as long as she GL

In the dark night, the rainstorm came quickly and quickly, and the huge raindrops fell on the white porcelain floor tiles on the balcony, making a crisp collision sound like jade falling beads, like a beautiful symphony .

Sitting cross-legged in a hanging basket on the balcony, Yu Yang was thinking about things until he felt a chill, only to realize that it was raining.

The clothes on his body were almost half wet, and the raindrops on the eaves, after being blown by the wind, swayed from side to side, and fell on his body along the small gaps in the hanging basket.

Hearing the excessively noisy sound of rain, and the faint sound of horns on the road downstairs, looking at the night scene with neon lights in the city, and the occasional lights of the office building opposite, Yu Yang rubbed his temples habitually.

Well, the hair on the forehead is also wet.

But despite being so distracted by the noise of the rain, she didn't want to move.

Even if you stay like this, you may catch a cold tomorrow, and your headache may worsen.

However, the occasional rain seems to be able to soothe the bad mood, even in Yu Yang's subconscious mind, she thinks that the rain can wash away the bad things that make her feel unsatisfactory.

With a self-deprecating laugh, Yu Yang suddenly felt a little silly.

No one knows it's raining, but foolishly gets caught in the rain.

The rain is still falling, but it has changed from being menacing at the beginning to a continuous drizzle. A thin layer of water has accumulated on the balcony, and under the illumination of the lights, it is glowing thinly.

It seems that since leaving the orphanage, she hasn't been so quiet and alone for a long, long time.

Suddenly, she thought of something from the past, her eyes began to turn sour, and she began to think about Ji Bai again.

Usually at this time, when the two of them come back from work, Ji Bai likes to lie in her arms and act like a baby after taking a shower. The two of them will lie quietly on the bed, listen to each other's breathing, do nothing, but feel Warm and romantic.

Occasionally, when Ji Bai gets playful, he will tease himself in a wicked way, and finally the two of them can't help but roll together.

Looking up, I saw warm-toned lights in the living room, but at the moment it was empty, and no one waved to her with a smile, and said to her coquettishly: Yangyang, I really love you!

Feeling inexplicably uncomfortable, Yu Yang couldn't help thinking: What is Ji Bai doing by himself at this time today?

Will you be angry because you left?

Will you still miss her?

"The person I like, her name is Yu Yang."

"She is my light, but that light is unwilling to illuminate me now."

Thinking of what Ji Bai said on the show again in his mind, Yu Yang lowered his eyes subconsciously, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

He glanced at the mobile phone in his arms, thought for a while, and finally turned on the screen of the mobile phone. There was a WeChat push notification on the screen, showing that Ji Bai had sent several voice messages to himself.

Not long after Ji Bai's show ended, she received a call from Huang Caijuan. Huang Caijuan told her apologetically that she had already told Ji Bai in desperation.

Yu Yang felt that it was a blow to his head at that time. When Ji Bai knew that he was only hiding from her, what would Ji Bai think, would he blame her?

When Huang Caijuan told her that Ji Bai was in a bad condition and drove away, her heart became flustered for no reason.

I was afraid that Ji Bai would do something crazy when he was emotionally unstable.

But when Ji Bai sent another voice message, she flinched like a coward again.

"Ji Bai gave up everything he had worked hard in the entertainment industry for you, so you really have the heart not to respond to her?"

Huang Caijuan's last words before she hung up the phone were like slow motion in a movie, repeated non-stop like a repeater, lingering in her mind all the time.

Yes!

Ji Bai has already done this, so what reason does he not have to face all of this, why can't he respond to her properly?

Yu Yang suddenly laughed.

As long as Ji Bai is willing, as long as they are together well, even if in the end, everything they have now disappears, they still have the courage to start over together.

Once some things are figured out, the heart will be cleared up.

Yu Yang quickly took the phone to unlock it, clicked on Ji Bai's voice message and listened, listening to the pitiful voice, Yu Yang could imagine Ji Bai's appearance at that time, his heart immediately softened into a ball, just wanted to return She messaged, and there was a hasty doorbell ringing outside.

The entire floor of the 23rd floor was only occupied by her and Ji Bai before. It was so late, most people would definitely not come up.

Did Ji Bai find this place?

But, how did she know that she was here? Did Cheng Jun tell her?

This was Yu Yang's first reaction when he heard the doorbell, and then quickly jumped off the hanging basket, ran to the living room to open the door without even putting on his shoes, and even bumped his knee against the coffee table in a panic, she didn't care.

Outside the door, Ji Bai was in a mess from head to toe, and kept ringing the doorbell. No one has lived in this whole building since the eighteenth floor, so she doesn't have to worry about disturbing the people. Will a stubborn person stick to her good ideas and not open the door for herself?

But what she didn't expect was... Soon, the door opened from the inside.

Caught off guard all of a sudden, Ji Bai didn't even have time to pretend to be pitiful, so he met Yu Yang's gaze, and the two of them looked at each other instantly.

Watching Ji Bai go from being in all kinds of styles when he was on the show to a messy hair and delicate makeup, it can only be described as horrible, with wet clothes sticking to his body, and the white flowing gauze skirt is white and black. One piece, like an unwanted stray cat, dirty all over.

The wound on his forehead was not treated in time, but now it looks even more shocking. The area around the wound has begun to turn white, probably because Ji Bai was drenched in the rain. The water on his hair is still dripping, mixed with the wound Blood dripped down her cheeks.

Yu Yang's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he was so distressed that he was about to die.

The person she puts on top of her heart, when will she be willing to let her be in such a mess.

Ji Bai looked at Yu Yang fixedly, his eyes suddenly turned red when she saw her looking at him, Ji Bai took two steps forward, pulled her into the living room, raised his foot to close the door, and pushed Yu Yang against the wall in the next second Then, with a helpless sigh, he asked, "Yangyang, why are you crying?"

Obviously she chose to leave first, not her own.

She should be wronged... She should be the one who should cry!

Why is it acting as if she is the one with a heartless heart now?

Yu Yang didn't speak, but tears flowed down like beads with a broken thread.

Ji Bai raised his hand, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said softly, "Don't cry, my heart hurts."

After saying this, Yu Yang cried even more fiercely, his whole body choked up so that he couldn't speak.

When Yu Yang cried, all the grievances Ji Bai had suffered today, as well as the words he wanted to question, were swallowed back into his stomach.

As long as Yu Yang said that she didn't want herself, she could pretend that all of this never happened.

I still love her and regard her as someone more important than my own life.

It was hard for Yang to stop crying, and Ji Bai blushed, aggrieved and stubborn, and asked without any confidence: "Yu Yang, do you want me?"

Yu Yang's heart trembled, his tears almost burst again.

This was the first time Ji Bai called her name.

Are you really disappointed in her?

From the day she left the orphanage to now, Ji Bai always called her elder sister, then later Yangyang, and before that she called her dear...big baby and so on.

She never called her name, even when she coaxed her to call her own name when the love was strong, she never called her.

Seeing her own shadow reflected in her bloodshot eyes, Yu Yang suddenly remembered that year, when she smiled and told Ji Bai that Yu Meng was going to confess to him, Ji Bai pulled him and imprisoned her in his arms. Here, he bit her hard on the neck, and then declared his sovereignty to her forcefully and paranoidly, saying that she could only love her, only hers.

She will always remember how fast her heart beat when Ji Bai finished those words, just because the person she liked always liked her, that night, she was so happy that she didn't fall asleep all night.

If it wasn't forced by reality, how could she be willing to just let go?

"I……"

As soon as Yu Yang opened his mouth, Ji Bai threw himself into her arms, hugging her waist tightly with both hands, like a wounded little animal, rubbing against her neck helplessly, teardrops One drop ran down the corner of Ji Bai's eyes, and all dripped onto Yang's skin, carrying all of Ji Bai's grievances.

She didn't want to hear answers she didn't want to hear from Yu Yang.

Not now, nor in the future.

Ji Baihong's eyes were red, and he beat her back with both hands, "Yu Yang, I don't want to act anymore, I don't want to stay in the entertainment circle anymore, I don't want anything, can you not want me?"

"You said that you love me and will never leave me."

"You liar, you lied to me."

"Yu Yang, let me tell you, even if the lump in your brain is a malignant tumor, you can only die by my side."

"Is it because if I don't know about this, you want Cheng Jun and Sister Juan to keep it a secret from me? Is it just like today, if you don't answer my calls or reply to my messages, you plan to keep silent like this?" If you leave, you will never see me and keep it from me for the rest of your life."

Listening to her tearful accusations, Yu Yang could feel her sadness, fragility and deep grievance, and hugged her back in distress. The moment he hugged her, Yu Yang's fingertips couldn't help but start tremble.

She almost lost the person she loved the most.

Fortunately, Ji Bai was not disappointed in himself, nor did he think about giving up on himself.

"Xiaobai...I didn't..."

Yu Yang tried to speak again, but before she could finish her sentence, a severe pain came from her neck, which interrupted what she wanted to say.

Just like a few years ago, Ji Bai bit her hard again at the same position on her neck, deepening the mark that only belonged to her once again.

The author has something to say: Daily updates will resume tomorrow until the end.

I really hope my prepayment is the same as my weight (bushi)