All the protagonists I've scummed come to me for revenge

The smile on Qin Mingyue's face sank.

Sitting with her eyes fixed on her eyes, Xia Yu, who was a little embarrassed to say this, grabbed Xia Yu's hand and couldn't help but hold it hard.

The corners of her mouth curled up again, and she said in a soft voice: "Ayu thinks... I did something wrong, right?"

Xia Yu could see that Qin Mingyue's smile was far-fetched, and there was dissatisfaction in his eyes, but he was just holding back.

"Mingyue, you scratched me a little bit."

Qin Mingyue let go of her hand. She was disturbed by Xia Yu's denial just now, and lost her mind for a moment and didn't notice the strength in her hand.

There were conspicuous red marks on Xia Yu's white and tender hands. Qin Mingyue rubbed her hands distressedly, and said guiltily, "I just lost my mind."

"Does it still hurt?"

Hearing Qin Mingyue's cautious question, Xia Yu hooked her fingertips and said, "It doesn't hurt anymore."

Qin Mingyue hooked her finger with her, Xia Yu's words just now were like a catalyst, catalyzing the malicious thorns and vines in her heart.

It hurt her heart.

"Mingyue, you are not wrong, but some things cannot be easily concluded by simply right or wrong."

Qin Mingyue suppressed her emotions, and said lightly: "So Ayu thinks I did something wrong?"

Xia Yu was silent for a while, at this moment something was wrong with Qin Mingyue, she should temporarily stop this topic and go to comfort her.

"It is right to kill corrupt officials."

"Ayu has anything else to say, let's say it together now?!"

"But Mingyue, you have to understand one thing. Corrupt officials can't be killed cleanly. Throughout history, there has never been a year where there have been no corrupt officials, small ones, and big ones. Killing words is enough."

Qin Mingyue pushed her hand away, and said flatly: "Master Xia still thinks I did something wrong."

Have you changed your name?

Xia Yu looked at Qin Mingyue's tense face and gave a wry smile.

"Killing some greedy people can serve as an example to others, but killing too many will put everyone in danger and cause turmoil in the court."

Qin Mingyue suppressed her anger, and there was some anger in her eyes, she said coldly: "Speaking of it, Master Xia just thinks that I killed too many people, it's too much for heaven's sake, right?!"

Xia Yu was silent again for a while, lowered her head tiredly, rubbed her brows and said, "The disaster in Nanjun is severe, and being greedy at this time is digging the foundation of Daqin. This kind of people don't care about Daqin, and the change of dynasty seems to them only It’s just a change of master, it should be killed.”

Qin Mingyue's face softened slightly upon hearing this.

"Mingyue, it's my fault."

If she hadn't used her power to engage in factional disputes with Qin Mingyue after taking power, then so many officials would not have died two years ago, and the trouble would not have reached the point where there were no officials available.

If there were no turmoil two years ago, it would be no problem for Qin Mingyue to kill all the corrupt officials, but now the imperial court doesn't have many officials to use, so if they continue to kill...

Xia Yu clenched her fists irritably.

So it was all her fault!

Qin Mingyue didn't speak, Xia Yu closed her eyes and meditated, and the hall fell silent.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Mingyue spoke.

"...Do you know why I'm mad at you?"

Xia Yu opened her eyes and looked up at Qin Mingyue who was standing beside her.Qin Mingyue didn't have any expression on her face, but looked at her with disappointment in her eyes.

"You would rather believe those rumors than trust me."

"Moon..."

"They say I'm a tyrant, you believe it. They say I'm bloodthirsty, you believe it again!" Qin Mingyue looked at her, gritted her teeth and said: "Ayu, Master Xia! You can't believe me more ?"

Xia Yu watched her stunned on the stool.

Do you trust Qin Mingyue more?

That's right, she looked at Qin Mingyue in front of her with old eyes, because Qin Mingyue had been blackened by herself, so Xia Yu never doubted the authenticity of those rumors, and believed everything she had preconceived.

She didn't even investigate carefully.

How unfair this is to Qin Mingyue

He believed rumors without seeking proof, and looked at Qin Mingyue with a prejudiced eye. How is this different from those scholars outside who follow the crowd and scold Qin Mingyue severely?

Xia Yu figured this out, and lowered her head with a pale face. By the way, these are all the faults of arrogance. Because she is confident that she has seen through Qin Mingyue's character and style of doing things, she is arrogant without knowing the truth. Evaluate from the bottom of your heart.

Others can do this because they don't know Qin Mingyue and have nothing to do with Qin Mingyue, but how could Xia Yu be so arrogant and cast a prejudiced look at her?

She is the person Qin Mingyue likes, she is the person Qin Mingyue likes!

Xia Yu's face became paler, and all the strength in her body was drained in an instant, and she didn't dare to look at Qin Mingyue who was so close at hand.

Qin Mingyue said that the Nanjun matter was in the front, but she put her taboo on the back foot.

Qin Mingyue took a deep breath and laughed, "Maybe I'm not enough for you to trust me wholeheartedly?"

"I know who can be killed and who cannot be killed. I have indeed killed many officials in the past two years. Ayu, I can understand your prejudice."

"I killed all your party members, corrupt officials, and stinky fish and rotten shrimps back then, but I didn't kill those who were capable and cared for the people of the world just like you, but because of your death, I didn't kill them. Just let them all resign."

Qin Mingyue's explanation did not make Xia Yu feel better, but made her feel even more uncomfortable.

My heart hurts like being cut by a knife.

Xia Yu didn't mention anything about what happened two years ago, because she believed that with Qin Mingyue's character, she would wash the court with blood immediately after she was killed.

Those people she left behind will definitely be dealt with by her. After all, no one likes to leave future troubles.

And she always felt that Qin Mingyue hated herself very much.

Qin Mingyue said: "You said you liked me too. I have a question that I've always wanted to talk to you. Ayu, do you really know what kind of person I am? Do you really understand me? "

Xia Yu looked up at Qin Mingyue, and met her pair of black eyes. Qin Mingyue's expression was not ugly, but definitely not relaxed.

Looking into Qin Mingyue's eyes and looking at her, Xia Yu was shocked and began to think about what Qin Mingyue said.

Does she really understand Qin Mingyue?

When she first met and got acquainted with Qin Mingyue, she relied on her control over the plot, and preconceived that that was the character Qin Mingyue should have.

Even if she gets in touch with her more, Qin Mingyue is just a stereotyped cardboard figure in her eyes.Because of her status, she didn't dare to get to know Qin Mingyue deeply, nor did she want to get to know Qin Mingyue as a person.

At that time, she thought that this world was her last stop, so she was extremely wary of everyone, built a high wall in her heart, and faced everyone with only a mask.

She didn't know the real Qin Mingyue.

I don't know why she will be happy and why she will be sad.

She came back this time, but she still didn't really get to know Qin Mingyue.

It was better than the first time, she no longer regarded Qin Mingyue as an NPC, but she still didn't regard her as an independent individual.

In her eyes, Qin Mingyue is not only Qin Mingyue, she is Yu Sheng, An Yan, Wang Xue, Xiao Wenjin, Ke Yao, Ye Yueru!

There are too many shadows on him.

So from the very beginning, Xia Yu didn't look at Qin Mingyue with the attitude and eyes she should have!

"It seems that you have the answer, Ayu."

Qin Mingyue got the answer she wanted from the expression of covering her face in pain. Confused, she raised her head slightly, only feeling that her eye sockets were hot.

She really wanted to question Xia Yu.

Since you don't know her well, why say you love her!

where does she love herself

She wanted to question openly, and asked Xia Yu out loud for her to give her the answer, but she couldn't, because Qin Mingyue wanted to keep this feeling, even if it wasn't pure, it was more likely to be a lie.

Qin Mingyue wanted to cry.

She hated it in her heart, hated it from a long time ago.

She hated herself for being so humble and longing for a love!

She is a princess loved by thousands of people!

Now he is the emperor of the great Qin thousands of miles of rivers and mountains!

How can such a humble person carefully want to maintain a fragile love that is even a lie

"You and I each calm down for a few days, shall we?"

Qin Mingyue didn't dare to stay with Xia Yu any longer, she was afraid that she would lose control of her emotions and do something out of control.

Xia Yu didn't make a sound to persuade her to stay, and the only sound of Qin Mingyue's footsteps in the hall was not walking fast.

"Mingyue, you don't have to love me so humblely." Xia Yu's hoarse voice made Qin Mingyue stop.

"...I don't deserve you to like me so much."

Xia Yu's voice was full of tiredness.

Qin Mingyue clenched her fists tightly and then slowly loosened them. Without saying anything, she took two big strides forward, opened the palace door and walked out facing the light.

Facing the glare of the sun, a tear flowed from the corner of Qin Mingyue's eyes. She was so distressed that she wanted to squat down and cover her chest, and be alone.

After Qin Mingyue left, Xia Yu slumped on the stool and leaned against the back of the chair weakly, looking down at her hands.

She is just an ordinary mortal, her experience since she was a child can't be called excellent, she doesn't have any particularly dazzling shining points, she doesn't understand why it is herself.

Why did Qin Mingyue like her.

She didn't even understand why the system said that kind of thing in the end. She was obviously at an absolute disadvantage, and she should be the one with low self-esteem.

Obviously, she should be the most insecure!

Everything is so unreal, like a dream, be it the words of the system or my own experiences over the years.

Everything is so unreal!

Xia Yu was full of worries, guilt towards Qin Mingyue, confusion, confusion and pressure from her love, uncertainty about the future, and a sense of security that didn't exist.

Everything turned into a poisonous mist, constantly corroding her heart, the pain felt like being lingering.

There is no answer, no self-enlightenment, self-denial and inferiority complex that have existed since childhood like a gangrene because of the identity that was abandoned at birth.

Do you really understand me?

Xia Yu maintained that movement, her eyes were blank, some deep negative emotions in her heart overwhelmed her, her face was still pale.