summer drowning

Come on, "That's what I thought at the time."

Just as Weng Hong wanted to scold him for being funny, he suddenly noticed a loophole in the sentence, "Then what do you think now."

"Is it even important?"

"It's important. If you don't make it clear, how can I help you?"

"Will you help me?"

"Hmm..." Weng Hong thought about it, "If you know your mistakes and correct them now, and regret it, I will consider matching you and Li Qian."

"Speaking as if you could succeed?"

"Nonsense!" Weng Hong wanted to argue, but she reacted quickly and would not fall into his trap like Xiaoyuan did. "Zhou Ziming, what do you want me to say?" Angry, "You said that Li Qian loved you so much that he was going crazy, as long as you turned around, he would run over and lick your hand like a puppy?"

Zhou Ziming's eyes were bright: "Yes, that's what I wanted you to say, but it's a pity that you exposed it."

"Zhou Ziming!"

"You are nothing!"

"How could Li Qian be with someone like you? I'm so worthless!"

Every word of Weng Hong fell into the room, resounding like thunder.

She abruptly stopped the footsteps of Madoka outside the room who wanted to collect the tableware.

Xiaoyuan heard Zhou Ziming's hoarse voice: "I'm not a thing, and it's not the first day you know."

"You are just relying on Li Qian, who once liked you, but you can't," Weng Hong tried to control her emotions, her eyes were a little red, "You can't treat Li Qian too lowly."

"It's not Li Qian who is mean, it's me. Don't you understand? Weng Hong, look at me now..."

Zhou Ziming couldn't continue talking, and Xiaoyuan outside also felt sad for him.

His voice was getting weaker and weaker like a dying cicada, "If I don't rely on him to love me, how can I win him... I was wrong, I regret losing him like this... Weng Hong, this is what you want Do you listen... What else do you want me to say, what can I say..."

Weng Hong didn't answer him.

She picked up the bag, opened the door, and met Xiaoyuan, the surprise in her eyes flashed, and she only left a sentence: "I don't know what is the relationship between you and Zhou Ziming, but I advise you not to like him. he."

Weng Hong left without answering Zhou Ziming, nor waiting for Xiaoyuan's answer.

Xiaoyuan looked into the room, Zhou Ziming was eating watermelon with no expression on his face, all the painful sounds were like a hallucination, definitely not from him.

"Did the mistake you mentioned be committed against Li Qian? He is someone you like, but you hurt him?" There are many same-sex couples around Xiaoyuan. Although the country has already opened up same-sex marriage, they The obstacles are still much more than heterosexual couples.

She always felt that Zhou Ziming was not a bad person, so she vaguely made excuses for Zhou Ziming, although she didn't know what the reason was.

Zhou Ziming continued to eat watermelon.

Madoka felt that the watermelon was a bit of an eyesore, so she couldn't help but ran over and grabbed his hand, "If your heart is hurt, taking medicine is useless, and eating watermelon is no good. Don't fill the void in your heart with a full stomach. "

Zhou Ziming looked at her and smiled softly.

"You are really a very good girl, but I don't know if I can be worthy of your kindness to me."

"you……"

"I want to live," Zhou Ziming said, "If he doesn't love me, I should die. If I live, I have to wait until the day when he changes his mind. If I can't wait, it means that God wants me to wake up and accept it." My punishment."

……

Weng Hong stood on the side of the road waiting for a taxi, but she couldn't wait, so she stomped her feet anxiously.

In fact, it's not that I can't wait for the car to rush, it's not that I'm crying because of the car.

Just feel sad, feel angry.

She has no way to fully sympathize with Zhou Ziming, nor can she fully hate Zhou Ziming. Regarding the love between Li Qian and Zhou Ziming, she only has two words to sum it up: evil fate.

Open the door and get in a taxi.

The uncle driver looked through the rearview mirror and saw Weng Hong, whose make-up was all in tears, and wiped away tears with a tissue.

"Yo, little girl, are you broken in love?"

"..." Weng Hong squeezed out a smile, not sure if she was laughing at herself or someone else, "It's not crying about myself, watching other people's romance movies, crying about others." She explained.

"Crying and crying so hard for others, you are also very sympathetic."

Weng Hong didn't answer, but took out the phone in her bag, two turtles with shrinking heads, and she still needs her to make this headshot.

Dial the phone, sniff your nose, and adjust your state.

"Hey."

Li Qian who nodded on the phone did not speak.

"I know you're here, Li Qian."

"...um..." His voice was a little fuzzy.

Weng Hong immediately understood, "Are you smoking again?"

"...Tell me something."

"Now you pretend that you don't care who you want to show, Li Qian. Zhou Ziming, I'll take a look."

Li Qian was silent for a long time. "how is he?"

"Destroyed, but still alive."

Weng Hong stopped, Li Qian was different from Zhou Ziming, Zhou Ziming was a cunning little fox who would set many traps and tell many lies, but Li Qian was used to solving most problems in silence.She wanted to see if Li Qian would reveal his fragility like Zhou Ziming did, or in other words, his love for Zhou Ziming.

"En." But Li Qian just responded flatly, without further disturbance.

Weng Hong sighed in her heart, before she thought Zhou Ziming's proposal of breaking up, Li Qian, who was reserved by nature, was the one who suffered a complete defeat, but now it seems that Li Qian might have the last laugh in this battle.

She revealed her last hole card as if admitting defeat, "Zhou Ziming said, he loves you."

There was no sound from the other end of the phone.

Weng Hong repeated: "Zhou Ziming said he loves you, did you hear that? Li Qian! Are you still willing to have him?"

……

In fact, when Li Qian and Zhou Ziming got married, Weng Hong asked him similar questions in private.

At that time, Zhou Ziming went drinking with his friends, Li Qian just looked at him from a distance and kept a smile, far from interfering later, but Weng Hong was vaguely worried about their future, "I thought you Will marry an ordinary docile girl to live."

Li Qian looked at Zhou Ziming who was shining in the crowd.

When Weng Honghui responded silently as always, he said, "I never thought I would get married before, but after meeting Zhou Ziming, I think he is the only one."

……

After many years, things are different, people are different, loved and hated and hurt each other, Weng Hong heard Zhou Ziming's answer again.

He said, "I will."

The author says:

Give little slag snow.

4. Sunflower

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Madoka is on vacation today.

Originally, she planned to have a good sleep, but the biological clock still woke her up on time when the light fell on her eyelids. She wanted to sleep again but couldn't sleep anymore, so she simply got up directly.

I ate some bread for breakfast, and pressed the remote control to browse the channels, but there was no TV I could watch.

She stepped on the floor with bare feet, trying to pick a book from the shelf.Yes, she likes reading books very much. Since she was in junior high school, she has read all kinds of books, foreign ones, Chinese ones, suspenseful ones about love.

A finger running across the back of a book shows the owner's hesitation until it stops moving in a certain book.

The name of the book is "Wuthering Heights".

So in the morning when the sun was still bright, Madoka sat on the carpet, eating biscuits while flipping through a book.

This is the book she read when she was in college. Sometimes when she sees the underlines and notes on it, she can get a glimpse of her mood at that time and relive the emotion of that year.

"..." I turned to the pages of the book that had been creased back then, and a paragraph was still framed in red pen.

The original sentence is: "In my life, he is my strongest thought. If everything else is destroyed, and he stays, I can continue to live; if everything else stays, and he is Annihilated, the world would be a strange place to me. I would not feel like a part of it."

There is also a line of red handwriting next to it, which reads: "Maybe one day, I will meet such a person."

"Cough cough cough..." She choked on the cracked biscuit and quickly took a sip of water.

Up to now, she has never met such a person, but it does not prevent others from meeting such a person.

Looking at the not so strong light outside the window, Xiaoyuan made a decision in her heart.

……

Zhou Ziming, who was sitting on the hospital bed, had nothing to do, Xiaoyuan was on vacation today, and no one could play with him.

He looked out the window, and the light and shadow changed from time to time.

I feel that I really can't stay in the hospital any longer, but where can he go?Who can afford such a waste as him?

"Oh, if only there was a ball..."

At this moment, the door of the room was pushed open, and it turned out to be Madoka in casual clothes, "Why do you want a ball?"

"Of course I threw it out and smashed the window..." He stopped talking.

"That's not acceptable." Xiaoyuan smiled, revealing two bright dimples.

Zhou Ziming couldn't restrain the joy in his heart: "Why are you here, isn't today a vacation?"

"I'm bored at home, so I'll come here when I think of you." Xiaoyuan walked in with a bag, she was wearing a white spotted dress today, with her hair draped over her head, she looked like summer.

"Remember me?" Zhou Ziming was flattered.

"Well, I'm going to ask you to fulfill my promise." Xiaoyuan took out a sunflower bouquet from the bag, "Here, I brought you the flowers you asked for."

Zhou Ziming was stunned, and it took him a long time to take the flower, and slowly stroked the flower branch.

Golden flowers, emerald green leaves, like a smiling face, like a sun.

To this day, he is still moved by the vitality of nature, especially after he understands how fragile human beings are.

"How is it, do you like it?" Seeing that he was silent, Xiaoyuan couldn't help asking.

Zhou Ziming raised his head, "I like it." He smiled sincerely.

"Then you will tell me that you and Li