Confess to you in early summer

In late December, on the evening of the 23rd, Yan Wei sent a text message to Jiang Youyi, asking if she stayed at home every day and if she was interested in going out to play on weekends.

Yan Yan hadn't expected the ending before sending out the text message, and most likely she would not receive a reply.

She put down her phone and got up to get a glass of warm water.

The results of the psychological consultation some time ago were not bad. Wei Nianzhi told her to relax, rest more, prescribed some conditioning medicine, and very thoughtfully marked the dosage on each medicine bottle for her, and then agreed to go there in one to two weeks A trip to the manor ended the diagnosis and treatment.

Yan Wei took the medicine, the effect of the medicine came quickly, her mind was empty, and she felt drowsy. She closed her eyes and fell asleep after a while.

The next day, the alarm vibrating woke her up, Yan Wei touched the phone, turned off the alarm first, and then saw an unread text message in the mailbox.

Jiang Youyi: At nine o'clock tomorrow morning, Happy Valley, I will wait for you at the bus stop.

The text message was received 10 minutes ago.

A stone suddenly fell into the heart lake, which was as quiet as stagnant water, and the sparkling light rippled away endlessly.

Today is Saturday, the 24th. Yan Wei put down her phone and sat on the bed for 10 minutes. Zhou Xiaoxiao asked her what she wanted for breakfast and offered to bring it for her. Packing instant noodles is a perfunctory breakfast.

I have been absent-minded all day, half of the weekend homework left by the teacher was done yesterday, and the remaining half is still there at nine o'clock this evening without writing.

Yan Wei began to choose the clothes to wear for the outing tomorrow, tried and tried, but couldn't find what he liked.

She was a little anxious, but she didn't know why she was anxious. The anxiety came for no reason and controlled her mood.

Finally, lying on the washstand and looking at herself in the mirror, she finally found the reason.

It's that scar.

Ugly scars crawled across her face, cruelly breaking her carefully arranged, and eclipsing her costume and makeup in an instant.

She used to think that she could accept it calmly, but in fact, her self-confidence and pride were being consumed unconsciously, any little thing could hit her, and this scar was so vivid that she herself didn't even want to face it.

Yan Wei lowered his head in frustration, covered his face, took a deep breath, and let it out slowly.

She calmly recalled Wei Nianzhi's advice to her, while taking a deep breath, while clearing her mind, she consciously and autonomously struggled to get out of the low mood.

At least for tomorrow's date, Jiang Youyi can't let Jiang Youyi see anything.

Before falling asleep at night, Yan Wei sent another text message to Jiang Youyi

: Happy Christmas Day, safe and sound, happy and happy.

Two minutes later, I received a reply, which was a photo.

A light pink heart-shaped sticky note was pasted on the surface of the red apple tied with flowers, and a smiling face was drawn on the sticky note with a blue signature pen.

The weather at Christmas is not beautiful, and it starts to rain before dawn. The rain is mixed with fine ice crystals. The cold wind ruthlessly blows the bare branches of the trees, and will also blow down the few yellow leaves.

When it was time to go out, the rain didn't stop, Yan Wei walked out of the school with the umbrella that Jiang Youyi gave her, at this time, she was the only one at the bus stop.

She was wearing a navy blue shirt today, paired with a khaki hooded sweater, dark gray skinny jeans, and a pair of thick-soled white sneakers.

17 years old, the best age.

Even if the heart is withering day by day, you still have to make yourself look not too decadent in dressing up.

The bus came against the rain curtain, and the roof was covered with a hazy water edge.

There were too many cars on the road in rainy days, and the arrival time was 10 minutes later than expected. Yan Wei looked at the platform through the window. Even in Happy Valley, there were many fewer tourists in such ghostly weather.

The person waiting for her was listening to music with his hands in his pockets and headphones.

Jiang Youyi's hair has grown long. The original short ear-length hair grew close to the collar. It was tied up with a small rubber band, and a small bun was tied at the back of the head. The bangs on the forehead were slightly trimmed, divided into two sides, and hung casually. at the sideburns.

She wore a black jacket today, with the zipper open, revealing a gray high-necked bottoming shirt and a light gray V-neck vest, paired with seaweed green overalls, and a pair of round-toed short leather boots.

Today is also a very sexy Xiaojiang classmate.

The car door opened, and the drowsy Jiang Youyi seemed to have sensed something. When she looked up, her eyes collided with Yan Wei who was about to get out of the car.

There was a gentle smile on her face, exactly the same as every time I met her in the past.

Yan Wei walked to her side and held up an umbrella: "How long have you been waiting?"

"A few minutes, I just arrived too." Jiang Youyi naturally got under her umbrella, took off an earphone and stuffed it into her ear.

The soft music soothed the emotions, and no one said the phrase "long time no see". Their tacit understanding seemed to be still in yesterday, holding the same umbrella, walking in the rain and fog, as if the cold wind was a little human temperature.

It's just that the people walking beside him are much thinner than Xia Tian.

As the last song draws to a close, a short pause cuts off and the prelude to the next song begins.

The familiar melody is engraved in each other's most precious memories.

The color is not too high

Body, shoulder bumped into Jiang Youyi's shoulder, head bumped into Jiang Youyi's head.

Jiang Youyi smiled: "What are you doing?"

"thinking of you."

The sentence that seemed to be love words blurted out, the listener was stunned, and the speaker pursed his lips in embarrassment.

Jiang Youyi's eyebrows and eyes were slightly bent, and she didn't answer this sentence. Looking at the playground shrouded in rain, it was much quieter than before, and her eyes fell over the scattered facilities, and fell on the tall round wheel at the farthest distance.

"Let's go ride the Ferris wheel."

Last June [-]st, they came to Happy Valley, originally planning to ride the Ferris wheel.

But the world is unpredictable, they just missed it, and they didn't expect that when the next time they thought at that time finally came true, more than half a year had passed.

In the past six months, a lot of things have happened. Now that I think about it, I feel melancholy.

Although it was a rainy day, it was Christmas, and soon after the opening of the park, the number of tourists gradually increased.

Like to fulfill a wish, or to have a certain obsession, Yan Wei and Jiang Youyi went straight to the Ferris wheel after entering the park, skimming the exciting and thrilling items in front of them, saving a lot of time in the park, and only waiting in line for 10 minutes. to them.

There are seats on both sides of the cockpit. After entering the cabin, they sat face to face, but they all kept silent.

Through the four glass windows, you can see the scenery outside. As the Ferris wheel climbs up slowly, the scenery on the ground becomes smaller and smaller, and the panorama of the amusement park shrinks in the field of vision. Surrounded by tall buildings.

Yan Wei remembered a legend about the Ferris wheel.

Lovers who ride the Ferris wheel together will end up breaking up, but if they kiss their loved one when the Ferris wheel rises to the top, they will be together no matter how many setbacks in the future.

As soon as this idea came up, she shook her head, a little amused in her heart, and secretly slandered that she and Jiang Youyi were not lovers yet, so it was too much to care about these absurd urban legends.

But if you don't care, why are you obsessed with the Ferris wheel?

Yan Wei turned his head and met a line of sight.

Jiang Youyi was looking at her.

"What's the matter?" Yan Wei smiled, trying to make the atmosphere a little easier, "You see me that way?"

Jiang Youyi didn't answer, she was still looking at her, and it took her a long time to call her softly: "Yan Wei."

"When the verdict comes out, I will go abroad. If the situation is good, it may be a year or two. If it is not good, I don't know when..." She didn't finish speaking, but Yan Wei understood what she meant by this sentence.

There was a long silence in the cockpit.

They were all silent.

Yan Wei was waiting for Jiang Youyi's next sentence.

Maybe Jiang Youyi would tell her, don't wait any longer.

Or, a "sorry".

She didn't want to hear any of them.

She wanted to find any excuse to divert the topic, but her mind was only a mess, disorganized, and she couldn't figure it out.

A heart was going into the abyss, and suddenly I heard the voice of the girl opposite me: "Do you still like me?"

His heart felt like being stung by something, it was tingling and painful, Yan Wei almost couldn't hold it back, tears fell down unexpectedly.

I have exhausted my strength to hold back the sour tears, if I open my mouth, all previous efforts will be wasted.

Yan Wei didn't speak for a long time, the sporadic light in Jiang Youyi's eyes gradually dimmed.

If there is anything that can make her take courage and believe in herself a little, it is the affection Yan Wei gave her.

She is not worthy of Yan Wei's kindness at all, her selfishness is so ugly, corrupt and stinking, she should be crushed and buried in a dirty sewer.

But no matter what, she still had a little luck, a little selfishness, and wanted to hold on to the last sliver of hope in the endless wilderness.

She, who is so lifeless, must have worn out Yan Wei's patience.

She made Yan Wei unable to return home, was injured in a car accident, and in the end, even asked such shameless words.

The time when the eyes met became extremely long, and the turbulent tears could not be stopped after all. At a certain moment, breaking through the barrier of will, they rushed out like a torrent that broke through the floodgate.

The moment the warm tears came into contact with the air, they were deprived of their temperature and fell on the back of the hand, big and big, and bitingly cold.

Jiang Youyi watched Yan Weicry helplessly, and unconsciously tightened the seam of her trousers with her five fingers, causing her fingertips to turn red.

His throat was blocked by something, and suddenly he couldn't speak a word.

She thought she already knew the answer.

But immediately, Yan Wei said: "I like you."

Yan Wei closed her eyes, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said with a long breath, "It's not 'I still like'."

"Past, present, future. I always, like you."

So, you must live well.

Don't always blame yourself, it's never your fault.

Remember to take medicine well and cooperate with treatment, everything will be fine.

"I'll wait for you to come back."

Yan Wei suppressed the instinct of sobbing, but the tears still couldn't hold back, and they kept falling down like beads.

"Wait for as long as you want." She covered her face with her hands, a choked voice leaked from between her fingers, "Please, don't tell me no..."

The Ferris wheel rises to the sky, and the scenery outside the window is even more vast.

Yan Wei heard a strange noise, and the cockpit shook.

The girl pushed her hand away, held her cheek, and immediately, two warm and soft lips covered her lips, kissing away the salty tears at the corners of her mouth.

The same cold tears fell down at the corners of his eyes, new and old tears were intertwined, flowing down his temples and past his ears.

The Ferris wheel hovers at high altitude for a few seconds, and then slowly descends.

Yan Wei heard Jiang Youyi say in her ear: "Don't wait, you should enjoy your life, don't stay for me too early, I don't deserve you."

She wiped away the tears from the corners of Yan Wei's eyes, kissed the faint scar on the girl's face, and said in a sincere and gentle tone: "One day when I come back, I will definitely confess my love to you again and chase you back."

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to finish writing today, but it seems that I still can't _(:з"∠)_

Finish the text tomorrow!It's finally time to write a sweet coming-of-age episode!congratulations!

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