Ink dye Junshan

In addition to anger and anxiety on the face.

"He has been holding back so much?"

Watching the imperial doctor apply medicine to Gong Jun's bitten lower lip, Yu Zimo finally couldn't help asking, that Gong Jun, who was covered in blood and sweat, stubbornly raised his head, and his slender neck was trembling from his Adam's apple It was so strange.

"I yelled a few times before, it was heart-piercing, and I felt pain when I heard it. Later, I don't know if the pain is boring or something, so I stopped yelling!"

The subordinate who had a lot of interactions with Yu Zimo on weekdays took up the conversation, "Why is it boring? Judging by how hard he bites his lip, I know that he can shout even worse. It's just that he doesn't want to make Mrs. Chen feel sad."

"If you don't want to, won't you bear it at first?" Seeing Yu Zimo quietly watching the imperial doctor's treatment without interrupting his colleague's chatter, another subordinate let go of his tongue and began to chat.

"Yeah, maybe it hurt too much before and forgot."

please let me die...

If it weren't for the fear that my mother would be too old to bear the pain of losing a child, I would have long since given up on life...

"What did Mrs. Chen say?"

Yu Zimo's question finally interrupted the speculation of the two subordinates. They recalled what Chen said just now. Most of them were scolding Gong Xun for being unkind and unrighteous. But I don't have the guts.

"Blood nonsense, it's almost the same as in the past, but it's more easy to understand..."

"Yes, and then I showed my attitude more strongly, probably even if she knew the whereabouts of Yuxi, she would not tell, there is no need to use such a method, she doesn't care! The salt she has eaten..."

"She doesn't care." Yu Zimo repeated, stopping the subordinate's repetition.

The subordinate was stunned for a moment, then heard Yu Zimo ask: "You mean, she doesn't care if she says gouging out her son's flesh in front of her son?"

Now everyone was stunned. It turned out that Gong Jun stopped calling for help not because he was afraid of making his mother feel bad, but because his mother knew Yuxi's whereabouts, but she didn't want to tell her son's life because she didn't care!

3. Kindness

◎Cold-blooded and cold-hearted, but trapped in the word "graciousness"◎

Zhao Qingjian followed Yu Zimo's clues to track down the whereabouts of Chuan Guo Yuxi.

And Yu Zimo would go to the prison to see Gong Jun lying on the bed when he had nothing to do.

"The quilt is too thin, give him another bed. You should be more careful about eating, he is a patient now, don't let him lose weight."

The prison boss said yes, but he was slandering in secret. A leader of the secret guard stretched out his hand to the cliff boundary of Dali Temple, but he didn't dare not to do it. I really don't know how serious this Master Yu's order is. The points were ordered by the king.After all, the former king who was imprisoned, not to mention that no one is visiting him now, even those who were close to him in the past wished to erase their past behavior, and I am afraid that he would be contaminated by the remnant party who was classified as a traitor.

Mr. Yu naturally cherishes his feathers more because he is a high-ranking official. If he goes in and out of the sky prison so frequently without the king's will, he would be crazy, so although the prison boss rolled his eyes, he still followed his orders.It's just that the attitude is too cold, and it's more like a charity than a special care for Gongjun.So human nature is really strange. It is normal to worship the high and step on the low. The more the people who were once superior, when they fell into the mud, those who were once in the lower position trampled them harder.

So what if his attitude is bad, Gong Jun doesn't care anymore.

Before he woke up, some people were afraid that Gong Jun would starve to death, so they poured him a few mouthfuls of soup during his shift. Some also said.

Yu Zimo looked at the cold broth on the table, and a layer of white oil had condensed on it. It looked like something boiled with scraps of meat and sinews. It was considered a good meal in a prison.

"Why don't you eat it?"

Gong Jun kept silent, lying on his back on the bed with empty eyes, looking at the dark roof, the original color of the bricks and stones had long been lost on the dust-stained walls, and how many of the mottled spots were traces of blood and tears smeared. I don't know.

"The whereabouts of Chuan Guo Yuxi have been revealed, and you will not be tortured again."

"Did my mother tell you?"

Yu Zimo hesitated for a moment, he didn't want to lie to Gong Jun.

"No. His majesty tracked it down."

I don't know if Gong Jun wanted to touch the wound, but the silent man gasped suddenly, melting his pain into this heavy snort, which was stopped in time.

"A stone with a few characters engraved on it is worth more than a life."

"Your Majesty also said the same thing. If it wasn't for the noise from the officials in the court, he wouldn't want to ask you at all. He wouldn't want to hurt you either!"

"Don't want to hurt me..."

"I just wanted to intimidate, but I didn't want it to become like this. The king said that he was shocked by the ruthlessness in the palace, and asked me to stop it. I didn't think it would be like this. I came too late. Don't blame him. Your Majesty still cares about your brother."

"Do you care? Those who gave birth to me and raised me don't care. I am a mayfly, and it is a good place to return to dust and dust. Lord Zimo grants me a death, so let me live."

The accompanying servant came in, called for your lord, and put the food box on the table. Yu Zimo waved the servant away, brought out the porridge and side dishes from the food box, and stirred it with a spoon to cool it down, making the hot porridge easier to eat.

"Mayfly lives and dies day and night and still walks towards the light. The Second Highness has more than half of his life, so why bother to live. You don't fight for power, you don't greedy for power, and you don't feel frustrated if you don't set the throne. Your Majesty already knows what he wants to know, so he won't be embarrassing." You, although you have no freedom, you can always live peacefully in this room, and you can still draw and write articles. When you are well, the jailer will naturally take care of it. Just like now, you are no longer lying on the ground. A bed has a table and a quilt, and there is always hope in life.”

The rice porridge with just the right temperature gently touched Gong Jun's lips. Gong Jun hadn't heard the word "Second Highness" for a long time. I don't know when his mother hated the title "Second Highness". He seemed to be inferior to others, so everyone changed their name to Prince Gongjun, and it seemed that since then, he and Gongxun have drifted apart.

"Living like this is meaningless."

"Why is it interesting? There was a famine in the city, most of them died of starvation, and the other half died of the plague. Even if the old lady knew that sending the child out of the city might not survive, but she still tried her best to get the child out of the city before the city was closed. Pushed it out, and told the child through the door of life and death that she could smell the fragrance of flowers, see the green leaves, listen to the birds, and see the world for her. This is the reason why she can still smile when she is going to death, so the child ran desperately , crawling over charred corpses, begging along the street, being beaten and scolded, and fighting dogs for food, do you think he is alive?"

Gong Jun looked at Yu Zimo's cold face with a slight smile, and was inexplicably dazed.

"It's boring, right? But no matter how difficult it is, he has to live. There are always roads that have not been traveled, flowers that have not been heard, green leaves that have not been seen, birdsong that have not been heard, mountains and rivers that have not been seen, and most importantly. He hasn't found a reason to leave with a smile. Second Highness, if I let you go now, will you laugh or cry?"

Gong Jun opened his mouth and swallowed the clear porridge that Yu Zimo fed him. It is a pity that a person will come and go crying for the rest of his life.

"Do you like sweet porridge? I'll get some delivered tomorrow."

Yu Zimo felt relieved seeing Gong Jun's Adam's apple sliding down the food in his mouth.This lingering sick man finally had the courage to live.

"Brother Zimo, thank you."

Yu Zimo left for three days, and ordered his servants to come to the prison to deliver meals every day. The prison chief was upset and wanted to file a complaint, only to find out that the king took all his officials to sacrifice to the God of Ji, and he did have the intention to take care of the prisoner before he left, so he just Being able to swallow his anger, he watched Master Yu's servants taking care of Gong Jun as if he was serving his master, and he gave a sharp bite behind his back, "He's already imprisoned, and he can still stretch out his clothes and open his mouth!"

Yu Zimo never had Gong Xun's permission to take care of Gong Jun, but today he suddenly discovered that if Gong Xun hadn't agreed, he wouldn't be able to act so smoothly, even if Gong Xun didn't send someone to stop him, he would still speak to him.Just as he violated Gong Xun's wishes and didn't shoot Su Yunxi, but turned his hand at the critical moment and only pierced the horse's leg. Queen Su, who was supposed to die on the hunting ground, just fell and was frightened .

Although Gong Xun did not reprimand angrily, his cold words were contrary to usual, and he even warned Yu Zimo that this situation would never happen again. Fortunately, the subsequent situation generally proceeded according to Gong Xun's plan, and Su Yunjin turned the finger on Zhou Bei. Sheng Kingdom, but Zhou Bei will also be eliminated sooner or later, no matter what the priority.

But Yu Zimo was restless, and he did something against his will again.

As a hidden guard, his hands were often stained with blood, but the blood had long since failed to touch Yu Zimo.Yu Zimo crawled out step by step from the pile of burnt dead people. When he was begging, he was shouted and drank and almost froze to death in the snow, because a bun was hung on the beam by the waiter for two hours. I have long understood the ugliness of human nature, and I know how distorted the shadows cast by bright sunlight are for those who seem to be well-dressed.

He only cares about three or two people in this world, and they are the ones who have given him warmth so that he can live.Su Yunxi was one of them. She gave Yu Zimo a bowl of hot rice and a winter coat during the winter night when he was shy in his childhood.

Yu Zimo always remembered, but he never had a chance to reciprocate. When he didn't want to meet Su Yunxi again, it was Gong Xun who wanted her life. Yu Zimo struggled to make a decision, but the result was that he violated Gong Xun and hurt Su Yunxi.

He was lying on the bed that was made into a circle, tossing and turning sleeplessly.The next day, I got up early and galloped out of the city on a broken wind. After running for a few laps, I finally let go of the depression in my heart. I was able to resume my usual leisurely march into the city, but I was dazed by the bustling crowd.