is working too hard, even more exaggerated than last semester.

"It doesn't have to be written." Yan Wei answered Zhou Xiaoxiao, while taking out the little dinosaur from the pencil case and hanging it on the schoolbag, "Picking it up means writing, just for psychological comfort."

Maybe today's theatrical performance is over, and she will be useless, so why write mock papers?

Zhou Xiaoxiao didn't expect such an answer, and couldn't help laughing out loud.

When they were talking, Jiang Youyi walked past Yan Wei with her schoolbag on her back, the small bell on the keychain jingled, and Yan Wei suddenly called her: "Youyi."

Jiang Youyi turned around with an unnatural expression on her face.

She pursed her lips tightly, looking unhappy, as if someone owed her money and hadn't paid it back.

But Yan Wei didn't miss her small movement of swallowing saliva, the hand grasping the strap of the schoolbag wanted to pinch the strap.

Seeing her like this, Yan Wei thought it was funny, why, does she seem to want to eat children?

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