After being divorced by the top streamer, I became his white moonlight

ha?Everyone was surprised.

Qin Shan cried out, "Why?"

Lin Yaoran put on an expression of "you don't understand this", "because her food is really delicious."

"...Is this all right?"

"Why can't this work?" Lin Yaoran said confidently, "Minchun is still very cute." Then, he propped his face and looked at Minchun who was at a loss with a smile, "I want to write a song for you, would you ?"

Min Chun's face was almost blushing, "Teacher, I..."

"Hush." ​​Lin Yaoran raised his index finger to his lips. "Don't call me teacher," he smiled slightly, "call me brother."

Qin Shan was so sour, "But brother, you haven't written for me yet!"

Ding Shasha leaned over, "And me."

"Write, write everything!" Lin Yaoran waved his little paw grandly, "No charge, write for free!"

Ding Shasha said, "Isn't that appropriate?"

"Why is it inappropriate? What's inappropriate! I never bother to write songs, and I get inspiration whenever I want." Lin Yaoran covered his mouth with his hand and said in a volume that everyone could hear, "I'm telling you, writing that song When it comes to low, low-temperature burns, I drag it on until two hours before the deadline, severe, severe, right...?"

Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, not daring to speak.

Lin Yaoran patted the table, "Are you dumb?"

"awesome."

"I didn't want to take this order at first." Lin Yaoran pressed his elbows against the table, and pressed his forehead hard with his fists, "Do you know why?" After waiting for a long time, no one seemed to make a sound, and he simply asked and answered by himself. , "Because I just found out not long ago that I'm going to be engaged to that person. I really don't like his type at all, and I'm really afraid of people like him!"

afraid?

What's so scary about He Qiudu?

A few people looked at He Qiudu cautiously... Help, He Qiudu seems to be a little scared now, but Lin Yaoran said he was scared, maybe that's not what he meant?

"For a person like him, no one will look down on him at first glance, let alone me. Even if I am not liked by others, I don't want to be looked down upon." Lin Yaoran sniffed and said softly, "I really The pressure is so great, it's very, very heavy. We artists are all very fragile, but we have to do that...how did you sing in the song? Your smile is just the protective color you wear..."

He fell down on the table and whimpered aggrievedly, "But, I was wrong, I was really wrong."

Qin Shan asked in a low voice, "Where did you go wrong?"

"He's not like that at all... I shouldn't... miss him so..." he muttered.But the sound was so low that no one heard it.

"Lin Yaoran." He Qiudu came over and patted him on the shoulder lightly, "Go back, you drank too much."

Lin Yaoran struggled hard, "Don't call me by my first name, who do you think you are, a math teacher?" He propped up his arms and slowly raised his deeply buried head, his face was already flushed at this moment , Even the neck is faintly powdered.Squinting his eyes, he fixedly looked at He Qiudu for a while, then smiled and said, "Don't tell me, you really look like a teacher, that kind of..." He pushed down his glasses, "Understood?"

He Qiudu's face was calm, and he stood still, reaching out to help him up, "Let's go, be obedient."

Lin Yaoran was quite drunk, not to mention so drunk that he basically lost the ability to move. He let it go and hung limply on his body.

"I'm going to make up lessons, goodbye!" He waved his hand, not forgetting to say hello to others.

After staggering a few steps, he suddenly became stubborn and refused to leave. "Wait a minute," he reached into his pocket, digging and digging, and murmured to himself doubtfully while digging, "Hey, where did you go?"

He Qiudu asked: "What are you looking for? I'll help you find it."

"Found it." Lin Yaoran took out his hand, shuffled the cards in the air for a while, and then raised the invisible cards to He Qiudu, "Last round, draw quickly."

The eyes of the crowd watching Baden-Baden.

Although the drunk teacher AZURE is very cute, but He Qiudu has always been like a big ice cube walking, always putting on an unattainable air, how could he pay attention to his stupid behavior.

As a result, He Qiudu also shuffled the cards.After shuffling the cards, he took a serious look before reaching out to draw Lin Yaoran's cards.

Everyone slowly raised a huge question mark.

Well, one stupid and two stupid.

He Qiudu observed Lin Yaoran's expression calmly. When he moved his finger to the left, he became tense, and when he moved his finger to the right, he obviously relaxed again.So after a short period of hesitation, he twisted his fingertips on the left side, took a look, and sighed slightly: "I lost."

Lin Yaoran rubbed his head and smiled gratifiedly.

Good guy, finally won a hand.

Amid the applause from the crowd, Lin Yaoran's slack eyes radiated light, "Finally it's my turn."

He Qiudu nodded, "Ask."

Lin Yaoran covered her mouth with her small paws, stood on tiptoe, leaned into the ear of He Qiudu who was leaning over, and asked, "You didn't come that day for the engagement, do you regret it now?"

He thought he was whispering, but it was clearly heard by everyone present.On the other hand, He Qiudu, with a calm expression, only smiled at him, and said in a volume that only he could hear clearly: "Never."

Lin Yaoran was stunned, and thought hard with her little brain, oh, never.

Never never.

The road back to the ancestral hall from the chess and card room is not far away, but the lighting is dim, and the gray trail does not extend to the end.

Lin Yaoran's eyesight would be weaker in the dark, not to mention that when he was drunk, his feet would be light and weak, and he could only walk like a little bird, holding the young man's arms, as if he couldn't even walk without the other party.

When the vermilion door gradually emerged from the night, he couldn't help but tightened his arms tightly tucked in his arms, and whispered: "I want to go home." Then he quickly reported a series of addresses— —

It's not the Lin family's address, nor is it the Xingfuwan community where he lives now.

He Qiudu moved his lips, unable to say comforting words such as "I'll take you home". He knew that the residential area was bought by Lin Yuanfeng, and then handed it over to the Qin family at a very low price for hotel development. , is tantamount to picking his wife's natal family to make money.

The houses on that piece of land, including the home Lin Yaoran spoke of, had been razed to the ground long ago.

Fortunately, even though he was very drunk, Lin Yaoran still subconsciously believed that this was the place where he had to stay obediently, and he didn't insist on going home anymore.When he staggered past the main room, he saw the sketch on the desk, and raised his finger, "There, I hide the secret."

He Qiudu said: "You have already told me."

"I have..." Lin Yaoran was confused, did he tell the secret written on the back of the drawing paper?

After returning to the room, He Qiudu put him on the sofa, and he curled up obediently without moving.The heat from the burning alcohol has gradually evaporated, and what remains is only the cold and hardened residue, which lingers deeply in my heart.

He Qiudu watched him for a while, then got up and went to the kitchen to make a pot of weak tea and cut some apples.Looking at the plate of apples cut into the shape of a bunny, he suddenly thought of Lin Yuanfeng, so he cut another plate.

After returning, Lin Yaoran was still sitting there with her knees hugged, tightly clutching the hat she had taken off.Her hair was covered with black hair without any cover, making her look even more petite and pitiful.

"Come, have some tea." He Qiudu squatted down and handed the cup to his mouth.The tea has been aired to a suitable temperature, and the thickness is moderate.Drinking too strong tea for drunk people will constrict blood vessels and aggravate headaches.

Lin Yaoran took off his contact lenses and didn't wear the frames, he followed the sound and walked over to take a sip from He Qiudu's hand.The lips that had just dipped in the tea were still hot, and suddenly they were touched by something cool and sweet, "Eat another piece of fruit."

The acidic components in apples can neutralize alcohol, and Lin Yaoran drank on an empty stomach.But Lin Yaoran obviously didn't like apples very much, so he closed his mouth tightly and refused to take a bite.

He Qiudu coaxed him softly, "It will be even more uncomfortable if there is nothing in the stomach."

Lin Yaoran turned her head away.

He Qiudu patted the back of his hand lightly, "Yaoyao, good boy."

Lin Yaoran's shoulders trembled, and he slowly turned his face, and opened his mouth to eat the apple.After drinking the tea, the taste is very clear, and the sweet and sour pulp kisses the taste buds, and there is a wonderful refreshing feeling.

"Don't call me Yaoyao." He pressed his forehead against the forehead of the person in front of him, blinking his watery cat pupils, trying to discern his appearance carefully through a thick fog of visual impairment .At the end, he smiled, and said in a soft hoarse voice: "He Qiudu, you idiot, you are a big liar."

He Qiudu didn't move, let him blink lightly, brushed his cheeks with long eyelashes like a small fan, once and for all, numb and crisp, accompanied by the soft and faint fruity fragrance in his breath, fell on the tip of his heart.

"We've never watched a movie together," Lin Yaoran stared at him, "Why don't you want to sit with me?"

"No."

"Do you think that you just did that kind of thing to me, and if you get too close to me, it will make me feel uncomfortable?" Lin Yaoran took his hand and pressed it to her cheek, "You are not only a nuisance , big liar, or big fool.”

"Ah."

"That night, you said you would take me to an outdoor movie, but when we got there, they wouldn't let us in." Lin Yaoran chuckled, "Do you remember why?"

He waited expectantly for He Qiudu's answer, but in his groggy, it seemed that he could only breathe rapidly.

Don't remember this?Lin Yaoran sighed helplessly, "The uncle in charge of playing movies said that we are still children and cannot watch such movies."

The palm tightly pressed against his cheek trembled violently, and then a hoarse voice filled with emotions came out, "You...found it?"

"You asked me, and I still asked you." Lin Yaoran didn't understand, what was so surprising about this person, shouldn't he be even more surprised?

"When did you start to doubt me?" Lin Yaoran whispered, "When Li Zhao asked me to write songs? Or before..."

The other party's answer was more unexpected than he expected.

"When I first heard a song you wrote."

Lin Yaoran was stunned, and muttered, "I don't believe it."

"Do not lie to you."

"Where's the evidence?" Lin Yaoran opened his eyes wide, "Do you have superpowers?"

He Qiudu really had a lot of evidence, but he didn't know whether he should say it, because he felt a little abnormal when he said it.These evidences can help him gain a deep understanding of the other party's creative orientation and style. No matter how many years have passed, the nature of music will not change.

Lin Yaoran has had a habit since he was a child, that is to carry a pen and paper with him, to write when he is inspired, and to throw away when he is not satisfied. The crumpled and crumpled paper rolls down on the table, on the floor, and in the wastebasket.

He quietly picked up these discarded semi-finished products when Lin Yaoran was not paying attention, sorted them out one by one and flattened them.In just one summer vacation, he collected a thick volume.

Later, when he returned to this ancestral hall, he also found more fragmentary music scores.Every piece, even if it is an incomplete fragment, he carefully collects as a treasure.Not for anything else, just because these are things that originated from Lin Yaoran, and they are the embryonic form of the ideal that Lin Yaoran once told him.

"You said that when you grow up, you want to write a lot of good songs. I've been waiting for you to grow up."

"What big talk, I'm obviously a little kid." Lin Yaoran smirked, then frowned again, "In the end, your Yaoyao became me, are you disappointed?"

"Well, disappointed."

Lin Yaoran bit his hand hard.

"It turned out that my Yaoyao life was not good, and I was always very unhappy."

Lin Yaoran puffed up her cheeks and bit him harder.The back of the white hand was bitten with deep and shallow tooth marks, small and round.

"It's all your fault." He said, "After I met you, I became even more unhappy. Because you appeared, my peaceful life was completely messed up. I can't help but miss you when I see you or not."

"sorry."

"What's the use of apologizing? You made me weird."

"My Yaoyao is a little weird."

As soon as the words fell, Lin Yaoran bit off the back of his hand fiercely, leaving traces of blood oozing out.Tears pattered down Lin Yaoran's eyelashes, causing a tingling pain, which was more scorching than the temperature of blood.

"Why...you have already spotted me, but you still pretend to ignore me?" Lin Yaoran was extremely wronged, her heart was like being poured with hot lemon juice, and every breath she exhaled was sour and bitter.

"Because everything connected with this place will make you miserable."

Lin Yaoran felt that the other party's warm fingertips ran over the ends of his eyes, as if he had touched some lacrimal gland, and the tears immediately gushed out, falling more and more.

"So what? Every minute and every second I'm here with you, I feel very happy. If you didn't show up, I would definitely not be able to hold on, and I would definitely die here."

Just like drawing a joker card, everyone regards him as a joker card. No one wants to draw a joker card. Even if they are unlucky, they only hope to be drawn away by others as soon as possible.Only this person picked up his discarded joke card.He is the only one who likes his wild card that no one likes.

Lin Yaoran began to be breathless again, and he choked on his chest, which made his ears rumble loudly, overwhelming the sound of whimpering and sobbing.How wronged he is, and how unwilling he is.The grievances and unwillingness are accumulated over the years, he has no one to confide in, and no one to rely on, except for He Qiudu, there is only He Qiudu.

So, he could only vent his resentment on He Qiudu, not only biting him, but also beating and kicking him.He Qiudu didn't evade, until he was too tired to move, then he stretched his arms and hugged him into his arms.Lin Yaoran embraced his neck, pressed her wet eyes to his chest, and let the tears seep into his clothes.

"Why did you have to leave in the first place? I kept running behind the car, but I couldn't catch up with you. I'm not really angry with you, I just don't know how to say goodbye to you."

Everyone is forcing him to learn to say goodbye, but he can't do it at all.Why does he have to say goodbye to those who treat him well?Why do all the people who treat him leave me and him in the end without looking back?The mother is like this, and so is this person.

He doesn't want to say goodbye, he wants to keep all the people who treat him well by his side.How happy he had been as a child, every day shone like gold.Since he had such happiness, how could he swallow the loneliness of being abandoned.

"I... hate you. I really hate you. If only you could look back one more time, you can see me. As long as I can be with you, no matter where you take me, I will willing."

Lin Yaoran was crying and panting more violently, her long hair swayed with the trembling shoulders, like the dark waves of the sea in the night.He Qiudu raised his hand, his fingers passed through the thick strands of hair, and stuck to his back.His back, which was slightly sweaty, was also swollen, like the fluttering feathers of a frightened homeless bird, curled up on his left chest.Those ambiguous crying sounds also invaded his atrium, sour and painful, touching the flesh and blood to affect the heartbeat.

"I won't leave you again, even if one day you get tired of me, I won't let you go."

Lin Yaoran raised her head with tears in her face, like a drowning person just surfacing, coughing and panting, said: "I don't believe it, you are a big, big liar!"

As soon as the words fell, his cheeks were gently held, and his slender and powerful thumbs wiped away the tears for him, and blew them into his defenseless cochlea. "I will really lock you up. All of you are mine, and I will not let you escape to other places except by my side."

Lin Yaoran blinked, and shed a big tear.He was very drunk and dizzy from crying, so naturally he didn't hear the terrifying possessiveness in these words, he just thought it was a reassuring and solid promise.

"But, you said you don't regret it..."

"That's because, whether I attend or not that day, I will find you again. Engagement or not, we are meant to be together."

Lin Yaoran thought for a while, yes, before meeting and after parting, the two of them had never seen anyone else again, even the marriage that was fixed before they were born was still each other after going round and round.The two of them really played well with children, and there was no adulteration at all.

"The matter of the engagement... Actually, Grandpa is a bit selfish." Lin Yaoran suddenly became coy, "He hoped that I could complete the solution proposed by the master soon..."

"So you can cut your hair off?"

"It's not that simple... I, I need your help..." Then, Lin Yaoran blushed and lowered her eyes, refusing to speak.As blushes spread, a warm breath approached him, and finally his lips warmed up, and it was He Qiudu who pecked him.

"How can I help you?"

Lin Yaoran whispered: "Engagement is half of the couple. My life is tied to yours. When we have...we have..." He couldn't continue anymore, his neck was so shy It's all steamed powder.

"What's there?"

"I have no idea……"

"How is that possible." He Qiudu rubbed his sweaty black hair, "Yaoyao must know."

This title seems to have magical powers, opening the mechanism to control the puppet.Dazed, Lin Yaoran compromised, and made a trumpet shape with one hand, leaned into the young man's ear, and whispered something that could make him curl up in shame.

After finishing speaking, he backed away a little, his long eyelashes trembling, and his bright black pupils shone through the misty water. "If you came that day, you might have cut my hair off. Now, don't you regret it later?"