Dressed as the villain's avatar's avatar [Transmigration Book]

The swing is high.

It was as if her happy voice could pierce through the clouds and reach the nine heavens.

This was Jiang Shuyan's most frequent dream for a long time.

She opened her eyes, washed her face, opened the bottle and counted, and there were eight pills left. Since that day, she often couldn't calm down to practice because of the excessive pain, so she had to take pills. The medicine has side effects, and she will fall into a drowsy state for a period of time after taking it, but in the two or three days after taking the pill, her emotions tend to be in a state of indifference, and she will no longer think about those pains, those despairs, At least you can practice with peace of mind.

She needs to...be stronger.

Because in this world, those who are not strong enough can only be mermaid. Without enough strength, even struggling and resisting seem so weak.

She doesn't want...to go on like this, at least...to be able to control her own life, and...revenge...

Although taking the elixir can isolate the pain, it will also cause Jiang Shuyan to be in a state of fragmentation. After taking the elixir, her feelings will be indifferent. After the effect of the medicine wears off, the pain will once again surge to occupy her chest and brain.

Repeatedly like this, Jiang Shuyan has the illusion that she will go crazy soon.

What keeps her calm is probably that every time she finishes taking the elixir, she will have dreams, and the dreams seem to be happy and warm times, with everyone she cares about.

Except Baiye.

Obviously...they were childhood sweethearts, and they had a very good relationship since they were young, obviously they...but Bai Ye never appeared in the dream.

It's like her childhood happiness, the only memory she can hold at this moment, has nothing to do with Bai Ye.

But obviously that person occupied almost all of Jiang Shuyan's memories of the first half of her life.

But Jiang Shuyan also knows why, because she can't think about it, she can't think about it, otherwise...she will become weak because of Bai Ye, and she will want to rely on others, unable to strengthen her belief at the moment, and unable to... … Give up everything you can give up completely, let yourself fall into hell, and then climb up step by step along the road of revenge.

After Jiang Shuyan washed her face, she calmed down a lot. She needs to collect the materials for refining the elixir again, so she will definitely pass by... her former home.

There...has changed from a place of all good dreams to a place of all nightmares.

When Jiang Shuyan passed by here, she hesitated for a long time, whether she should go in and have a look, but in the end she still couldn't resist, and quietly came to the ruined home.

She hadn't come back for a while, and she thought she would see a mess, but unexpectedly... what caught her eyes was countless tombstones.

Jiang Shuyan vaguely remembered that because she had no other choice, she simply collected everyone's corpses, buried them in a big pit, and prayed in her heart.

Sooner or later, I will come back. Not only will I come back for revenge, but I will also come back to let everyone rest in peace.

But at this moment, every bulge where her relatives and friends are buried has a tombstone on the tree, with that person's name engraved on it.

The tombstones are all made of wood, which looks a little crude, but it seems that the person who carves the tombstone seriously endures the pain, distinguishes one corpse after another, and reburies them.

Jiang Shuyan pursed her lips, and walked over tombstone by tombstone. She had obviously taken the elixir, and her feelings were extremely indifferent. At this moment, she actually felt some pain, but this pain was like... She was imprisoned In the transparent jar, I was watching the pain of others, and there was always a layer of something in between.

Jiang Shuyan walked forward, walked, walked, and suddenly saw... a person was standing at the end of the road, that person was facing her back, standing there quietly, like a plant that had been transplanted here Tree.

Jiang Shuyan stopped in her tracks, feeling that she couldn't even breathe for a moment.

She didn't expect to meet Bai Ye here, her mind went blank for a moment, and then before she knew what to do, Bai Ye turned around.

Her eyes were red, and there was even a trace of blood at the corners of the eyes, as if she had shed tears and blood together because of too much pain, and lost the strength to wipe them off, so the tears were mixed with blood and solidified in the corners of her eyes. A bloody road.

Jiang Shuyan obviously has no feelings at all, but she can't speak. She watched Bai Ye come and stop in front of her step by step, and then said in a hoarse voice: "I turned over one corpse after another. , Whenever I see a girl's corpse, my heart feels like I've been bitten by something. The one I don't want to see."

"More than 200 corpses, I searched for a whole month, and I didn't see you until the end. At that moment, I felt ecstatic, because you were not among the corpses, and you might still be alive."

"But what you did was superfluous." Jiang Shuyan said expressionlessly, "Jiang Shuyan is still alive, but Jiang Shuyan is also dead."

"Bai Ye, you have a bright future, so you don't have to waste time on me anymore. From now on, I will take care of my affairs by myself." Jiang Shuyan turned around, raised her foot and was about to leave. Ye grabbed her hand: "Jiang Shuyan! Is there anything we can't face together!"

"You forgot you..."

"I forgot." Jiang Shuyan turned her head, her face calm and calm: "Bai Ye, in fact, you can't do anything, so what's the use of pulling me to say these things? Can you avenge me? You can't , can you make me become one of the strongest in the world right away? You can't."

"Bai Ye, no matter what happened, those things have passed, I said, I will solve it myself, everything—"

Mixed with light red tears, slowly flowed down from Bai Ye's eye sockets, she had never been so embarrassed in her life, she had never been so weak in her life, and she had never begged anyone like this.

"Shu Yan... Ah Yan... stay... Please..."

Scarlet tears fell on the back of Jiang Shuyan's hand. With a hoarse voice, the person whispered: "I will become stronger... I will become stronger! From now on, no one in this world will be able to hurt you. When I become If you are strong, I will avenge you and kill all those who have hurt you and your family..."

"Bai Ye, I will do these things myself. I heard that you have been favored by Jian Zong. Congratulations." Jiang Shuyan gently pulled out her hand, turned her head and left without looking back.

Only Bai Ye was left standing behind her, her voice became hoarse and stiff.

"Ayan! Stay...please...please...I really...really will...revenge you..."

Jiang Shuyan kept walking forward, and then gently covered her chest, she was a little bit surprised at her heartlessness, she was able to do this step, is it because of the elixir?

Or because she was originally a ruthless woman, a ruthless woman.

Jiang Shuyan herself didn't know, she just walked faster and faster, faster and faster, and wanted to leave here as quickly as possible, and escape from Baiye.

It's over...

Jiang Shuyan is no longer worthy of Bai Ye, Bai Ye may not know, if she hides it, Bai Ye may not know it for the rest of her life.

But this incident will forever be imprinted in Jiang Shuyan's heart, becoming a filth that cannot be removed from her body.

Jiang Shuyan...

The reason why she survived such a massacre was only because of her special constitution, she was taken away to be made into a cauldron.

Yes, she found a chance to fight back later, but so what?

Jiang Shuyan escaped, but her heart died that night forever.

This filthy body, this filthy soul, will live like a walking dead for revenge all his life.

She has rotted and deteriorated from soul to body, and she is ready to use all her advantages, use this body, use her appearance, use everything that can be used, to make herself stronger, so powerful that she can deprive all enemies s life.

She would give everything for this.

Since he was already in hell, why dragged Bai Ye to hell together.

She could bear this kind of pain alone.

Jiang Shuyan thought a lot, but in the end, she had to admit in embarrassment that there was always a part of it... from the desire to escape.

If you want to stay away from Bai Ye, the farther the better, don't let her... Let her see Bai Ye again!The more she saw the white leaves, the more she would think of those things that happened back then, how close they were once, and how deep the gap between them is now.

sorry……

white leaves.

Jiang Shuyan left the place where there was only pain left at the fastest speed, she didn't even look back, she didn't even dare to go to Bai Ye to say something last.

Let's end it like this...

that's it.

From now on, Baiye has been chosen by Jianzong, and she will definitely have a bright future in the future, but she has decided to fall into the devil's way, and use all the things she can use to fight for a "future" for herself '.

Even if we meet again in the future, she will still be a witch——

The relationship between the two of them has been doomed since that night.

No matter how painful and unwilling Jiang Shuyan is, this is already the best choice.

Jiang Shuyan said to herself: This is already the best choice.

The author has something to say: I went for a second examination today because the hanging bottle that had been hanging for several days was not healed, and then the doctor in this hospital told me that I did not have pharyngitis, but bronchitis...