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Lin Lang was not sure whether he could trust Tang Yushu's judgment on Lu Li - Tang Yushu was simple, but others were very complicated.

In the bar before, Lu Li rejected the serialization invitation of the "New Movie" electronic magazine with vague reasons. Now that Lin Lang thought about it, he always felt that those words were a bit weird-"Actually, in my current situation, I don’t expect to be able to draw comics as a career. It’s fine if more people read it on "New Movie"—I can also give you a manuscript fee of 70 yuan per episode. But... hey..."

Although he replied in such a drunken state, at least some important information was revealed in his words: first, he did not mind publishing his work on "New Movie"; second, he did not care about the manuscript fee; third, he There are unspeakable secrets——causing him to be unsure about the work or his own autonomy as an author.

However, what caused him to lose his autonomy over his own works?

Lin Lang recalled the emotional post posted by Lu Li's circle of friends that night: "Why hasn't Wen Wen gone bankrupt yet?"

This development may be inseparable from his unspeakable secrets - because of this, Lin Lang thought that there might be some dispute between Lu Li and Wen Wen.But now seeing Lu Li's name in the list of shareholders of Wenwen Group's subsidiaries, Lin Lang felt confused again for a moment.

What kind of role does Lu Li play?

On the other side, Tang Yushu and Chen Ni were still trying to defend themselves by mistakenly thinking that "Lin Lang was jealous".

Lin Lang stepped out of his thoughts, and caught a glimpse of Shun'er standing in the shop looking around.

He didn't tell them rashly that he had discovered the fact that "Lu Li is a shareholder member of Wen Wenxinshang", but said "jealous" smoothly: "I am teasing you two! - Shun Er ! This way!"

Following the reputation, Shun'er walked into the private room.

After greeting Lin Lang and Tang Yushu generously, Shun'er shyly pursed her lips when her eyes touched Chen Ni.

In order to "beat" Chen Ni just now, Tang Yushu sat on Chen Ni's side.Now when Shun'er was about to take the seat next to Lin Lang, Lin Lang called Tang Yushu back again: "Come to my side."

So Shun'er could only sit shyly beside Chen Ni.

Shun Er's life is based on the guiding principle of "laughing and cursing indulgently".

In the matter of "drinking until drunk", Shun Er has never felt embarrassed.

But at the first sight of Chen Ni, Shun'er, who made Lin Lang trouble all the way, suddenly became obedient.

Shun'er slept at Chen Ni's house that night.

Because he drank too much, everything in his mind became erratic, only Chen Ni existed extremely firmly.

Shun'er was in a daze that night.In a trance, there seemed to be red candles flickering, and Hippa hijabs—just like the ancient weddings in TV dramas; Lin Lang and Tang Yushu stood at the door, smiling and saying to themselves and Chen Ni: "It's time"; It seems that Tang Yushu and Chen Ni winked and signaled: "Brother taught you..." Then Lin Lang beat him away.

They ran away, and only Chen Ni and himself were left in the room.In a daze, things like red candle and Xipa disappeared again.

Shun'er knew that it was because she drank too much and her thoughts were confused.

But the bridal chamber is real.

I saw a circle of scars on Chen Ni's upper arm near his shoulder that looked like a beast bite.

Shun'er asked him, "What happened?"

"You forgot?" He asked himself back, as if he should know.

But Shun'er really couldn't remember, and just felt that they were strangers they met for the first time in a trance—how would I know?

Without saying that, Shun'er just teased the boy in front of him: "Let me take another bite."

Everything that night was in a trance, but very real.

When I woke up the next day, there was a note on the bedside table: I went to work, and there is breakfast for you on the coffee table.

Shun'er finished eating the homemade sandwich left by Chen Ni, sent a message to Lin Lang, and left.

These days, Shun'er has been a little distracted—and regretted a little after waking up: everything happened too hastily, it seems that he used the alcohol to tease Chen Ni madly, and finally took advantage of Chen Ni.

Besides, since that day, Chen Ni hasn't actively contacted himself, so Shun'er couldn't understand his mood for a while—is it "just a one-time game" as Lin Lang said...or he also likes himself, short-lived. The loss of contact is just shyness?

So when she received Lin Lang's text message "Come on, Chen Ni called me to call you", Shun'er was so excited that he almost passed away on the spot.

"What do you want me for?" Shun'er asked.It was Chen Ni who wanted to ask, but he only dared to look at Lin Lang.

Fortunately, the young master who knew the inside story doted on him—Lin Lang reflected the question back to Chen Ni like a mirror: "It was Chen Ni who asked me to ask you to eat hot pot——Chen Ni, what do you want? Looking for Shun Er?"

After being named, Chen Ni glanced at Shun'er with a generous attitude: "You are a model, right?"

"Ah."

"Do you have Weibo or something?"

"Ah."

"Is it hot?"

"A hundred thousand fans, is that considered high?"

"High. I don't have anything else to do. Just ask a client who makes original clothes—are you willing to cooperate? Just let them send you clothes, you match them yourself, and post handsome photos on your own self-media. .”

Does he mean I'm handsome? --"Can consider it."

"Row."

So the communication between the two ended—then handed over the menu and politely asked Shun'er, "Do you want to order more?", then he turned his head and chatted with Tang Yushu about other topics.

Shun'er was a little frustrated: Chen Ni didn't say a word about the story and relationship between the two.

When half of the hot pot was eaten, Shun Er suddenly ordered beer.He also refused to join the conversation, and just poured himself into it.

After drinking three cans, Lin Lang's eyes signaled Chen Ni, "Don't let him drink it." After receiving the signal, Chen Ni took the fourth can from the waiter, and refused to give it to Shun'er: "Eat meat, eat meat—— You little kid actually likes to drink, I can't tell!"

Shun'er also grabbed hold of it, refusing to let go.

Chen Ni tentatively increased his grip on the wine bottle—this action unexpectedly ignited Shun'er's emotions.

Finally unable to suppress the explosion, he uttered the lines that made everyone in the room quiet——

"Didn't you do that with me first that day, and then that, I refused, and you still clamored for that! I was shy, so I said yes, then that, and you want that after that! The next day you You even left breakfast for me! I thought we were married, but... why are you pretending to be okay now... and refuse to admit it? "

"That what" - a pronoun.Refers to some naked details.

Shun'er said that he has a nose and an eye.But it was Chen Ni who was confused: "I saved breakfast for you—but...then I...haven't! I don't know what you're talking about..."

Shun'er was also dumbfounded, his eyes were red from panic, and his voice resonated with his nasal cavity: "It's okay. You don't want to admit it..."

Chen Ni had an indisputable feeling: "Did you drink too much?"

"You just drank too much!" Shun'er cried: "If you don't admit it, you won't admit it, and you still scold me!"

"I didn't scold you!...Wow, I can't wash it off!"

Shun'er stopped talking and remained silent for a long time, then rolled the sleeve of Chen Ni's left arm to his shoulder.

After another long silence, he pulled the sleeve of Chen Ni's right arm and rolled it to his shoulder.

After masturbating both sides, Shun'er became even more confused.

The atmosphere froze for a long time before Shun'er said "Huh...?" in a daze.

Scratching the back of his head for a long time, he looked timidly at Chen Ni for a while, and then at Lin Lang in horror.

Then ran away by himself.

Half an hour later, an anonymous post on the campus forum of the Film and Television University was pushed to the top:

"Taking the erotic dream as real, and making a fuss at others—may I ask: How can I kill myself more decently?"

Lin Lang and Tang Yushu laughed together.

Only Chen Ni was smoking a suffocating cigarette with a bitter face: "What is this..."

After asking Chen Ni and getting the answer of "don't worry about it, it's actually not a big deal", Lin Lang sent Shun'er a message to comfort him about his "broken love".

"He really doesn't mind?"

"Really." Lin Lang was afraid that Shun'er would commit suicide in shame and indignation: "Chen Ni is generous, he didn't take this matter at ease."

Shun'er's anecdote, because the protagonists at both ends are open-minded, was able to turn over the story after a few days.

As for Wen Wenxin's award, Lin Lang never told Tang Yushu that "I learned that Lu Li is actually a member of Wen Wenxin's shareholder".The situation may be more complicated than he imagined, but Lin Lang really has no way of knowing the complicated relationships.

Although Lu Li is a shareholder of Wen Wen Xinshang, he still hates Wen Wen; but although he hates Wen Wen, he still introduces Wen Wen Xinshang as a client to Dianjiang Media... Even though the "deception plan" is not Lu Li's original intention, but If Lu Li and Wen Wen were at odds, why did he put Wen Wen Xinshang, the bug, in Tang Yushu's palm?

But later I heard from Tang Yushu that Wen Wenxin never contacted Tang Yushu after Wen Wenxin rewarded the company for cheating the general.

But this incident has become a lump in Lin Lang's heart - he always feels that Lu Li is like a masked person, hiding around Tang Yushu, and his motives are unpredictable.

"New Movie" has successfully passed the third issue, and the number of subscribers in the background has exceeded [-].

The Lugu Lake homestay brand recently published "Chunsheng Inn" at the rate of "updating one chapter per day", but because the official account of "New Movie" is considered a "weekly", Lin Lang directly updated seven chapters in this issue .Probably because of this huge amount of updates as an advantage, so the messages are all full of fun.

The copyright of "Chunsheng Inn" is considered to be shared between Lin Lang and the brand owner, so if this novel is reproduced on the "New Movie" official account, the authorized subject is jointly composed of "writer Lin Lang" and "Chunsheng B&B brand owner"—— "But why doesn't "New Movie" need to pay you and the brand side?" Qin Qing asked.

Lin Lang explained to him: "Today's business behavior model is different from that of the paper media era. It is no longer a single amount of money for a thousand words to buy a manuscript. As a student media, "New Movie" reprinted "Chunsheng Inn", no matter for me or me. For the brand side, it is a very vertical exposure opportunity - we all want to gain the attention of the student community."

Qin Qing understood: "That is to say: everyone gets what they need, but this 'need' is not money."

"It's something more valuable than money." Shen Ye completed Qin Qing's understanding.

But after Qin Qing left, Shen Ye couldn't help but turned around and asked Lin Lang, "But you took out the copyright of "Fengyue Inn" and shared it with Chunsheng B&B—why didn't you pay a penny for such a big deal? What about paying them?"

"Because..." Tang Yushu's company suffered a broken capital chain.And in order to save them, I took out my most cherished efforts—would it be hypocritical to tell the truth?Lin Lang paused, and only repeated Shen Ye's lines just now: "It's something more valuable than money."

"Are you referring to Tang Yushu?"—Lin Lang recently confessed his love affair to this boy who was like a brother to him.So as smart as he is, he guessed exactly what Lin Lang was thinking.

Lin Lang didn't speak, but smiled to show his acknowledgment.

"That's why I said——" Shen Ye smiled: "You just have the habit of underestimating yourself! I'm really curious about what kind of growth environment trained you to always subconsciously deny yourself—saying that you are 'selfish' and 'cool' .In my opinion, you are not at all. A selfish person will not give his most cherished hard work to others, even if this 'other' is a lover."

Lin Lang laughed after hearing this, remembering that Shun'er had said similar things to himself a while ago.

——"You really don't want to play the role of 'Liang Bo' anymore! I really should record it for you to let you listen to what you said just now, the 'self-pull' is vividly expressed! In my eyes, you You are about to become a Bodhisattva! If you want me to tell you...you should be indifferent, you are not wrong at all!"

They don't understand people who are really cool.

So Lin Lang sighed: "I really didn't help Tang Yushu out of selflessness and enthusiasm. The reason why I am willing to give up my hard work for free is because I seem to care more about 'I What it means to him'—it's my own purpose that has changed."

"Soft and strong."

"I don't deserve these two words. Don't laugh at me being hypocritical, but I have really experienced how scared I was without him-I can live without him; but the reason why God It is a god, because the god has a kind of supernatural power: after you have accidentally seen his light, you can no longer turn your eyes away."

Shen Ye smiled wryly: "You're talking about that brat again, Lin Lang, you're already crazy!"

Lin Lang didn't take his wry smile seriously: "I did this only because I wanted to live—to prove the theory back to the original point: I'm still a 'selfish' and 'cool' person."

Shen Ye was quiet for a while, and did not argue with Lin Lang again, but told Lin Lang: "The manuscript of the short story "New Movie" in 09 and 10 that you asked for from me before, I have sorted it out for you. Pass it to you Mail?"

"it is good."

"What do you want this for?"

"Study." Lin Lang said so.After finishing speaking, I turned off the computer and said goodbye with my schoolbag in my arms.

They don't understand people who are really cool.

It's like crossing a single-plank bridge.

Under the bridge is Abi Hell, and on the other side is him.

If it's him, if he can win a kiss, it's fine if he stumbles into the endless fire and burns his bones to ashes.

Lin Lang himself is a writer, so he has read a lot of novels and a lot of fabricated "cold and aloof" characters; "they" all look at the world with a pair of cold eyes; Not a single piece of fireworks ever touched me.

Lin Lang couldn't help feeling that it didn't seem real.

Just like a drowning person will not allow himself to close his mouth and nose and die safely; just like a very poor person is willing to climb over a thousand beds for money; the more he crawls out of the mud, the more shameless he will be Grab every straw.

Anyway, already in hell.

It has been raining heavily in Chengdu recently, and today is no exception.

When the foyer of the main building was blocked by the pouring rain, Lin Lang received a phone call—it was from the psychiatrist he had seen.This doctor is a very nice person, even though the consultation has long been over, he still asks Lin Lang about his current situation frequently.

He asked about "heavy rain".

The "person" who had accompanied me in the night dream for so many years suddenly disappeared without a trace on the night of the graduate school report.After that, she never appeared in Lin Lang's dream again.The illusory and elusive warmth between her and him gradually evaporated from Lin Lang's body from that day on.

Like a kind of betrayal with nowhere to go.

"Actually, it was inevitable to be flustered at first, but I gradually got used to it." Lin Lang described his mood in this way.

The doctor explained to Lin Lang in a professional way: "The existence of heavy rain is like a 'crutch' to you - you rely on him because you are subconsciously afraid of walking independently - of course this is your misunderstanding of yourself. "

"misunderstanding……"

"That's right. It's like putting a blindfold on a person with a fear of heights and letting him walk across a glass suspension bridge ten stories high and ten meters long by touching the handrails, and he can walk across it smoothly—because' "Crossing the bridge" can be done only by a person who can "walk". But when the blindfold is removed and the person is ordered to walk back, he cannot do it—not because he