Confess to you in early summer

Jiang Youyi couldn't say no to Yan Wei, and was very angry.

Recently, Yan Wei has been very abnormal. Not only her grades have dropped off a cliff, but she has also learned to smoke. Normally, she should be doing evening self-study at school at this point, but she actually skipped evening self-study and went off-campus to surf the Internet.

Since Jiang Youyi's birthday, Yan Wei has done too many things to subvert Jiang Youyi's past impressions. Jiang Youyi has to wonder if what she said that day had a bad influence on Yan Wei, and Yan Wei became what she is now.

People say that if you are close to vermilion, you will be red, and if you are close to ink, you will be black. Sure enough, the mud that came out of her mud pit still led good students to ruin.

It was her fault, wrong from the beginning.

Jiang Youyi suddenly stopped talking.

Yan Wei had a bad premonition, she felt the panic about to come from Jiang Youyi's silence.

Did she push Jiang Youyi too hard?

What if it backfires?

Yan Wei wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, but Ling Guang's mind was not in control at this time. She was too afraid of messing up this matter, so that she was too nervous to speak.

At this moment, Jiang Youyi said to her: "Yan Wei, if what happened that night made you like this, I apologize to you."

"I shouldn't have come to provoke you, and I shouldn't have said that to you, you just think I'm out of my mind... Oh, I actually drank a little wine that day and got drunk, so what I said that night you Don't take it seriously."

"I don't like you at all. The two of us are incompatible and have nothing in common. The reason why I pretended to be crazy because I knew you would definitely refuse. How could a good student like you fall in love early? Besides, we are both girls. That way I have an excuse to alienate you."

"So I thought of this disgusting way to let myself relax and not have to take responsibility, but now things have developed beyond my expectations, I feel very tired, and I don't want to act anymore. You don't have to feel guilty about my bad behavior and feel wronged again Cater to my preferences and continue to be friends with people like me."

"I'm a trash, a rotten person, and I don't deserve it at all."

Jiang Youyi looked very calm, with no expression on her face. When she said these words, she kept looking at Yan Wei so that Yan Wei could see her dark eyes clearly.

Yan Wei gradually calmed down from the shock at the beginning, her legs were stiff as she stood, and Jiang Youyi's last words came into her ears: "Let's hit it off and break up without affecting each other, you go back and continue to be yours." Good student, you and I will not cross each other from now on, okay?"

The chest was a little stuffy, like a stone was pressed down, and I couldn't breathe.

Yan Wei thought to himself: Jiang Youyi, you are really amazing, if I hadn't read your diary, I would have almost believed it!

"Although today is not April Fool's Day, I don't believe a single word of what you said." Yan Wei stood stubbornly, straightened his back, "Jiang Youyi, it doesn't matter if you don't like me, but I have a few words I hope you can listen patiently to what I have to say."

"I don't know what your definition of a good student is, but I never thought I was a good student. I just didn't dare to indulge, and I didn't dare to make promises easily. Believe it or not, but now this is the real me .”

"I didn't change myself for you. You don't have to be responsible for my actions. If you start to hate me because you see my true nature, I have nothing to say."

Yan Wei can't tell the difference between dreams and reality. If this is really a dream, at least in the dream, she wants to be brave and stop regretting her cowardice.

Even if it doesn't help, she just wants peace of mind.

The rejection that night was a foregone conclusion, but if she was asked to make a new decision now, she would still refuse, but would choose a more gentle way to avoid subsequent embarrassment and mutual rejection.

Her feelings for Jiang Youyi are actually very complicated. What Jiang Youyi likes is the one who is excellent in character and learning, gentle in temperament, and surrounded by various auras. She is not sure whether she can continue to be loved by Jiang Youyi when she comes back from time and space seven years later. like.

More importantly, she is not sure whether she likes Jiang Youyi more or regrets more because of her obsession, so she has been carefully probing, not daring to confess her wishes, because she wants to give them a buffer time .

"Friends" is the best excuse.

She didn't have to become lovers with the current Jiang Youyi, nor did she feel that being in love was the only fulfillment. What she expected was that Jiang Youyi could get out of the predicament and pass the college entrance examination safely, so that they would have more time to look forward to the future.

Furthermore, if her parents knew of Jiang Youyi's existence, they would definitely blame Jiang Youyi for her rebellion and all the changes they thought were bad, and they might bring more harm to Jiang Youyi, which she would never allow.

Before her wings are full enough to protect Jiang Youyi, she will keep her mind and examine herself, but at the same time, she also wants to give herself a chance.

She won't let go again.

A heart-to-heart conversation ended inexplicably. It seemed that no one had achieved the original goal, but some invisible things changed quietly.

Zhou Xiaoxiao and Zhang Yutong walked around the mall for two hours, and just after they came out of the bookstore, they saw Jiang Youyi and Yan Wei coming out of the bathroom next to the Internet cafe one after the other.

"Yan Wei!" Zhou Xiaoxiao greeted Yan Wei with a look of surprise, holding the book she just bought in her hand.

Zhang Yutong's attention fell on Jiang Youyi who was beside Yan Wei, and he looked at the Internet cafe next to him with e-sports lights flashing, thoughtfully.

Yan Wei didn't expect to meet Zhou Xiaoxiao here, she looked past Zhou Xiaoxiao and Zhang Yutong to the bookstore behind them, and then realized that the newly opened bookstore that Zhou Xiaoxiao mentioned was in this shopping mall.

"You bought a lot of things." Yan Wei put on a polite smile.

This kind of smile often appears on Yan Wei's face, but Jiang Youyi has already seen Yan Wei's other side, and seeing Yan Wei smiling like this, she feels very fake.

Well, a little perfunctory.

But she just likes it very much, and even seems to like it more than before.

Zhou Xiaoxiao met Yan Wei in the shopping mall, her eyes were obviously happy, she automatically ignored Jiang Youyi who was indifferent to her, and said to Yan Wei: "Yan Wei, when are you going back to school? We can go back to school with Yutong Take a taxi!"

"Are you going back now?" Yan Wei was a little surprised, and turned to Jiang Youyi, "What time is it?"

Jiang Youyi glanced at her watch: "08:30."

"That's still early! The access control of the dormitory is ten o'clock, and it will take 10 minutes to take a taxi back."

Yan Wei didn't want to go back so early, Jiang Youyi would definitely not go home, once she left, Jiang Youyi would go online again.

Although this internet cafe is fairly clean, from Yan Wei's point of view, the environment is really not that good, and they had some conflicts just now, so it's not sure whether those three-educated people will find fault with Jiang Youyi.

She also wanted to persuade Jiang Youyi to live in school, so she had other arrangements for the remaining hour.

"I can only come out once a week, and I have to wait until next week when I go back. It's hard to leave school, why are you willing to go back so early?" Yan Wei smiled and changed the subject, "Are you hungry? The taro ball in front is not bad, Do you want to try it? My treat."

After speaking, she pointed to the new product advertisement hanging in front of the taro ball store, and said to Jiang Youyi, "Try this sign, you will like it."

Jiang Youyi turned her head coolly.

Only Yan Wei, who was closest to her, could see the slightly red ear tips protruding from the gap in her hair.

It's a coincidence.

How did Yan Wei know that she likes desserts.

The author has something to say: Yan Wei: Taro balls, bobo milk, no taro balls, no milk, but bobo.