After being divorced by the top streamer, I became his white moonlight

Of course, it is impossible for Lin Yaoran to leave any photos in Tartary Buckwheat Village, and it is even more impossible for Lin Yaoran to ask someone to take a picture of his strange appearance.This photo was actually taken by the village chief who asked the master of the county photo studio to take it for him.

At that time, just as the children of the village primary school were graduating, the village head wanted to take some group photos as a souvenir.For the Tartary Buckwheat Village at that time, it was quite rare for such a teacher to invite people to take pictures. The village head probably wanted to make himself happy, so he asked the master to take a picture of himself.

One hundred secrets one sparse, Lin Yaoran thought bitterly.

"Does it look like it? It doesn't look like it. Where does it look like?" He subconsciously wanted to pull the brim of his hat, but it was in vain.

"It looks like everywhere!" Min Chun was a little excited, "I thought you looked familiar the first time I saw you. I always thought I'd seen you somewhere, but I didn't expect that you looked like the girl in this photo."

"It's really not like it!" Lin Yaoran was anxious, "Just kidding, can I look like anyone else?"

Yu Lei: "It really does."

Wang Chengyi: "Super like."

Ding Shasha: "It's not so much like..."

Qin Shan: "It's better to say they are exactly the same."

Lin Yaoran took a deep breath, he was about to faint, and could only pin his last hope on He Qiudu.

"You don't think it looks like that at all, do you?" He stared at He Qiudu pleadingly, desperately hinting at him, his face was about to cramp.

He Qiudu looked at him quietly, as if he was seriously making comparisons.After a while, I came to a conclusion: "It's not like." After a pause, he said: "There is no comparison at all."

Lin Yaoran really wanted to cover He Qiudu with red flowers!

Several other guests quickly exchanged small expressions.Tsk tsk tsk, I didn't expect that He Qiudu's eyesight is not good, and his eyes are also very problematic!

Qin Shan noticed that there was a larger frame next to the photo, and she turned it over out of curiosity.I saw that inlaid in the frame was a piece of lead drawing paper the size of a postcard, on which the girl's face was painted with colored pencils.She was tilting her head slightly, her blue hair was slightly messed up by the wind like a waterfall, outlining a beautiful face with smiling eyebrows.

Although it is a sketch, but probably due to the superb drawing skills, everyone only felt that the girl in the painting was more vivid and agile than the one in the photo.In the photo, it was completely a big doll, and it was so wooden that it didn't even look like it was smiling.But the one in the painting seems to be able to talk and laugh. Anyone who looks at this sketch will have the feeling of being stared at sweetly, and his heart will melt.

"It looks more like Teacher Azure..." Yu Lei muttered, "Why are the moles on the eyes exactly the same?"

Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay.If the resemblance can be explained by coincidence, what about such a small feature like a mole?What's more, the position of Mr. AZURE's mole is so special.

Lin Yaoran's heart couldn't stand the ups and downs, and he didn't expect such a sketch at all.Facing the surprised and inquiring eyes of the others, his lips moved, and he really didn't know what to say.More than ten years have passed, and the traces of my own existence should have been wiped out long ago, so why do I still linger on?

Lin Yaoran was at a loss for what to do, subconsciously looked at He Qiudu, hoping that he could say something for him.However, He Qiudu stood there silently, as if caught in some kind of unfathomable thoughts.

"It's probably a prank plot arranged by the program team..." As soon as Lin Yaoran said the words, several assistant directors who followed behind the filming quickly denied it.

Wang Chengyi coughed dryly, "Although it's very whimsical, I still want to ask, Mr. AZURE, the girl in this painting can't be you?"

"Impossible!" Lin Yaoran's face flushed red, "I've never been here before, and I'm a man, this is clearly a little girl, even her gender is different!"

Everyone was noncommittal after hearing this, which was actually very unconvincing.After all, growing up like Teacher AZURE, the boundaries of gender have been blurred, and there are always stunning and gorgeous beauties over and over again.

At this moment, Minchun suddenly sighed, and said with a little sadness: "Although they really look alike, Teacher Azure can't be that girl."

Lin Yaoran: Thank you!

"Because, that girl died many years ago."

Lin Yaoran: ... Huh?

Ding Shasha suddenly realized, "No wonder there are so many flowers and incense candles on the table, so they are mourning her."

"You said earlier that there is a story in this ancestral hall. Could it be the girl's story?" Qin Shan asked.

Min Chun nodded.

Lin Yaoran suddenly had an extremely ominous premonition.

Qin Shan: "Tell us quickly, I really want to hear it."

Lin Yaoran: Help.

Although, he also really wanted to know how he was killed.

Min Chun cleared his throat and began to speak methodically.

"More than ten years ago, a very mysterious girl lived here. The girl is a child of a rich family, and for some unknown reason, her family sent her here."

"The girl is very beautiful, and she is very well-behaved, but she is too quiet. Usually, she lives with the tutor who takes care of her. Except for the doctor who comes in regularly, she doesn't feel that there is anyone living there."

"Because of her poor health, she can't go out very much. At most, she just sits in the yard and thinks about things by herself. Occasionally when she gets very bored, she will sneak out at night to take a breath, and sometimes she is scared. To the villagers who had no intention of seeing her."

"Actually, the girl doesn't want to live here at all. This is not her home, and she has no relatives. She has always been very scared. At first, she would call home over and over again, begging her family to take her away quickly." Take it back and say that I will be an obedient and obedient boy in the future."

"However, every time, she was ruthlessly rejected. At first, the girl would cry softly, but gradually, she finally gave up and completely accepted the fact that she was abandoned here."

When Min Chun first spoke, the guests were whispering excitedly, but with her telling, everyone's mood became heavy.

Qin Shan couldn't help asking: "Why is that girl treated like this?"

Min Chun shook his head.

Lin Yaoran said lightly: "Because only when he is not around, others will live a relaxed and happy life."

Out of the corner of his eye, he felt He Qiudu cast a deep look at himself.

"I'm talking nonsense." He smiled slightly.

Min Chun continued: "The girl endured silently in loneliness. Every time she saw her, she became paler and more sad than before. Until one summer, a boy came to the village. The boy was different from that girl. He's just here for the summer vacation, and he's leaving once the summer is over."

"The place where the boy lives is very close to the ancestral hall. It didn't take long for him to realize that there might be people living in the ancestral hall. He went to ask the village chief. Remembering the advice of the girl's family, the village chief threatened the boy that the Tartary Buckwheat Village used to pray for blessings. , took a girl as a sacrifice, and the girl’s grievances persisted and turned into a female ghost. Later, the master invited the master to eliminate the grievances, and turned the female ghost into a fairy and invited them into the ancestral hall to worship. But the fairy still has a bad temper, except The villagers don't like to talk to outsiders, and boys like him take one bite at a time."

Hearing this, the guests couldn't help laughing.Lin Yaoran was very embarrassed, glanced at He Qiudu, and found that he was not smiling, and even saw the same subtle reaction on his face as his own.

"The village chief spoke eeriely. The boy was a little scared, but he didn't intend to give up finding out the truth. After several twists and turns, he finally found an opportunity to enter the ancestral hall. The moment he saw the girl, he felt that he fell in love. The whole world lights up because of her."

Lin Yaoran took a mouthful of mineral water stuck in his throat and coughed violently.

"No, you're not there, how do you know?"

Min Chun asked back, "Are you at the scene?"

Lin Yaoran: "..."

Min Chun was confident, "If you see such a girl in real life, everyone will fall in love at first sight, okay?"

Yu Lei, Wang Chengyi, Ding Shasha and Qin Shan all stopped talking, with a tacit and unfulfilled expression.

Lin Yaoran glanced at He Qiudu, and found that his face was tense, like a piece of ice, but his ears were slightly red, so it was still a piece of steaming ice.

"There's nothing to be embarrassed about." He lowered his voice and said to He Qiudu, "Don't give yourself too much sense of substitution, besides, you're not that boy."

He Qiudu stared at him silently, his eyes dimmed,

Minchun continued: "The boy became the first person to discover the girl in the entire Tartary Buckwheat Village. Not only did he discover her, but he was also willing to get close to her. In fact, the girl almost closed her heart like this shrine. After getting up, however, the boy took the initiative to extend his hand to her, determined to take her to the world outside the ancestral hall, let her dance in the sun like any ordinary child, even if her long hair would be messed up, The skirt will get muddy."

"However, after all, girls can't be active for too long. More often, they will nest in the room and play some quiet games. There are countless toys and books in the girl's room, and there are even several latest game consoles at that time. .They will read books together, play games together, and make models together.”

"The girl also has a grand piano. When she is in a good mood, she will open the window to let the wind blow in, and play a piece of music that she wrote. The boy sits beside her, playing four hands with her, and sometimes gently Humming the songs she wrote."

Speaking of this, Min Chun's voice couldn't help softening, and the faces of the guests showed a slight tenderness.Lin Yaoran rubbed his slightly red eyes. He seemed to have seen the beautiful scene of that summer again. The sun shone through the window lattice and quietly climbed the black and white keys. Every note that flowed out became golden and transparent, revealing Warm sweet taste.

I looked at the score, but the boy looked at me.From the beginning to the end, his eyes always fell on himself.At times like this, I couldn't help but want to tease him, deliberately changed the melody suddenly, and knocked out a series of continuous dotted notes, the rapid voiced and accented sound thumped, and I don't know who echoed the rhythm of the heartbeat in someone's chest.

"Seeing the girl and the boy together is really comforting, and it even gives people the illusion that all the paleness and sickness have faded from the girl and she has become a healthy and happy child. Or, it doesn't matter where they are. As long as two people are together, it is the outside world to the girl, and the boy carries all the light and heat of the outside world to her, everything. "

"However, most of the good things are not firm, and the colorful clouds are easy to disperse and the glass is brittle. This kind of time did not last long. The summer vacation will end soon, and the boy will leave the buckwheat village after all. The night before he left, he I came to the ancestral hall and wanted to say goodbye to the girl, but this time, the girl was unwilling to open the door for him no matter what. The boy sat silently on the steps in front of the door for a long time, all night."

Lin Yaoran's heart was shocked, he never knew this happened.He was behind the door the whole time, and when he heard no movement outside, he thought the boy had already left.

"How do you know?" He said in a hoarse voice.

"It was all told by the village head." Min Chun said, "It was late at night, and the boy stayed outside all night. Not long after the village head sent him back, he developed a high fever. But even so, he still struggled." He refused to get in the car and insisted on going back to find the girl. He said that the girl was waiting for him, and he also said that he could not go back. If he went back by himself, the girl would become a lonely one again. "

"However, the girl didn't come out until the car left Tartary Buckwheat Village. The summer vacation belonging to the two of them ended like this. In the end, they didn't even say a formal goodbye."

"No." Lin Yaoran said vaguely in his throat, "It's not like that."

Min Chun was puzzled, "What isn't it?"

Lin Yaoran swallowed a hot and sour breath, unable to utter a single word.

He really wanted to say goodbye, but he didn't catch up.He couldn't catch up with the black car, he couldn't even run like a normal person.After running a few steps, he fell on the muddy path.Curled up and lying there in embarrassment, he struggled to breathe in the severe pain and the sadness of being left behind, just such a short distance almost killed him.

In the chaotic field of vision, there are disorganized and distorted lines spinning around, black, white, gold, and red spots of light jumping around, soaking into a cloudy and dirty ball in the hot tears.

Perhaps from this time on, his eyes had already had bad signs.He didn't notice it at all - so what if he found out?He is already a cripple.

There was nothing he could do, all he could do was watch as the taillights disappeared at the end of the road.

He was left alone again.

Why do all the people who treat him well leave him without looking back?

At first, he couldn't catch up with his mother.Now, he couldn't catch up with the boy either.

The palms of his hands were scratched and covered with mud, so he could only use the heels of his palms to wipe away his tears, until his face was smeared into a dirty little cat, a dying abandoned cat.

If it was just to say goodbye, he probably wouldn't be so desperate.Saying goodbye was only a small part of the reason, he had something far more important to say to the boy—

Please, don't leave me alone, take me out of here,

with you.

"Since then, the girl's face has completely lost her smile, and she never took a step out of the ancestral hall, as if she really became a part of this ancient building, silent and lifeless."

"Later, the girl's family finally sent someone to take her back. The day the girl walked out of the ancestral hall, the village head was shocked. She looked paler and weaker than when she first came, because she hadn't seen the sky all year round. On a sunny day, even standing under the sun, it feels like it is exuding a cold air, and it feels like it will melt like snow at any time."

"The girl had been looking forward to going home, but at this moment, she was terribly numb. She just did what others said, and she really became a doll at the mercy of others. Looking at a girl like that, no one can imagine You know, she used to run around like a normal kid, playing the music she wrote in the summer breeze."

"When she left, the girl took only her mother's photo and her favorite plush toys. She didn't take anything else, including the grand piano. Her things were all disposed of. , the ancestral hall was empty, as if she had never appeared before."

That's it, Lin Yaoran thought.He only had these when he came, and he only took these with him when he left.The picture books I read with the boy, the Gunpla I built, the game console I played, and the grand piano, all lost their existence value and turned into a pile of useless things as early as the boy left. Scrap copper and rotten iron.

Although it was a story inherited from the village chief, Minchun choked up as he spoke.Clearing her throat, she slowly told the ending of the story.

"Not long after the girl went back, the boy came back to look for her. He only needs to be a little earlier, ten days and a half months, to reunite with the girl. However, the world is full of all kinds of mistakes."

"The boy stayed in the ancestral hall for a long time, even though there was no trace of the girl inside. In the end, the boy left silently. Before leaving, he left this sketch."

Lin Yaoran raised his red eyes in disbelief, "You said, that boy ever came back?"

"That's what the village head said." Min Chun said, "The village head also said that since then, the boy will come back every year, sometimes several times a year."

"But... what's the point of this?" Lin Yaoran desperately held back tears, "Even if he comes back, it's impossible to find him again! Didn't you also say that the girl died a long time ago."

"The village chief also wanted to help find the girl, and tried to contact the girl's family. However, her family was very mysterious. After finally getting in touch, there was only a news that the girl had passed through the catastrophe and was no longer in this world. , does not belong to this world anymore.”

"The village head didn't have the heart to tell the boy the truth, and the boy has been waiting with hope and longing for his reunion with the girl year after year."

"Although, that has long been a wish that will never come true."

After Min Chun finished speaking, there was silence in the room, only sobbing and choking were heard softly.Ding Shasha and Qin Shan kept wiping away their tears carefully with tissues, even Yu Lei and Wang Chengyi's eyes were red.Min Chun also felt that the atmosphere was a bit too depressing, so he smiled and said, "Aren't we a love variety show? Being able to live in a place where such a story happened, it fits the theme, doesn't it?"

At this time, Minchun received a temporary change instruction from the director behind. During the recording process of the program, sometimes there will be adjustments according to the actual situation.When she saw it, it turned out that it was a task assigned to the guests.

"Please ask AZURE teacher to integrate this story into song creation, compose a musical work that understands the soul and surpasses oneself, and publish it in the last episode of the program."

Lin Yaoran held his forehead hard, clenched his fists, and knocked hard.

It was completely dark outside, thick black clouds were slowly cruising, and there was a faint harbinger of rain.Minchun began to arrange accommodation for the guests.The east wing had the best orientation, so it was naturally assigned to two girls, Ding Shasha and Qin Shan. "The rest is the West Wing and this room." Min Chun looked at the four boys, "you decide."

Both Yu Lei and Wang Chengyi didn't really want to live here, and it's not that this place is bad, but this ancestral hall is a bit gloomy, and there are flowers and incense candles in this room, which is a bit strange no matter how you think about it.

"Mr. Azure, why don't we choose another wing?" Wang Chengyi said.

Yu Lei glanced at him, thinking that this person usually doesn't talk much, but he speaks quite quickly at critical moments.

Ding Shasha said: "There are two bedrooms in the east wing. Xiaoshan and I can squeeze into one room. Teacher AZURE can come and live with us."

Qin Shan nodded wildly, her curly ponytail moving little by little.

Yu Lei spread his hands, "We are choosing a room, not a roommate, OK?"

"Then you have a choice!" Qin Shan said, "Don't you want to live here too? Then you and Wang Chengyi can live in the West Wing Room, just as Ranran and I live with Shasha."

Yu Lei retorted, "The west wing room also has two bedrooms, why can't Teacher AZURE live with us?"

Ding Shasha's eyebrows twitched, "So... two big men, you and Wang Chengyi, want to share a bed?"

Yu Lei: "I didn't say that!"

Ding Shasha: "You are in a hurry."

Yu Lei: "I didn't!"

Ding Shasha: "Then why are you blushing?"

Wang Chengyi frowned, "I also refuse."

Yu Lei: "... each other!"

Minchun didn't expect the smell of gunpowder to be so strong in the divided room, so he hurriedly said: "There are still friends who haven't spoken." After everyone heard this, they realized that He Qiudu had been excluded from the discussion...

He Qiudu shrugged, "I'll just live here, I like this place very much."

Qin Shan stared round her eyes, "I didn't expect you to be so courageous, daring to live here alone..."

"No..." Lin Yaoran said dryly, "I live with him..."

There's no way, only He Qiudu here knows about his long hair.Lin Yaoran touched his hat, and his head started to hurt again.When he followed He Qiudu into the room, he suddenly felt a very subtle sense of shame.He had just been forced to listen to the be love story told by the village chief, and now he is living with He Qiudu in the place where he once lived——

The place where I read picture books, built gunpla, played games, played the piano and sang songs with that boy.

How strange, Lin Yaoran thought.I felt that I had betrayed that boy, and I also felt some indescribable embarrassment towards He Qiudu.

how could this be...

Lin Yaoran staggered as he thought about the thoughts that were so congested that he was about to explode, and knocked his forehead on He Qiudu's back.