inherent gravity

He jumped violently, if Mu Qing hadn't been holding his hand under the dining table, he would have punched the girl out of the nosebleed, and by the way, he would teach him what it means to take a man with a short hand and eat a man with a soft mouth.

"I'm full, I think this dish is just average." Mu Ping almost ate all the dishes for three people by himself, and now he is slumped on the chair and picking his teeth with a toothpick: "A little while Where are you going to play?"

"Go back to my place and put your things first." Mu Qing's expression on his face was a bit ugly at this time, but he forced a smile: "Are you tired after sitting in the car for so long?"

"What about him?" Mu Ping glanced at Kou Xiao, "Why don't you follow me?"

"You carry that thing by yourself, your brother is not in good health." Kou Xiao didn't bother to pretend, looked at him with a cold smile.

"I'm coming all the way! Do I have to carry things myself?" Mu Ping slapped the table and shouted.

"Keep your voice down..." Mu Qing hurriedly apologized to the person at the table next to him, turned around and finally couldn't help yelling at him: "Sit down! If you have anything to say, go back and talk about it."

Mu Ping's eyes widened, and suddenly he dropped his chopsticks and went out without even taking his luggage.

"Hey! Xiaoping!" Mu Qing stretched out his hand to block it, but he couldn't block it. Mu Ping just pushed him away as if he had taken explosives and rushed out.

"Why do you say you are choking with him?" Mu Qing pinched the bridge of his nose with a headache, and got up to chase him out.

"I'm choking with him?" Kou Xiao was also a little annoyed, "How fucking big is this, and someone else has to carry the luggage? Is your hand broken?"

"I know," Mu Qing softened his tone, "I'll talk to you about many things later, okay? I..."

"Forget it." Kou Xiao couldn't stand this kind of begging eyes, if he really wanted to hug him and bite him a few times in the restaurant: "Stinky boy, you know how to bully his brother, have you been bullied a lot before? He bullied?"

Mu Qing silently shook his head.

"Chasing it, go out and chase it, I'm afraid that this kid will accidentally bump into some lamppost if he doesn't know his way." Kou Xiao snorted.

The author says:

In fact, the focus of this volume is to clarify the family situation, and I have buried a lot of foreshadowing before. I don’t know if you have noticed (probe

In addition, don't babble your mouth when you eat, otherwise others will become unlucky.

Chapter 41

◎We have no right to choose, but we have the ability to change. ◎

"Tell me about your past."

Kou Xiao stared at the river water flowing quietly and shimmering under his feet, his tone was very calm.

Mu Qing silently sat cross-legged on the grass, grabbed a blade of grass and twisted it back and forth: "...what do you want to hear?"

"Anything is fine," Kou Xiao also sat down next to him, flipped a stone from the grass and threw it towards the center of the lake, creating a perfect float: "As long as you are willing to tell me."

"Mu Ping...is not my real brother." Mu Qing's tone was very low.

"Really?" Kou Xiao felt relieved immediately.

That's right, that kind of bastard can't even compare to his brother's hair.

"My parents divorced when I was in kindergarten." Mu Qing stared at the motionless cloud in the distance, "Mu Ping's mother is my father's newly married woman."

"Well, what then?" Kou Xiao reached out and rubbed his head.

"Later my dad got into a car accident." Mu Qing trembled indistinctly while resting on the grass, but his tone was not obscure at all, probably because he had gotten used to enduring it after so many years: "He died."

Kou Xiao's breath stopped, and he heard Mu Qing continue to talk on his own: "I feel sorry for my mother all the time, when she remarried to my father, she wanted to live a better life for the two of them, so that Mu Ping could have a father. "

Mu Qing closed his eyes, and the unbearable memories of the past were torn open, and the turbidity and stench were constantly exuding:

He's an extra, a long time ago.

Especially after my father died, this feeling became even more distinct.

In fact, he didn't tell Kou Xiao that his parents didn't divorce, but his mother died of bleeding when giving birth to him.

He killed his mother himself.

Later, when Dad had a car accident, he was also the culprit.

I still remember that it was a Monday in elementary school. According to the school regulations, he was required to wear white sneakers, but he was the only one in the class who wore them wrong that day, so he had to borrow the teacher’s mobile phone to call his dad and ask him to deliver it quickly. come over.

And Dad's life was cut short by a pair of blood-stained white sneakers after a sharp stabbing sound.

He killed his father himself.

"trouble marker!"

"Isn't it? This kid killed his parents!"

"Both my parents are dead, it's a sad life with only one stepmother left..."

For a long time, the house was full of mother's suppressed cries, complaining about how hard her life was, and Mu Ping followed suit desperately. At that time, Mu Qing lived in fear, fearing that it would be wrong to take a breath of air in this house. .

The truth is true. Since then, the gentle and kind mother has changed. She can't wait to see him as a thorn in her flesh. The second husband she finally married is dead, and she has to leave such a small oil bottle , plus having been divorced twice, it is impossible to marry again in this life.

It's all his fault, if he never showed up.

"this is not your fault."

Kou Xiao clasped his shoulders with both hands, looked into his eyes and said word by word: "It's not your fault."

Kou Xiao could tell that Mu Qing was very uncomfortable at the moment, but all he could do was feel sorry for him.

His memory of his biological parents has long faded away, and he can't empathize with Mu Qing on this point, but what he can know is that the formation of Mu Qing's current personality is definitely related to his childhood experiences .

Having known Mu Qing for so long, the impression he gave to outsiders is that he is always cautious, and he never leaves his mouth when he apologizes. It seems that the cowardice in dealing with people has been carved into his bones a long time ago, and as he grows older, he can't help it. If it fades away, it will only get worse.

Fortunately, there is still him now.

"So you work hard just to send money to your family?" Kou Xiao touched his back. Fortunately, watching him eat well these days has grown a little meat, and he is no longer as thin and frightening as before: "Or pay your brother's tuition?"

"Yes, my mother was laid off a few years ago." Mu Qing tilted his head and put half of his body weight on him: "Sometimes I really feel that living is so tiring."

"I used to think so too." Kou Xiao leaned back, and simply lay down on the grass and looked up at the blue sky: "But anyway, after so much, it's different now."

"What's the difference?" Mu Qing also lay down, his eyes turned green after staring at the sky for a long time, but it would feel good if he could lie side by side with Kou Xiao like this.

"I still have you, and you still have me." After Kou Xiao finished speaking, he felt a little numb, but he coughed lightly and continued: "I know you must have a lot of things in your heart that you haven't said, so let's talk to you." I used to be the same, but since our days are still long, I can wait for you to take your time."

Mu Qing didn't speak, just sucked his nose lightly.

"Whether it's your father or your mother, it's not your fault that you have become what you are now." Kou Xiao's tone was soft and slow, as if he had to grind it out word by word: "We don't have the right to choose, but we have Ability to change, whether for the better or for the worse, is our own decision."

"But you have been working hard, I have seen it both in the past and now." Kou Xiao squinted his eyes slightly, and simply said the words that did not seem to come from his mouth at once: "Everyone has an unbearable past. , but people who have always been immersed in self-blame did not live up to their personal appearance in the end, and the only way out is to move forward."

Mu Qing's eyes moved slightly, and he turned to look at Kou Xiao.

"Because I'm the same as you." Kou Xiao smiled at him, his smile was warm and down-to-earth: "But let's talk about it, there will be me in the future."

"Okay." Mu Qing rubbed his nose vigorously, but he still couldn't help feeling sore, so sour that his tears almost fell down.

"Go home in a while and see if your brother is awake." Kou Xiao couldn't help frowning when he mentioned this: "What time did he go to sleep at your house yesterday?"

"It's almost all night." Mu Qing couldn't help but yawned drowsily as he said that. Last night, he deliberately gave up the only bed to Mu Ping. As a result, he kept typing on the game keyboard for half the night on the bed. , and shouted indiscriminately in his mouth, which made him half asleep and half awake all night.

"If it doesn't work, go to my house to make up for it. He can't tear down the house if he is alone." Kou Xiao clicked his tongue.

"Let's take him around, it's hard to come here." Mu Qing stretched, got up from the ground and kept patting the grass clippings on his clothes: "Otherwise, my mother will not be happy when I go back. .”

"Your brother sees it like this because your mother is used to it. Since you are his brother, you can't let it go too much?" Kou Xiao was a little upset, "You can bear it, but I can't bear it."

"Forget it, it's only a few days anyway." Mu Qing looked around, and kissed the corner of Kou Xiao's mouth while no one was around to please him: "Don't be angry."

Kou Xiao hooked his waist and intentionally bit his lips lightly and hard.

But when the two entered the door, they were taken aback for a moment, and the first reaction that popped up in Kou Xiao's mind was that a thief had entered the house.

The chests of drawers in the living room were all open, and even the broken cardboard boxes that Mu Qing used to store books on the balcony were forcibly dragged out and disassembled. .

Mu Qing was stunned staring at this scene.