Confess to you in early summer

Sitting on the promenade outside the room, you can see a ten-meter-high oak tree in the yard with luxuriant branches and leaves, casting a large shadow of various shapes.In the farther horizon, thick thunderclouds chased the setting sun that was about to sink into the earth, and the originally delicate and beautiful rays of the sun were stained with gray twilight.

In early summer, hot and humid wind blows from afar. The climate is not comparable to the hometown where she grew up, but for Jiang Youyi, it is the same everywhere.

The same boring, the same boring, the same... lifeless.

Before the rain fell, the courtyard door opened with a creak, and Xue Yu walked in carrying a bag of fresh vegetables and a whole box of milk, and immediately saw Jiang Youyi sitting on the ground in front of the porch.

Jiang Youyi looked towards the gate of the courtyard, tried her best to mobilize her few enthusiasms, and took the initiative to say: "Mom, you are back."

The bag fell to the ground with a clatter, Xue Yu was awakened by the sound, and said, "Look at me, this is too careless." She picked up the bag pretending to be natural, and walked towards the house and the porch. Jiang Youyi in front of her smiled and said, "Youyi, is there no class in school this afternoon?"

In the past two years, it was the first time Jiang Youyi greeted her like this.

"Well, there were originally." Jiang Youyi lowered her eyelashes, hiding the guilt and darkness in her eyes, "But I don't like the class in the afternoon."

In fact, the teacher of this course has repeatedly expressed prejudice against her nationality because of her taciturn and introverted personality, but the tutor of her major appreciates her talent in literary creation, and believes that people with unique talents always It is different from ordinary people.

And Jiang Youyi is such a person.

"If you don't like it, don't go, it's okay." Xue Yu came to Jiang Youyi, hugged her with open arms, and then entered the room with her pockets in her hand, and after a while, she came out with two small stools and a folder, and one of the small stools was handed over to Jiang Youyi.

Seeing the things in her hands, Jiang Youyi obediently took the stool and sat down. Xue Yu sat opposite her and opened the folder. Before she could speak, Jiang Youyi asked her: "Are there any new ones?"

Xue Yubai glanced at her: "Are you lucky?"

Jiang Youyi's calm face rarely showed two points of embarrassment. She was still a little embarrassed to be punctured by Xue Yu. She lowered her head, pursed her lips and whispered: "Yesterday was the tenth day."

It was rare for such a long time before, why should there be a new email.

In the first year of coming here, Jiang Youyi's condition was serious. She went to bed after taking medicine every day, and was groggy all day long. She obviously had no appetite, but her weight shot up like a rocket.

Because of the effect of the medicine, her reaction is also very slow, and she can hardly accept the news from the outside world. Xue Yu will talk to her for a while every day, but most of the time, she has to repeat it several times before she can understand and give a one-or-two-word response .

But Xue Yu found that every time Yan Wei was mentioned, Jiang Youyi's attention could be improved a lot, which made Xue Yu feel a little relieved, but also very uncomfortable.

The first thing Jiang Youyi does when she wakes up every day is to turn on the computer. She no longer plays the games she used to love, and writes some manuscripts in the rare time when she is awake, but most of the time she just stares at the computer screen in a daze.

One day she fell asleep at the computer desk, Xue Yu hugged her to rest, helped her clean up the table, and accidentally saw several unread emails in Jiang Youyi's mailbox, all sent by Yan Wei.

In Jiang Youyi's state at that time, the manuscripts were written in a mess, and the preface was inconsistent, let alone checking the email.

Xue Yu took it upon himself to print out these few emails, hoping to show them to Jiang Youyi when she was in better condition.

That night, Jiang Youyi fell ill, curled up on the sofa crying, dropped a plate, grabbed the broken porcelain and refused to let go, the sofa was full of blood, which frightened Xue Yu.

After finally restraining Jiang Youyi, when she asked the family doctor to come to bandage Jiang Youyi, she suddenly remembered those few printed emails, so she found the emails, sat next to Jiang Youyi, and read to her.

Jiang Youyi, who was sobbing silently, stopped crying after hearing this, and fell asleep after a while.

Even if it is far away in the sky, only Yan Wei is the good medicine to heal Jiang Youyi.

After that, Xue Yu would print out the emails from Yan Weixin every once in a while, put them in a single-page plastic folder, and spend nearly an hour every day reading the emails to Jiang Youyi.

Sometimes even if Xue Yu forgot in a hurry, Jiang Youyi would never forget, and would take the initiative to mention which one she wanted to start with today.

In the second year, Jiang Youyi's condition was better, and she would gradually open her mailbox and check unread emails by herself, but she still preferred the printed paper version, she kept every email, and occasionally acted like a baby like now , asking Xue Yu to read it to her as before.

She would order a cake one week before Yan Wei's birthday, and ask friends in China to send gifts she had chosen for a long time, but she never replied to Yan Wei's email or made a phone call, even if she knew, Yan Wei would definitely not change number.

At first it might be due to depression, but when she got better, she restrained her impulse with a sense of guilt. In a few years, the return date was approaching, and she felt timid due to her hometown feeling, so she was even more afraid.

She completely disappeared into Yan Wei's life, without disturbing or pestering her.

In the first few years, Yan Wei would ask her when she would go back from time to time, but later, she stopped asking.

From Yan Wei's email, we can see her longing, her grievance, her sadness, and even a little complaint.

In the end, Yan Wei was no longer obsessed with whether she could go back.

These emotions are hidden in the scenery she described, pouring out between the lines, asking Jiang Youyi's heart day and night, driving her out of the shadows like a whip, and becoming her thoughts to persist in living.

I still want to see her again, walk the path she walked, and accompany her to see the scenery that she once saw alone.

Jiang Youyi applied to a local school, and while she was studying and writing manuscripts, she fell ill from time to time and dropped out of school, and her graduation took a year off.

In the year of graduation, her mood had stabilized. The doctor said she could stop taking the medicine, but she dared not go back to China immediately. At that time, her figure was seriously out of shape due to the effect of the medicine. He controlled his diet, gradually adjusted back to his original weight, and developed a sexy vest line.

But these, she will not tell Yan Wei, at least not now.

Yan Weiyang raised the mail in his hand, squinting at her: "Student Xiaojiang, explain?"

The treasured email was discovered by the owner, and Jiang Youyi turned her little brain that was rarely used for thinking, and made up a half-truth and half-fake reason: "I didn't use electronic products much after I went abroad, and my social accounts were also handed over to my mother. In charge, she printed these out for me."

So no reply to email.

Although the reason is a bit far-fetched, it should, make sense, right?Jiang Youyi thought luckily.

But after she finished speaking, the air in the bedroom became quiet.

After nearly 2 minutes, Yan Weicai asked her in disbelief: "You mean...Aunt Xue has read all these emails?"

Jiang Youyi was tongue-tied and her mind was in a mess.

She wanted to say something to make amends, but she was overwhelmed by Yan Wei's aura, and she lied just now, she was subconsciously nervous, and somehow she was cheap, and she sold Xue Yu as soon as she opened her mouth: "Not only that, she not only watched Yes, and I can recite it backwards!"

Yan Wei: "..."

What a good one.

fuck.

The author has something to say: There should be a second update today, and if there is no accident, the last chapter will be completely concluded tomorrow!