All the protagonists I've scummed come to me for revenge

Xia Yu stared blankly at Qin Mingyue, who was approaching him. The distance was already extremely close, and she was forced to lower her head by the momentum and was about to take a step back, but Qin Mingyue grabbed her wrist and lifted it up.

"Master Xia is going to escape?" Qin Mingyue's never-ending anger gleamed in her eyes, she took another half step forward, and stood next to Xia Yu, and said in a tight voice: "But where can you escape to?" Master Xia is so smart, even if he lied to me, he wouldn't let me see the clue, would he?"

"I did not lie to you."

"Then why can you always be so calm, Master Xia?" Qin Mingyue asked excitedly, and Xia Yu, who was pinched tightly, frowned and wanted to cry out for pain.

"You won't be sad for me." Just like changing face, the excitement on Qin Mingyue's face disappeared, and suddenly became sad: "You won't be sad because of me, liking me or not liking me, it doesn't make any difference to you .”

"you misunderstood!"

"Misunderstanding!" Qin Mingyue raised her voice and said angrily, "I am by your side every day, and I can see your every move. I just met you, and now I met you again a year ago. Always so calm!"

"You keep saying that you like me, but in fact, it doesn't make much difference to you if you have me or not?"

Qin Mingyue lowered her head and said dejected words, but her hands were so strong that she almost crushed Xia Yu's hand bones.She lowered her head, and she was so calm that she couldn't see clearly hidden by the darkness, but what was hidden was the anger that was still suppressed.

"There's a big difference!" Xia Yu experienced the pain from her wrist, but her mind cleared up a lot, and said, "You mean a lot to me, I can accept being separated from you, I know, you love me, then enough."

Qin Mingyue took a deep breath, with a sarcasm on her face: "Let go? Master Xia, your love is really great."

Xia Yu's eyes turned red at some point, and she looked up at Qin Mingyue: "You are wondering, you are uneasy, you don't understand why I suddenly say that I like you two years later, why do I like you, I am afraid that I will treat you My feelings are all faked, but have you ever thought about what you like about me?"

Xia Yu took a deep breath and said in a low voice, "I am nothing now."

Xia Yu also didn't understand why the 'God' liked her and was willing to go through so much trouble.

"You don't know what I like about you. You are afraid, but I am also afraid! Compared with you, I have used you and hurt you. Don't I feel uneasy when I am close to you? Are you scared?"

Xia Yu just looked very strong, because she had to be strong, and from the beginning she could only rely on herself.

The so-called strength and tranquility are just a protective shell placed outside to disguise oneself.

She has been hurt from all sides since she was a child. In the dark, she still maintains optimism and positivity, because she doesn't want to sink in the dark for a lifetime. Life is so short. She doesn't want to spend all of it on unhappy things, whether it is to escape, Whether it's self-paralysis or not, I don't care anymore.

The experience of several lifetimes has not hurt her a little. Before she crossed into these worlds, she was just an ordinary person with a little bit of cleverness.

Is she trying to let go?

Would she be willing to restrain herself and calm down when she heard that Qin Mingyue was going to marry a concubine, and look at the problem from the perspective of others?

Is she willing to endure it and always show people with a smiling face?

If possible, who wants to live like this!

The grievance also welled up in the eye sockets, and fell in the sourness.

She also wants to be willful, not to think so much, no matter right or wrong, and not to think about what others will think, but she is afraid that the troubles caused to others will kill her feelings.

I am even more afraid that I am just being self-indulgent.

"Don't cry."

Qin Mingyue panicked, seeing Xia Yuhui crying out of control in front of her, she let go of her hand, and hugged her into her arms.

She became a little annoyed.

The inherent impression that Xia Yu gave her was that she was confident, she was holding the wisdom pearl, and she was calm about things, even if she told her the sky was going to fall the next moment, she wouldn't get nervous.

Because it was Xia Yu who cleared the obstacles for her, taught her many things, and blocked countless open and hidden arrows for her, so when facing Xia Yu, she would subconsciously think that she was insufficient and not perfect.

He was afraid that Xia Yu would leave and at the same time doubt her, that she would have to approach him because of some kind of interest, and that once he got what he wanted, he would leave as mercilessly as before.

In her eyes, she was almost perfect, a person comparable to a god, Qin Mingyue never thought that her real side would be so fragile.

"What do you like about me?"

"... At first, I just thought you were a good match for me. I couldn't help but look at you. The more I stare, the more I understand. I actually envy you." Qin Mingyue said slowly, hugging you tightly Xia Yu's hand: "You are very confident, and you have the ability to support your confidence. The freedom and freedom in you is what I yearn for the most."

Qin Mingyue was even more curious about why Xia Yu liked her, or whether she fell in love with herself after she had no interaction with her, but she was afraid that Xia Yu would feel uncomfortable, so she held back in her heart.

Confident free and easy

Xia Yu almost thought she was talking about others, she never thought she was such a person.

She was silent for a second: "Did you find out? I am completely different from what you think."

"What I just said is just the reason for me to discover you. No matter what you are, I... can't help myself to like you."

Xia Yu was not satisfied with Qin Mingyue's answer, maybe it wasn't Qin Mingyue she wanted to ask, but her.

Xia Yu regained her composure, the wet feeling on her face made her feel uncomfortable, she couldn't remember how long she hadn't really cried.

It was funny in my heart, I laughed at myself for raising my energy and I don't know how long it will take to get home.

"Actually, I don't blame you anymore."

Qin Mingyue said softly: "Even though it's hard for me to accept the matter of Brother Huang, I know that you and I had different positions at that time. As the ultimate beneficiary, I have no right to blame you."

This was the most difficult thing for Qin Mingyue to accept a year ago. She blamed Xia Yu for not reminding herself, but she blamed her own existence even more. If it wasn't for her, Xia Yu would probably have devoted her whole heart to her imperial brother and assisted him with all her strength.

Either way she couldn't accept it.

It wasn't Xia Yu who did it.

It's hateful, but she can't put the cart before the horse. At that time, many people knew about it, even her father, at that time, probably knew that someone planned to kill Qin Minghao, but he didn't expect that Qin Minghao didn't carry it over. The personal guards he assigned to Qin Minghao were like paper.

Xia Yu obviously froze in place.

Qin Mingyue, she actually said she didn't blame herself

"Ayu, I can fool others but not myself, I really like you!"

"I want you to be queen."

Xia Yu's eyes changed slightly, thinking about what Chu Yanyun knew and told herself, she probably knew what was going on.

Qin Mingyue wasn't trapped by resentment for too long, but she also couldn't hold back her face. She didn't know how to reconcile with her, and she probably still felt guilty towards Qin Minghao in her heart.

But after a year passed, Qin Mingyue must have waited until she was impatient, and she would have an idea when the courtiers wrote letters from time to time.

From Chu Yanyun, Qin Mingyue should have deliberately released the news, wanting to test his attitude.

Qin Mingyue wanted to test whether he really liked her, and whether he would become jealous after hearing the news that she was going to marry a concubine.

But he pretended too well.

So she couldn't sit still.

Qin Mingyue, who was watched by Xia Yu, looked away in embarrassment, and looked elsewhere.

Xia Yu, who had thought about the whole story clearly, shook her head amusedly, and said helplessly, "Mingyue, why did you make such a bad move?"

Qin Mingyue pursed her lower lip, a little unhappy: "It's really a bad policy for you."

Xia Yu said softly, "I'm not used to showing my feelings on my face."

Qin Mingyue raised her eyebrows, and said: "Then on the carriage returning from Chu's house, who is holding Bengong and calling Mingyue tenderly, who is affectionately saying to Bengong that I miss you?"

After a year, every day Qin Mingyue couldn't help but think of that scene that day. Every time she thought of how cold and hard-hearted Xia Yu was to her, she regretted it to death.

Mainly, Qin Mingyue didn't expect that she would quarrel with Xia Yu again so soon, let alone that Xia Yu's gentle and tender gesture was only temporary.

Xia Yu was taken aback, a blush stained her cheeks, embarrassing for a while.

At that time, there were many reasons why she showed her deep affection to Qin Mingyue. If it was said that she showed her feelings on her face, it was actually nothing, because her gesture at that time was more to appease Qin Mingyue's emotions.

"Ayu likes to keep everything in her heart, and she is willing to tell me when everything is done. But I am just a mortal, and I don't know how to read minds. Ayu doesn't tell me anything. How can I understand what is bothering Ayu? what are you thinking"

Qin Mingyue didn't continue to tease Xia Yu, but changed her tone and turned to her long-standing heart disease.

"Ayu, I'm a mortal, and you're just a mortal, why bother to seek perfection in everything, and only add to your troubles?"

"If things are kept in my heart for a long time, they will become secrets. How many secrets can one person bear? I like you, and Ayu, you like me too. We are lovers, right? Why don't you believe me, Ayu? Try to express all your concerns."

"In front of me, Ayu doesn't need to worry all the time. In front of me, you can be your true self. No matter what you are, Ayu, I... like you all!"

Xia Yu's expression was complicated, Qin Mingyue looked at her expression and didn't make things difficult for her, but said: "I know it's hard to reassure Ayu, but you can take your time and try to show off in front of me. true self."

"In front of me, you can be more willful."

Every word of Qin Mingyue fell into Xia Yu's heart. Xia Yu couldn't tell what she was feeling now, nor did she know how to respond to Qin Mingyue.

"It seems to be very late." Xia Yu looked around and changed the subject.

Qin Mingyue was stunned for a moment, feeling very disappointed in her heart, but she still pulled herself together: "It's really late, is Ayu going to rest? That's right, Ayu has already rested at this hour in the past."

Xia Yu nodded.

"Then...Ah Yu and I will go back?"

"In the middle of the night, it would be unseemly for me to follow you back to the Ziwei Hall from the Leng Palace." Xia Yu shook her head helplessly, and she said, "Actually, this place is pretty good, but it's a bit deserted."

Qin Mingyue stared blankly at Xia Yu.

Seeing the astonishment and grievance in her eyes, Xia Yu knew she had misunderstood, and quickly said: "It's not what you think, it's just that I'm used to living in the Fragrant Hall, and now I'm too lazy to move. I live in the Ziwei Hall with no status. It's not in line with etiquette, Fragrant Hall is very good, but you have to go around like that every day because of hardship."

"What doesn't suit the etiquette, you're already with me, and you don't care about those etiquette?" Qin Mingyue said unwillingly, "Fragrant Hall is too far away, and here... no, Ayu, you don't want to live in Ziwei Hall. Change to another one, but the Fenfang Palace should not continue to live here."

Xia Yu was speechless for a while, she really didn't want to move around, although she didn't need her to clean up.

Seeing that she was silent, Qin Mingyue asked in a deep voice, "How is Fengming Palace?"

Xia Yu looked up at her.

Seeing that Xia Yu didn't refute, Qin Mingyue's mind became active, and she continued: "Fengming Palace is not biased, and it's big, how about staying in Fengming Palace?"

Qin Mingyue said with joy on her face, and the hope that she would agree in her eyes, Xia Yu didn't have the nerve to say it when she refused.

And Fengming Palace...

It is the residence of Empress Daqin.

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