Dressed as the villain's avatar's avatar [Transmigration Book]

Whether it was a classmate in school or a colleague after graduation, everyone said, Xie Tao, I really envy you, you are cheerful and likable.

Xie Tao always smiled and said nothing.

No one knew at all that Xie Tao came from childhood. She lost her mother not long after she was born, and her father threw her back to her hometown to live with her grandmother after remarriage.

Grandma treated Xie Tao fairly well, but she couldn't bear the poverty of the family. Even a child had to go to work in the fields, but at that time Xie Tao could at least have enough food and clothing. Later, grandma passed away and came back. The father who was going to the funeral had no intention of taking Xie Tao away at all.

She was left in this small mountain village and grew up eating a variety of meals.

Xie Tao worked hard enough, worked hard enough, and was admitted to a good university. All her struggles and struggles were just because she knew that no one in this world loved her, so she wanted to love herself.

The more lonely you are in your heart, the more lonely you are, the more cheerful you are on the surface, and the more you love to talk.

She never seemed to expect anyone to love her. After all, people with the same blood as her could abandon her, let alone strangers.

So Xie Tao didn't expect any love, he always said, I'm so envious, I really want to fall in love, but if she is really asked to fall in love with someone else, she refuses.

Xie Tao is such a strange woman. She felt from a long time ago that she might be lonely all her life, spending her whole life envious of others' perfection.

Then timidly refused to take a step, refused to try to love someone.

If one day, Xie Tao really falls in love with someone, it must mean that this person has a more passionate, crazier, and fuller love than her.

……

Xie Tao didn't know why he remembered his past events, maybe it was because his head hurt too much, and he always thought of something to divert his attention.

Or? Maybe the things stuffed in are too messy, and they are all other people's stories and have nothing to do with her, so the stories of her past are extraordinarily bleak.

Soul fusion will cause another person's soul to appear in her body, the more complete it is, the more memories she will receive.

But this soul is really broken, so broken that when Xie Tao feels that he is fighting for the initiative, this broken soul will definitely not be able to compete with her.

Xie Tao...doesn't want to give up this body, yes, this is Xie Qingting's body, and she is also an outsider, if Xie Qingting came to fight for this body, Xie Tao might be at a loss and might choose to quit, but Ah Ru thought Take it away, Xie Tao will not give it.

Why!

Why should she use her own life to perfect Ah Ru and Chu Ci!

Does she look so much like a Madonna!

More and more sweet pasts belonging to Chu Ci and A Ru poured into Xie Tao's brain, and Xie Tao instinctively felt a kind of pain. This kind of pain was not only physical but also psychological.

Her head seemed to be split open, as if someone had chiseled her celestial cap with a hammer and a chisel, and then another person kept talking in her ear.

You are just a superfluous, give it up, this is not your world, also? Not your person.

Why struggle?Aren't you Ai Chuci?Then let them be fulfilled.

Xie Tao bit her lip tightly, the taste of blood fainted in her mouth, blossomed on the tip of her tongue, her eyes were cold and determined, she would never allow herself to lose to a remnant soul.

She didn't know why she was in this book, why she became what she is now, but one thing is certain, she definitely didn't come here to help others!

thump!

Chu Ci also jumped down, her white hair fluttered in the water, and her blood slowly fainted in the water, but she didn't seem to care, she just sank slowly, chasing after Xie Tao. figure.

Then he pulled Xie Tao who had almost sunk to the bottom of the lake out of the water.

There was a big stone beside the water, the stone was very flat, Chu Ci sat on the stone, let Xie Tao rest on her lap, she bent down to look at Xie Tao, blood mixed with water, dripping on Xie Tao Tao face.

"Aru."

Her chaotic eyes fell on Xie Tao's face obsessively, and after a long time, she slowly pasted them. Chu Ci had been waiting for this day for a long time, and her heart torn by pain finally found a little comfort at this moment. .

Ah Ru is coming back.

Her Ah Ru is coming back.

Chu Ci could feel her heart beating violently in her chest, maybe it was because of excitement? Maybe it was because of nervousness. She remembered that when she just lost Ah Ru, she couldn't see the figure she wanted to see when she opened her eyes, but she would when she closed her eyes. Ah Ru appeared with blood all over his face.

She even despicably hated Xie Tao, why?Why should I love you, if we never met, I would not love you, if I never had happiness, then there would be no pain of loss.

Why, you clearly promised to be with me forever, but you didn't keep your promise.

But after the short-term hatred, there is long yearning and despair.

She used to not be able to appreciate the beauty of this world, and later learned it because of Aru, but now after losing Aru, the whole world has become gray.

No matter how beautiful the scenery is, without the people who admired it with her, the beautiful scenery will no longer be able to warm Chu Ci's heart.

But now, she finally wants to have Ah Ru again.

That kind of excitement even made people tremble, she couldn't describe her current mood, she only felt that the broken heart seemed to be glued together again by the glue called happiness.

She waited quietly and patiently, waiting for her Ah Ru to wake up. During this process, she was even a little nervous, and Chu Ci hadn't felt nervous for many years.

After a long time, Xie Tao's eyelashes trembled slightly, and then slowly opened his eyes.

"Ah Ru!" Chu Ci looked at Xie Tao anxiously, almost overflowing with happiness and excitement.

Xie Tao's eyes seemed a little hollow, and a faint smile soon appeared on her face: "A Ci, is that you?"

"It's me...it's me..." Chu Ci's eyes were slightly red, and he hugged the person in his arms tightly: "Ah Ru... Ah Ru... your illness is finally cured, I miss you so much, I love you really miss you……"

"I miss you too." Xie Tao said softly, "I said, I will come back sooner or later, and I will not leave you alone in this world. Don't you believe me?"

This is indeed what Ah Ru once said to Chu Ci, and Chu Ci hugged him in his arms contentedly: "I believe you... I believe it, aren't you coming back now?"

"Ah Ci, why are there so many wounds on your body?" Xie Tao frowned, gently pushed Chu Ci away, and opened Chu Ci's lapel. The few bloody wounds actually showed signs of healing , but the blood is still flowing out continuously.

Through the wound, one can even vaguely see bones and internal organs.

"It will be over soon." Chu Ci's smile could be called innocent at this moment, she was so satisfied, so happy, as if she possessed the whole world in an instant.

"But I'm heartbroken." Xie Tao's fingers gently stroked her wound, and then he kissed her. The location of the wound is really special. There are traces of blood on the pale skin that is almost transparent, soft. , cold, bright red.

Chu Ci's eyes were wide open, and she felt Xie Tao gently kissing her wound. She wanted to speak, but Xie Tao raised his hand to cover her eyes, and then kissed the corner of her lips.

"I miss you so much, I know you do too? Miss me so much, so don't talk, feel me, feel my miss, okay?"

Bluestone is flat, but not soft.

Their bodies are tightly pressed together, one is cold and the other is warm.

Chu Ci remembered that a long time ago, when they were just together, Ah Ru was very keen on doing that kind of thing, and she laughed innocently every time.

Ah Ru said: Ah Ci, you are too cold, so I want to warm you, even for a short time? Well, at least for a moment, your body is full of my breath, and your temperature is the same as mine of.

Ah Ru is very good at acting like a baby. Sometimes she feels that it is inappropriate to do that kind of thing in certain places, but as long as Ah Ru hugs her and says wrongedly: But I think now, I can’t bear it for a moment. It's all because Ah Ci is too attractive.

She always retreated again and again, retreated again and again, and finally was forced by A Ru to retreat.

The person she likes is very gentle, but sometimes? Very vile. He loves her very much, but sometimes? Wants to bully her.

They used to leave traces in all places in the entire magic palace. That person was completely different from her. He was warm and enthusiastic, and slowly melted her ice.

It is because it is so warm and happy when we are with Ah Ru, so when we lose it, we can't accept it.

It's like walking alone in a long winter night, and then encountered a heater when he was about to freeze to death, but the charcoal fire inside burned less and less, and finally slowly extinguished.

After the charcoal fire is extinguished, people who once got some warmth will be extremely unable to accept it, and face death in pain and wailing.

At the time of death, they will strip off all the clothes on their bodies, with a happy smile on their faces, because in their fantasy, they have what they want forever.

"Ah Ru...I..."

"Hush—" Xie Tao kissed her, biting the corner of Chu Ci's lips lightly: "If you have anything to say, don't say it now, okay?"

"Now, just close your eyes and feel me, that's enough."

She is still as warm as ever, still a little bit too much, but she is not really bullying, even more fanatical than before, more obsessed with her body, like after a long absence, she is venting her thoughts again.

They kept kissing, giving and taking.

Xie Tao continued to lead her to explore the ocean of happiness, and then was defeated by more happiness in the joy.

Until the cold liquid flowed from the tip of his tongue to the tip of his tongue, Chu Ci would not guard against Xie Tao at all, even if the liquid was bitter, it made people want to vomit.

However, in this lingering kiss, it will become sweet again.

"Ah Ru..." Chu Ci's eyes were wide open, and he felt a kind of fatigue, a kind of weakness from the depths of his body.

Xie Tao held her wrist tightly, showing a satisfied smile, she lowered her head, her eyes became vicious, cruel, and even vicious at this moment.

"No, your Ah Ru is gone."

"Such a broken soul, not even left? A little sense of autonomy, do you think she can really compete with me?"

"Chuci, you erased the last bit of existence left by your lover in this world with your own hands, and it was because of you."

"Do you know how angry, desperate, and regretful I was at that moment just now?" Xie Tao said softly, "I wish... I never came to this world."

She had never expected love, and she lived peacefully in loneliness. It was Chu Ci, who broke this peace and broke into her life. All the love poured into her body.

That kind of love is so hot, even if it is full of madness and paranoia, it can't help but subconsciously fantasize.

If there is such a person who is willing to love me, will I not be lonely anymore.

Is not I will not? Lonely.

Xie Tao is not so much in love with Chu Ci, it is better to say that she is in love with Chu Ci who is deeply in love with A Ru. How lucky is that woman named A Ru, obviously they are so similar, like Chu Ci After going crazy, everyone regarded her as Ah Ru.

But the disparity between their fates is so great.

Xie Tao has never been loved by anyone, the only one who gave her love was her grandmother who died very early.

Since then, Xie Tao has never experienced the feeling of love from others, whether it is a relative or a stranger.

But what about Ah Ru?

Ah Ru has such a person who loves her so paranoidly and crazily, and is even willing to give up everything for her.

It is precisely because he has seen so much that Xie Tao keeps thinking, since I and Ah Ru are so similar, is it possible that I have the opportunity to get such happiness?

Xie Tao thought so until he was knocked into the abyss by reality.

She wants to be loved too!

Also? Want to be loved so deeply!

Also? She wants to go from walking alone to relying on each other in this world with another lonely person. She also wants to keep warm with another person and spend the rest of her life together.

If she hadn't met Chu Ci, she wouldn't have such extravagant hopes, let alone fall in love with Chu Ci, and she wouldn't be in the pain she is now.

So if she hadn't come to this world, would she still be living peacefully in modern times?Work from nine to five, find some entertainment in your free time, have two or three friends you can talk to, and then look forward to in your dreams——

Somebody come and love me.

The more children who have never been loved, the more they yearn for love.

The longer she suppresses, the more painful she is now. Why is this happening?Is this the punishment given to her by God?

Xie Tao's heart was extremely painful,

Also? Extreme hate.

She hated Chu Ci deeply, and also hated herself, so she was able to say the most vicious words at this moment.

"Your Ah Ru disappeared from this world forever and ever, Chu Ci, you asked for it!"

She grabbed Chu Ci's wrist with one hand, and her tightened fingers sank into Chu Ci's skin. Immediately afterwards, Xie Tao bit hard on the wound on Chu Ci's chest.

The taste of fresh blood is fishy and sweet, and the wound that is healing is re-opened.

But Xie Tao felt a little pleasure.

"There is no Ah Ru, only Xie Tao, who is doing this to you now? Xie Tao is the one who did this. It doesn't matter if you don't like it, I don't care anymore."

"Chuci, do you feel the pain? But I am in more pain than you."

They didn't do much more, because Chu Ci's snake tail slowly grew out, hanging down by the water, Xie Tao knelt on Chu Ci's waist, not sure if it was because of anger or something else, the corners of his eyes were slightly twitching. male.

It made her face look a little charming at this moment.

"I don't know if you'll regret it, but it's enough for me."

Chu Ci didn't speak all the time, she just looked at Xie Tao quietly, thin scales began to appear on her face, those scales didn't make Chu Ci look ugly, on the contrary, it gave her a kind of... The beauty of wildness or beastliness.

She waited until Xie Tao had finished speaking, and then slowly said, "Ah Ru, are you still angry?"

It was this sentence that made Xie Tao lose all his smiles.

She knew that she shouldn't argue too much with a lunatic, but... But Xie Tao couldn't help it, she was willing to sacrifice her life for Chu Ci, but in the end, in Chu Ci's eyes, she was still Ah Ru.

"Why don't you understand? I'm...not Ah Ru at all!" Xie Tao pinched Chu Ci's face tightly, her eyes should be bright red at this moment, redder than Chu Ci's eyes, because It's all anger and all pain.

"At least……"

At least at the end, it's not Ah Ru's name to say once.

Xie Tao thought so for a moment, but she didn't want to say it again, because it seemed that she was too humble.

There was a long silence between the two, as if it wasn't them who were still lingering at the last moment, Chu Ci, who was almost naked, lay quietly on the ground, the wound was still bleeding, and more and more scales covered the skin. After her body was stained with traces of blood, she became more and more beautiful.

Xie Tao was silent for a long, long time, until Jiang Shuyan couldn't bear it anymore, and asked her in a low voice: "Is it all right? If it's all right, let's move on to the next step! Don't waste any more time!"

Xie Tao silently took one side of the clothes to cover Chu Ci, and then said in a low voice, "Okay."

When Jiang Shuyan got out, she saw that Xie Tao and Chu Ci were both wearing a few clothes, and immediately showed a strange expression, probably feeling speechless.

I even want to complain, when is the time for the two of you to do this kind of thing? Is the relationship between you really shattered?Why do I feel nothing like it.

But she didn't say anything until the end, just said: "I fed her, right? It should work. If it wasn't because of lack of time, I really want to check it? How is her brain broken?"

"But it's definitely not a small problem to make her brain break down to this point. I don't have much time, so there must be no way? To solve my curiosity, damn it, if you think about it this way, I really want to live for two more years." "Jiang Shuyan said angrily: "But what needs to be solved now is... the problem between the two of you."

It was only later that Jiang Shuyan figured out why Xie Tao would be discovered as soon as the two of them appeared.

Xie Tao once possessed Chu Ci's inner alchemy for a short time, and although he returned the inner alchemy not long afterward, there was a unique feeling between the two of them.

Chu Ci must have been inspired by this kind of induction to create something, and then distributed it to the demon cultivators in the gathering places of the major cities. As long as Xie Tao was nearby, they would be able to find it, and then lock on Xie Tao.

If Xie Tao wants to completely escape from Chu Ci, he must put an end to this problem.

Of course, as long as Chu Ci is killed, there will definitely not be so many troubles, but Jiang Shuyan knows that Xie Tao will definitely not do that.

and so……

Can only use a more troublesome way?

Jiang Shuyan said viciously: "This is irreversible. Are you really sure you want to do this? If you are sure, then solve it quickly, and we leave quickly."

"Definitely." Xie Tao gave up. She had been expecting that Chu Ci would have a little affection for Xie Tao.

But just now, Chu Ci didn't even hesitate? When he wanted to revive Ah Ru in her body, Xie Tao gave up.

She doesn't want to feel pain for things that have no results anymore. Life is very long, and short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.

"If that's the case, then I'll start." Jiang Shuyan patted Xie Tao's shoulder: "If you don't want to see it, you can turn around, but don't worry, she will definitely not die."

"It's just that you will lose your memory. It's good to think about it carefully. If you forget you, you won't come to pester you again."

Xie Tao was originally the kind of person who respected others, and she would not feel that she had the right to change other people's memories without authorization, but at this moment, she was happy to use this method to paint a new picture for this relationship. period.

The memory loss Jiang Shuyan mentioned actually refers to a specific memory, all the memories about Xie Tao.

Jiang Shuyan will delete the part of Chu Ci after meeting Xie Tao, and keep all the rest. Chu Ci will definitely look for someone who looks like Ah Ru. When the time comes, the two of them will hide, and Chu Ci will no longer be there? Remember? If there is such a person, he will definitely not take the initiative to find the two of them.

As for the traces left behind, if Chu Ci gets in touch with those people who once knew that she was looking for Xie Tao, maybe they will find something.

But it doesn't matter, even if she finds out, she won't think about it anymore. Most importantly, Xie Tao decided this time that once she hides, she won't show up again.

The author has something to say: I will make some small repairs later and add some endings. I found that I really can’t be hard-hearted. I deleted and deleted the outline yesterday. In the end, I lost a lot, which is a bit cruel to me. The role, after writing this book, I'd better go back and write a little sweet article honestly...

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