Xu Chuilu can somewhat understand Fengfu's evaluation of her.

She has never experienced the bloody storms that these people have long been accustomed to, without their survival instinct forced by the environment and their thirst for high-strength martial arts, she has gradually realized that the people in the rivers and lakes she met, despite their appearance and background , Personalities are very different, but their actions can faintly reveal different degrees of paranoid madness, which is not caused by their personalities... but from some kind of self-defense mechanism of them.

Whether it is practicing martial arts or killing people, it requires a strong will different from ordinary people, because it somewhat violates the importance of human nature. Only by using another kind of unshakable belief to control one's thoughts and thoughts can one resist this anxiety and pain.The method of Fengfu is to regard herself as "something that is not human", so that she can not be restricted by the world, do what she wants, and be at ease; It can make him make a choice that is in line with his own interests with peace of mind; as for Xiao Fangdao, judging from her attitude towards life and death, she should adopt the Taoist saying that "death and life are disciples, so why should I worry about it", which can be called chic and unrestrained. Can be said to be negative.As for Xuanjian...Xiao Fangdao hoped that she would be different.

In contrast, Xu Chuilu is like a blunt piece of jade, which cannot be used as a weapon or forged as armor. The misunderstanding of "the unknown big killer", so as not to be smashed into powder by swords and swords.

In many cases, staying out of things means indifference, but her aloofness is not overlooking from above, but more like respect and tolerance for this strange world.

"There's nothing wrong with being human, and I won't feel sorry for it." Xu Chuilu smiled, "Now that I'm talking about this, I want to know, is Bai Xingyun also a whetstone for you?"

This question was indeed a bit disturbing, and Feng Fu raised his eyebrows, seemingly displeased and surprised.

"He is not."

Xu Chuilu knew that the matter between the two of them was over, no matter whether there was any concealment or deceit, the result would not change, but the things other than the result were not all meaningless.

"Then what is he?"

"I thought he was the sewage of the rusted silver dart, but later I found out that he was a steel knife buried in the snow. His purpose would never be to achieve anyone—he showed his arrogance in the lowest posture. Everything on the upper body of the blade will be smashed to pieces by it, and these crumbs will turn into new 'snow' and spread on the steel blade layer by layer. Others will definitely regard them as friends of this blade, at least, willingly. It concealed it. In fact, I knew that he was a dangerous person, but I was too ignorant at that time. Fortunately, I understood it not too late."

Xu Chuilu frowned slightly: "Is he really so vicious?"

"No." Fengfu laughed again, "Compared to me, he can even be regarded as a good person, but his kindness is cruel to me. You see, don't people claim to care about domestic animals? "

"..."

Xu Chuilu finally understands that love and romance are by no means a priority in their hearts, on the contrary, it is the first and easiest thing for them to abandon.Fengfu's fear of Bai Xingyun far outweighed his goodwill, and Bai Xingyun didn't have such deep fears and worries. He was able to make sacrifices and concessions because he had the strength to do so.

From this point of view, she and Xiao Fangdao... really counted as a miracle.

But she also knows that they are together now, not because their love for each other has reached the point where the sea is dead and rocks are dead, and they must be friends. It is the result of many coincidences, restrictions and some unexplainable fate.It may not be romantic, but it is rare luck in this world.

"Hey, your hands are cold, right? Without internal protection, the water is freezing cold, you can't bear it. Let me wash it." Seeing her knuckles turning white, Feng Fu took the initiative to pick up the vegetables in her hand .

"Ah, no need."

When Xu Chuilu was in a daze, Feng Fu had already reached out to snatch the shepherd's purse from her hand, the two touched their fingers, Feng Fu said in surprise: "Huh, is it hot?"

Xu Chuilu's scalp exploded, not knowing how to explain it.

But the other party quickly understood, and said with a smile: "It turns out that the patriarch taught you to cultivate your internal strength, so I said why she beat you well, isn't it quite effective?"

"..."

Xu Chuilu bowed his head in embarrassment: I should pretend to be washing vegetables.

Seeing that she was not hesitant, Feng Fu thought that she took this remark as a satire of "being good at getting cheap", so he changed the subject and added: "However, the Suzerain is sometimes very fierce, and you are soft-tempered, unlike me Can look for opportunities to retaliate—"

"what?"

Fengfu glanced at Xuanjian, and said in a low voice: "You don't know how many Gu insects I hid in the suzerain's house when I was young. They hibernate during the day and only come out at night. There is a curfew in the temple, and disciples are not allowed to move around at night, so Even if the suzerain finds out, he can do nothing to me, wait until the second day, she will be tortured by the Gu insect for a night, and the force of hitting me will be lighter!"

"?"

Xu Chuilu: Understood, the suzerain's frequent cleaning of the house may not be a natural cleanliness, but a forced habit.

"But if you sleep together, this method won't work." Fengfu thought seriously, "Then it's still the easiest way - just cry."

Xu Chuilu's eyes twitched: "Is this useful?"

"Of course there is." Fengfu vowed, "Superficially, the suzerain hates other people's tears the most, but the disgust is just a disguise of fear. As long as you cry, she doesn't know how to respond, and then she will basically agree to you whatever you say."

Xu Chuilu was a little moved by this rogue's behavior: "Really?"

"Yeah, it's because I cried too much when I was a child, and she would get a headache when she heard me cry, but you are different. Well, just like Shui Lian, the suzerain is very polite to him, I think one of the reasons is that he likes to cry .”

Xu Chuilu was thoughtful, and according to Xiao Fangdao's temperament, what Feng Fu said might not be unreasonable.

"Well, I see."

"Anyway, you'll know once you try it, and even if it doesn't work, it's just a loss of face."

Fengfu has clearly expressed his concern, and he has thought of a countermeasure for Xu Chuilu, consciously fulfilling Shui Lian's request very satisfactorily, and now he is content to help Xuanjian wash the ingredients.

Xuan Jian had already selected the ingredients to be used, so while washing his hands, he said to the two: "How many people are there for dinner tonight?"

"It's just the five of us."

Xu Chuilu asked casually: "It's not too early, why didn't Shui Lian arrive?"

"On New Year's Eve, he went to donate some clothes and weapons to other disciples in the sect. Although he is in a foreign country, he still sticks to the old rules." Feng Fu handed a radish to Xuan Jian, "Anyway, this kind of people who buy people's hearts Little things, he is the best at it."

"So that's how it is." Xu Chuilu thought of another person again, "I don't know Cangwu..."

"The doctor from the Cang family? Miss Xu is probably confused. The Cang family lives in Lianyi. Of course she is staying with her own family today."

Xu Chuilu thought the same, during this time Cang Wu visited frequently because of their injuries, but he let himself ignore that she still had duties in the Cang family, and although she was free and easy by nature, she was not just their friend.

Half an hour passed, and the lingering red in the sky slowly faded, the sun was setting, and the night was about to fall.The two are not good at cooking, so there are limited things they can do in the dining room. After the stove was lit, Xu Chuilu went back to the house for a while, and Fengfu went to meet the water ripples.

He had just lost his internal strength, his injuries hadn't healed, and many things were not as convenient as before. When he walked back from the room of the disciples of the Jueqing Sect, he felt tired and lacking in energy. He stopped and put one hand on the pine tree trunk, panting slightly .

Before the Laba change, what he couldn't accept most was his own incompetence. He could show weakness to please, but he didn't allow himself to become a real waste.In the first few days, the self-condemnation and self-hatred in his chest almost burned him dry. Later, he found that it was useless to be brave, and he had to accept this weak and incompetent self.

Shui Lian had already figured it out, but on this reunion night of thousands of families, he was walking alone among the cold pines and withered bamboos, and some chaotic thoughts grew uncontrollably. A drop of cold sweat is a cruel torture.

Suddenly, he sensed that someone was approaching, which made him more nervous, and the hidden weapon in his sleeve was ready to go.

However, jumping down from the tree was a familiar bright yellow shadow.

His expression has not yet recovered from the pain and ferocity, and his state of mind is still that muddy swamp, and the appearance of the wind talisman even fanned his jealous fire.

Yes, Fengfu, who is also the head of the hall, arrived in time on the fifteenth day, made a great contribution, and gained experience because of Bai Xingyun's incident, her methods and temperament are more calm and sophisticated than before. She has such an encounter at such a young age. Nature is limitless...

"You—what's wrong with you?"

The girl's voice woke him up from his depressed mood, and Shui Lian looked up at her: "What are you doing here?"

"Just to let you know that last time you asked me to inquire about the relationship between Xu Chuilu and the suzerain, I have already figured it out."

"Have you figured it out?"

"Yeah, didn't you say that Xu Chuilu looked haggard, as if she was abused by the suzerain... Uh, it was just bullying. I saw bruises on her body today, so I should have been instructed by the suzerain. But the suzerain doesn't care about the severity, Xu Chuilu It's a beginner again, so I gave her a few pointers, it's always bad to be beaten blindly—"

"Wait." Shui Lian's expression twisted, "This is the result of your inquiries? How could the suzerain do anything to her?"

Fengfu said dissatisfied: "I saw it with my own eyes, can it be fake?"

Shui Lian frowned: "What exactly did you see?"

Feng Fu told the truth, Shui Lian's complexion gradually softened, and he looked at her with complicated emotions and said, "You...you really didn't learn anything during this trip with Bai Xingyun."

"?" Feng Fu was very annoyed by the irony in his words, "Don't you think that I won't beat you now that you are injured, I don't talk about gentlemanly demeanor, if you insult me ​​again, I will twist your tongue now !"

Shui Lian said nothing, but a smile slowly appeared on his face, from a smile to a belly laugh that couldn't help it.

The wind talisman was inexplicable: "What are you laughing at? You are sick."

"I'm laughing at myself."

He would be jealous of a fool who doesn't even know what a hickey is, what a joke in the world.

When he walked forward again, he felt much more at ease. Everything he could see, such as the cold moon in the sky and the frost on the ground, seemed poetic and picturesque.

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